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Posted: Fri May 06, 2011 7:03 pm
Sapphirianna I feel like complete crap. I'm having massive panic attacks again, and just over talking about stuff. I feel like puking, I'm exhausted, but can't sleep because of the thunder and crap, and I'm seriously stressed out from just trying to get through today. I dunno how long I can keep this up. I want to hug my uncle! crying I hope you feel better. A stuffed toy always made me feel better. Still does. Or one of my pets. Maybe a nice cup of tea? Chamomile possibly? Or mint. They both can be very soothing just to smell.
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Posted: Fri May 06, 2011 7:09 pm
Aakosir Sapphirianna I feel like complete crap. I'm having massive panic attacks again, and just over talking about stuff. I feel like puking, I'm exhausted, but can't sleep because of the thunder and crap, and I'm seriously stressed out from just trying to get through today. I dunno how long I can keep this up. I want to hug my uncle! crying I hope you feel better. A stuffed toy always made me feel better. Still does. Or one of my pets. Maybe a nice cup of tea? Chamomile possibly? Or mint. They both can be very soothing just to smell.I'll try to get to sleep. The only thing keeping from sleeping is the storm outside... and it's not even that noisy with thunder and all. I dunno, but I'm definitely off caffeine again for a while.
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Posted: Fri May 06, 2011 7:12 pm
Sapphirianna Aakosir Sapphirianna I feel like complete crap. I'm having massive panic attacks again, and just over talking about stuff. I feel like puking, I'm exhausted, but can't sleep because of the thunder and crap, and I'm seriously stressed out from just trying to get through today. I dunno how long I can keep this up. I want to hug my uncle! crying I hope you feel better. A stuffed toy always made me feel better. Still does. Or one of my pets. Maybe a nice cup of tea? Chamomile possibly? Or mint. They both can be very soothing just to smell.I'll try to get to sleep. The only thing keeping from sleeping is the storm outside... and it's not even that noisy with thunder and all. I dunno, but I'm definitely off caffeine again for a while. My mom sleeps with ear plugs. Thunderstorms are hard for me to sleep through no matter what. I'm not sure why.
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Posted: Fri May 06, 2011 7:15 pm
Aakosir Sapphirianna Aakosir Sapphirianna I feel like complete crap. I'm having massive panic attacks again, and just over talking about stuff. I feel like puking, I'm exhausted, but can't sleep because of the thunder and crap, and I'm seriously stressed out from just trying to get through today. I dunno how long I can keep this up. I want to hug my uncle! crying I hope you feel better. A stuffed toy always made me feel better. Still does. Or one of my pets. Maybe a nice cup of tea? Chamomile possibly? Or mint. They both can be very soothing just to smell.I'll try to get to sleep. The only thing keeping from sleeping is the storm outside... and it's not even that noisy with thunder and all. I dunno, but I'm definitely off caffeine again for a while. My mom sleeps with ear plugs. Thunderstorms are hard for me to sleep through no matter what. I'm not sure why.I'm not even scared of the thunder and lightning. I'm terrified of a possible tornado and it's almost always been like that. I don't know why. I don't live in a tornado active zone. We've only had two or three warnings in my memory and they didn't even show up. I've gotten better through this last year to the point where I wasn't afraid anymore... But with my uncle's passing... everything's reversed itself.
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Posted: Fri May 06, 2011 7:19 pm
Sapphirianna Aakosir Sapphirianna Aakosir Sapphirianna I feel like complete crap. I'm having massive panic attacks again, and just over talking about stuff. I feel like puking, I'm exhausted, but can't sleep because of the thunder and crap, and I'm seriously stressed out from just trying to get through today. I dunno how long I can keep this up. I want to hug my uncle! crying I hope you feel better. A stuffed toy always made me feel better. Still does. Or one of my pets. Maybe a nice cup of tea? Chamomile possibly? Or mint. They both can be very soothing just to smell.I'll try to get to sleep. The only thing keeping from sleeping is the storm outside... and it's not even that noisy with thunder and all. I dunno, but I'm definitely off caffeine again for a while. My mom sleeps with ear plugs. Thunderstorms are hard for me to sleep through no matter what. I'm not sure why.I'm not even scared of the thunder and lightning. I'm terrified of a possible tornado and it's almost always been like that. I don't know why. I don't live in a tornado active zone. We've only had two or three warnings in my memory and they didn't even show up. I've gotten better through this last year to the point where I wasn't afraid anymore... But with my uncle's passing... everything's reversed itself. I understand that. I'm paranoid of tornadoes and with these past storms... It's always safer to pay attention to instincts, even if they seem a little irrational right now.
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Posted: Mon May 09, 2011 3:07 am
What if I moved to Korea to be an English teacher?
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ScarletFrost Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon May 09, 2011 8:29 am
ScarletFrost What if I moved to Korea to be an English teacher? I bet you would have a job, indefinitely. And it would be a very neat experience. *is jealous if you actually do* XP
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Posted: Mon May 09, 2011 1:58 pm
Well, the option has popped up on my radar. I have a friend over there now, and he says that there's a lot of opportunity for people willing to work hard. I'd have to finish my B.A. first, but after that...
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ScarletFrost Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon May 09, 2011 4:43 pm
Why not? It's not like there is much opportunity in the U.S. right now. I'm not sure about other countries, but I bet it's harder to move to them. I heard in order to move to Australia you have to already have a job ready when you get there. So there's no freeloaders moving in. Seems really smart to me.
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Posted: Wed May 11, 2011 3:23 pm
Gah, a combination of exams, practicum, illness and studying my arse off have kept me from here...hopefully I can stick around this time smile
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@Scarlet Frost - Sounds like an awesome opportunity smile
@Aakosir - Aussie have been notoriously hard to get into as of late (If you're not a NZ citizen that is, I could pretty much just stroll in right off the plane and be sweet). They're supposed to be creating 500,000 new jobs thanks to the mining boom. I was tempted to move there to get a better wage, but I'm slightly afraid of all the things there that might want to kill me while I sleep.
As it sits in NZ, it may be very difficult for me to find work when I'm qualified...unless all the other nurse-type's move over to Aus or the UK that is. whee
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Posted: Wed May 11, 2011 5:01 pm
Catharia Gah, a combination of exams, practicum, illness and studying my arse off have kept me from here...hopefully I can stick around this time smile ----- @Scarlet Frost - Sounds like an awesome opportunity smile @Aakosir - Aussie have been notoriously hard to get into as of late (If you're not a NZ citizen that is, I could pretty much just stroll in right off the plane and be sweet). They're supposed to be creating 500,000 new jobs thanks to the mining boom. I was tempted to move there to get a better wage, but I'm slightly afraid of all the things there that might want to kill me while I sleep. As it sits in NZ, it may be very difficult for me to find work when I'm qualified...unless all the other nurse-type's move over to Aus or the UK that is. whee Not too many people have been active lately... sad
I wouldn't be too afraid of the critters in Australia. I'd probably be playing with them if I found them XD With proper toold though. I think a "snake stick" would be very handy there. But yea, I've always heard it is very hard to move there.
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Posted: Thu May 12, 2011 6:32 pm
Am I the only one getting annoyed by "Going drinking at {insert bar name here}" on Facebook? I mean really... I'm the same age, a year younger actually, and have absolutely no desire to go and drink let alone advertise it on FB... Delete, delete.
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Posted: Fri May 13, 2011 12:51 pm
No, facebook has been annoying in general as of late... it seems that half of my active friends on there go on just to rant about their partners, jobs, or circumstances, or passively attack other people on their friends list...
But, so many of my relatives that live far away go on there to message me and keep in touch that way, that I suffer the negative. There are a few of my friends who use facebook to share their funny anecdotes, and it makes sifting through the crap worth it.
The advertising thing is pretty lame... I would be worried that if I advertised I was at a particular place at a particular time, then more people who I didn't want to see would show up than people I would want to join me. LOL
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Posted: Fri May 13, 2011 6:25 pm
People who advertise like that are just asking others to come... And cause trouble. I don't like to say "they deserved it", but half the time, they do... And I just delete the morons who can't focus on anything of importance... I'm so tired of hearing about American Idol...
But yea, I have my family and a few close friends who are all the way across the country that I keep in touch with. With out FB I'd have a very hard time keeping in touch with them.
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Posted: Sat May 14, 2011 2:11 am
I didn't know it was possible, but I am getting used to going to bed at 8pm and waking at 2am! I have always been a night owl, and maybe it is working in my favor, since I go to bed before it is still daylight, and wake up while it's still dark...
AND... I get SO MUCH DONE! xd The kids still sleep until 10 in the morning on weekends, and I have all morning to do everything but vacuum. Then I have all day to do the gym, and run about.
The run about is getting old, but I have been trying to find a job that will let me continue with my bed-time schedule... I am hoping to get on at the hospital pretty quick though.
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