Miss Perfection
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Sikh sweetie *glomps*
I havent noticed you being anything of the sort.
Talking emotions.... I tend to do the exact same thing, dont say anything and let others use me as a listening post. I find it easier to help others then address my own issues, I mean I even refuse to post my issues in here. So I guess at least your further down the track to opening up to people which is good ^^
However the good thing is that once you start talking it all tends to rush out... so starting is half the battle : )
Also as far as your mum is concerned I guess all you can do until the blood results come back is to let her know how much you love her and be strong for her like she is being for you.
Do you have any idea when the results come in?
*hugs*
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Talking about opening up I suppose I'd better follow my own advice.
1. Swapping courses has me in a twist... however I'm talking to the advisor in a few days so that should sort out that. Yet I'm still worring pointlessly.
2. Commitments... I feel I have responsibilities to people and I havent completed them yet... it's weighing me down and I know the only way to get rid of the guilt is to suck it up and complete them.
3. Family are having issues. It's a sticky issue however it boils down to the fact I wont be seeing my new baby cousin and my darling daddy has a controll issue.
4. Friends I have them but I get the impression that I'm the one doing all the organizing of events and being the constant listening post.
5. I hate food. No really it's become an issue the taste is starting to make me feel ill and I tend to only eat when I'm positively ravenous. I'm not quite sure how to deal with this... however I think I'll just have to change my thoughts toward food and stop telling myself it's yucky.
6. Who the heck am I??? I'm questioning things to the max and actually unsure about who I am. So some soul searching is in order here.
7. Time. The lack of it is horrible. I spend far too much time here. I need to limit myself.
8. I'm not quite sure why I'm so unsettled.
Well looking back my issues all seems rather petty. Yet I did say I was going to say them... so rather then delete them like normal I'll leave them here.
Anyway I'll be fine... I'll just... I'm not too sure. I guess I'll sort something out.
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Really? D: I thought I kinda seemed like it. x) I guess not? D: But if I did, I don't really mean to offend anyone D:
True. It took me ages just to tell my sister
one thing how I felt :'D
I think results take a week to come, so on Friday it'll be a week, so roughly around there. I swear she knows something is wrong, everytime I hug her, she'd be all jokey and stuff, but now she gives really tight hugs D:> It's things like that, that gets me thinking D;
Even though she left me hangin for a highfive this morning
talk2hand xD <3
Your issues don't seem petty <3 I hope everything works out x)
1 - It's natural to worry, but going to an advisor is the best thing, and remember you can always look into things yourself and do your own research in what you want to do. That's kinda what I did. x)
2 - Don't feel commitment is something that
HAS to be done, I'm sure those people will understand if you can't do them. <3
3 -
sad Isn't there anything you can do?
4 - Tell them how you feel and approach the situation, because that way you can tell them how you feel and get it sorted. If you just leave it, then it will just carry on.
5 - Uhh, I kinda went through that stage x) Not as much as hate it, I would just only eat light food, and I still kinda do. I've not been much of a heavy eater, but I do it at odd times, but honestly I'd choose a massive bowl of fruit over a full course meal :'D Oh gawd xD When you eat, try to eat small portions to get back in the routine.
6 - You're young and still living, there's not a certain who you are, but what you are. You're like one of the greatest people I talk to, you're funny and a caring person. I'm sure there's a lot of people who appreciate you and whatever you choose to do is a part of you <3
7 - Take things into moderation ;D Usually I come on after I've been out and done stuff x) Try and pick up an activity to do in your spare time and come on at set times? <3
8 - You'll find out soon maybe x)
Thank you by the way Perfection, and I hope everything works out well for you. <33
