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 Posted: Mon Feb 19, 2007 10:00 pm
Damn. I haven't been active much on Gaia for a while. Early in January, a freak ice storm froze every single tree in my town. Needless to say, trees don't take kindly to being coated in ice. All over the city, branches snapped and downed power lines. So I didn't have a reliable Internet connection until it was all over. After that, I just lacked the motivation to do much at all. So I haven't been on here in a while.
I don't feel especially bad, just weird. Dysphoric. Aside from certain obvious problems (I'm a girl who happened to be born with a male body,) some things are just not kosher. Like I've got a closet of all the wrong clothes or I hang out with all the wrong people (neither is the case.) My Gaia username is one of them. I need to change it, but I don't know to what. I also feel like I need to create a web site for myself. And some other things that I don't know about, probably.
So, yeah. I'm alive, still.
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Posted: Tue Feb 20, 2007 10:32 am
Saturday was a complete success! I had two friends over and we played a game of Exalted, and I was the Storyteller (the "GM"). My players said they really liked what I had come up with, and one of them almost didn't believe that I came up with it over the course of a day (I had to come up with an entirely new campaign the day before because only half the people were going to show up). After the game ended, they still wanted to play. I guess I rock or something. So I improved another three hours of game before we were all tired and decided to call it a night. Next week I'll have all four players (hopefully), so the original session that I devised can go to work. Hooray! Xillania Damn. I haven't been active much on Gaia for a while. Early in January, a freak ice storm froze every single tree in my town. Needless to say, trees don't take kindly to being coated in ice. All over the city, branches snapped and downed power lines. So I didn't have a reliable Internet connection until it was all over. After that, I just lacked the motivation to do much at all. So I haven't been on here in a while. The weather where you live = FAIL The weather were I live = WIN (The snow is melting today!) Xillania I don't feel especially bad, just weird. Dysphoric. Aside from certain obvious problems (I'm a girl who happened to be born with a male body,) some things are just not kosher. Like I've got a closet of all the wrong clothes or I hang out with all the wrong people (neither is the case.) My Gaia username is one of them. I need to change it, but I don't know to what. I also feel like I need to create a web site for myself. And some other things that I don't know about, probably. So, yeah. I'm alive, still. Hooray, you're still alive! I know how you feel about the gender thing. Most of the time I don't feel like I'm any gender, but when I do think about it I wish I had been born female (despite what my friends tell me about all the unpleasantries of menstruation). Sometimes it takes a few days of brainstorming to come up with a name that you like. Or just the right mood has to strike you, and you'll come up with something wonderfully you. That's how, more or less, I snagged my present username. Good times.
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Posted: Tue Feb 20, 2007 10:38 am
Judge Kurogane Saturday was a complete success! I had two friends over and we played a game of Exalted, and I was the Storyteller (the "GM"). My players said they really liked what I had come up with, and one of them almost didn't believe that I came up with it over the course of a day (I had to come up with an entirely new campaign the day before because only half the people were going to show up). After the game ended, they still wanted to play. I guess I rock or something. So I improved another three hours of game before we were all tired and decided to call it a night. Next week I'll have all four players (hopefully), so the original session that I devised can go to work. Hooray! Hey that sounds really great!! I would love to join, never played this game... unfortunatly I am sooooooooooooooooooo far away sad Cool that they liked it so much! hmm.......... about that menstruation thing.... i can only say it's horrible, so be thankful you are a guy!!!
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Posted: Thu Feb 22, 2007 9:41 am
Well, I won't be having all four players, because the two that were missing
last week have dropped out of the game altogether. But the other two are still
willing to play, and I'm still willing to Storytell, so it will work out. We are
continuing this Saturday. Whee!
Perhaps I should just wish to by androgynous, then. I think that'd be more
satisfactory, depending on where I was living. Neither male nor female. Good
times, perhaps.★★★ 
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Posted: Thu Feb 22, 2007 2:42 pm
Obviously, I don't menstruate, but as far as I'm concerned, there are about equal advantages and disadvantages for both configurations. Menstruation sucks, but the uterus is also very good for bearing children. (And as much as most females dislike their own menstrual periods, many of them also want children.)
I would take the menstruation, because I feel that it's not that bad a problem, relatively. I identify as female, the physical stuff is all very nice, and if my hypothetical future wife and I ever decided that we wanted non-adopted kid(s), if I was biologically female, I would insist that I bear the child(ren). I'm just that type.
In other news, it's great that you have a good game going. If anything fun happens, tell us. I've never played Exalted, but I know a little bit about it (I'm more into the nWoD.)
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Posted: Thu Feb 22, 2007 3:35 pm
I have to go to a meeting tonight.
Tomorrow we have no school =D yay!
Saturday I'm going to a dance with friends to party and stuff. Whooo.
My puppy is getting so large o_O
Umm....
Oh, my uncle and his nasty skank wife are having a baby EEEWW EWWWW EW
Aaaand my science teacher thinks I'm going to kill him.
My PE teacher knows I dislike him greatly.
My math teacher is a total whale, that stupid lardo. I hope she drowns in her own fat. DD<
Uh....I like written class. That's good. I did a 'fake' research paper on Vlad the Impaler for fun, and I'd have to say it really worked out nicely. But now I'm going to have to do my real one, so I'm going ot pick Egypt.
We're going to have a new student from Hawaii come to our school, and like...his name is Don Tsomethingorother.
o_o
DON
I soooo wish my name was actually that.
And he's going to be in my PE class and my written class. Hopefully he isn't a turdo retard/jock/uber nerd. -__- it'd be nice to hang out with more people in my school besides watching all the new kids go into the Prep/jock section. They probably don't even want to be his friend anyways. Stupid a** Jocks. *le sigh*
And we all know preps only want him if he's nice looking. -__- god I hate the retarded part of my school.
I think I'm done ranting now.
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Posted: Sun Feb 25, 2007 3:10 am
I am still bored... being home with my parents is ruining my nerves.. and when not... boring boring boring...
*yawns*....zzz...zzz...
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Posted: Tue Feb 27, 2007 1:09 pm
Blah, my life is uneventful. xd
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Posted: Wed Feb 28, 2007 1:44 am
oh I am getting a bit nervous... eek in one week I have this entrance exam.. huu...
i have done 9 before and failed only 2... but it's always a challenge again... hmm... every conservatory is different and this time it's also with another instrument..... rolleyes
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Posted: Wed Feb 28, 2007 2:02 pm
[ よく出来ました! ]
Today I received a letter from a psychologist's office informing me that I have an appointment to see a counselor on March 19th (whee!). I also have an appointment with my doctor next Wednesday for some reason. His office called here and said there were some things he wanted to go over with me, which is anomalous. On the boo-urns side, this is the last day my bus pass is valid and I do not have the money to purchase a new one, so when the last of my Savings Bonds finally goes through at the bank I'll have to devise a way to get downtown to make use of it. I'll be needing a new bus pass, and I predict by that time I'll be running low on some personal hygiene products. And tomorrow I think I'll give the T.E.A. program a call again to figure out if I should return to it or just go for social assistance instead, considering present circumstances.
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Posted: Thu Mar 01, 2007 2:23 am
Yeah it's my birthday!!!!!! And i got new recorder, which I need very badly for my studies 3nodding 3nodding 3nodding now have just to find a nice one. I think I'll visit a maker as soon as possible and try them out. I'm so excited 3nodding 3nodding 3nodding
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Posted: Fri Mar 02, 2007 10:09 am
据你生日快乐! Happy belated birthday! I can make present for you!
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Posted: Fri Mar 02, 2007 1:04 pm
I was happy this morning, and now I'm in a state of depression. I don't really know why, I think my mood changes like the weather here. I keep getting this neglected feeling, but I can't even tell if I'm neglected or not.
I'm doing a research paper on Egypt, at least that brightens things up a bit. I finished reading up on Ramesses II in one of my books, and I still need to learn more about the pyramids and just the general things on it. Not to mention Tutankhumen or however its spelled.
Last night I actually started to sleep-walk, and this morning my equilebrium is really effed up. I wonder if its got to do with the amount of medicine I'm taking.
I have a sore throat and like...bleeding lesions on my tonsils. Its kind of gross. I hope it gets better.
I'm taking to some Brit named Mat right now. Tis interesting.
My pup is getting so large...he's almost Donatello's size...but not quite there yet. He ripped up a huge chunk of carpet, that really pissed us off, so he's getting punished almost daily for being bad. I hope he grows out of this stupid stage or he's going to end up on everyone's bad side.
Jesus Christ I swear I'm going to incinerate this retarded phone if it rings one more time.
And half of the time its for Dan.
Ugh.
I.
Hate.
Life.
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Posted: Fri Mar 02, 2007 3:13 pm
Telephones make me ill as well. 3nodding
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Posted: Fri Mar 02, 2007 11:41 pm
Judge Kurogane 据你生日快乐! Happy belated birthday! I can make present for you!Thank you soooooo much heart xd !!!
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