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 Posted: Sat Dec 22, 2007 3:57 pm
"I'm trying to make it the same, it is my fault for saying what I said in the first place.." She mummbed as she looked down, suddenly feeling cold. "Will it ever be the same?.." Kept on echoing through her head as she glanced over at Vier, realising it was half her fauilt for him being in the state he's in now. Seira wished she could turn back time, only enough to make things right between them and not so empty...so lonely.
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Posted: Sat Dec 22, 2007 6:30 pm
"You had a reason to, right? It wasn't just anger that drove you,... was it?" he had become more guilty everytime he open his mouth. It clearly wasn't her fault, it's his. He knew this, but tried to ignored it, but now...
It hit the fan.
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Posted: Sat Dec 22, 2007 6:38 pm
"I know it's your personality to be alone, I know that you can't help it...but that was really it. I hated being so alone all the time, it was the one thing I feared and the anger just made me say it...I'm sorry." Seira paused, cluching her blanket close to her, desperate to get warm. "After I said it I realized it was all a horribe mistake and that I needed you more then anything.."
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Posted: Sat Dec 22, 2007 7:13 pm
The guilt was eating him away. "I hated being so alone all the time, it was the one thing I feared.." he haunted his mind like he was some kind of criminal, trying to run away from a murder. He forcefully gripped his ears and bent over, whispering;
"I'm so sorry Seira...i was so focused on myself! How could i let such things happen...to..you..the kids...why.."
He fur ruffled uneasily while it seemed it was getting colder outside. It couldn't have been colder then he.
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Posted: Sun Dec 23, 2007 8:15 am
Her heart sank at his words, his actions. It made Seira feel so horrible about her choice words, her heart ached. She hunched over and tried to look at him, hearing his words.
"Hey! Don't think that way..." She said as she rubbed his back, trying to find some way to calm him down."You're here now, right? That's all I'll need."
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Posted: Sun Dec 23, 2007 7:01 pm
"..It's not the point! What about the kids?..Toxxy won't even talk to me anymore. It's all my fault, Seira.." Usually, he wanted his family to look up at him, not to be seen as a broken, emotional mess. Fate has her ways of twisting things around, this he knew.
His ears flatted further as he peered down, gaze burning into the cold floor below. He wanted so much to go back in time and kick his own a**...
Oh what pleasure for doing so.
Then he wanted nothing more then true forgiveness..from himself.
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Posted: Sun Dec 23, 2007 7:20 pm
"What if I talk to Toxxy, try and make things right again Vier. Saki still loved you no matter what you said or what you did, yeah she was sad and had her thoughs but at the end all she wants to do is to make amends with you.." Seira began, continuing to rub his back while wanting to go inside for Viers sake more then her own. With a small sigh she took the blanket off her shoulders and wrapped it around his. "It's not your fault Vier, please don't think that...so our family is a tad bit broken but we can always fix it. Can't we?"
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Posted: Mon Dec 24, 2007 11:50 am
Her words calmed him some. He was eager to make amends with the whole family.. but how?
"What do you suggest i do, Seira?" His voice hollow, he was desperate now.
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Posted: Mon Dec 24, 2007 12:01 pm
She thought for a minute, knowing what Saki wanted most for christmas. "Stay the day with us on christmas, bring Toxxy to..." Seira replied, maybe all the family needed was to all be together.
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Posted: Tue Dec 25, 2007 12:14 pm
Vier nodded, slightly. He figured the simple things would be best, even if it's spending the day doing nothing but staring at each other.
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Posted: Wed Dec 26, 2007 11:40 am
Seira nussled him lightly, wanting to try and make him feel at least slightly better. "Hey, lets go inside and I'll make you some cocoa." She whispered as she tryed to look him into the eye the best she could.
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Posted: Tue Jan 08, 2008 9:33 am
Her warm enlightened him very much. Her support helps him a great deal, why should he have to choose between showing affection back?
He calmly nodded to her suggestion, avoiding eye contact. Raising from his seat and heading towards the door, he merely looked back to see if she was coming.
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Posted: Tue Jan 08, 2008 2:14 pm
She meerly smiled as she followed behind Vier, thankful for spending some time with him and getting to talk to him. That was the one thing she wanted the most and she got it.
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Posted: Tue Jan 08, 2008 2:52 pm
Once Seira got up, he and walked over to the door and opened it, gesturing for her to come in first. A weak smile was on his face. He was troubled, yes, but he wanted to make the best of it.
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Posted: Tue Jan 08, 2008 3:13 pm
"Thank you.." Seira said as she entered the pound, welcoming the warmth with a smile. Immedatly walking over to the stove and getting the pot, pooring milk in it then turning on the stove.
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