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Posted: Sat Sep 06, 2008 6:30 am
WHO CAN DREAM A GOOD ROAD THEN LIVE TO TRAVEL ON IT? Who can GIVE BIRTH TO HIMSELF and then BE HIS OWN FATHER AND MOTHER? Who can LIVE IN THE FUTURE and LIVE IN THE PRESENT and not GO MAD? Who can LIVE AMONG SPIRITS and AMONG MEN WITHOUT DYING? WHO can EAT AND SLEEP WITH HIS OWN DESTINY and still KNOW THE HAPPINESS OF A BEAUTIFUL THING?
THOSE ARE RIDDLES FOR THE TREES!
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Posted: Sat Sep 06, 2008 8:06 am
The muck upon my boot soles is like the never ceasing cries of the populace to the creator of the universe.
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Posted: Sat Sep 06, 2008 8:36 am
Those drunk with love, Will break this unending sorrow, For the treasures of the beloved, belong to those celebrating with us.
"Molk-e-Divan" - Amir Khosrow Dehlavi
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Posted: Sun Sep 07, 2008 2:46 am
Look around you. What you can see is real. Isn't that just amazing? You can reach out, and you can touch it, and it's THERE. Thats brilliant. This physicial universe is so improbrable, yet it EXISTS. It is falsifiable and it's so methodical. There are recurring patterns. There are equations that explain things, but it isn't made up. It's actually real, a revealed mystery. YOU are made of stardust and above you there are planets. They are real. It's so unlikely but it's true, isn't that beautiful?
Our beautiful, improbable universe. Thats truly an ineffable experience.
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Posted: Sun Sep 07, 2008 7:15 am
Buaíonn tú 's chailíonn tú. You win some you loose some. Sin an chostas ar iomláine. That's the price of integrity.
Ineffable? Posting, making effable, see what I did there? Eh?
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Posted: Sun Sep 07, 2008 8:14 am
Seeding my aural plane with metal water.
I can change my gender and my age by changing my clothing and my posture and my hair.
The beautiful framework is visible through the messy veneer. The veneer is NOT the framework. But are the bones any good if you scrape off the skin?
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Posted: Mon Sep 08, 2008 3:29 am
Walking away from the carousel, away from the bright brittle music, back into my own flawed self.
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Posted: Mon Sep 08, 2008 12:22 pm
Watching Batman Dark Night for the second time, in the company of an ex I get to thinking....
Who are my heros?
What kind of hero are they? Deserved, needed ?
And what about you? And you? And you over there?
I do have hero's in my life, needed and deserved and ones that have come and gone and ones that have yet to realise it even ones that have lived long enough to become the villain.
How long is that? How long before someone who was once a hero becomes a villain?
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Posted: Tue Sep 09, 2008 2:11 pm
Aw s**t. I forgot what I was going to write.
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Posted: Tue Sep 09, 2008 7:27 pm
Today I saw a birth.
Wasn't a natural birth; we were standing there against the wall like good students in the OR, watching doctors and nurses putter around and cut a woman open to get the child out of her with precision and grace. At first, this was just cool - a live-action "The Operation", with spreaders and careful cutting, suction and scalpels.
Then they got the baby out.
I nearly cried at the wonder of it all. Something just clicked in me. The beauty of everything ran me over like a truck, despite the blood and the open woman on the operating table, the child slick with gore and a placenta sitting in a steel bowl near me.
I am still choking up when I think back on it now.
Wow.
I am so full of love right now, it's incredible.
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Posted: Tue Sep 09, 2008 9:07 pm
La dee da da da, more than words
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Posted: Tue Sep 09, 2008 9:20 pm
Midnight drive Frustrated outburst
Would be
Roll-e-Pole-e Down the royal enclosure
Crawling back up To roll back down again
Giggles
With a swishing light and a silhouette above
The land ablaze with a thousand fires
17 degrees 10 Kilometres
Unconquered Cos
Princes Heroes
Long Grass Hawthorn
Piss Guilt
The long way back
High cross Chevrons
Via Mullingar Sparkling cats eyes
The middle of everywhere Nowhere
Uisneach Wooden Pallets
babbling brook Piss
All roads led then Via Athlone
Crossing the Shannon just for kicks into the west but not too far
Sober drunkenness and Bleeding
Sandwiches and doughnuts kiwi ninja
orientation confirmation
what to do reeling
31 forsaken weeks 17 in silence
seven and a half months Nearly 8
T minus 5 weeks to main engine cut off
CD playing loud Words stand out
the ghosts in the attic never quite leave...
...I've got darkness and fears to appease...
...Strange how certain the journey...
...Strange how this journey's hurting In ways we accept, as part of fate's decree So we just hold on fast, Acknowledge the past As lessons exquisitely crafted, Painstakingly drafted To carve ourselves instruments, That play the music of life...*
... got half-formed sentences, Explanations...
...They'll take you in their arms and then take out their knives So you drive on thinking...**
...to make room for the other presence we both draw back in our minds I had a prophecy threatening to spell into words this crawling certainty...
...the swelling fermata as the cord dies... i'm tired of hiding...***
on the edge of summer years from now I'll cry to remember How very close you were Knowing this will I reach for you? The way, you want, me to...****
Why am I walking barefoot Upon this road with no one around I close my eyes to this decision The night's like coffee to my tongue...
...I map the words out, Maybe you will say them Won't you help me rise up Touch my face and watch me try to breathe again Would you let me do this Burn down the final wall Over come me...
...All I'm asking is to be alive...*****
...he'll distract her good don't worry so...
...and to the one you thought was on your side she can't understand, she truly believes the lies
...seems i keep getting this story twisted so where's neil when you need him...
...somewhere someone must know the ending those bombs our friends can't even hurt you now and hold those tears cause they're still on your side...******
I must be strong and carry on...
would you know my name?...
...Time can bring you down Time can bend your knee Time can break your...*******
Time has broken my heart... and I'm begging PLEASE!
These are the scars that silence carved on me. *******
*Vienna Teng - Eric's Song **Vienna Teng - Shasta (Carries Song) ***Vienna Teng - Between ****Vienna Teng - Drought *****Tori Amos - Space Dog ******Vienna Teng - Momentum *******Eric Clapton - Tears in Heaven ********Vienna Teng - Gravity
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Posted: Thu Sep 11, 2008 5:01 pm
She didn't scream, she didn't make a sound I forgive you boy, but don't leave town Cold black skin, naked in the rain Hammer flash in the lightning, they're hurting her again...
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Posted: Thu Sep 11, 2008 9:41 pm
To No One In Particular
It sure would be easier if you would just admit I'm right Then we could terry away the wee little hours in so much delight
It would be easier on us both if you followed me to the gate- And listen to those immortal words that were penned by Yeats
Temptation does call And it uses my voice to sing And we laugh away the hours And delight in little things
Remember you need joy and play As well as work and toil And I sing as siren sweet And your joys are much the spoils
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Posted: Thu Sep 11, 2008 9:48 pm
I've just smoked ten cigarettes and drank a coffee flavored Full Throttle and am now reading Confucius...Never before have I felt so at peace...
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