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Pixie Krysta Ordreg Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Oct 17, 2007 6:14 pm
A New NeighborTinania doesn't know it but she leaves her home by mistake and stumbles into another part of the forest called Free Haven. At first she is held captived by a young man by the name of Lucas. Along the way she having to fear for the cabbage as it seems where she lives currently doesn't have the best water, and she can't go back home until spring. There also seems to be a new love in store for Tinania, as well as maybe a hope to learn about who she was once more.
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Posted: Fri Jan 25, 2008 7:28 pm
Life for Tinania seem to be better, now that she had settled into living in Free Haven with Lucas. She decided to continue her studies to become a priestress. Helping those who were ill as much as she could in her new home. She seem to finally be at peace with herself and the fact that she found a place she felt like she belongs. Brushing her bangs from her face, she rans her fingers across the leaves. It was healthy as ever, she watered it each night, and if one leaf look bad she would remove it quick. To those in the villege it was odd, but then they didn't understand that a child was growing within it. Glancing towards the window, she kept watching for Lucas, hoping he would return to her soon. He had left to go on one of those Ranger Mission. But he promise he would return to her in one piece. But she couldn't help but worry, with each day passing she found herself falling in love with him. Turning away from the cabbage she moves back to the kitchen, just to check on her soup. It was a cold day, so warm tomatoe soup with a bagle covered in creamcheese sounded great to her. Pouring some into a bowl, she add its to the table with her other plate. As she opens the fridge, she yelps smacking her head against the freezer as a loud scream comes from the living room. Turning she blinks as she realized the sound was much like a baby scream. Stepping into the livingroom her eyes widen. There on the window sill, the cabbage had open to reveal a small little boy. He was trembling as his small blue wings flap alittle, his tail moving under him. Blinking he stops crying as he spots Tinania. His bright golden yellow eyes taking in his mother. His blue hair moves alittle from the partly open window. Moving quickly, Tinania reaches for the little dragon boy. Picking him out, she glances around before she finds her bag. She knew he would appear at anytime, so she was prepared. Reaching into her bag, she searches for the fleece blue baby blanket. Wrapping him in it, she smiles down at the little dragon boy "Hello Seiji, I'm your mother Tinania." Seiji moves his small paw like hands as Tinania slips her finger into the middle of his hand. He blinks a few times before he lets out a squeal. With a light chuckle Tinania turns "Come on, let find out someone to eat. If your anything like the Dragon of my past, your going to be a lover of meat." Slipping into the kitchen, she pulls open the fridge, her eyes looking over the fridge before pulling out a plate of raw meat. Lifting one up, she holds it towards Seiji. It seem to catch the baby dragons attention instantly. Reaching out he grabs at it, before ripping at it with his small sharp teeth. Tinania chuckles as she leans back against the counter. As she watches the young one eat, her mind thinks of another, he use to eat just like Seiji. Shaking her head, she closes her eyes breathing in slowly. She couldn't think of that now, not with a new baby to take care of. As she watches the young one munch on the raw meat, she moves back toward her bag. Pulling her wand out, she aims it towards her bag. Her mind focus on the baby items, and the baby items alone. In a matter of moments, a crib, changing table followed by baby clothes appear in the corner of the room. She was glad that Lucas was find with her having a child. He even helped rearrange the room, so she could place the crib come to their own room. Placing her wand back into her bag, she glances down at her little boy. His eyes kept opening and closing. With a light chuckles she turns reaching for a cloth. Wiping at his face she makes her way towards the crib "I guess coming out of a cabbage can make anyone tired." setting him down in the crib, she pulls another cover around him. With a smile, she moves towards the window quickly closing it to not allow the cold winter in. With another peek, she sighs "Please come home soon Lucas, I don't want you to miss anything..." turning she moves back toward the kitchen to eat her now cold soup.
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Pixie Krysta Ordreg Vice Captain
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Pixie Krysta Ordreg Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Jan 25, 2008 8:52 pm
Just when Life gets Perfect...Pages 832 - ??? Tinania decides to leave Free Haven, only because she need to go check out the clinic. Bringing Seiji along, she grabs a couple of books. Only her life is about to get smacked when two old faces show back one. One being a man from her past...Only to cause her to question herself. Meanwhile she ends up meeting a few new people also...
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Posted: Sun Mar 30, 2008 1:05 am
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Pixie Krysta Ordreg Vice Captain
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Pixie Krysta Ordreg Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat May 03, 2008 2:43 pm
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Posted: Mon May 19, 2008 5:54 pm
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Pixie Krysta Ordreg Vice Captain
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Pixie Krysta Ordreg Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon May 19, 2008 5:54 pm
Dear Journal,
Well I got to see my father in- I mean my Uncle today and my Aunt Morgana. I don't know when it happen, but they married and are living at the Cliffs. I'm happy for them, but I will admit it will be strange calling Torvil Uncle instead of Dad. I was there to bring them a bundle of joy, as it seems they also get a child that is in a cabbage.
Seiji for some reason, even with this new addition being a cabbage wanted to be around her. He didn't want me to give the cabbage away, in fact the look on his face almost made me want to cry. He look so sad at first.
I think however when he realized that the new cabbage was going to be okay, he was fine with it. It makes me wonder though, if he knows more about Nirendra then we know. All I know is she a dragon like my little one. But we shall see, for now I am glad that this little one is apart of the family.
Aunt Morgana took to her instantly, hugging the cabbage to her as if it was her own blood child. I couldn't help but smile at how happy she is, especially with everything she has been through. Life been hard on her, so for her to finally find happiness. It seems like it is worth it all in the end.
Anyways, I really should check on Seiji. He fell asleep on the way home, then get some rest myself. I have a long day ahead of me.
Tinania
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Posted: Mon May 19, 2008 5:57 pm
Stepping into the Past Once More Krista_Darkangel_Silme Appearing just outside the doors of the clinic, aqua eyes gaze up at the building. She had let her little boy with Lucas, giving herself a chance to come here and gather so stuff she would need. Pushing the door open, she pulls her cloak off as her wings fold behind her back. Heading towards the desk, her finger push what little hair was hanging out of her ponytail away from her face. Glancing around, she pauses as she looks over the other two people. She knew them both, Surion and Elle, one being a person she hadn't seen since they were little. The other even after all this time made her heart stop, more so now that she seen he grown. Shaking her head, she looks away as she grabs a few things from the tables near the desk. In and out, that was how this should go. Surion Rakamash The dragonette looks up hearing at the sound of the door opening, he recognizes the female and starts chittering loudly, jumping down and skittering overSurion heard the voice of his bonded dragonette in his head and turns his head towards the little dragon who by this time had arrived at the female's feet. He hesitates pausing his conversation with Elle, but there was something he had to say "Hello..." he stands up from his seat and waits to see if the female would again avoid him as he'd noticed her do the only other time he could remember meeting her or not. Ellette E Elle smelt something and snatched the toddler up quickly, hurrying to the bathroom. Surion would probably have understood if he'd caught smell of it too... Krista_Darkangel_Silme Tinania heard the dragonette near her feet. Bending down, she smiles as she picks him up " Hello again Senti. Its good to see you again." petting the dragon, she glances up as she hears an all to familiar voice. even grown it hadn't changed that much to her. Closing her eyes, she takes a deep breath. Looking up at Surion's face she nods alittle. She found for a moment she lost her voice, shaking her head she unfolds her wings for a moment before refolding them " Hello Surion..." Surion Rakamash Senti chitters for a moment until Tinania starts to pet him then he just nuzzles into her hand, loosely wrapping his tail around her wristSurion smelt the smell and watched Elle hurry out with her son. His eyes return to blue and the water dispurses and approaches her, she obviously knew him "I.. I would have to say it's obvious you know me" he pushes his bangs out of his face so he could look at her with both eyes. "Unfortunately I am not sure from where. I get a feeling you would rather avoid me, I'd like to appologize for whatever it was... I'm still trying to discover everything about the past that is missing from my memories" Krista_Darkangel_Silme Chuckling she relaxes her arm allowing Senti to rest against her wrist. Glancing up, Tinania eyes widen for a moment as Surion spoke. He didn't know who she was, and she wasn't sure how to take that. Part of her was glad, as it would give her and him a fresh start. The other half on the other hand, wanted to cry and get angry. He was her whole world at one point, and he didn't remember anything about her. That just wasn't sitting well with her at all. iving a small nod, her fingers trail along the dragonette's spine " We do know each other. We were close at one point in our lives. I see you have grown, And for once before I grew, seems I have catching up to do." with a small chuckle, she looks away as she looks at the ground. Why after all this time, now he comes back into her life? Surion Rakamash Senti's atention was all on the attention he was recieving at that point"If I could remember my past I would, I really wish I could. A little over a year ago I met a guy named Dragono... From what he's told me I was working in a club in this world, he wanted me to meet someone in his world, in Faerun. When he took me there, me and mom both got pulled there, and I dont know how, but I dont have memories from before that point, he says his magic and my abilities... didnt mix, mom remembers less, but she won't come back here..." He sighs "The red haired guy I was here with last time I saw you in this building, Elliot told me I should know you, somehow I felt I should tell you that I plane-shift back here to try and remember my memories." Krista_Darkangel_Silme Tinania was trying to put this all together, another world. Shift planes, and more dragon men. Was this why he gone? He was taken from her? Shaking her head she lifts her other hand to run it through her hair " I see, well as Elliot said we do know eachother. And you don't have to explain anything, really it is fine," looking back at Surion, she rest herself slightly against the desk. Her mind was boggled at this point, so many questioned were just answered. Everything that she wanted to know, he said at that very moment. So now she didn't know what to think. She just knew that she felt torn, and she didn't like this at all. Surion Rakamash "I guessed that after he told me your name, a name I had thought was jsut a word until that point when I read it on the ring..." He pauses a moment "Not many people in this world that I've come across me seem to know much about me, most don't actually. I don't even know much about me. Somehow I felt I needed to explain to someone here, maybe I can find someone here willing to help me figure things out."The psudo dragon rounds the edge of Surion's feet and looks up a look of near jealousy as he stares up at SentiSenti chitters a bit looking at Surion a moment and then nuzzling his head into Tinania's hand once more Krista_Darkangel_Silme Tinania swallows before she actually reaches out holding hand free hand towards Surion " I have known you since you were a baby. I use to babysit you, I have watched you grow from a baby to a youthful, prideful, and strong young man." she stop speaking as she glance around. She didn't understand why she was even telling him anything. She should just go home, back to fair haven. to her adopted son. And yet, she was drawn to helping him, just like she did as he was a child. She always did hate seeing him lost. Surion Rakamash "It sounds like you probably know me better then anyone else I could hope to find." He takes her extended hand with his right hand and nods "I would be grateful for any help" he pauses, glances down nudging Kuyl away from his foot. "Theres a lot of emptiness in my memories... Something drew me back here to Gaia I would like to know what it was. When I grew a few days ago I saw flashes, still images of things I don't know I can only presume my past..." Krista_Darkangel_Silme Looking down at her hand in Surions, she couldn't help but give it a squeeze. With a small shrugs she tilts her head as she looks at the dragon on the floor. Bending down slightly, she holds the hand which Senti is on out towards him also " Why not tell me about these images? I might be able to help you figure out what you are seeing." Surion Rakamash Kuyl snubs Senti and turns going back towards Surion's cloak.Senti uncoils from Nani's write and jumps down skittering after KuylSurion smiles and nods "Well, I've seen building nestled in woods... I've seen animals, fluffy dog like creatures... I've seen a waterfall and a spring... a few others too but I dont recall all of them at the moment" He didnt let go of her hand just yet, he would let her lead on that point Krista_Darkangel_Silme Tinania chuckles watching Senti leave her wrist, before she stands slowly " I am not really sure about the first one you spoke of. But the dog, was a pet you once owned. I just don't remember the name you told me. As for the waterfall and spring, that was a getaway on your parents land. You took me there a few times, we use to jump off the waterfall into the spring. Then we use to chase after eachother." she knew she couldn't tell him everything that went on, that would be digging into dangerous memories for her at least. Looking back down at her hand, she chews on her bottom lip " The animal one, again I am not to sure about that." her heart was beating faster then she wanted it to. And that too was very nerving for her. Surion Rakamash Tinania was starting to fill blanks in for him, though he knew it was barely a fraction "I see, the only pet I recall is my bonded dragonette" he motions Senti "I dont beleive any others got pulled with mom and I" he pauses thinking "The spring sounds like a nice place, can you tell me where that land is? The images were pretty clear but they were only still, no people in them. If it helps I can put more description... If not thats ok, I really do appreciate the help" he shifts his weight the open portion of his shirt shifting, it made it obvious he no longer his the scars on his torso any longer. He follows her gaze to her hand and his right hand "If you know why that has your name on it too, would solve some confusion too" he adds Krista_Darkangel_Silme Tinania didn't say anything until he spoke of the ring she kept looking at. Pulling her hand free of his, she runs it through her hair before she nods alittle " Um, yea we were suppose to get married. My mother made a set of rings for us. Mine said Surion, while your well it said Tinania." turning away, she reaches over the desk, grabbing ahold of the last item she needed. A coupon book full of stuff she could use for Seiji. Surion Rakamash Her words left him speechless for a moment as she grabbed the booklet "Oh dear Lo..." he says softly "I'm sorry, I honestly didn't know..." he looks at the ring for a moment before touching her shoulder "Look, I now understand why you avoided me last time we crossed paths..." he pauses "It also explains why it felt like there was something pulling me back to this world..." Ellette E Elle emerged, looking tired again, with a squirming fresh-looking toddler in her arms. He smiled, full of moos, hair-love and tail-love, clutching onto the end of Elle's long hair in one hand, his tail in the other. It had been in a braid when she'd left the room but now it was loose and wild, white in places where talcom powder had been showered down upon the room, apparently just the way the toddler liked it because he made it clear that she wasn't getting it back anytime soon. She sat down heavily in the chair and cuddled him close, not bothering to inturrupt the other two, dropping their bag onto the chair beside them. Elle shut her eyes and ignored Spock's gentle sounds of sucking, on her hair, and the low content 'mooo' he made occasionally. keetabirdy Keeta finally returned from the bathroom, letting out a deep breath and plopping back in her chair. She noticed that another person had entered since her departure and acknowledged her with a nod and a smile. Despite this being a maternity and fertility clinic, Keeta still found herself to be the only obviously pregnant person in the room. Krista_Darkangel_Silme Looking up at Surion, Tinania arches a brow " A pull back to this world? Because of me?" chewing on her bottom lip, she was trying to make herself not think of this. For awhile there it was all she hoped for. Him coming back to her, but that was a thing of the past and she would leave it as such. " Its alright, really. Its alright." Surion Rakamash He nods slowly "A pull, a reason to figure out my past, if nothing else. I can understand, it is a long time since it all happened." He pauses and takes a deep breath. "Thankyou for the bit you have filled in... I can't expect to walk back into anything that was my old life. Perhaps I can make some new friends though" Krista_Darkangel_Silme Tinania gives him a small smile before nodding " Yes the past should be left in the past. So there can be new beginnings." lifting her hand she brushed it through her hair, before letting her fingers drift to her neck. She almost expected a heart to be resting there. But then she remembers that it to was gone. Moving her hand to her side, she glances back at the ring on his hand. She honestly expected that to not be there, so to see it just threw her to a loop. She wasn't really sure what to think now, she was happy. But there was that what if, and it was something she was fighting. Placing both her hands behind her she nods her head " If you remember anything else, all you have to do is ask. I am willing to tell you anything you wish to know.." Surion Rakamash He smiles "Theres an entire lifetime of things I do not remember. It'd be a nice thing to remember more... In time of course perhaps be able to remember it all, I don't know though, Drag didn't sound all that sure that it could happen." he pauses, thought of removing the ring she glanced of did not cross his mind, he'd always left it there, a reminder to himself that he had a past... "Well I guess I can only say thankyou, a fresh start as some have called it when I meet or remeet someone would be nice. I still can't say I know a lot about you, perhaps we can start with that?" He pauses and looks around "Would you perhaps like to walk and talk?" Krista_Darkangel_Silme Tinania first thought was to say no to Surion. Walking always led to other things when it came to them. But then he didn't know who she was at all. So it should be fine, nothing could happen. With a small nod she smiles " Alright I guess we could go for a walk. I have everything I need here."
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Pixie Krysta Ordreg Vice Captain
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Pixie Krysta Ordreg Vice Captain
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Posted: Thu Jun 26, 2008 11:00 pm
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Posted: Fri Aug 29, 2008 7:56 pm
Save for hanging out with Tourma and Dari.
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Pixie Krysta Ordreg Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Aug 29, 2008 10:49 pm
Tinania didn't know what caused her to come towards Emerald Haven, it could be numerals reason. All she knew was she was sitting in her car, staring at the place she grown up. Where her life molded her to who she was now. Her first spell, her first flight, first love, first pain. She dealt with it all in this home. But now, now she was moving into her own Haven, Moon Haven. She was going to watch over the land her grandmother took care of all those years. Slipping out of the car, she rest against the car door for a moment, as she thought of her life here. It was hectic that was for sure, but she wouldn't trade a moment of it at all. With a light chuckle, she makes her way up the steps, pushing the door open. The place hadn't change, well except with the fact that she had a new baby sister running around. Closing the door, she waves to Rebecca who ends up running quickly pass her "Mum...are you around?" Krista peeks her head out of the kitchen, smiling rather boldly at Tinania "Ah Nani, I didn't think you would be coming today." placing her hand on her swollen belly, she glances down at Rebecca as her small arm wraps around her right leg. Tinania chuckles before she shakes her head "I was visiting Dari and Tourma. I figured I would drop by for alittle, before making my way to Moon Haven." bridging the gap between her and krista, she plants a small kiss on her mother's cheek "How are you and my little brother fairing?" bending down, she picks up Rebecca, holding her in her arms as she makes her way towards the couch. Following Tinania to the couch, Krista takes a seat next to her daughter before leaning back "We are fine. I just wish he would stop kicking me in the stomach, he more hyper then you were." with a light chuckle, she shakes her head before sitting up "Oh a letter came for you today. I found it on the doorstep." pulling out the letter she hands it over to her daughter. Tinania arches a brow as she takes the letter from her mother. carefully setting Rebecca between her and Krista, she leans down kissing the small child before she pulls the envelope open. Blinking she was shocked as it was three pages long. Who would have written her such a long letter. Skimming the letter over, she blinks at the name on the very last page. A lump forming in her throat before she closes her eyes. By the goddess, why was this happening to her. Opening her eyes slowly, she goes back tot he first page as reads it over slowly. By the time she was to the second page, tears were streaming down her face. She could feel her mother's hand on her shoulder, offering any comfort she could. Trembling, a small smile forms across her lips before she looks up at Krista "Its from Surion...Mum...what if I made a mistake...?" Krista didn't know what to say to Tinania, but she did know the pain she was going through. There was no comfort she could give, to make it go away. Lifting her hand, she brushes it across her cheek as she smile to the fairy "Do what your heart is telling you Tinania, otherwise you will never move on." standing slowly, she takes Rebecca hand, watching the child blink then giggle as they make their way upstairs. Tinania just sat there on the couch, looking over the letter. Lifting her hand, she wipes the tears quickly from her face. Pulling her cell out, she flips to the one picture she kept. Them at the club, he was hugging her when she snapped the picture. Taking a deep breath, she closes the cell as she stands slowly. She didn't even tell her mother she was leaving, she knew her mother would know. Closing the door carefully behind her, she flips her cell open again, only to pause at a name still in her phone. Shaking her head, she closes it once again, before climbing back into the car. She knew how to get ahold of him, question was will she be able to face him. Pulling away from Emerald Haven, she blasts the music playing as she makes her way back into barton. She had to back to the clinic, she needed to figure this out soon.
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Posted: Mon Sep 01, 2008 11:08 pm
Posted: September 1st 2008 Transcribed from hereA Dragon Should Never Forget ~ 1 Surion had set up the post box, he'd found a storage place for his bike when he was not in Gaia, and each day he plane shifted back, every day he unlocked the storage unit riding the bike to the mail box checking it before running around running errands, one of which including finding out how to power up the glitchen again as the battery had been long dead. He hadn't booted the little computer up since that point though, he'd just been too busy doing everything else.
This day was no different as the male hooked the cloak he wore on a nail on the wall inside the storage unit, both dragons deciding his saddlebags were perfect riding spots for them before he started the bike and headed for Barton to once again check his mail. He wore a black t-shirt with short sleeves and black jeans that he had purchased a while back. His features were visible and he had his pouch resting on his hip as usual. The scars on his arms were perfectly visible, he'd long since stopped hiding them having forgotten why he even hid them or where he got them to begin with.With her head hung low, Tinania glances up as she heard someone enter. Only to see the very person she was waiting for. Her curly hair was pulled back in a ponytail to keep it out of her face. Dressed in strapless white dress that went down to mid thigh, with a white sweater over her arms to cover them. She look like an angel, if a person didn't take a double glace at her. With the right heel resting against the wall, she pushes off of it before she turns to look at Surion. In her left hand was the letter " I found this at my mother's home...." looking up at Surion, her bottom lip trembles before she shakes her head " Why...why did you write this...?" Her wings flutter only alittle behind her, as her aqua green eyes look up to find his. She had to know, what if she did make this mistake. Surion lifts his head in surprise, he had been flipping through his keys to find the one for the box, he had NOT expected to find, not the letter, but her in the post office "Nani!..." he starts obviously startled, he hears her question and sees what she's holding his hand idling putting hte keys back in his pouch without looking at it. "I felt I owed you an explaination, and an apology. I did find out things I didnt know or rather that I didn't remember when I went to the house... It just showed me how much you meant to me." he stops in front of her though not too close to give her a respectable amount of personal space. His eyes looked over her for a moment, she did look beautiful, but at that moment it wasn't the appropriate moment to tell her this.Tinania looks away before she sighs " Just when I think I can finally move on, you pop back into my life. A piece of the heart, that just refuses to mend." closing her eyes, she chews on her bottom lip before she opens her eyes once again " So how much do you remember, about us?" she figured he must have remembered enough, it caused him to write this letter to her. She was a whirlwind of emotions right now. Blending from pain, anger, happiness, to sadness. She didn't understand at all, and she just needed answers. She knew the only way she was going to get them, was through the man she thought left her life so long ago. "I wish I could tell you I remember every tiny little detail, I honestly wish I could, Most of the gaps now are from when I was younger. I remember that I had to visit someone to make potions to control certain things, I remember talking to you on this..." he reaches in his pouch and pulls out the small Glitchen "and blushing while doing so. I remember riding along the lake with you on the bike... I remember writting you a letter when I had to go away somewhere and not wanting you to come back from somewhere and think I'd left, I believe thats quite a bit earlier then Faerun though. I remember going somewhere with a male and us, and using alchemy to make his clothing more ... casual... I remember having a fight and giving you a pendant, I remember making a ring and proposing to you... and I remember a very special valentines day" he tried to recall everything, sure he may have missed something.Tinania listen to Surion, hearing every memory as if it was her own. Glitchen, Damien, her ring. It was all bringing tears to her eyes, as she remembered how happy she was. Shaking her head, she looks down at ground as she drops the letter " Do you even know....how much it hurts to stand here. Knowing you not only left me, but now you left with me memories that you barely remember yourself? That its tearing me apart, that you can't even remember how much you really did love me?" looking up at him, her eyes darken as she smacks her hand against the wall. " Why....why did you not try to find your way back to me? You promise me you would never allow anything to set us apart." "Who says I didn't try to find a way to return to a land that felt it had an important draw to me. And what kept bringing me back once Drag managed to find a way around the magical problem that kept me there. I may not remember everything Nani, but I remember enough to know you meant a lot to me, I remember calling you Melamin and I remember what it means and I know I would not have called anyone beloved if I didnt mean it. There has been females that I could tell were looking me over in SkullPort and yet I didnt want any of them." He looked absolutely crushed that he had hurt her this much, he felt deep inside that he wanted to make it all up to her... but he didnt know how, or that she'd even want him to.Shaking her head she nearly broke at the elven words for beloved " Your not allowed to say that word to me....Not right now.." looking back up at him, she actually bridges the gap between the, as she smacks at his chest hard " I hate you so much right now. You left me alone, and I couldn't do anything...." she was shaking as she continues to hit his chest. She didn't bother to hide her tears, she needed to let them go. All this anger, this emotion she kept down. She finally let it go, and she started crying against his shirt, her face buried against the fabric " I wanted you to come back to me, just to tell me you were alive. When you didn't...I thought you were dead." He let her, he didnt stop her from hitting him, if she felt she needed to hit him to express just how much he'd hurt her he felt he deserved it. Once she stopped and just started to lean against him he slowly wraps his arms around her shoulders "I am so very very sorry Nani" he whispers softly but loud enough that she'd hear him. He just holds her gently holding back tears, she deserved to cry far more then he did. He closes his eyes remembering many many times he had held her in the past.Feeling his arms wrap around her shoulder, Tinania actually shakes her head " Why am I doing this..." taking a step away from him, she looks up at him " I'm suppose to be happy right now. I have a adopted son. And guy who loves me. But I am here with you, when I shouldn't be." trembling, her wings flutter as she hiccups " I'm not suppose to care fro you anymore, but...I still do. But I can't allow this to happen...I have to let you go..." Saying it was simple, but she knew n her heart. That was so much harder to prove right now. She was tearing herself up, all over this whole mess. Surion lets his hands drop, his hold. He wasn't going to force anything on anyone, it wasn't his nature. "I understand... I was gone for a long time... I cannot expect to walk into the life of another and pick up right where I left off, I knew this when I wrote that letter, I knew that I couldn't expect anything at all." he stops talking, his eyes watching herTinania closes her eyes, holding her breath for a moment. Looking back up at Surion, she takes a step towards him again, her hand lifting to brush along his cheek " You changed so much, you use to fight anyone who would try to take me from you." moving her hand down, she brushes it along his bottom lip. " Your not the same man I remember.." But at the same time, she knew it was him, even just standing there. She was relaxed like always. Her heart was at ease around him, even though she felt so lost right now. "Nani, if I thought I had a chance I would fight it, I don't even know who my competitor is... " he purrs softly almost unnoticably feeling her soft touch.. he was silent for a moment a sudden recollection hitting him "I beleive at one point I waited for you before, hoping... praying I would have a chance... Feels the same like that now..." He stops talking "but even if I don't have that chance I would still like to at least be your friend..." he bites his lip wishing he hadn't had to put it that way but he did Tinania actually chuckles from the purring " Fluttering stomach, feeling like your going to be sick. But in a good way? I remember that feeling..." pulling her hand back slowly, she looks down for a moment, only to shakes her head " I honestly don't know what we can be Dragon Boy. I know way to much about you, and soon it will be the same with you. How can we go back...to just friends? When you an I know, that it..." swallowing the last few words, she takes a step back, then turns. " I really shouldn't be here Surion....but I can't leave...not knowing..." wrapping her arms around her waist, she wrinkles her nose up before tapping her foot on the ground. A move she did often around those who knew her, when she just couldn't solve a problem. He nods knowing just what that feeling was like it was just exactly it. he watches her and then reaches and puts his left hand on her right shoulder "Nani... Can you honestly say you don't want to even not be even just friends? After all you came here after reading my letter, you could have torn it up, burned it, even not come at all." he gently moves his arm trying to get her to face him again. His eyes searched her "There is something you need to know, something you either want to ask... or do... so what is it?" Tinania didn't even speak another word, with what he asked. She just simply looks to his lips, then up at him " Dear Visha, this is going to get me into so much trouble...your going to get me into so much trouble....but I have to know..." taking a step towards Surion, her wings unfold just as she lifts alittle off the ground. Running her hand through his hair, she looks over his face then back at his lips again. Her heart was beating way to fast against her ribs. He could see what her eyes were looking at, he could feel his heart beating as she drew closer not in such an upset state. His hand which had been resting on her shoulder moved closer to her cheek softly brushing against her neck. He too did not say a word, but he did something he doubted she would expect.. knowing if she didn't want it she would push away... He presses his lips against hers, giving her a kiss, it wasn't jsut a friendly kiss, it wasn't forceful, but it was one that he hoped would convey everything that he could rememberTinania didn't pull away, instead, her other arm wraps around his neck as she pulls herself closer to him. Tears running down her face as she return a kiss that should have been simple, but it wasn't. Not by a long shot, it was filled with so many emotions, that should have been tossed away a year ago. Yet with a simple kiss, it sparks them back to life, almost like things had never changed. Pulling back from the kiss, Tinania eyes open slowly only to reveal with a mixture of green and blue. The hand in his hair, tightens it grip as she parts her lips. She couldn't even if she dared try to. He wasn't sure if he should admit it aloud or not but he was glad she hadn't pushed him away. His eyes open as the kiss ends and he licks his lips before taking a semi deep breath. He stared into her eyes "I see... the remanants of an imp, that led to many ... adventurous nights" he says softly and smiles. He moves his thumb of his hand on her cheek to brush away a few stray tears, as he moved to place his hand lightly where it had been he didnt even realize right away that his thumb that had brushed a tear away was tracing briefly along where her now-gone marking had been before coming to a stop as he watches her eyesClosing her eyes, Tinania smiles before opening them again. They were once again aqua as she stares up into his blue eyes " I took control of her a long time ago, she no longer comes out unless I wish her to." tilting her head towards his hand, she takes a deep breath before shaking her head. The hand in his hair, move to rest on his neck before she gently massages at his shoulder. She didn't want to honestly move, but apart of her knew she had to. She was so torn at this point, she didn't know at all what her heart wanted " Surion....the night I was brought back, after my attack. Do you remember what you said to me?" He had to think for a little bit "I remember some things from that time.. I remember ... I remember you didn't remember things..." he spoke slowly digging through bits and pieces of his own fragmented memories "I remember wishing I had your ability to wish for something and..." he pauses "and have it come true..." he thinks but doesnt move from where he stood at all "I remember laying down with you, you asking me to stay and me saying .. always... " his eyes open quickly looking into hers "The letter I wrote.. the letter was me telling you I'd gone to a war!... Me not wanting you to think I was gone... " he was hoping he was remembering what she meant as he was beginning to remember more as she asked him if he did.Tinania smiles alittle before she leans in close " If there was one thing you could wish for right now? What would it be....?" moving her other hand, she wraps it also around his neck. Her head was tilted to the side, as her wings flutter alittle. He was on the right track, and she was hoping he would get it right. Like Surion, she grown alittle. But in powers, not age. "If I could make just one wish, it would be to turn the clock back, and never agree to go to Faerun with Dragono... So that what happened never would have, I wouldn't have hurt you, and everything would be as it was" he replies his eyes echoing his sincerity of his wordsTinania blinks before she actually smiles, the smile she always did when he was around her " Good answer Dragon Boy." leaning up, she brushes a kiss against his lips again, before she steps away from him. Turning away, she moves towards the door only to pause. Looking back towards him, she just watches him, her eyes held a familiar look in them, yet at the same time they were different. He smiles hearing the nickname she'd give him. He let her pull away but follows her a moment after she'd gotten to the door, the only one who knew he had a mail bin there was her and Ceres, but she was the only one he hoped for something from... so he wasnt bothering to check it.Resting back against the door, she looks out toward the bike, then blinks actually surprised to see it sitting there. Looking back up at him, she chews on her bottom lip for a moment before closing her eyes " So.....Surion....what now...I mean....." she just wanted to figure this out, and the kiss only made things even more confusing for her at this point. Why did this have to happen to her? He follows her gaze and blinks, how did he not notice the car the bike was parked near, a small grin gracing his lips for a moment recognizing it from the valentines memory and then looks back to her "I suppose thats mainly up to you, you keep saying you shouldn't be here and yet you are. If given the chance I would make the attempt to go back to the way it was, I was serious when I told you the one thing I would wish for if I had your abilities. But then that would change alot of the now outside of just us" he pauses a moment and then gives a semi-silly and mischevious grin "But then I would just find an excuse to do it anyways if the option was there... call me selfish... but from what I can remember... I loved my life... and you"Tinania looks down at the ground, before she chuckles. Her eyes falling close as she lifts her head again. She so much wanted to take that chance again, but her mind kept going back to her son, and Lucas. Swallowing, she looks up at Surion again, but this time her eyes were almost dark green. Lifting her hand, she tugs on the collar of his shirt. Pulling him color to her, she lays one banging kiss on him. Her other hand moving to rest on waist as she pulls him even closer to her body. No thought, no emotions. She just had to live in the here and now, and when it was right. Step away and not look back, but at this point she didn't want to. It was Nani's turn to surprise Surion, but he made no hesitation to kiss her back just as firmly. He knew the green, he could feel it inside, and she knew all the right buttons to push... and was doing a damn good job at it. He wraps his arms around her waist holding her, she'd be able to feel his heartbeat, as he could feel hers. Pulling back from the kiss, she pants as she rest her head against his own. Her eyes remain close as a smile forms across her lips. If that kiss didn't entice her to do more, nothing else ever will. Fingers kneading into his side she opens her eyes slowly " Surion..." Surion takes deep breaths catching his breath. He didn't open his eyes or move, he kept his hold on her even has her voice graced his ears "Yes?" he asks in reply, her scent was even more familiar now then it had been since he had returned to Gaia.Closing her eyes again, she was trembling alittle as she grip tightens even more on his side. She had too much to say, she just didn't know how to say it. She wasn't use to be the one to answer everything, as Surion was always the one that acted first. But she had to keep reminding herself, he wasn't the same anymore. Lifting her hand, she gentle brushes it over his right horn. Her eyes open to look up at his face, seeing if he would react like he use to around her when she did this. She'd already been pushing his buttons, which had him controlling himself, his eyes open moments before her fingers find the horn atop his head. He looked like he was about to say something but instead the words that escapped his lips were "Oh Vishaa....." as he looks down into her eyes and kisses her again, the fingers of one hand on her waist moving and brushing one of her wings. He'd long since not taken any potions and he felt her touch quite accutelyLaughing against his lips, she pulls back only to flutter her wings. She learn long ago, how to ignore the touch to her wings. Her son Seiji had solved that problem for her. Shaking her head, she runs her fingers through his hair " Well your body remembers me, that much is for certain.." moving her hand to his neck, she massages it slowly. By the goddess, if she didn't just want to take a chance right now. But if she was wrong, then it would be hung between them forever, she knew this. He had to say it now, she deserved to hear it, the thought he'd held back since he'd first seen her standing in the post office "You, are beautiful... you know that?" he says quietly, he was searching her eyes, hoping and wishing and praying... She kept stirring small memories in his mind.Shaking her head, she actually blushes before laughing " I am not." looking away, she keeps a smile on her face as she looks down at the ground. This was a dangerous thing, yet it felt right. Closing her eyes an image of Lucas holding Seiji appears before she frowns. Looking back up at Surion, her lips parted as she licks on her bottom lip. "Yes you are, you always have been, every little thing I remember tells me that... Am I remembering rightly I once tried a rather cheesy pickup line on you?" he asks her. He wasnt sure why she frowned but didnt want to ask eitherChuckle she shakes her head before she looks up at him " If you say so, and yes you did use the most cheesiest pickup line on me. Made me laugh so hard.." looking back down at the ground, she blinks when she see the ring still on his hand. Reaching for his hand, her jaw drops alittle before she looks back up at him. She couldn't say another word, her eyes just remain focus on the ring. He couldn't believe he was still wearing it, after all this time. Although she should be scared, she wasn't. It actually made her feel warm inside. Surion chuckles softly hearing her confirm his memory, "something about heaven I think...." he stops talking as her hands take hold of his right hand the sun reflecting off the ring she was staring at "Yes I still wear it... It has reminded me for the whole time there was something drawing me back, and after you confirmed what it was a few weeks ago, it reminded me I had someone that I owed it to to remember my past. I think it was the main thing that always reminded me when I couldn't remember anything, made me pester Drag whether or not he'd solved the problem" he tells her softly.Blinking a few times, Tinania looks back at Surion before nodding " I see.." she didn't know what else to say. She no longer wore her ring, in fact she left it back at their home when she left it for good. Letting her hand slip away from his, she rest it on the door once again. Tilting her head back, she looks up for a moment " I don't know what to do Surion...." Surion nods taking a deep breath, his right hand moving from where she'd let go of it and raises moving a stray hair that either had escaped her ponytail or just never was in it out of her face "Nothing is going to make me stop seaking out my past, you've even stirred more trapped memories just in the time we've been here... " he pauses and watches her "You are a special person Nani..."Tinania nods before she looks up at him " I could bring your memories to you, right now. Problem is, if I did....would you still be willing to let me walk away from you?" chewing on her bottom lip, she watches her face looking for any sign of what was going on inside that mind of his. She use to be able to read him so well, but now she had no clue what to think. Surion takes a deep breath, and licks his lips before replying "I dont know if I would or not, I miss stability in my life. There hasn't been any in so long." Just the time he'd had with her here made him realize just how much of his life had been devoted to her, even in Faerun. Tinania looks down at the ground again, she taking a deep breath of her own " I think I moved on Surion..." why did she say think? That sightly startled her " I have a adopted son by the name of Seiji. And I have an awesome guy in my life...his name is Lucas..." pausing again, she looks back up at him " And they both me alot to me...." if they did then why was she standing here with Surion. It just didn't make any sense to her right now. He closes his eyes for a moment hearing her words, "I think one of the last things I remember, that was a topic for us..." his hand fists against his side hitting the side of his leg "I wish I had my life back, the rest of what I don't remember...." he opens his eyes but is looking up as he whispers two more words very very quietly "and you" although he was starting to wonder if any of that would ever happen, if he should fight for it, or let her go... he really didn't knowTinania heard every word he spoke, except the last two. Her eyes fell close as she held her hands over her chest. A faint pink light forms around her body as she folds her wings behind her back. Opening her eyes, they were a deep emerald green as she opens her hand. A large ball of glowing light floats above her hands before it flies out of her hand, embedding itself into his chest. The glowing light wraps itself not only wrap Surion's heart, but his soul while it is at it. Every locked memory is unleash in one fold, swarming his mind as it helps him remember everything he once was, and who he should be. Dropping to the ground, Tinania labors in her breathing as she rest her hands on the ground. Her wings seem almost dull, but very slowly the color was coming back to them. She had only use a small amount of her magic at the moment, so it didn't cause as much damage as the last wish had. She felt a shift within her own soul, something was different. And it scared her, she seen him mouth something, but what she didn't know. Surion looks down sensing the light, his eyes widen as her hands move and the light enters him. He almost saw nothing at all as his mind was flooded over with memories, everything, no rock left unturned, his childhood, his parents, his friends, her, everything. In the time this happened, the small jaguar patterned dragonette had been watching and he skitters out of the saddlebag over to the pair, but instead of Surion, he moves into her lapWhen the flood slowed he looked down at her, somewhat in shock but yet not. He moved to her level and looked at her, breathing deeply he wanted to help, to help her energy, he still didnt speak, in fact the only noise was the dragonette chitteringTinania kept breath hard before she chuckles looking down at Senti " I'm alright my friend.." carefully lifting her trembling hand, she runs it over the top of his head. She was lying, and she knew it. Something wasn't right, not with the way she felt the shift. But she didn't dare look up just yet, she had to get herself back together first. Surion watches her "Nani... you just gave it all back to me... didn't you" he asks softly ignoring the chittering of the dragon in his head. He reaches to brush her bangs from her face, this simple touch giving her some of his energy.The dragonette stayed where he was in her lap watching her and chittering stillTinania nods slowly as she looks up at Surion " Yes I did, just like you asked...." shaking her head she feels the energy flowing out of his hand " You don't have to do that, I will be fine in a matter of seconds.." what she said was true, as she stood slowly holding Senti in her arms. After a moment, she carefully place the dragonette back onto Surion's shoulder where it belongs. Her eyes sparing a glance into his before she looks away " I should be going, Seiji is probably missing me by now. And probably giving Lucas a hard time." Just like he asked, he swallows moving to stand when she did... He didn't say anything for a moment He didn't know if she'd even heard everything he'd wanted... asked... "You've said you should be going all the time you've been here... " he licks his lips listening to her words and hearing the name of the male, he wanted to know if she actually had given it all back. He hesitated only a moment before doing the thing he wanted at least one more time before she would leave... He moves a hand to turn her head back and kisses her, it was filled with all the passion she'd unlocked within him.Senti chitters, wrapping his tail around Surion's upper arm growing silent as Surion moves to kissTinania struggles for a moment, like she always did in the past before relaxing. Her lips move under his, as she steps closer to him. Her arms going around his waist as she actually purrs. Her wings unfold as she moves one hand, to run it up through his hair. Her body came alive, that old spark shattered through all the walls she put up against the very man standing before her. He could remember his past, he could remember his present, and he was thanking the gods he believed in that he could again. He wraps his arms around her as he felt her grip. He wanted to know where they stood, but was so scared to ask.... He would just wait, at the moment he really did not want to move away from the kissPulling back from the kiss, she kept her eyes close for a moment as she tries to think. Her heart was beating so hard, she could hear it actually in her ears. Licking at her now dry lips, she opens her eyes slowly to look up at Surion " You mouthed something when you made that wish. Surion what was that last part you wished?" Surion opens his eyes looking the short distance into her eyes listening to her question. He could feel her heart "you" he replies quietly, he had to answer her honestlyTensing she pulls away from him as she shakes her head " Surion...why? Why did you bond me to you?" swallowing, she hiccups as she steps pass him, her body trembling " I'm with Lucas, and I have a son...." even as she said this, her body was growing cold just from not being next to him. What had he done to her? Why was she scared to leave his sight, or go back to Lucas? "I didnt expect you to grant me what I had said, I didn't expect you to use your powers to grant what I had said." He bites his lip and turns his body as she moved "I know you have someone, I know you have a adopted child, this isn't info I am pushing aside lightly..." He really didn't know what to do or say nowShaking her head, she was shaking badly now as she steps out of the building " I need to go...I have to..." looking back, her eyes shift in color only for a moment. Chewing on her bottom lip, she makes her way to her car, only to pause as she goes to pull the car door open. Damnnit this was hard, she didn't want to leave him... "Nani..." he was torn, he didn't know if he had made a mistake or not... Everything inside him said no, but part of him said he did, after all she had Lucas, she had a child... and he'd been gone so long. He followed her but stopped at the bumper of her car. Tinania just continue to stand there, looking down at her car " The first time I saw you, I swore you were a ghost. Coming back to torture me for something I did wrong. Maybe you still are, trying to torture me soul because it still loves you. I still love you, but I can't do this Surion. Not after everything that has happen." looking up she eyes glisten as she swallows " I no longer live at Emerald Haven, or even our own home as you can tell. I have a estate I must watch over. A son..." pulling out a picture, she place it on the car. Seiji was also a dragon child, just like Surion. In fact he could have been Surion son if anyone were to look at them both " This will confuse him to much, he loves Lucas..." although she never said that she love him herself. Looking back down she closes her eyes " Surion...you have to let me go..." those had to be the hardest words for her to speak. And even after speaking them, she wanted nothing more but to take them back. Surion looks at the picture picking it up, somehow he wasnt's surprised it had the dragonic heritage it appeared to have, he always did wonder what a child they might have had would look like. He moves towards her and holds the picture back out to her, he was beginning to regret his wish, her child meant so much to her. "I don't know how Nani.. I honestly dont... Now moreso then before, how do you let the one that holds every bit of your heart captive go?" His words were quiet, he was doing everything in his power to hold back his own tears, he did not want her to see him cry, he knew it would make this situation even harder then it already was... for both of them.This was killing her inside, and she could tell it was hurting him. Turning towards him, she wraps her arms around his waist as she buries her face against his chest " I love you, I always have..." shaking her head she looks up at him, the tears rolling down her cheeks " I still want you in my life Surion, but you have to let me have time to heal. You leaving me, nearly destroyed me. And although I want to just forget that, I can't.." lifting her hand, she runs it over his cheek as she attempts a smile for him. Leaning up, she brushes a small kiss against his lips. It wasn't a goodbye, just a simple kiss that meant so much more then she could tell him right now. He nods slowly listening to her words as she spoke. "I love you too Nani... you have no idea how much I regret talking to dragono, for bringing him to our home, and accepting his request to meet his friend." It was teh first time he'd said those specific words to her since she'd returned his memories 'I love you' and as hard as Surion was trying he couldn't keep a couple tears from forming which he used a single hand to wipe away quickly hoping she wouldnt see as he held her while she cried against him. "Letting you heal, letting your heart heal from the pain I caused, is a far easier thing to do then to completely let you go... " his words interupted as her lips met his and he returned the kiss. ~ 7 ~
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Posted: September 1st 2008 Transcribed from hereA Dragon Should Never Forget ~ 2 Tinania broke the kiss only to rest her forehead against Surion's own forehead. Her body was trembling badly, but because she was hurting far to much inside right now. Taking a deep breath, she left her hand resting against his cheek. Eyes falling close, she shakes her head alittle " Why can't I just take the next step...and walk away...?" "I would say probably the same reason I kept coming back after I could, the same reason I waited for you as a kid when I saw those pictures on your computer..." He pauses just holding her silently for a few minutes before continuing "Are you sure our mothers didn't use magic when they played matchmakers?" he asks softly in a level voice, he wasn't teasing, but he also would not have put it past either of their mothers.Shaking her head Tinania chuckles before she looks up at him " My mother wouldn't have, she not that mean. Even if she has the blood of a bad wizard running through her." looking back down, she chews on her bottom lip for a moment as she thought of his word. She knew why he kept coming back to her, but she was trying not to think of it like that. No, she couldn't allow this to happen. Not again, she wouldn't be able to handle it. And she had Lucas and Seiji. Feeling her move her head away he opens his eyes and looks down at her "I doubt mom even has that kind of magic... my mom at least..." Surion watches for a time "What are you thinking?" he asks softly "I know you are thinking about something, you always chew on your lip like that when you are" Looking up, Tinania blushes before she looks away " Nothing really, I promise." she knew that was a lie, but how could she tell him she was second guessing herself? Taking a step out of his arms, she bumps rack into the car. Resting back against it, she leans back on her elbows as she looks up at the sky. All she had to do was get into the car. So simple. "You either are fibbing... or you changed your habits" he muses his hands sliding away from their hold. He did not step away from her at all. He was watching her for a time. "So, if you arent thinking about something... Whats on your mind then?" he asks and rubs his upper arm, over the scars that were visibleTinania looks away before she closes her eyes. She didn't speak at all, after all how was she suppose to tell him that he was on her mind. With a sigh, she lays back on the hood of her car. She was cursing herself for her powers, and him for making the wish. Not getting any reply to his question Surion moves away a bit and then sits on the corner of the hood, one foot up on the bumper. His eyes drifted to the bike for a moment, he really wasn't sure what to say next without a reply to his questionOpening her eyes she glances over at Surion. Sliding off the car, she moves around him " I was thinking of you, being with you again. And I will let you decide what I mean by that." pulling out her keys, she pops the car door open. Looking back towards Surion, there was something in her eyes but it was hidden really well. " I really should be going...." He looks up as he hears her speak, blinking and then nodding before pushing away from the hood of her car. "Nani... " he walks over to her stopping her from climbing in at least for a moment giving her cheek a soft kiss before speaking "Know that I am sorry I did anything that hurt you, if there was a way to undo it all I would... I will wait for you, I know you need time to heal... Hopefully there a chance at starting over some time, you can always contact me here through my mail bin, I'm sure to be in Gaia even more... I still hope for a reason to move back full time... Just know that no matter what... I love you" he pauses "I know you have to head out, but please... I won't disappear again, so I'm praying you won't either..." He backs up a step so she is capable of closing her car door againTinania lifts her hand to brush her cheek before looking back at Surion " I'll never leave, this is my home. Just like it should be yours, as it was before.." turning away from him, she climbs into the drivers seat only to sit there for a moment. Her eyes looking at the wheel. Shaking her head, she chews on her bottom lip again for a moment. Why couldn't he just tell her he didn't want her to leave. Take her, then she would struggle like always. With a sigh, she turns the car over. The rumble from the engine hiding the sniffle as a single tear fell again. "Oh screw it" he says suddenly his keen draconic hearing picking up both sounds, hoping she wouldnt put it into gear as he did this he leans over the door moving a hand to turn her head towards him and gives her a kiss that topped all others that he'd given her yet that dayTinania blinks as she struggles to not move the car thanks to the kiss. Pulling back she looks up at Surion slightly in shock " Are you trying to get us both killed?" her cheeks were hot, as the blush rose to her skin. Damn him, she was close to just leaving before he kissed her. "Killed no, but... I cant just let you drive away, not without you knowing that by Visha... I'll be damned if you don't know that that you cannot give your heart to two people, and I know you gave me yours a very long time ago, just as you hold mine. Nothing about that will ever change... I've always accepted everything about you, all the familiars you've had, all the friends, everything, it was my pleasure ... I don't know why you might think I wouldnt accept yet another addition to that crowd, no matter how they are related to you" he was holding the car doorTinania looks away from Surion before she shakes her head " It won't work, Lucas, he my lover. Just as I am his, and I don't think he the type to share.." looking up at Surion, she looks back to his lips before looking away again " Please Surion..." she was trembling, and her voice was a whisper. " Seiji is his adopted son also, and I don't see him willing to give that up..." "Your lover, but is he your beloved, do you love him, can you honestly say that you have given your heart to him fully and unquestioningly. Tell me that Nani... don't lie, please... tell me an honest answer. There is a huge difference between those two things..." He stares at her trying to see into her eyes as much as possible, everything he remembered of their relationship had told him he had never been one to share either.Tinania looks away, her wings fluttering as she looks down at the wheel again. Shaking her head, she licks her bottom lip " I need to go Surion, please..." she couldn't answer him, and she refused to allow him to know the answer. Sadly she wasn't even sure herself, before she did love Lucas. Now she was confused as ever, how could she love two people? It wasn't right and she knew it. He stood upright "I don't understand why you can't answer that... You know your heart better then anyone.. just as I know mine.... And I know you have mine, unquestioningly, completely, and without any restriction." he tells her just loud enough that she could hear him over the engine, he let his hand drop from the door.Tinania sits there for a moment, before she turns off the engine " I'm torn, you happy. I am torn right in half. I love Lucas, but I love you also. But I can't have the both of you. Even you know this as well as I do." smacking her hand against the wheel a few times, she leans her head back " You think if I already knew what my heart wanted, I wouldn't have acted on it? Damnnit Surion, its not suppose to be like this!" "No, I'm not happy, but at least you are being honest with me, and thats what I wanted." He pauses and watches her "Nani, you are right it's not, I wasn't supposed to vanish on you, I wasn't supposed to lose my memories, I wasn't even supposed to be gone longer then the time it took you to get off from work the day after you saw me before I disappeared... Hell we were supposed to be married a year ago... So you are completely correct it isn't supposed to be this way, life wasn't supposed to be unfair to either of us and it has been." nothing about his voice was anything but just scared of what his future now held, not harsh in any way.Tinania kept quiet for a moment, before her eyes widen at his word of marriage. His people, the song that night. Looking towards Surion, she bites down hard on her life as she bites back a swear. It would mean in his peoples eyes she was still married to him " Surion...I need you to just let me go...please...Forget that I was ever here. Go back to your new home.." Please, in all that is good don't let him call her out on his peoples vows. She wouldn't be able to turn away. She knew it. "You give me back everything that I am, and was and you ask me to let you go and forget it all? I dont know how, I don't know that I could. How can I call Faerun home, after everything that has happened today? You told me this should still be my home, my home had a mate... It had life in it..." his words were soft, he truely did love her, and he didn't WANT her to leave him at all... As much as he knew she'd have to go back to her son at some pointTinania whimpers before she shakes her head " I need you to let me go Surion, please. I am begging you, if you love me you will." please don't remember that one piece that could keep me here for good. Looking away from him, she turns on the engine again. She had to just get away, then he would leave. This whole thing would be over. Surion stares at her and hears her whimper "I'll let ya head out, go back to that new Haven you live at, but Nani I can never let my heart let you go, one mate, for all my life, the ways of my people as I remember them... both mom's side... and dad's... I love you more then I can ever say in words to you, you are my Melamin for now and for ever. Remember that, while you sort out your own heart...." He doesnt move away from where he stood, though if she REALLY wanted to pull away she'd not roll over his toes.Tinania closes her eyes taking a deep breath, without saying so much as goodbye she pulls out of the driveway. She didn't look back at him at all as she moves down the street heading back towards the end of Barton. She had to get ahold of herself, she didn't need to explain what was going on to Lucas. Not yet, it would be far to soon and she knew it would cause nothing but drama between them both. Surion watched her until she was no longer visible. And even then he didnt move from where he was for a long while after she had disappeared from sight. He had more in his mind now then ever before and he didn't know what to do. It wouldn't be for another good 20 minutes before he mounted the bike to head out himself.~ 8 ~
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Pixie Krysta Ordreg Vice Captain
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Pixie Krysta Ordreg Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun Sep 07, 2008 10:54 pm
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