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 Posted: Sat Feb 03, 2007 8:57 am
eek eek eek Better don't eat anything from them, flush it down the toilet or whatever.....
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Posted: Sat Feb 03, 2007 10:20 am
,___,
[O.o]
/)__)
-"--"-
[O RLY?]
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Posted: Mon Feb 05, 2007 2:39 am
xd I am so happy! I finished my gwee quest!!!!! biggrin
Oh I love my virtuell pet!!! 3nodding I'sn't he cute???? 4laugh
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Posted: Mon Feb 05, 2007 9:19 am
Hooray! Congratulations on completing your quest!
[ cute fanfair music ]
whee
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Posted: Thu Feb 08, 2007 5:19 am
I am on a new quest... but this time for a friend and not so hard to archieve..lol lol
Today I am a bit bored..... hm.......hm.......... I already had two rehearsals for concerts next week... so I don't feel like practising at the moment... but I need to... mad
Today we had a snow storm at it got me inbetween the two rehearsal while riding my bike to the other place gonk I was totally frozen when I arrived and my fingers couldn't move fast .... xp
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Posted: Fri Feb 09, 2007 12:28 pm
I finally saw that psychiatrist. He asked me a number of questions and, at one point, one of the questions was, "do you feel comfortable telling me all this?" It was a question I never expected to hear, but I said that, yes, I do. I don't have anything to hide. He presumed I was straight and it was interesting, he asked me about my relationships and sex life. I answered the questions without telling him that I was into guys because considering the nature of the questions, it didn't really matter what gender I preferred. Then he asked what I look for in girls, and that was when I had to tell him and after that he made me laugh, asking me if I felt like a woman in a man's body.
No, I replied, I don't feel like a man or a woman. I feel like me. When I told him how old I was he said I look younger than that, which was flattering. It was also flattering that he presumed I was hetero. I mentioned my social anxieties, the history of depression in my family, my problems with school, and how I rarely believe people when they tell me that I'm good looking or intelligent (and even when I do believe them, that belief fades over time back into disbelief).
At the end he said that he was going to have me see a psychologist. He also said that I don't need medication, but if things got worse that we could give it a try. It was nice to hear that I wasn't going to be pumped full of pharmaseuticals and sent on my way. I'm going to see him again in a couple months to see how things are progressing.
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Posted: Fri Feb 09, 2007 7:02 pm
Lawlz, that almost sounds like a fun thing to do! I'm glad it went over so well!!
I'm uber tired all the time, and I hurt all over from skiing and slamming into clay mounds 3 times and having sticks shoved up my back.
My friends birthday is coming up, and I'ma spend as much time as I can with him.
Which is hard since we both are normally busy.
But at least I'm trying.
I'm tired. Wait, I think I already said that X__X
I feel fat. Eugh.
My dog is getting fat.
My chin has a bandaid on it, and it sorta feels all...tingly. X__X
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Posted: Sat Feb 10, 2007 9:37 am
Good to hear this, you are very brave. 3nodding
But how does he come to the idea that you are hetero?
I have some problems with relationships...but if someone would tell me, he thinks i am homo, that would totally confuse me.... rolleyes
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Posted: Sat Feb 10, 2007 10:32 am
Donatellothedog Lawlz, that almost sounds like a fun thing to do! I'm glad it went over so well!! I'm uber tired all the time, and I hurt all over from skiing and slamming into clay mounds 3 times and having sticks shoved up my back. My friends birthday is coming up, and I'ma spend as much time as I can with him. Which is hard since we both are normally busy. But at least I'm trying. I'm tired. Wait, I think I already said that X__X I feel fat. Eugh. My dog is getting fat. My chin has a bandaid on it, and it sorta feels all...tingly. X__X I blame the violence in today's media! scream oboleia Good to hear this, you are very brave. 3nodding But how does he come to the idea that you are hetero? I have some problems with relationships...but if someone would tell me, he thinks i am homo, that would totally confuse me.... Most people presume I'm straight when they meet me, because I'm not obviously gay. I've had many of my female friends' mothers ask them why they aren't dating me, which is LAWL.
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Posted: Sat Feb 10, 2007 11:00 am
Judge Kurogane oboleia Good to hear this, you are very brave. 3nodding But how does he come to the idea that you are hetero? I have some problems with relationships...but if someone would tell me, he thinks i am homo, that would totally confuse me.... Most people presume I'm straight when they meet me, because I'm not obviously gay. I've had many of my female friends' mothers ask them why they aren't dating me, which is LAWL. Well when I saw your photo in the gallery... that's right your not obviously gay... I wouldn't have come to the idea that you are... but that's just a photo...
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Posted: Tue Feb 13, 2007 8:55 am
I may be hosting a game of Exalted at my house! It's been ages since I've had friends over to my place. It may well be close to seven years since I've had people over, and in that time I've moved into this new place (that was, perhaps, four years ago). I hope my players like my game I have for them. whee
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Posted: Tue Feb 13, 2007 12:27 pm
What kind of game is that?
Oh I had two concerts the last days...
yesterday was very nice.. but today hmmm ok I will leave this place forever on thursday... holland is not my country scream
Oh I am so glad this horrible thing is over in 2 days 3nodding was kinda bad dream...
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Mariana the Deloved Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Feb 13, 2007 12:48 pm
Wheee-...! How is everyone? I haven't really been on here for a while... We have new members! >w<~ heart
{[Jizo-san]}
You went to a psyche? Wow. I don't know if I could ever pull myself to one of those.
(I know, you posted it a while ago, but still... owO;; )
I'm alive, just slowly morphing into a better life situation, that's all. Hope everyone's well! : D
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Posted: Wed Feb 14, 2007 10:47 am
Hey Mariana! Cool your back!
Today i am so glad! It's my last day in holland!!!!!!!! biggrin
What is really strange, when you say that you're gonna leave a place because it sucks, then all people come up to you saying: oohhh I am soooooo sorry...
but they never cared in first place... and I know that most of them have already forgotten about me when I left the building of the conservatory....
But I am happy anyway lol , i made three good friends there so it wasn't all bad
3nodding I am happy to go back to my country mrgreen
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Posted: Thu Feb 15, 2007 10:13 am
@ oboleia
It's like D&D in that it involves paper, pencils and rolling die. My friends and I enjoy it, and it's pretty much the only excuse I have to socialize every week or so. Hyuu~
@ Mariana
I sure did. I was shocked to learn that there was no candy. 3nodding
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