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 Posted: Tue Aug 29, 2006 7:52 pm
Kito sat on the groun dout of meditation...but soon memories of the past flashed in his head...his parents beating him...being an orphan...it...really hurt him inside. He began to feel the urge to cry...but didn tlet himself...he felt...he would never understand the feeling to be cared for. He began to question why he was here....he began to wonder... "Am I worth anything....am I wanted for anything". Though he was thinking inwads instead of outwards...he...just couldnt help it.
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Posted: Tue Aug 29, 2006 7:54 pm
Recooperated from his brief lapse, Eldin looked over to Kito. He could partially understand what and how the little guy was feeling; he had once been an initiate, nearly 7 years ago. Now, he was almost at the end of his padawanship- just about 4 more years at most.
Still.... he needed to know what'd happened to Peren...
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ElladanKenet Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Aug 29, 2006 7:58 pm
ElladanKenet Recooperated from his brief lapse, Eldin looked over to Kito. He could partially understand what and how the little guy was feeling; he had once been an initiate, nearly 7 years ago. Now, he was almost at the end of his padawanship- just about 4 more years at most. Still.... he needed to know what'd happened to Peren... Trying to think of a different subject he looked up at Eldin, "So....how did you end up in the jedi temple?," he said.
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Posted: Tue Aug 29, 2006 8:03 pm
Eldin realized he was being addressed. "I used to live on Corellia, son of the local defense organization. I've been a force-adept since the day I was born, I've been told, but because I lived in so clustered a city, it was difficult for any of the jedi to identify. I didn't get taken here until I was nearly 10."
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ElladanKenet Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Aug 29, 2006 8:07 pm
ElladanKenet Eldin realized he was being addressed. "I used to live on Corellia, son of the local defense organization. I've been a force-adept since the day I was born, I've been told, but because I lived in so clustered a city, it was difficult for any of the jedi to identify. I didn't get taken here until I was nearly 10." He noddded, "Intresting...I dont have much to tell...just a confused past I had....bothing to be proud of," he said.
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Posted: Wed Aug 30, 2006 12:18 am
Avor looked up, How that can true? Is your life so empty that there is litterly nothing to pround of? Or are you either so modest or foolesh you cant reconise it?
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Posted: Wed Aug 30, 2006 3:06 am
"Screw it.."
Bertus said while walking into the jedi council room.
He dropped himself down in his seat, turned it to the window and looked at the orange Coruscant sky. The glow came from the polluting industries in the north... fires popping out for who knows what they are making there, quite a scary sight for someone that never saw it before, but on the other hand, so impressive... he mumbles in himself a bit...hardly hearable but listening ears will understand...
"I've seen too much crap lately. Too much conflicts in this galaxy.. who knows what will happen to that TA now, who knows what evil mind will take their ships, perhaps we will, perhaps one with a way more evil cause will take their armies and send it to us... Maniac was destructive, yes, but he wanted to take the galaxy as intact as possible, knowing him... you never know what the next enemy will do.
Perhaps it isn't that good that we didnt fight for a longer time... not only do we not know what'll come now.... I would have loved to fight maniac, and perhaps turn him back... now, one of his own servants took his life...and how... by, probably accidently, activating the security systems if his almost perfect craft.
I'll miss the fighting... but I'm over my top days too... the happenings lately damaged my body too much... I'm not the fighter I once was...'
I'll just sit here, and I'm not going to get out of this chair anymore. Unless a real good reason comes by... like a steak, or Corellian ale... ok, well, I just won't leave the temple anymore... I'll share my experience, but I'm just too old for active training and fighting.. I guess..."
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Posted: Wed Aug 30, 2006 8:07 am
After a long period of waiting near the main entrance, Bob looked over to Natalia, " so...how long do you think they'll make us wait this time? or do you think the secretary is secretly planning to never allow us an audience? perhaps we've been randomly selected to be screened out of any possible explanations, just so they can observe us from afar like lab monkies."
All the while he spoke, Bob was laughing to himself inwardly. He didn't let a single echo of his good mood escape his lips, but he was certainly enjoying himself as he spoke of possibilities.
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Posted: Wed Aug 30, 2006 8:15 am
†Lielich shook his head. "I don't care! I must be treated."
His survival had become more important then his religion, it seemed. â€
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Posted: Wed Aug 30, 2006 8:17 am
Sage_of_Icaria Avor looked up, How that can true? Is your life so empty that there is litterly nothing to pround of? Or are you either so modest or foolesh you cant reconise it?He looked at him, "Jedi truley dont have lives...we train and we protect...but no one cares for us..we are lonely souls...just fighting for a cause," he said.
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Posted: Wed Aug 30, 2006 12:07 pm
Avor shakes his head in pitty The fact that order hasn't been destoroyed as mine was, and fact that you have been succusfly trained this far, are those not things you can take some pride in?
And dont you tell me about being loney. My people were social, we needed each other on and off the battlefield. Now...I'm the last of people entire people.((And Mr. AmsteL, where's you RP appilcation?))
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Posted: Wed Aug 30, 2006 12:11 pm
Sage_of_Icaria Avor shakes his head in pitty The fact that order hasn't been destoroyed as mine was, and fact that you have been succusfly trained this far, are those not things you can take some pride in?
And dont you tell me about being loney. My people were social, we needed each other on and off the battlefield. Now...I'm the last of people entire people.He looked at him, "So now its a comepeition are you trying to make me feel bad? I am sorry for your people...but this wasnt yuor conversation to but into anyway..and I have no pride because I can almost be that my "master" is going to trade me for Eldin...and soon my training shall fail and I shall be taken to work on a mistoure farm..this is nothing that Master Skywalker new order was intended to do..but it seems that that the jedi have returned to there old republic ways," he said and then spoke again, "Did you know when Luke Skywalker recreated the jedi he trained people around my age...in fact people started there time inthe academy around the age of 16! And no wlook at this..we are right back where we started...rejecting student by student," he said.
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Posted: Wed Aug 30, 2006 12:18 pm
Avor sighs Self pitty and self loathing are warrior's weakness. A man who hates himself or thinks he is weak assures his own defeate, in war and life. Yes, there is such a thing as to much pride, but have some confidence is who and what you are.
((I'm glad at least have been reading up on the Jedi order. What happened to Luke's open door kind of Jedi Temple? This is why I tend towards the Icarian way, a more social and communal training.))
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Posted: Wed Aug 30, 2006 12:21 pm
Sage_of_Icaria Avor sighs Self pitty and self loathing are warrior's weakness. A man who hates himself or thinks he is weak assures his own defeate, in war and life. Yes, there is such a thing as to much pride, but have some confidence is who and what you are.((I'm glad at least have been reading up on the Jedi order. What happened to Luke's open door kind of Jedi Temple? This is why I tend towards the Icarian way, a more social and communal training.)) ((yea i mean he accepted even weak force sensitvies had them assigned to a master right away)) He nodded, "Your right...but I'll never gain strength to help other if I keep getting rejected! You know...maybe one day...Ill find Ben Skywalker..and ask him what the old order was like," he said.
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Posted: Wed Aug 30, 2006 12:33 pm
((The RP doesnt seem to have many masters due way the RP works, they make people start off at low rank and work up. Other wise noob GMers come in all powerful and noobifull.))
With almost a cold lookNobody is too weak to do what's right then closeing his eyes trying to force back the memories that is one of the Icarian knightly oaths, that no matter how strong the enemy, how unbalanced the battle, or how strong we are, we are Icarian, come death and defeate, we may not be strong enough to win agiasnt the darkness, but in failing to do good, evil grows.
Like with the Sith came to our world. We knew they were evil and wrong, we knew that they had better tech then us, more numbers and the powers of the force. But if we didnt fight them, they could have taken nearly the whole outer rim. Then they would be free to inflict suffering and pain upon millions. We stood agaisnt them, alone, and we fought. Our efforts stoped their plan, but it also ended Icaria. But in the end, we died on our terms and fighting off the darkness.
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