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 Posted: Fri Dec 09, 2005 4:03 am
Day 113
Ah how splendid life is, it seems. The days with Ryo and Rika warm me right up despite the cold weather. The ominous prescence of Bella has made mother sick so now she is just sleeping. She can't take all this stress, poor mom I dunno what to do really and since I'm no longer oldest in the house I don't really need to do much of anything except take care of Rika and such. Kudo is the one in charge of looking after things but he's got someone living in his room with him... a pretty blue-haired, black-skinned (and I don't mean brown I mean pure black) Arabian looking angel. He's extremely shy I've noticed from afar, Kudo calls him Hiryo and I'm not sure I like him living here with us but Kudo seems to cherish him very much and if it make's Kudo happy then mom's happy and if mom's happy so am I...
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Posted: Sat Dec 17, 2005 10:08 pm
Day 122
Finally I'm an adult! A gorgeous adult with red white and blue plumage... I hope Ryo will approve of my new look. My lucious hair is so long and my sweet little Rika enjoys trying to braid it. She's so precious, she grew as well.
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Posted: Fri Dec 23, 2005 6:34 pm
Day 127
Not much to report really... Rika seems a little down, and my whole family seems a little scattered lately. It's mothers birthday tomorrow... I hope she'll be a little happier...
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Posted: Fri Jan 06, 2006 3:46 pm
Day 131
Soon. Soon. Soon we'll be free. These little cute pets I've found will light the way to our freedom, to our life together. I can only hope... nothing interferes. Oh Ryo... wherever you are my love... please don't leave me ever. I want to stay with Ryo as long as the world exsists. And I want Rika to find someone she cherishes like I cherish Ryo. I hope her all the happiness I've been granted in my life since my mom found me that dark day...
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Posted: Sat Jan 14, 2006 10:36 am
Day 139
It is almost time, we're just preparing and then we'll be out of here. Living like a family. Rika seems excited, and she's getting so much older. I think tomorrow is the full moon, I do so hope if she grows she'll want to come live with us still. Tis not as if she doesn't love us... I wish she had someone to love though... oh well, good things come to those who wait.
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Posted: Sat Jan 21, 2006 10:14 pm
Day 147
We've moved in you know. And Rika grew. I guess I'm getting more and more reluctant to write in this. Mom... Mom is dying. She's also in love with Riddle. She didn't say anything for me and Ryo's sake... she didn't say anything because that would make our love... um... incest? I think? I'm not sure but society condemns so much. I guess Ryo is .... being weird... because he's not as affectionate as he was before. I love him as much as mom loves Riddle. Scary... no?
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Posted: Sun Jan 29, 2006 11:18 am
Day 154
I have no strength. I have no energy. Not for myself, not for my family... not for the shop. No one. Mother is gone and I've so many regrets... so many... things I wish I'd done. Why ... and... I found a feather mom had been hiding. Two actually... although one is more like a child... and then she had this stone... black and green... and ... oh... oh mom... come back... why won't you... come back!
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Posted: Sun Feb 12, 2006 7:32 am
Day 168
Two losses. Mom ... and Ryo. My darling Ryo... oh gods what am I left with? My gorgeous fire daughter who wants to spread her wings and be free... that's who I have left... and then this feather... this feather of my lover... is someone trampling my heart? Playing with my fate?! WILL YOU JUST LEAVE ME ALONE IN MY SORROW! Please... please...
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Posted: Fri Mar 17, 2006 7:06 pm
Day 201
The full moon has passed and Ryo is still as he was. Soon will he change? Soon will the moon bring my lover back to me... soon... I can only hope soon... I miss him. I am alone. Rika is searching for her own special something... something a single mother like myself cannot provide her. Ryo... I need you back...
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Posted: Wed Apr 12, 2006 11:05 am
Day 227
Still no sign of life from my beloved Ryo... I feel like I've lost my world... everyone in this house is so out of contact with one another... Jacques has stopped smiling... Noriko is confused... only the anthros are fine.... but still Kudo and Hiryo and their sons suffer.... what am I to do? Lola is helpless....
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