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"How can you hate him? he wishes me dead, you may owe him your life but what is more important to you? The fact he brought you back to life or me? Would you rather asociate with a man that wishes to anihilate the one you love along with the world you grew up in just because he brought you back from the dead or would you rather show the one you claim to love that he has your support. make a choice Luna, that is all you need to do. Chose me or him cause I am sick of chosing you all the time and getting nothing but griefe from old enemies and other little runts that just cannot seem to get the message, that wish me dead and you protect them. So Luna, make your choice here and now." Shadow said. He could not help but feel a terrible anger within him. It was finaly time for Luna to make her choice since he was terribly sick of always having to make the choices. When Blade showed up he had the choice of killing him and losing Luna or just puttign up with it. So he put up with Blade. Then Adrin came along and the same situation arose. he had to put up with an annoyance that kept trying to steal her away and could do nothing about it because it was Luna's firend. And now Luna has befriened someoen that has a very large army and wants Shadow dead. It has to be the final strw here.

"I have made a choice for you. I have chosen you time and time again over my better instict that told me just to leave you to do what you wanted to do. If I had killed Blade back then I would have lost you, I put it aside and held back so I could stay with you and Adrin... I had to stop myself from killing him time and time again. I chose you over the satisfaction of seeing that mut die. So don't you even think of saying that I have never chosen you over everything else. i have doen alot so I could be with you and yet you always seem to try and push my further away with your choices, all of your choices seemed to have been designed to push us further apart." Shadow said. he was finaly gettign all of this out into the open, all of his little problems all the little things that Luna did not know. this is how he had felt at times during their relationship, this is what he needed to be addressed for quite some time. "You on the other hand have always chosen against me, always siding with everyone else other than me. i think this may have been the first time you have chosen me over them."

"I couldn't just tell you this. Everything else was good so I just pushed it aside and let everything go on but now I just can't hold it back because it has gone well over the top." Shadow said, he was starting to feel a little better now that all of this was getting out into the open, feeling a great deal better. "You do not chose me all the time. It doe snto matter if Blade wanted to be a firend again, he should have confronted me directly, faced me and redeemed himself for his actions. You should not have got in the way of that. He nearly killed you after all. What sort of sign was that to me? If he really wanted me to listen to him he knew how to go about it, otherwise he should have just stayed away. You getting involved in all fo that only made things worse. You were always on his side, you never even tried to look at it from my point of veiw. You never tried to understand you just kept pushing things." Shadow let out a heavy sigh. he never thought he would be syaing this to her but it had started so the rest would need to come out. "Adrin I understand is your friend but you should have controled him. You say he will only ever be a friend to you but he does not look at it that way. He wants you as his wife and always will. He does not try to hide it at all, he openly advances on you especialy while I am there. How do you think that made me feel? you never took the time to look at it from my perspective. Everytiem I spoke my mind on that you automaticaly took his side and shut my words out. Do you have any idea how that feels? So the only choice I had then was to be angry or leave you, I chose to stay with you and just be angry. It hurts every time you take their side over mine and hurts even more when you do not even try to look at things from my perspective. And then you go and do soemthing like talkign to raven agreeing to go away with him. Did you not even try and think about how that would have made me feel?" Shadow spewed all of thsi out, once it had started it was impossable to stop until it was all out and he just hoped that luna would atleast begin to understand things.

Shadow shook his head, "What gave you the impressiont hat the best place to be would be with one who wishes serious harm upon me? Why would you going to stay with him really help me think about anything? I mean the guy wishes me dead all that says to me is good bye. If you wnated to help me then you are going the complet wrong way. i can understand wantign to get away for a little while but with him? You do not need to apply much thought to discover that doing that would only push me away completly." Shadow let out another sigh. All of this was hard, he did feel terrible for forcing Luna to coem to terms with this all but it just had to be done, she needed to understand things. "If you really want to help me you would just stay away from those who wish me harm, who wish death upon me because then i would not need to worry. Staying out of the way would be a bad thing if anythign I need to stay out of the way so I can clear everythign up and think properly. You just leaving would caus eme hell." Shadow said.

Renna smiled. "Happy to help mom." she said then went back tp eating.

Luna stopped when she felt his hand on her shoulder. She bit her lip so not to cry when he was telling her he still wanted her. She covered her face when he held her and began to cry. She wanted to turn and hold him back but wasn't sure if she should. She had so many emotions swirling in her and wondered if Shadow could help her fix them while she helped handle what ever he needed. She still had her hands over face and had a little color on her face now and didn't want him to see it.

Ariana smiled at Renna. "When you're done, you should get cleaned up."