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 Posted: Tue Jun 20, 2006 12:10 pm
*When I´m done with the note I tiptoe up to Azens room and slide it under before tiptoeing down again, having a seat in the couch*
*The note says*
'I hope I haven´t done anything wrong to upset you.
I don´t want to lose you and I am prepared to do
anything to stay with you.
I will be here when you want to talk.
I will wait forever if I have to,
I just don´t want to lose you.
Yours, and only yours, Will.'
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Posted: Tue Jun 20, 2006 12:15 pm
I hear the note slide under the door i get up and walk over to the dorr i lean agains tit and slide down till im siting with my knees to my chest. I wrte down on the back side of the note after reading it.
Its not you Will. Its me that song just brought up my past and there are parts of my past that i wish i could bury. But i cant i can never bury this part of my past its the only thing that keeps me alive to this day.
I slide the note under the door and i sit there infront of my door.
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Posted: Tue Jun 20, 2006 12:25 pm
*hearing the note come out from the door I slowly walk up, terrified of what it mite say*
*as I kneel to pick up the note my hands start chaking a bit. I wait before I open it, trying to get the strengh for it.*
*reading the note I sight in relife thats it not because of me*
"Take your time, I wont leave you until you comand me to." *I say softly before walking downstairs again. Sitting on the couch and lighting a ciggaret*
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Posted: Tue Jun 20, 2006 12:26 pm
I sit there and think it over. 'If i bury my past i will never have a future, BUt if i keep my past i wont be able to keep William.'
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Posted: Tue Jun 20, 2006 12:30 pm
*I sitt on the couch, my hands calming down a bit. *
'If he needs my help he will tell me' *I think to myself over and over again*
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Posted: Tue Jun 20, 2006 12:32 pm
(God I hate this! ITs sooooo confusing.) Deo puts the dishes away and gose to nap on the couch.
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Posted: Tue Jun 20, 2006 12:35 pm
I stand up and open my door i walk down stares and cuddle up next to William. "Im sorry."
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Posted: Tue Jun 20, 2006 12:38 pm
*as soon as Azen comes down my face shines up*
*I put my arm around him*
"You have nothing to appolagies about."
*I give him a kiss on his head*
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Posted: Tue Jun 20, 2006 12:40 pm
"But I scared you cause of how i acted." I lay my head on his chest and listen to his heart beat. I start to smile a little.
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Posted: Tue Jun 20, 2006 12:44 pm
"Don´t worry. I´m just happy your still here, and feeling better."
*I gently run my fingers throu his soft hair.*
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Posted: Tue Jun 20, 2006 12:45 pm
I Lay there and fall asleep. in my sleep i say two words. "Im sorry."
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Posted: Tue Jun 20, 2006 12:48 pm
*I smile and continues to stroke his hair*
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Posted: Tue Jun 20, 2006 1:02 pm
*after a while I fall asleep to, while holding Azen*
(((( got to go, hope to see you soon ))))
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Posted: Tue Jun 20, 2006 2:30 pm
Shadow sighs lightly as she sits in a chair and leans backwards closing her eyes.
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