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 Posted: Sat Mar 19, 2011 9:06 pm
Same with me most of the time d: The songs I end up liking tend to have really depressing messages, but I love them anyway. Most of my iPod is filled with sad/angry/broken songs /:
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Posted: Sat Mar 19, 2011 10:19 pm
Flogging Molly, Tantric, Nightwish, and Glenlevit. The Scotch, not a band. I am dismally lamenting a mediocre grade. Yeah, I know I sound like an academic diva and I don't give a damn. cry
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ScarletFrost Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun Mar 20, 2011 9:06 am
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/af_libyaHurray, now we are at war with Libya... or atleast they think we are.... Bets on how long it will take to need ground troops there? i bet...3 months....
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Posted: Sun Mar 20, 2011 2:43 pm
FINALLY, everything's finished.  
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Posted: Tue Mar 22, 2011 6:43 am
Man! This has been a pretty busy weekend!
I've been keeping an eye on the deal with Libya, but hopefully my husband will not be deployed since he is gue to get out in May. But if they do give him another contract he may be going... Especially since he will be making and maning an airfield... If the U.S. is smart we won't send in any troops, but keep going aftet the government. Last I heard there were 64 government officials dead. Not a bad start.
On a worse note... My husband went to the dinner Saturday. I wanted to kill him. So did my mom and brother... I'm still shunnin him right now. He does not understand how it was a slap in my face... He doesn't think he chose mommy over me... I do not understand how he doesn't see my side... So when we go to our therapy I am definitely bringing that up because it hurt me... And I'm not going to get over it any time soon.
But other than that, it's been pretty good. I got to go riding for an hour and a half yesterday. Then my husband got on my horse and almost got thrown off. He had no clue what he was doing and my horse did not like that. I wish he had gotten bucked off...
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Posted: Tue Mar 22, 2011 9:17 am
Aakosir Man! This has been a pretty busy weekend!
I've been keeping an eye on the deal with Libya, but hopefully my husband will not be deployed since he is gue to get out in May. But if they do give him another contract he may be going... Especially since he will be making and maning an airfield... If the U.S. is smart we won't send in any troops, but keep going aftet the government. Last I heard there were 64 government officials dead. Not a bad start.
On a worse note... My husband went to the dinner Saturday. I wanted to kill him. So did my mom and brother... I'm still shunnin him right now. He does not understand how it was a slap in my face... He doesn't think he chose mommy over me... I do not understand how he doesn't see my side... So when we go to our therapy I am definitely bringing that up because it hurt me... And I'm not going to get over it any time soon.
But other than that, it's been pretty good. I got to go riding for an hour and a half yesterday. Then my husband got on my horse and almost got thrown off. He had no clue what he was doing and my horse did not like that. I wish he had gotten bucked off... I was afraid of this, but i kept my mouth shut. Simply put, you can NOT tell him he CAN NOT go to see his family. all you can do is refuse to go. Why? i will break it down. 1. it was for his grandparents. not his mother therefore you are not rallying against his mother, but his WHOLE family. 2. telling him he can not go, will automatically set him on the defensive. He is already getting s**t from his mother, your adding to it. your fighting a loosing battle as long as you continue to FIGHT it, YES his mother was going to say horrible things about you but what would have happened after that dinner, if he came home, and was greeted with a Hug, a Kiss, and a happy home? instead of a angry wife? Then whose the problem? YOU.. or his MOTHER? you HAVE to kill this with kindness. You are going to HAVE to stop allowing his mother to manipulate YOU into being a b***h, becuase that is what she is doing. she is screwing up your relationship becuase YOU are letting her call the shots. You can not let her bother you, or you will lose. >.> it sucks, but you can't try to separate them.. or she will use that against you.
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Posted: Tue Mar 22, 2011 10:08 am
shandrel Aakosir Man! This has been a pretty busy weekend!
I've been keeping an eye on the deal with Libya, but hopefully my husband will not be deployed since he is gue to get out in May. But if they do give him another contract he may be going... Especially since he will be making and maning an airfield... If the U.S. is smart we won't send in any troops, but keep going aftet the government. Last I heard there were 64 government officials dead. Not a bad start.
On a worse note... My husband went to the dinner Saturday. I wanted to kill him. So did my mom and brother... I'm still shunnin him right now. He does not understand how it was a slap in my face... He doesn't think he chose mommy over me... I do not understand how he doesn't see my side... So when we go to our therapy I am definitely bringing that up because it hurt me... And I'm not going to get over it any time soon.
But other than that, it's been pretty good. I got to go riding for an hour and a half yesterday. Then my husband got on my horse and almost got thrown off. He had no clue what he was doing and my horse did not like that. I wish he had gotten bucked off... I was afraid of this, but i kept my mouth shut. Simply put, you can NOT tell him he CAN NOT go to see his family. all you can do is refuse to go. Why? i will break it down. 1. it was for his grandparents. not his mother therefore you are not rallying against his mother, but his WHOLE family. 2. telling him he can not go, will automatically set him on the defensive. He is already getting s**t from his mother, your adding to it. your fighting a loosing battle as long as you continue to FIGHT it, YES his mother was going to say horrible things about you but what would have happened after that dinner, if he came home, and was greeted with a Hug, a Kiss, and a happy home? instead of a angry wife? Then whose the problem? YOU.. or his MOTHER? you HAVE to kill this with kindness. You are going to HAVE to stop allowing his mother to manipulate YOU into being a b***h, becuase that is what she is doing. she is screwing up your relationship becuase YOU are letting her call the shots. You can not let her bother you, or you will lose. >.> it sucks, but you can't try to separate them.. or she will use that against you.
He just told me the other day that his grandparents said they wanted to see him... Then he tells me the sister's bf isn't going. He's not a spouse! Then he tells me the girl that is living at their house didn't go. What the hell argument is that!? I don't give a s**t about the random girl that is living at their house. But I did bring up that his mom would have never helped me out like that. I'm pretty sure he knows it too... I'm just fighting a losing battle right now because she's playing her "she's hurting my feelings" cards then I hear about it an flip s**t... I think maybe if I confront him about how she has hurt me in the past 4 years that may help? I have no clue... But I'm not going to ignore this. I can't... It's just simply not my nature.
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Posted: Tue Mar 22, 2011 10:16 am
Aakosir shandrel Aakosir Man! This has been a pretty busy weekend!
I've been keeping an eye on the deal with Libya, but hopefully my husband will not be deployed since he is gue to get out in May. But if they do give him another contract he may be going... Especially since he will be making and maning an airfield... If the U.S. is smart we won't send in any troops, but keep going aftet the government. Last I heard there were 64 government officials dead. Not a bad start.
On a worse note... My husband went to the dinner Saturday. I wanted to kill him. So did my mom and brother... I'm still shunnin him right now. He does not understand how it was a slap in my face... He doesn't think he chose mommy over me... I do not understand how he doesn't see my side... So when we go to our therapy I am definitely bringing that up because it hurt me... And I'm not going to get over it any time soon.
But other than that, it's been pretty good. I got to go riding for an hour and a half yesterday. Then my husband got on my horse and almost got thrown off. He had no clue what he was doing and my horse did not like that. I wish he had gotten bucked off... I was afraid of this, but i kept my mouth shut. Simply put, you can NOT tell him he CAN NOT go to see his family. all you can do is refuse to go. Why? i will break it down. 1. it was for his grandparents. not his mother therefore you are not rallying against his mother, but his WHOLE family. 2. telling him he can not go, will automatically set him on the defensive. He is already getting s**t from his mother, your adding to it. your fighting a loosing battle as long as you continue to FIGHT it, YES his mother was going to say horrible things about you but what would have happened after that dinner, if he came home, and was greeted with a Hug, a Kiss, and a happy home? instead of a angry wife? Then whose the problem? YOU.. or his MOTHER? you HAVE to kill this with kindness. You are going to HAVE to stop allowing his mother to manipulate YOU into being a b***h, becuase that is what she is doing. she is screwing up your relationship becuase YOU are letting her call the shots. You can not let her bother you, or you will lose. >.> it sucks, but you can't try to separate them.. or she will use that against you.
He just told me the other day that his grandparents said they wanted to see him... Then he tells me the sister's bf isn't going. He's not a spouse! Then he tells me the girl that is living at their house didn't go. What the hell argument is that!? I don't give a s**t about the random girl that is living at their house. But I did bring up that his mom would have never helped me out like that. I'm pretty sure he knows it too... I'm just fighting a losing battle right now because she's playing her "she's hurting my feelings" cards then I hear about it an flip s**t... I think maybe if I confront him about how she has hurt me in the past 4 years that may help? I have no clue... But I'm not going to ignore this. I can't... It's just simply not my nature.Well i didn't say anything becuase i wasn't sure honestly, if you would listen. " It's just so hard because I am so stubborn and have a very hard time retaliating with kindness... "Confronting him, is a LOST cause, you've already screwed that up. seriously now all he hears is b***h b***h b***h from you, and b***h b***h b***h from her. He's GOING to snap one of these days. and who do you want it to be on? You? or his Mother?
"But I'm not going to ignore this. I can't... It's just simply not my nature"this is why you will loose this war. Seriously. And i am not kidding, and it saddens me. You do seem to be making the same mistakes i did. >.> and i learned the hard way, i lost my husband AND my child.
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Posted: Tue Mar 22, 2011 10:25 am
shandrel Aakosir shandrel Aakosir Man! This has been a pretty busy weekend!
I've been keeping an eye on the deal with Libya, but hopefully my husband will not be deployed since he is gue to get out in May. But if they do give him another contract he may be going... Especially since he will be making and maning an airfield... If the U.S. is smart we won't send in any troops, but keep going aftet the government. Last I heard there were 64 government officials dead. Not a bad start.
On a worse note... My husband went to the dinner Saturday. I wanted to kill him. So did my mom and brother... I'm still shunnin him right now. He does not understand how it was a slap in my face... He doesn't think he chose mommy over me... I do not understand how he doesn't see my side... So when we go to our therapy I am definitely bringing that up because it hurt me... And I'm not going to get over it any time soon.
But other than that, it's been pretty good. I got to go riding for an hour and a half yesterday. Then my husband got on my horse and almost got thrown off. He had no clue what he was doing and my horse did not like that. I wish he had gotten bucked off... I was afraid of this, but i kept my mouth shut. Simply put, you can NOT tell him he CAN NOT go to see his family. all you can do is refuse to go. Why? i will break it down. 1. it was for his grandparents. not his mother therefore you are not rallying against his mother, but his WHOLE family. 2. telling him he can not go, will automatically set him on the defensive. He is already getting s**t from his mother, your adding to it. your fighting a loosing battle as long as you continue to FIGHT it, YES his mother was going to say horrible things about you but what would have happened after that dinner, if he came home, and was greeted with a Hug, a Kiss, and a happy home? instead of a angry wife? Then whose the problem? YOU.. or his MOTHER? you HAVE to kill this with kindness. You are going to HAVE to stop allowing his mother to manipulate YOU into being a b***h, becuase that is what she is doing. she is screwing up your relationship becuase YOU are letting her call the shots. You can not let her bother you, or you will lose. >.> it sucks, but you can't try to separate them.. or she will use that against you.
He just told me the other day that his grandparents said they wanted to see him... Then he tells me the sister's bf isn't going. He's not a spouse! Then he tells me the girl that is living at their house didn't go. What the hell argument is that!? I don't give a s**t about the random girl that is living at their house. But I did bring up that his mom would have never helped me out like that. I'm pretty sure he knows it too... I'm just fighting a losing battle right now because she's playing her "she's hurting my feelings" cards then I hear about it an flip s**t... I think maybe if I confront him about how she has hurt me in the past 4 years that may help? I have no clue... But I'm not going to ignore this. I can't... It's just simply not my nature.Well i didn't say anything becuase i wasn't sure honestly, if you would listen. " It's just so hard because I am so stubborn and have a very hard time retaliating with kindness... "Confronting him, is a LOST cause, you've already screwed that up. seriously now all he hears is b***h b***h b***h from you, and b***h b***h b***h from her. He's GOING to snap one of these days. and who do you want it to be on? You? or his Mother?
"But I'm not going to ignore this. I can't... It's just simply not my nature"this is why you will loose this war. Seriously. And i am not kidding, and it saddens me. You do seem to be making the same mistakes i did. >.> and i learned the hard way, i lost my husband AND my child.
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Posted: Tue Mar 22, 2011 10:42 am
Aakosir shandrel Aakosir shandrel Aakosir Man! This has been a pretty busy weekend!
I've been keeping an eye on the deal with Libya, but hopefully my husband will not be deployed since he is gue to get out in May. But if they do give him another contract he may be going... Especially since he will be making and maning an airfield... If the U.S. is smart we won't send in any troops, but keep going aftet the government. Last I heard there were 64 government officials dead. Not a bad start.
On a worse note... My husband went to the dinner Saturday. I wanted to kill him. So did my mom and brother... I'm still shunnin him right now. He does not understand how it was a slap in my face... He doesn't think he chose mommy over me... I do not understand how he doesn't see my side... So when we go to our therapy I am definitely bringing that up because it hurt me... And I'm not going to get over it any time soon.
But other than that, it's been pretty good. I got to go riding for an hour and a half yesterday. Then my husband got on my horse and almost got thrown off. He had no clue what he was doing and my horse did not like that. I wish he had gotten bucked off... I was afraid of this, but i kept my mouth shut. Simply put, you can NOT tell him he CAN NOT go to see his family. all you can do is refuse to go. Why? i will break it down. 1. it was for his grandparents. not his mother therefore you are not rallying against his mother, but his WHOLE family. 2. telling him he can not go, will automatically set him on the defensive. He is already getting s**t from his mother, your adding to it. your fighting a loosing battle as long as you continue to FIGHT it, YES his mother was going to say horrible things about you but what would have happened after that dinner, if he came home, and was greeted with a Hug, a Kiss, and a happy home? instead of a angry wife? Then whose the problem? YOU.. or his MOTHER? you HAVE to kill this with kindness. You are going to HAVE to stop allowing his mother to manipulate YOU into being a b***h, becuase that is what she is doing. she is screwing up your relationship becuase YOU are letting her call the shots. You can not let her bother you, or you will lose. >.> it sucks, but you can't try to separate them.. or she will use that against you.
He just told me the other day that his grandparents said they wanted to see him... Then he tells me the sister's bf isn't going. He's not a spouse! Then he tells me the girl that is living at their house didn't go. What the hell argument is that!? I don't give a s**t about the random girl that is living at their house. But I did bring up that his mom would have never helped me out like that. I'm pretty sure he knows it too... I'm just fighting a losing battle right now because she's playing her "she's hurting my feelings" cards then I hear about it an flip s**t... I think maybe if I confront him about how she has hurt me in the past 4 years that may help? I have no clue... But I'm not going to ignore this. I can't... It's just simply not my nature.Well i didn't say anything becuase i wasn't sure honestly, if you would listen. " It's just so hard because I am so stubborn and have a very hard time retaliating with kindness... "Confronting him, is a LOST cause, you've already screwed that up. seriously now all he hears is b***h b***h b***h from you, and b***h b***h b***h from her. He's GOING to snap one of these days. and who do you want it to be on? You? or his Mother?
"But I'm not going to ignore this. I can't... It's just simply not my nature"this is why you will loose this war. Seriously. And i am not kidding, and it saddens me. You do seem to be making the same mistakes i did. >.> and i learned the hard way, i lost my husband AND my child. The only way to win, is to kill her with kindness.. i suggest looking up a kickboxing class, or start working out, put your anger into that..... now, if he asks, if your upset over something she does go ahead and say Yes, but tell him that you know, he doesn't need more stress, and you love him... don't go into it, don't let her get to you, you are letting HER control you....don't give her that anymore.
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Posted: Tue Mar 22, 2011 7:09 pm
Heh, I just had a thought... If I actually had a boyfriend (You guessed it, I'm single and not looking for a relationship right now, just waiting for my soulmate to pop up... -.-), I would melt right away if he went through all the trouble to learn this song: Oyasumi no Uta either on the piano or actually sang it... I don't melt too easily sometimes, but it would be so sweet since it's one of my favorites... ^.^ Buuuut, I don't have a boyfriend, lolz. ^.^
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Posted: Tue Mar 22, 2011 7:20 pm
If there's one thing of which I can be sure, it's that I lack the amount of self-confidence needed to pursue a relationship.
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Posted: Tue Mar 22, 2011 7:39 pm
All the guys I know personally (through school and stuff like that) are all jerks or immature, the way I see it. Maybe they'll grow up in a few years, but I wouldn't want to be in a relationship with someone immature like some of my classmates.
-.- I understand that not all boys at age 15 are immature, but so far, I haven't personally met any face to face. *sigh* Oh well.
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Posted: Thu Mar 24, 2011 4:42 am
wondering if that was alienware......i want my desktop back gonk
wow...(warning complaining ahead) in my other guild, i made a spring stalker event. put all the rules up (i thought) and im still having PMs about it. i even sent out who stalks who. -_-; so i get...."can you change this person?" um..no. sent every one a name. and im taking the liberty of buying each a gift (they dont know) .....i think this will be the last event i do there. i pretty much run the guild on my own now....ugh.
anyhoot.
anyone interested in Avon stuff?
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Posted: Thu Mar 24, 2011 10:18 am
shandrel The only way to win, is to kill her with kindness.. i suggest looking up a kickboxing class, or start working out, put your anger into that..... now, if he asks, if your upset over something she does go ahead and say Yes, but tell him that you know, he doesn't need more stress, and you love him... don't go into it, don't let her get to you, you are letting HER control you....don't give her that anymore.
His sister sent him a message saying he should bring our daughter to her work so she could play, since she works at one of those bounce house places. He showed me the message and I said something like "I'm sorry, but they do not deserve to see Elena. And I have three years of reasons why." He was okay with that, I guess since he doesn't get along with his sister. He asked what about his dad. I said "You're dad's absolutely fine, but your mom and sister, no." Then we went an had dinner with his grandparents that night. So it's not like I'm shutting them all out, just the two bitches...
SAVVY is no longer SAVVY??? It's only been under new management for what, two weeks? And they already changed the name... Um....
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