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 Posted: Thu Jul 14, 2005 9:44 am
umm sweatdrop sweatdrop sweatdrop sweatdrop
Null and Void
Broken promises,
Kept lies.
False hopes,
Wishes to die.
Rumors spread,
Rumors believed.
Just another way,
To plant the destructive seed.
No one cares,
You're on your own.
Just like them,
A being all alone.
The non-importance,
Of a life destroyed.
Just proves your existence,
Was null and void
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Posted: Thu Jul 14, 2005 12:27 pm
Anaithnid Saunier, I love it! It's really original thanks ^^ Intertwined
atomics
these are the new inches
of the future
we hold the knowlage
of the past
but what about now
no one thinks of now
but we know and learn
from the past
for the future
life is confusing
such an odd thing it is
the dust of life
and the sand of time
hell and heaven
are on earth
good and bad
past and future
inches and atoms
are all conected
to one thing
the basic elementary
people do not know
how simplicity kills
they make more and more
objects of life
the simplicity over one
and the troubles of two
the only thing keeping
is the seperation of the few
to make one, both must agree
that no other shall know
that they know
the knowlage is what kills
and not knowing devistates
we are the bringers
and takers
of all to come....
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Posted: Fri Jul 15, 2005 3:07 pm
I got a few..
its called
"On Her Knees"
Noone will listen
As I yell, scream, and cry
Yet all of the fears
Swell up in my eyes
Rivers of Blood
Are drowning me out
Broken is the knob
On the rusty brown spout
Hells Angels have arrived
Noone sees them but me
Theyve come to just snatch me
Uncaring is Family
My minds eyes are swollen
Swirl with rough memories
How he pushed and he pulled
While I said,"Dont hurt me, Please!"
He would beat me on weekdays
And some weekends too
On holidays, Birthdays
Days ending in two
"He likes it real naughty."
I'd say,"We got rough."
He'd slap me and yell,
"Your a whore, skank, and slut!"
A woman that gets beat
And never does leave
Deserves as he makes her
Beg and Plead on her knees
One day he will hit me
A little too hard
Shake my skull in my head
With such force and disregard
I'm not waking up
I feel freedom ahead
With the last blow you gave me
Now youve killed me instead..
-The End-
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Posted: Fri Jul 15, 2005 3:10 pm
its called
"A child Inside"
I was a small child
on the inside
until he touched me
between my thighs
I cry out
none dare to listen
although she watches
as he is kissin
blood stains the walls
inside my mind
as darkness ensues
like no other kind
as her eyes are watching
I feel ashamed
pretending as though
I have no name
My strength is no match
for the blows to my eyes
"If you tell anyone
I'll make sure that you die"
those are the words
whispered in my ear
as he thrust up against me
I fill up with fear
Making no expression
as he cups my mouth
others unknowing
what goes on in this house
If walls could talk
theyd speak the truth
cuz only they know
what I'm going through
Noone knows what
is going on
not even my dad
mom knows this is wrong
Not shedding a tear
Not thinking It's bad
Cuz she thinks this is love
Towards my Stepdad
-The End-
.....and No this is not auto-biographical...I just tried to see through theyre eyes..
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Posted: Fri Jul 15, 2005 3:11 pm
"Girl"...
I'm sitting here
in this cold dark room
the shadows begin
to dance round' and loom
my pain is not visible
yet i have scars on my face
noone can tell
they just think i've erased
yelling, screaming
crying for help
behind this mask
sandpaper is felt
none dare to ask
none dare to know
how this life is going
as my heart starts to slow
the effects are succombing
life hits it's last beat
not the faintest idea
Soon theyll know theyre defeat
so many white pills
blue, purple and green
in the tiniest ounce
holds the largest of schemes
blood runs through my veins
as my body goes numb
i start getting sleepy
life has no refund
they never did think
that my feelings would hurt
with a slice of the blade
all you hear is a squirt
well now look what youve done
from becoming so angry
youve lit me right up
my skins become ashy
course these arent my words
theyre of someone whos hurled
you came to ******** with me
Now i've killed your little girl
-The End-
....this aint for the faint of heart and i apologize if your offended.
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Posted: Thu Jul 21, 2005 7:50 am
*drools* nice poetry p***y ^^ and nice name too *drools more*
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Posted: Sat Aug 06, 2005 1:59 pm
Family dearest,
do you enjoy watching my tears fall
do you love making be beg and crawl.
Dose it light up your world to see me tremble and shake
Dose it leave you in wonder I havent yet to break.
Family dearest,
Dose it do you great joy, to make me, break me like a toy
to use me, abuse me and cast me aside
Family dearest,
do you hear yourself,
see yourself
understand the pain to cause by hurting this self.
Family dearest,
I wait to see the look on your face
when you find I'm not so easy to break.
That I will take this heart of mine,
and show you the lies to lived,
deluted from the truth and light.
Family dearest,
Go ahead and yell at me
cast the blame upon me.
Yes, go ahead and hit me,
thinking to break me.
But family dearest,
I am stronger then what I may seem,
and it will not be me who breaks with the strain and heartach
but you, and it will be you who fall,
not by my words, nor touch nor voger of toung
but by actions to only fix what has gone wrong.
Family dearest,
I am what you have made me,
but you, have made me to strong.
And now, your actions will come back to hunt you.
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Posted: Sat Aug 06, 2005 5:05 pm
I don't write too well but here it goes...
Life is not what it seems
you have to look broader in your dreams
for everything there is something else
to look you must let yourself
Go on look and see
there is love out there for thee
everywhere you go
someone somewhere will let you know
maybe you can't see what lies
don't let your heart die
look for what you seek
for then you won't be weak..
Everyone wants to be happy
so open you heart and be free
like a bird you shall sore
opening your arms for thee...
sorry its soo lame.
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Posted: Sun Aug 07, 2005 4:22 pm
It'll mean more if you like horses. But I wrote then during one of my classes before school ended.
Sunset Bay
Seeing the light reflect off him is an incredible view,
As he stands in front of a deep crimson hue,
He picks up his head and I see the white on his face,
He stomps a foot then lowers his head back into place.
He takes a step forward and you can see a glint off his shoe,
He swishes his dark tail telling all the flies to shoo,
The sun sets further and a shadow starts to creep upon the ground,
He watches it and steps into the setting sun, and it warms his skin under his coat of brown.
The shadow reaches him and starts up his black leg,
It continues engulfing him right up to his [black] mane,
Then over his great back, and the rest of the pasture,
He stops grazing and lays down like an old geriatric.
I blow him a kiss goodnight for us both this day is done,
I walk into my house and see the last of the sun.
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Posted: Sat Aug 13, 2005 2:42 pm
::not much of a poem but poems are like stories*yes?*::
my heart pounding as their car pulled into the parking lot,
before I felt anxious but now I was scared,
will he like what he see's?
I turned to look in the passengers side, I saw him,
after five monthes I finally got to see what I knew was my future,
the car door opened, I saw him step out, he starred at me just a couple steps away...his eyes...he was speechless, I stood in my spot,
I couldn't move, but when I tried I felt as if I was
dragging one foot after another, I was eventually standing
infront of...my love...I felt a smile come on,
I wrapped my arms around him, his warmth filled my body,
his scent was all I knew...I felt like I was starring into happiness itself,
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Posted: Sun Aug 14, 2005 10:10 am
Broken Inside
Break my heart
Hurt my pride
All I feel
Is nothing inside
Too much pain
Too much hurt
You rubbed my feellings
In the dirt
As I cried
I felt broken inside
Too many things
I've been through
No matter how many times
I told you I cared
You still ended up
Leaving me broken inside...
With nothing but endless despair
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Posted: Sun Aug 14, 2005 1:32 pm
A Troubled Friendship
A heart from virginia
And a heart from NYC
A very strong friendship
You know, that matters to me.
A stupid lame poem
and a girl sitting here
a guy so far away
shedding his fragile tears.
Everything changes so fast
Life seems to go so slow
The girl sitting here at her computer
Has some feelings to expose.
The guy blames himself
For all the words he may have said
while the girl just smiles
knowing inside, she feels dead.
It's hard not speaking with you
and it's sometimes easy to cheer you up
other times it's harder than what I thought
But...
You're my friend
I love you
And I want to make you smile.
sweatdrop dedicated to Kouji
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Posted: Sun Aug 14, 2005 9:49 pm
Regrets and Recollections
Friendship renewed
But trust broken
So many things
Left unspoken
Nothing to do
But sit here and bleed
As past things said come back
To haunt thee
Hours spent thinking
And hating as well
At times I wish
I was down a well
Regrets come hard
Never easy
But sometimes regrets
Do sound cheesy
Sadly remembering
Things last said
And wanting to shoot myself
Square in the head
No matter what though
One thing remains true
You're my friend
And I still
Care for you
Life keeps getting tougher
And I try to hold on
Then I realize
Somethings are long gone...
Are you?
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Posted: Mon Aug 15, 2005 9:10 pm
The Pain within My Heart By Shadow15 Copyright 2004
You don't really care or know,
the pain within my heart,
I try to hide it so it won't show,
but you know I am no well.
You try to release it,
but the pain within my heart,
is where it shall sit,
because you can't cure the damage.
All the hardships in te past,
have now become this pain within my heart,
it has taken its toll at last,
and I will never get over it.
The feeling of you far and away,
have caused the pain within my heart,
to send the happiness away and create pain to stay,
and forever it will stay a frozen, pain filled heart.
What ya'll think?
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Posted: Tue Aug 16, 2005 1:24 am
This is a favourate of mine!
How do you find the words to say
you've found somebody new?
How do you tell your loved one
there was nothing you could do?
To look into those wanting eyes and then to say goodbye,
To turn the other cheek when desperate eyes begin to cry,
For looking deeply in her eyes
will show what she can;'t say,
For sadness overtakes her
when her heart got in the way.
A heart that longed to hear that she was all you'll ever need
A heart that bloomed, thereafter , like a flower from a seed.
You held her heart there in your hands,
her love it did take flight...
You set her heart a glow one day
and now it burns so bright!
She lost herself completely
when she fell in love so deep,
She thought your love a precious gift
that she alone could keep.
She heard that if you love someone
then you should set them free,
She knew that deep inside her heart
she'd love you endlessly!
If loving you meant letting go
and setting you to fly...
Then certainly the time has come
abd she must say goodbye!
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