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Bracing the counter more, Monty sighed and clenched his teeth. "Kalore? Will you forgive me?" He asked softly, knowing that no matter what would happen he didn't deserved to be forgiven. He didn't deserve to be with a elf who deserved more than just friendship from him and from everyone around the elf. He deserved alot for going through so much.

He watched for Kalore's responses from the corner of his eye and looked down. Monty moved closer to Kalore and reached his hands up to cup his face and leaned down to press his lips against the elf's. He pressed harder and moved his lips slightly over Kalore and then stopped moving back. He looked away. "I don't deserve your forgiveness." He said softly and turned to walk away. What he felt was real and it was startling.

Monty stopped and stiffened under Kalore's touch. He didn't turn around. All he wanted was to leave this room because those feelings just amped themselves up and it was starting to scare him. He long thought such feelings where dead to him but somehow Kalore proved him wrong and he proved himself wrong with that kiss. Removing Kalore's hands he kept walking to the door, his steps slow and cautious of the ground he walked on.

Monty walked out of the room and went to sit quietly on the couch that Gambler was still sleeping on. The blanket was falling off her shoulders and he returned it back on them, tucking her in more. Sitting back the demon blinked as if he was dazed. Leaning on his knees, Monty rested his forearms on them, holding his head as if he was about to go insane. What the hell was going on with him? He was effected like never before. It was more than just startling, it was down right frightening!

Monty heard the door close and stood up. He walked into the kitchen and started to cook. It was the one thing, other than taking on some serious jobs that required his kind of sick mind, that would calm him down and get him in check. He needed to move to not stay still or else he wouldn't have complete control over his damn mind. Then he stopped. He needed a job to do. Walking over to Gambler he woke her up. It would make him leave and be away for a few hours or a day at most.

Gambler woke up and was surprised, and disappointed, that Monty woke her up. Yawning she blinked and nodded. "Did someone die?" She asked. "No. I want to do a job. A forbidden one." He said simple and Gambler thought about. Sighing she stretched and nodded. "Okay demon. I know you can't stay still without some action. Let's place some calls in and get you a really good job. Just don't be the hero and sacrifice yourself. I need you on my side." She said, patting his shoulder affectionately, unaware of what happened between Monty and Kalore. Monty nodded and followed her into the kitchen.

Yawning some more Gambler scowled. "You have nothing that needs to be done? Not even in Area 40? Or freaking Area Billion?" She grumbled. Shaking her head she looked at Monty. He was smirking at her. "There is no such thing as a Area Billion." He told her and she scowled more. "I realized that, demon. Thanks man. Sorry to scare you." She hung up the phone and glared at Monty. "Your stuck here. Mind telling me what got you in the mood for a job? Your not this excited to get something like that done."

Monty shifted uncomfortably and was about to leave. "Monty....I know we are on different sides most of the time and we are never going to be best friends or anything. Tell me what got into you....Please?" She said. The demon sighed and sat down, grumbling curses...at himself. Gambler sat next to him and looked down. "So? What is wrong?" Monty didn't say anything. He couldn't bring himself to say it but....Maybe he could trust the heathen this one time. "I...." He sighed, embarassed at saying this. "You......? You didn't kill Kalore or Eldin or both while I was sleeping right? Because that's messed up and falls on me." She said giving him a serious look. Shaking his head, he took his time on wording what he wanted to say. "Take your time. We have all day okay?" "Damnit heathen....I'm a damn idiot for what I did." Gambler was waiting to hear what he had to say but he was stubborn. "Your an idiot all the time." "This is the first time I admit it."

Gambler sat back and watched the demon next to her. "Okay....." He sighed figuring that he couldn't sugar coat what he was about to say. "I...I kissed Kalore." He blurted and Gambler looked at him with surprise. "Before you go off just listen, please." He said shaking his head, getting anxious and wanting to not explain this to anyone but he couldn't contain this. "I didn't mean to....I mean....I didn't mean to kiss him......But......." He didn't know what he was saying. Gambler patted his hand gently and held it. "Look man. Breathe. Calm, cool, collected. Remember that chant okay? Now, slowly talk to me before you give me and yourself a heart attack." Nodding, Monty said the chant many times in his mind and calmed down.

He took his free hand and ran it through his hair and held it there. "I kissed Kalore, Gam. I don't understand what came over me but it was as if I wanted....." He sighed and squeezed Gambler's hand as if it was a lifeline. "Did you do it out of cruelty or did you mean it?" He looked at her with narrowed eyes. "Your a freaking demon, of course I'm going to ask that kind of question. I know your history bro." She grumbled and gave him a severe look. "Did you?" Monty looked away, shaking his head. "It wasn't in cruelty. I couldn't do that to him. I wouldn't." He whispered quietly. If he did then he would send himself straight to hell, with or without his enemy. "For doing what I did, I still hurt him." She patted his hand again. "Calm down. You have your reasons for what you did and I bet it scares you, right?" He nodded.

"Holy cow, Kalore scares the hell out of you?" She asked, trying to cheer him up and not look at this situation in a negative way. "Hmmm, he scares me too. If looks could kill, Kalore and Rave would be on the wanted list." She teased and Monty snorted softly. Monty switched into his language to explain the whole thing.

Gambler nodded and patted his hand again. "Don't do that to yourself Monty. Please? I know you...." She stopped and shook her head. "Don't shut yourself up from the rest of us. Don't hide yourself from what you did because things have a funny way of biting you in the a** if you don't confront it. So, take it easy." She said. The demon nodded and sighed. "It was a mistake on my part to do such a thing." He grumbled with a hint of self-loathing. "Damnit." He cursed. "Yeah! Wait...What are we damning?" She said giving him her best blinking look of ignorance. Monty scowled. "This isn't the time to joke." "I think it is because if you end up turning into a cutter because of this, I'm going to cut you and I know how." She said, crossing her arms and looking superior than him.

Monty growled a curse at her. "Now, I think you should go apologize to Kalore. He deserves that since you didn't stay to explain or anything. He must feel horrible that a ugly demon kissed him." Monty scowled more. "What? If that was me I would rather die than have a ugly demon like you kissing me." "Thank the Heavens I don't like short, dark haired women." It was Gambler's turn to scowl.