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 Posted: Sun Jun 10, 2007 10:47 am
He couldn't take it. He just...he couldn't take it.
'Father help me.'
He stared up, shaking his head. This place had won against him. He lost. He lost the man who saved his life. He lost the relationship with his brother. He was losing his boyfriend! What was next? His mother? His sister? Everything else that he kept holding on to?
He plopped down on his a**, bringing his knees close to him. He was pathetic. What sort of son was he? He stared at the ground for a long time.
"A pinprick Rylenn. My father died here...because of a pin p***k. He died, in the lab, trying to save these people from a pinprick. And these people...who my father spent his final days with, who he had tried to save, who had become his entire life for a few months...are now killers? Was his work for nothing? Was the time and commitment that he put here...time that he could've spent with his family for nothing?"
He buried his face into his arms. Gods he was a pathetic looser. A pathtic coward. A disgrace to the family he knew. A to the one he didn't. A worthless child. That was every parent's, at least every parent he knew, worst nightmare. A disgrace.
"I can't feel here. I just....I just don't want to cry over him anymore."
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Posted: Sun Jun 10, 2007 10:54 am
Rylenn sighed softly. He sat beside Weiyuan and wrapped an arm around him. "They cannot help what they have become, Wei. It is not your fault.. it is not your father's fault. We will figure this out and finish your father's work." He looked at him. "I love you. And you're doing well.. I know your father would be proud of you. His work is not for nothing. He figured out some of it.. didn't he? The only one making his work for nothing is you. You're being who you aren't. You're being cold... uncaring." He kissed Weiyuan's ear and whispered. "You can feel... you're not allowing yourself.. you have to be in control all the time.. but for once... let go.. You can't stop crying if you never allow yourself to finish."
He smiled and lifted Weiyuan's chin. He kissed him gently. "You're still being an a*****e."
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Posted: Sun Jun 10, 2007 11:05 am
Wei leaned into Rylenn, still willing himself not to give in. This was just how he was raised. "Just as long as I'm your a*****e." He couldn't really explain himself to Rylenn. That...being cold and heartless was who he was before he found love. THat it was the only thing he had going for him. "I didn't want your friend to die, ya know. People have died from less than a scrape." It was as close to an apology as he could get without having to resort to physical sorries.
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Posted: Sun Jun 10, 2007 11:13 am
Rylenn smiled gently and laughed faintly. "Mmm.." He rubbed Weiyuan's arms and kissed him again. "I don't think I'm the one you need to be apologizing to, Wei. I can yell at you and cuss at you.." He slid his hand down Wei's chest to his lower stomach. "I just.. I don't want you to act like that.. it's not you. It's scary I'm-macho you.. and that side of you tends to put me off." He smiled and slid his hand just a mite bit lower. "And you wouldn't want to put me off, ne? Just.. calm down. Okay? You're not a failure. You're not horrible.. you're a damn good son. Just calm down and you'll be just fine." He winked. "You might even get lucky tonight if you can relax long enough."
He paused. "And you're completely silent."
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Posted: Sun Jun 10, 2007 11:20 am
The younger gasped a bit, biting his lip. His body screamed in delight though. Damn his slutbunny ways. A deep blush was on his cheeks and he knew it wouldn't be going away for a while. He gasped again. "H-here? B-but...there's so many people..and they might and and and...uhm...uhm..." He looked away, trying not to envision the two of them under the sheets. "Silent?"
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Posted: Sun Jun 10, 2007 11:23 am
Rylenn laughed softly and kissed Wei's cheek. "That's my Weiyuan, blushing and sputtering.. trying not to imagine us... wrapped in each other's arms.. moaning.. and panting.. begging for more." He smirked. "Now.. you need to apologize to Sable at some point. Do you need a few more minutes to calm down?" His hand slid away and stroked Weiyuan's cheek.
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Posted: Sun Jun 10, 2007 11:30 am
Lips part in a very wonderful looking jaw drop before it turned into a pout. "You're taking advantage of my slutbunny ways." Meanie. Using his overly-happy hormones against him. The elder totally knew he wouldn't be able to disobey Ry when he was horned up. Such dirty tricks. He continued to look away. Damn. It wasn't easy trying to will an erection away.
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Posted: Sun Jun 10, 2007 11:36 am
Rylenn smiled and kissed Weiyuan slowly, wrapping his arms around him. He whispered against his lips. "If you're good.. and stop being an a**.. I'll give into your slutbunny ways.... over and over again." He winked. "Who loves you, Wei?"
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Posted: Sun Jun 10, 2007 11:41 am
The teen couldn't help but moan lightly into the kiss. Damn him for knowing just how to control him! "Rylenn loves Wei. Wei loves Rylenn. Wei will obey Rylenn." For some reason he felt as if he'd just grown puppy dog ears and a tail along with a rather snug collar around his neck and the leash was in the hands of his boyfriend.
Note: draw that out one day.
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Posted: Sun Jun 10, 2007 12:02 pm
Rylenn laughed softly. "I don't want you to obey. I want you to be civil, Baby. Just civil.." He curled against Weiyuan and smiled. "Mmm... you obviously have something on your mind.." He smiled. "I'd love to know what you were thinking about..."
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Posted: Sun Jun 10, 2007 12:05 pm
Not to mention something in his pants. How the heck was he supposed to be civil when the only thing he wanted to do was play? Plus having a tent while apologizing just didn't seem right. He sighed, laying down a bit. "I'll draw it out for you eventually."
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Posted: Sun Jun 10, 2007 12:08 pm
He smiled and slipped behind Weiyuan. He let the other rest on him. "Let's see if I can undo the damage I've caused." He kissed Weiyuan's ear. "Talk to me, Babe..."
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Posted: Sun Jun 10, 2007 12:12 pm
Grey-eyes closed as he turned to snuggle close to Rylenn. "Talk what? How I keep thinking that one day I'm going to be reincarnated into a wolf that's going to be domesticated by a red-head?" Was that a bit of malice? He didn't think so. But...he could never understand himself sometimes.
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Posted: Sun Jun 10, 2007 12:15 pm
Rylenn stiffened immediately. He slipped away and stood. He turned away from Weiyuan. "I'm sorry I'm 'domesticating' you." He walked back to the group, making sure to stay clear of -everyone-. That hurt.. more than words could say. He looked into the forest, looking at the lunar caps, wanting more and more to go for a swim in the forest. Coming here was a mistake and he was beginning to realize how big a mistake it was.
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Posted: Sun Jun 10, 2007 12:25 pm
Yep, malice. It was such a nice moment too. He groaned, getting up. He couldn't help but feel a little...domesticated. Rylenn asked him to be civil. Did the other know how it sounds to be asked to be civil? Like he was one of the natives? It wasn't like he was lashing out on the lab tech every chance he could. He just didn't talk. Didn't socialize.
He thought Rylenn knew better. Especially after how they first started out. He had issues. Could you tell? Weiyuan got up, racing after the other. He couldn't say that he didn't mean those words. But...he felt that collar. And it was getting tighter and tighter. He caught sight of the red, leaping onto him before the other could get away. "I can't say I didn't mean it. I meant part of it. But...you can't expect me to be nice to everyone. That's not me. And you said you wanted me right?"
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