Ill be blunt my friends, I don't give a damn about my profile.
Seriously If ya wanna talk Im on MSN firstname.lastname@example.org
I got a PM inbox that is empty.
So really, don't expect this updated anytime soon...or checked.
Oh, heads up Im back. Yeah, sorry about the random vaction there. Lets say I was waiting for some sanity to return to my life. And...Ive realized that sanity is gone from it entirelly. That things in the past are gone, and that Im who I am now, regardless of anything I may have been.
The worlds a place filled with chaotic madness that is so beautiful, yet can be so twisted. Its a place opposed to everything else that dwells within it. Emrbace what there is to embrace, and know that you can never go back once you have taken a step forward.
So Come Alive already. And stop dwelling in the past for the better times and the better days and the better person you once were. Make it so your a better person now, and so the past is simply a pleasant memory and the future, a dream.
And I want to thank...so many people who I cant list...who have helped me in this. Some are gone...moved on to a new place, or a new life, and some are nearing the end of their days. Others are just beginning to wake, to live, to be. To everyone out there who has helped me through this thank you, from the bottom of my heart.
So I leave you with the old message, one that will stay.
We are nothing more but mere candles flickering in the wind. Our emotions burn bright, our skills flicker, and our knowledge burns like a nova at times, and merely fumes at others. Moments of weakness abound, attributed by the mere many winds of life. At times we grow so much brighter by mere touch, mere words, mere events. But no matter what happens, they wont go out, for even in memory that light is loved, by atleast one.
Yeah I fought writers block...and it kicked my ass. Someone taught it about unions, and 401 K plans, and vacations among other things. So after a very long strike, my muse has returned...with a 401k...stupid Teamsters...