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 Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2005 1:51 am
Ace, I think something is wrong with your self-esteem.
It's good to be humble, but, as far as I can see, you are in no way inferior to everyone else. Maybe you should talk to a counsellor, or use affirmations?
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Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2005 2:30 pm
*sigh of relief* Ahh, the weekend.. I've been so busy lately I've hardly had a chance to get on here, what with volleyball and school. But finally I'm home free of coaches and teachers.
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Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2005 2:41 pm
can't wait till next weekend. I will be snowboarding, and won't be on for a few days, but, I'll be snowboarding, I love snowboarding.
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Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2005 3:49 pm
chaoticpuppet can't wait till next weekend. I will be snowboarding, and won't be on for a few days, but, I'll be snowboarding, I love snowboarding. I've never snowboarded nor skiied. The sad thing is, I live in a state which snows every winter. whee
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Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2005 5:03 pm
Which state is that? And what kind of place gets no snow at all in the winter? I mean seriously, talk about taking the fun out of life eh (forgive me, I'm Canadian)
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Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2005 5:16 pm
Totally agree with you, Litteljon. I'm from Minnesota; I love snow. It's so pretty! Although I also like when it's starting to become spring. But that's a whole 'nother bad poem.
But I don't have the balance necessary for snowboarding. Or skiing. Or . . . walking.
Anyway, chaoticpuppet, I do hope you have fun! heart
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Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2005 5:17 pm
Heheheh... I just got back from a belt test. I'm red belt now! YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! heart
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Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2005 6:33 pm
Litteljon Which state is that? And what kind of place gets no snow at all in the winter? I mean seriously, talk about taking the fun out of life eh (forgive me, I'm Canadian) Well, most places in the tropics, like hawai'i, or ecuador, or el salvador, etc, even certain places in california don't get snow, can't wait to move there after college, so I'll have to somehow deal with the no snow part.
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Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2005 7:06 pm
chaoticpuppet Ace xAngel As for that IceDiva, well I'm always having troubles(feeling worthless normally)..but, I just annoy everyone so either way, thanks..it's great to find help these days You, annoying? Well, only when you dont agree with me, jk. actually I dont find you annoying at all. I'm just a person who likes to debate certain things, and it just so happens that religion is one of my favorites to debate. Well I can be, trust me..at least eventually if you really talk to me personally off to the side. I mean I'm wanting to set an example but, lately the past year..I'm just tired of holding in my emotions and depressions..I want to let them out so ppl can know who I really am and what I'm going through..problem is, it annoys and scares them off..so I have to shut up alot.. Anywho, just..with the debating, I can understand the many-many point of views of those who don't trust or believe in religion or faith or God..etc..all I'm saying is...why not?..why not believe in something wonderful..? I mean even if someone is fully able to prove that there is no God, would you rather live to think that you're just going to die and it all be nothing there in the end..?..or have a hope and belief in something that could possibly send you to some amazing place.. Sure there's work to it along the way, and ppl will persecute you, yet either way I see it, I'm willing and living..that's all I need..I realize how much I actually love and can learn from going through hardships..especially with a belief to keep me going that I am trusting more and more lately..(since I've been down the past couple of years) So that's my..2 cents on my thoughts..heh..
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Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2005 7:15 pm
Shadroth Ace, I think something is wrong with your self-esteem. It's good to be humble, but, as far as I can see, you are in no way inferior to everyone else. Maybe you should talk to a counsellor, or use affirmations? Well I will admit, mom did try sending me to a psychiatrist once..it freaked me out and..I know it takes time for them to get to know and understand..blah..it's basically me talking to some random person who just sits there, act like they're doing their profession, only to ask for the check once it's done..heh.. But otherwise, I've put myself down alot for years..I mean at a young age I could already tell how ppl were doing so much nonsense just to be popular and whatnot, and I hated that..I wasn't going to smoke, drink, etc.. Either way, I've learned alot from starting at a younger age to understand what I have..and I mean more than those basics..I've kept to myself alot and..it seems no one was ever curious in any way, or bothered to be around me unless it was to joke..so I just thought to myself, "fine, who needs them.."..and so basically I've been like this for a long time.. As my mom says, it took years for me to get this way, it's not exactly going to change overnight..
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Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2005 7:16 pm
Anyways, I'll..stop rambling..
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Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2005 7:18 pm
My Christian school sent me to counseling with the youth pastor. stare Appearantly doing sketches in lunch means that one will bring weapons and choot everybody the next day... stressed
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Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2005 7:27 pm
Death T-2 My Christian school sent me to counseling with the youth pastor. stare Appearantly doing sketches in lunch means that one will bring weapons and choot everybody the next day... stressed is it ok if i laugh at that?
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Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2005 7:55 pm
Fighter_for_Christ Death T-2 My Christian school sent me to counseling with the youth pastor. stare Appearantly doing sketches in lunch means that one will bring weapons and choot everybody the next day... stressed is it ok if i laugh at that? Sure!! 3nodding
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Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2005 9:55 pm
Ace xAngel chaoticpuppet Ace xAngel As for that IceDiva, well I'm always having troubles(feeling worthless normally)..but, I just annoy everyone so either way, thanks..it's great to find help these days You, annoying? Well, only when you dont agree with me, jk. actually I dont find you annoying at all. I'm just a person who likes to debate certain things, and it just so happens that religion is one of my favorites to debate. Well I can be, trust me..at least eventually if you really talk to me personally off to the side. I mean I'm wanting to set an example but, lately the past year..I'm just tired of holding in my emotions and depressions..I want to let them out so ppl can know who I really am and what I'm going through..problem is, it annoys and scares them off..so I have to shut up alot.. I myself have an extremely hard time showing people how I truely feel. Ace xAngel Anywho, just..with the debating, I can understand the many-many point of views of those who don't trust or believe in religion or faith or God..etc..all I'm saying is...why not?..why not believe in something wonderful..? I mean even if someone is fully able to prove that there is no God, would you rather live to think that you're just going to die and it all be nothing there in the end..?..or have a hope and belief in something that could possibly send you to some amazing place.. Sure there's work to it along the way, and ppl will persecute you, yet either way I see it, I'm willing and living..that's all I need..I realize how much I actually love and can learn from going through hardships..especially with a belief to keep me going that I am trusting more and more lately..(since I've been down the past couple of years) So that's my..2 cents on my thoughts..heh.. What makes you think I don't get the same joy out of my religion/spirituality that you get out of yours?
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