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((saved for Nani's journal entry))

Tinania was already awake , it was early night as she sat out on her balcony looking up at the sky. She was just watching the star and listening to the calm coming from the land around her.

She was thinking over everything that she had learn before she had fallen asleep. Each piece of information she was thinking over carefully then trying to fit it into this puzzle in her mind.

Surion stretched and opened an eye he rubbed the sleep out of them and rolled out of the bed and padded barefoot across the room and stopped behind her. It was cool but it wasn't anything he wasn't already used to. He stuffed his hands in pants pockets and he looked over her shoulder "Hi Melamin, you all right?" he asks. He still had no shirt on and he had not bothered to hide the scars littering his torso

Tinania looked over at him nodding "Yea I just had a nightmare while sleeping and I decide the cool air might do me some good. Did you sleep well?" she tilts her head smiling alittle before she looked back up at the sky. She didn't understand what she had seen in the dream but she woke up trying to breathe. It had been the same dream that was haunting her for weeks now.

"I slept as usual, quiet and empty... Do you need to talk about it? or are you wanting to think about it on your own?" he stepped further onto her deck and turned and leaned against the rail so he could face her...

Tinania looks over at him biting at her bottom lip before she looks back up at the sky "I'm running in the woods from someone. I don't know who though, he attacks me, and stabs me.." she stops shaking alittle "When I fight back the next thing is he pushes me, then I always wake up.. I don't understand what happen.." she places her hand on her chest breathing alittle hard just from the thought of the dream.

Surion stared at her for a moment "You are remembering what happened the night you lost your memories" he tells her gently a slight frown on his face "it was a nightmare in real life too... I'm so very glad your family found you"

Tinania looks over at him arching a brow "You mean that really happen? Its not just a nightmare..." she felt sick to her stomach as she shook her head. She almost didn't want to believe what he has just said.

"Unfortunately I mean it... Tell me Nani.. can you fly now? I mean with those wings?" He had a thought, perhaps she'd like it perhaps not but he had to try. He had to try and calm her. He tips his head to one side peering through the darkness at her

Tinania glances at her wings then back at him nodding "Yea, but not as well as I would like. I almost crashed a few times when I was learning with the fairies" she laughs remembering how if Pielle hadn't caught her she would have smashed into a rock.

Surion nods and ponders this for a moment, "Would you like to go for a fly now? I know a pretty place we could go sit, and you could watch the moon..." he paused and watched her for her reaction "I'll catch you if you have problems... and there wouldn't be anyone there for you to have to worry about remembering"

Tinania bites her bottom lip before nodding "Alright, I guess it couldn't help getting away for a bit." her wings fluttered alittle behind her before she lifted off the ground alittle.

Surion smiles and nods his wings sliding out and unfurling from his back "It's a little ways, on my... mother's land." he holds a hand out to her and stands upright more so he wasn't leaning anymore

Tinania watches him her lips parting alittle as she see the wings just seem to appear. Laughing she just floats there in the air nodding "Alright, hopefully I'll make it all the way there."

"I'll help you if you need help..." he takes ahold of her hand and flaps his large black wings and lifts into the air "It's a lovely night... so there shouldn't be a problem" he hoped at least...

Tinania nods then lifts alittle higher into the air herself. Closing her eyes she feels the breeze brush against her skin. She wasn't going to admit, but she like the feeling of being in the air. She felt free and alive.

Opening her eyes she nods "Lead the way.."

Surion pulled her higher into the air gently and then turned to head toward the Balan land, the place he had in mind was the water falls, He thought it might be rather nice to sit atop them and look at the night sky

Tinania followed him remaining quiet as she watch the land below her, shaking her head she closes her eyes for a second "Water...." it was in her mind another picture only she could also hear running water.

Surion smiled, he never let go of her hand, so that he could make sure she didn't fall. After a time the waterfalls were below and he motioned her to land atop of them and he headed that direction himself. "Water, one of my very favorite things" he chuckles

Tinania nods then moving downward she lightly lands on the rock, it was only then she felt the rock under her foot loosen. Gasping she stumbles backwards off the rocks.

Surion tightens his grip "Nono, not gonna let that" he says to himself more then anything spreading his wings wide to catch the air as he attempts to put his other arm around her waist to catch her "Careful Nani, don't want to fall"

Tinania wraps her arms around his neck hiding her face against his neck. Looking down she laughs alittle shaking her head "That wouldn't have been good." looking at him she smiles "Thank you.."

"I told you I'd protect you... defend you.. and I meant it..." He pulls her back and doesn't let go until she is safely settled on the ground "It's pretty up here... I thought you might like it too... " he didn't want to say anything about past trips there...

Tinania looks around smiling as she stepped away from him "It really is pretty, the sky from up here is amazing." she looks down at the lake looking at it for a moment before she whisper to herself "Lovers in the lake.." shaking her head she turns towards Surion "Thank you for bringing me here.."

"You are welcome Mela... this is a sorta hidden place on the Balan land... it's always quiet and never anyone here... especially now..." He settles and folds his wings against himself looking a the sky. "it kinda gets one away from all the busy-ness round the estate and shop and other places"

Tinania nods still standing as she lifted her hands above her head. Turning she looks at him tiling her head "Were there ever lovers down at that lake?"

Surion chuckles "Yeah... my parents..." he pauses "and us" he looks down at the water, "we've been here before, more then once... my father created this landscape." he looks to her a smile playing at his lips.

Tinania looks down towards the pond then shook her head sighing "We had fun didn't we" she turned to look at him a frown coming to her face "I'm sorry, I know I should be enjoying this, I just can't though. I need something to take my mind off of everything going on this moment.." she turns to look back down at the waterfall

"Don't worry about it, I didn't bring you here to try and remember things... I brought you here to try and relax, cause it's one of the prettiest places I know of that wouldn't have people around" he reaches over and places a hand on hers

Tinania looks down at him then nodding she takes a seat next to him just watching the sky. Licking her bottom lip she glances over at Surion from the corner of her eye. She wanted so much to remember just for him.

Surion hums softly and relaxes a content look on his face. He looks over at her as she sits "Nani, I'm not going to rush you, I will stay by your side and help you though..." He folds his wings completely away and pushes his bangs our of his face

Tinania nods then leaning over over brushing her lisp against his. She didn't understand why she did it, it just felt like something she had to do. Pulling back she blushes alittle "I know.."

Surion purrs a little feeling the warmth of her lips, when she pulls away he lifts a hand and gently runs it along the side of her face." You are very beautiful Nani" he nods looking at her, he couldn't get over how she looked now that she was grown

Tinania blushes then wrinkles her nose up "I still look the same, my hair just grown that is all." with a shrug she leans back on her elbows watching him, with a smirk she crawls over him, then sits in his lap.

"That's just it though Nani... you always have been beautiful... and I know that will never change... but I have to say it... it's as simple as that." Surion tells with a serious look to his face

Tinania giggles shaking her head as she poked his stomach lightly. Seeing the serious look on his face she arches a brow "Serious don't work for you. Aren't you suppose to be playful?" she had without thinking mention something that she would only know from her memories.

Surion stares at her for a second and then bursts out laughing "No I suppose it doesn't, lets see what can I do that's silly... oh I know" and he reaches over and tickles her side keeping the playful look on his face as he does

Tinania squeals with laughter trying to pull away, but instead she goes for his side tickling him "No fair!!" she was giggling as she squirm to get off his lap.

"All's fair mela!" he says laughing and tickling her even more trying to dodge her tickles at the same time but failing

Tinania keeps giggling giving up her tickle attack. Panting she pushes as his chest to get away from him. Without really thinking she lifted her hand to wrap around one of his horns as she kept giggling.

Surion's eyes widen and he stops his tickle mid-tickle 'oh Visha...' he thought to himself, it'd been far too long since that had been done and he'd had his brothers potions "Uhmm" he pauses his voice a lil squeaky "Mela..."

Tinania looked down arching a brow slightly as she watched him. Her hand didn't move "What wrong Surion?"

"Mela..." he licks a lip "I know you dont remember... but... horns are sensitive.. and uhm not in a painful way" he says doing his best to control the urge that was now building inside of him

Tinania looked at his horns before running her hand lightly over it. Pulling her hand hand away she places it in her lap looking down biting her bottom lip. She wasn't sure what she had just done, but for some reason she wanted to do it again.

Looking up her eyes flashed emerald for a moment as she lifted her hand to run a single finger over the horn again just watching him.

Surion took a rather deep breath and tightened one hand into a fist "Mela... " he bites his lip and then opens his eyes and reaches the other hand around her pulling her closer, and without a word he kisses her, pouring his love into the kiss

Tinania gasp under his lips, but instantly she moved her hands to rest them on his chest. She returned the kiss without any shyness this time. Pulling back she breaths in slowly looking into his eyes trying to figure out what she didn't to cause that.

Surion looked into her eyes when she pulled away, "Visha Nani... there is just so much about you that makes it hard to control myself... You just have this way of arousing me... which makes it even harder..." he just held her just watching her wanting to see emotions

Tinania blushes licking her bottom lip then looked back at him, her eyes were pure emerald green but she wasn't acting on it at all. Lifting her finger she runs it lightly over his bottom lip "What am I doing?"

"Teasing me something horrible.. making it more and more difficult to control the urge to take you" He replies never breaking eye contact, he saw the imp surface and smiled. he kisses her finger holding her close

Tinania blushes alittle as her fingers lightly run along his stomach in a slow caress. Her eyes darken even more which for her eyes was something new. Leaning up she brushes her lips against his horns then looks back down at him "I'm sorry...."

"Something tells me you aren't really...." he says panting softly and then tipping his head kisses her neck under the chin purring loudly. his tail twitching behind of him

Tinania shivers then pulls away her cheeks were rosy. Licking her bottom lip she looks down at him "What makes you think I'm not?" she was resting her hands on his side, and although she wasn't meaning to, her nails were digging into his skin.

"Your eyes..." he replies simply growling softly and watching her. He licks his lips and nods slightly letting a stray strand of hair fall over his face as he watches her in the moonlight

Tinania eyes widen then she shook her head "What about my eyes?" she didn't know that they were to the point they started glowing the emerald color. The imp wanted free, but she was controlling her without knowing it.

Leaning forward she brushes his hair from his face, her hand once again brushing against his horn.

"They are green, deep emerald green, the imp is in there, wanting free..." he knew about the imp and smirked a little, at least until she brushed his horn again. "Mela.. " he didn't know what to do... he didn't want to do something that may scare her since she barely remembered him though not what their relationship was, but he was fighting himself as much as she was controlling the imp

Tinania frown then lean back closing her eyes as she brought her hands up to cover her ears. The imp was trying so hard to get free that it was causing more pain.

"Nani I have to cool off..." He says after a moment "Or I'm going to have to do something to relieve this urge..." He tries to maneuver her off his lap, shifting to deal with the uncomfortableness in his pants.

Tinania doesn't move, she couldn't she was in that much pain. Feeling him move under her caused her to loose balance. Reaching out she wrapped her hand around his horn again as the other rested on his lower stomach.

Surion gasps wrapping his arms around her and letting himself tip back.. 'control, must control' he thought to himself though he was close to failing "Mela" he says having a feeling she was hurting, she'd told him about her headaches the night before. He wished to Visha that he could heal that pain... take away her pain

Tinania squeeze his horn alittle harder before she shook her head whimpering "Something trying to tear my head apart..." she looked up tears running down her face, her eyes were a bright emerald green and wouldn't stop glowing.

"The... imp..." he gasped pulling her close and kissing her before breaking the kiss and opening his eyes looking up at her his eyes shifting color to green as he created water on his hands, he knew only one way to push the imp down, though he didn't know if it'd work as he put the cold wetness in the small of her back

Tinania screams against his lips when the cold water touches her back. Pulling back she shivers crawling away from him. She wasn't expecting that and whatever this imp was didn't either. Breathing hard she keeps her eyes closed as the pain starts to die down.

Surion pants closing his eyes and letting the water go away as his eyes returned to normal. "Love you Melamin" he whispers in elven and slowly sits up. it worked for her, but it hadn't for him "I'll be back in a moment I promise... please dont leave" he says and then stands up and dives into the water below

Tinania pulled her knees up to her chest panting as the pain didn't seem to let up. Her eyes although she was hit with the cold water were still emerald green. Placing her hands back on her temples she tries to stop herself from crying.

Surion as promised was back in a matter of a minute wings spread as he landed, "Nani?" he asks kneeling beside her and looking at her with concern before leaning his forehead against hers closing his eyes and praying to Visha to let his own powers to ease her pain

Tinania wrapped her arms around his neck pulling herself close. Sure enough the healing powers were easing the pain out of her mind. Keeping her face hidden she continue t shake "What happen to me...?"

"I don't know love, I don't know... Something with the imp I am guessing.. " he says to her not opening his eyes and not taking focus away from helping her. "I wish I could take all the pain away... all the sadness and tears..." he held back his own tears, he hated to see her in pain

Pulling away she runs her finger along his cheek "I could feel this imp, she was angry that I wouldn't let her free. I wasn't doing anything though." she swallows hard then shivers shaking her head "I really am broken..."

"She's powerful, and at times a lot of fun... she's very... easily aroused, much like the urge my kind gets, I dont believe you are broken, but you just have to find yourself" he says and opens his eyes looking at her

Tinania looks up at his eyes with her emerald green eyes. With a nod she looks down "I wish I could be with you the way I'm suppose to be. I know this isn't easy.." she stops biting her lip hard enough to draw blood.

"You know what though Nani... I love you enough that I will stand with you no matter what" his eyes look at her lips and he lifts a finger to wipe the blood from her lip "Do you want to stay? or do you want to head back?"

Tinania shakes her head "I want to stay, I don't want to head home yet." looking up as he runs his finger along her lip she bites at it lightly pulling it into her mouth. Her eyes never leaving him.

"Then we'll stay, spend time together" his thumb running along her face near her mouth as she bit his finger. He loved her so much, there wasn't anything he wouldn't do for her. He shifts position and pulls her into his lap so she was facing him

Relaxing in his lap she lets his finger fall from her lips. Looking down she closes her eyes just allowing herself to enjoy the moment. Her hair falling around her face as she hummed to herself once again. It was the same tune from when she was walking up the stairs at home. Her wings fluttered alittle behind her as the breeze brushed them.

Surion wraps his free hand around her waist closing his eyes and listening to her for a moment before joining her humming the other side of the song, he was enjoying the time and the feeling of being close with her

Tinania smiles then open her eyes to look up at him "This wasn't as bad as what I did to you on Valentines Day." she pause shaking her head lifting her hand to move through her hair "Okay where did that come from?" she looked back up at him slightly curious as to why she remembered that and why it had a connection to her.

Surion chuckles "No... not as bad, and as for where, I think memories are starting to slowly surface, a good sign I think." he pauses and opens his eyes "Though I would never take back a single moment of that day... or any day with you"

Tinania blushes then placing her hands on top of his legs close to his inner thighs she runs her fingers slowly in a circle motion "What happen that day?" she stops thinking about the memories that were coming back. A small smile formed on her lips, she was happy that her life seem to be coming back to her.

"Well I woke you up, and surprised you with some Elven.. I gave you a gift, and then we spent the day together going all over the place, including some intimate time in a rather... unexpected place..." he gives her a coy grin "and you teasing the hell out of me at Durem Depot.. it was a wonderful day though... one of many I'll never forget"

Tinania blushes a dark red shaking her head "Okay I can understand the imp now. I am really that bad, but in a good way?" with a giggle she leans forward brushing her lips over his chest. She was curious if she could get him the way he was earlier. She knew she shouldn't, but part of her was saying it was something she would do.

"Yes, very much so, but you know.. I'd never ever ask you to change that" he purrs softly feeling her touch "Something tells me you never would, even if I wanted you to" he lifts a hand almost on autopilot and ran a finger along her back brushing against the base of her wing as he moved

Tinania looked up at him licking at her bottom lip for a moment "Why change something? Everyone seem to like who I was." with a shrug she lifted her hand to run through his hair. Her thumb brushing at his horn "And if I'm that much fun, your right I won't change for anyone including you."

"You are right... we do like who you are.. I love who you are" he looks into her face, into her eyes his purr growing louder with the brushing of his horn. "I love you... period" he says and kisses her softly, he was glad the closeness hadn't scared her off with her lack of memories of their past.

Tinania smiles against his lips as she moved her hand to trail a few of her fingers along his horn. Pulling back she tilts her head to the side. He had said the words to her, and they reach inside of her wrapping around a part of her she didn't seem to have.

Biting her bottom lip she looks down closing her eyes. A simple tear fell down her cheek and she didn't even notice it.

He savors the kiss she shares with him until she pulls away from it, a low growl emanating from her touch. When he sees the tear he kisses her cheek right on top of the tear keeping the tear from reaching her chin

Tinania open her eyes shaking her head alittle as a few more tears fell "I'm sorry, I don't know why I'm crying." she falls quiet hiding her face with her hair.

Surion pulls his hand from behind her and parts her bangs apart unhiding her face "It's all right, Nani honest, to me you are beautiful even crying. What's important is you dont bottle up what you are feeling." His eyes shift green and he gathers the tears before they fall

Tinania looks up at him then nods as she wraps her arms around his neck hiding her face against his chest. Breathing slowly she closes her eyes "The moment I start to feel better I remember I can't remember any of this..."

"It'll come Nani, given time you'll remember, and I have all the time in the world, if I have to call to work and say I need more time off I will... You hold a priority to me" He tips his head forward resting his chin lightly atop her head his fingers combing through her hair as he held her

Tinania nods then looks up at him "I love you, I don't know if I should say that but it feels right." she looks back down as the tears continue to run down her face.

A smile spread on his lips and he watched her for a time "I love you too, so very much, and I've missed hearing those words from you so very much" he brushes the tears from her cheeks again

Tinania hiccups then smiles through her tears as she tilts her head towards touch. Laughing alittle she shakes her head then lays her head on his shoulder "Was I this emotional also?"

"Sometimes... sometimes you were, often you weren't though." he chuckles a little "but it's part of what makes you who you are" he kisses her cheek where his fingers had just left

Tinania wrinkles her nose up then shakes her head "How were you able to handle me?" she laughs alittle then pokes him lightly "Between the teasing, the tears, the imp, and the anger I must have been a pain" she didn't even notice she had mention her anger when neither of them had said anything about it.

Surion laughs "well to be honest... pain or not I'd have to say that it doesn't matter to me" he watches her, still taking in her changes

Tinania looks down at herself arching a brow before she looks up at him "Is there something wrong? You been just staring at me all day..." she looks back down at her shirt to see if she got anything on it.

"Nothing is wrong, I've just missed seeing you, you are so beautiful, and it's just that I was sure when I got back from the cliffs I would have to search for you..." He says with a seriousness behind his voice

Tinania bites her bottom lip then looks away "How long were you looking for me?" she didn't look at him. The thought of causing anyone any pain was hurting her enough as it was.

Surion remains quiet for a time then puts a finger on her cheek to turn her head back "Nani, I searched for you from the day you went missing till I got called to war. And I wouldn't have stopped, ever... not till I found you" he smiles softly at her "Cause I love you, and you are the most important person in my life"

Tinania looks down at her lap thinking over what all he had said. Without really thinking about it she looks up at him "Weren't we suppose to get married in the Summer?"

Surion nods "Yes, we are, our mothers were going to have to get together to figure out how to meld all the different customs together." he brushes his fingers along her cheek

Tinania thinks it over closing her eyes when she felt his finger brush her cheek "A beach wedding...." she didn't think about that saying that she brought up more from her memories. Smiling she turns alittle so she could rest her side against his chest.

"Yes, and you will be the sunshine" he chuckles softly and runs his fingers through her hair, he was glad to hear her memories slowly returning as they sat there

Tinania arches a brow looking at him before she shook her head "I don't think so..." sitting up she arched her back glancing towards the water.

Without so much as a thought she pulled her shirt over her head leaving on her bra. Standing she slips her pants off her body before running toward the edge. Without a thought she leaped over the cliff down to the pool below her.

Surion purrs watching her, once she'd disappeared over the edge he stood up and shed his jeans leaving himself in his boxers and walked over to the edge and jumped in after her his eyes emerald green even as he touched the water

Staying under the water for a moment she surfaces wiping at her eyes. Looking around she looks up towards cliff she tilts her head "Surion? You coming to join me?"

Surion surfaces behind her "I'm already here Nani" he chuckles pushing the hair from his face as he smiles and watches her for a second then splashes her playfully.

Tinania gaps then laugh as she was splashed, turning she looks at him smiling "I thought I heard you, but I wasn't to sure." kicking her feet alittle she pulls away from him as she sink back under the water only to get her hair out of her face.

Surion laughs "I'm here" he kicks to keep afloat and swims around her and then sinks under the water after a few seconds to watch her there

Coming back up for air she smiles shaking her head alittle "Okay this feels good. I had been so tempted since we got here to dive into the water..." looking over at him she smirks the splashes at him alittle.

Surion laughs splashing back "I love the water, I always have" he tries to dodge the splash and fails. and sputters a little and splashes her back "I am going to get you"

Tinania giggles diving back under the water swimming away from him. Glancing back she swims faster heading towards the other side of the lake to hide.

Surion laughs swimming through the spring with her, he loved the water and moved through it. "I will get you Nani, no escape"

Tinania resurfaces hiding behind a bolder, She glance out then hid again relaxing as her fingers ran over the surface of the rock. Looking up she watches the stars smiling.

Surion swims for a bit then skirts the rock in the other direction and comes to a stop beside her "Found you" he says with a chuckle and then looks up to see what she's looking at "it's a pretty sight" he muses "so peaceful and calming, I watched them at times from the cliffs, wondering if you were watching the same thing"

Tinania looked over at him smiling "I use to look up at the sky during the night while I was with the fairies. I often wondered if the other part of me was out there trying to find me." shaking her head she looks back to him "Weren't you scared while you were at the cliff that you wouldn't come back?"

"Yes actually I was, we lost so many people, one day we were patrolling the tunnels... we got ambushed... it didn't help they had a shaman with them though... by the time it was over and more of the hunters came and rescued us, we'd lost about two dozen hunters" he told her of this, omitting the fact that the Shaman had in fact attacked him as well

Tinania eyes widen then she shook her head "How can people do that to one another. Do they not know it does nothing but cause pain." she looked away looking down at the water.

She was shivering, the thought of him not coming back scared her even now with him right next to her.

"They aren't people, they are Ravens... or were, we kinda killed them all ... we had to, they were trying to take over and kill all of teh cliffs and the dragonics there" he sighs "But I'm back and I'm glad it's over"

Tinania nods then looks at him again "I'm glad your safe." falling quiet she pulls herself up onto the boulder not even noticing that her bra and panties were nearly see through.

She watched the sky then looking around them.

Surion turns crosses his arms and leans on the boulder and looks up at her "I'm glad of it as well. Dad stayed there, he's not coming back, mom is back, but now she's talking about moving to the village where Aunt Dia lives" he was rambling, so used to just telling her things that he didn't even think twice about her probably not knowing or remembering who half those people were or where he meant

Tinania looked over at him smirking then shakes her head kicking her feet so she would splash him "Okay time for you to loosen up and act normal Surion. I don't like this serious you. Remember its me?" she lays back on the boulder looking up at the sky again, she still hadn't notice that her undergarments were see through due to the water.

Surion laughs "Okay okay" he climbs out of the water and sits next to her on the boulder, he purrs loudly and brings a finger to her belly button and starts drawing spirals around it getting bigger and bigger with each loop

Tinania shivers then watches his finger run along her stomach. Looking up at him she smiles "You having fun?"

"Yes I am" he grins and walks his fingers up her torso shifting his gaze to her face before leaning down and kissing her as his fingers 'stepped' over the center of her bra walking to her neck

Closing her eyes she returns the kiss her body remain still as his finger moved along her torso. Pulling back from the kiss she licked her bottom lip "Tease.."

"I tease, you tease.. it's all fair" he says looking down the few inches to her. "would you rather I didn't tease?" he smirks slightly with this question

Tinania wrinkles her nose the shrugs "I just want you to act like yourself, not someone who gonna treat me like I'll break." sitting up alittle she turns to lay on her side looking down at the water.

Surion didn't reply for a moment "do you want me to be like I completely would be normally? Like I would be if you didn't not remember me?" he had to ask, he didn't know what else to say, his tone was normal it wasn't uber serious and it certainly wasn't joking

Tinania looks over at him nodding "I don't want people feeling like they have to be different just because I'm without memory. Its confusing me..." sighing she lays her head down looking at the water "Everyone at home when I show up into the room stops what there doing just to help me. There is no way that happen before." she fell quiet not really sure what to say anymore.

"Then I will try to be a constant in your life, something... normal to the way things were, if you want me to stop being such, or I do anything that bothers you I leave it to you to tell me" he says with a nod and before she had a chance to reply to his statement he presses his lips to hers once more his hand that had been talking up her torso running along her side coming to a rest on her hip

Tinania gasps against his lips her hands moving to rest on his waist, her first thought she wasn't sure what to do. Biting at his bottom lip her nails dug into his skin as she moved closer to him.

Surion broke from the kiss pulling away a couple inches then looking down into her eyes he smiles at her "Love you Mela" his tail moved to one side resting atop one of her legs

Tinania smiles up at him then giggles as his tail rest on top of her leg. Wrinkling her nose she lifts a finger to run it along his cheek. Leaning up she brush her lips against his before laying back down on the boulder,

"You are cute when you do that" he says with a laugh and returns her kiss his hand sliding up her side to rest beside her chest his thumb stroking the side of her chest lightly, he doesn't break his gaze from her eyes

Tinania blushes then shakes her head alittle, she moved alittle under his touch giggling alittle "Hey that tickles..."

"That's the point" he grins not stopping his thumb's movement and he kisses her once more. "After all, you wanted me not to treat you like you were going to break"

Wrinkling her nose up she tries to get away as she giggled "Can't you do that another way other then tickling?" she kept giggling as she reached up in hopes of catching his hands.

"Well I could make it less ticklish or I could change what I'm doing all together, " he stops moving his thumb on the side of her chest and smiles down at her. "It's up to you" he kisses the tip of her nose

Tinania out of no where started purring when he kissed her nose. With a shrug she closes her eyes "I'll let you decide on what you think is best for me at this point. Although I must say this boulder is uncomfortable and I'm getting cold." she was trembling just alittle as the breezed brushed over her body "Any place we could go?"

"We could go back to the haven, we could go to a little cabin which is yours and your friend's, we could go to our house, we could go to my mum's house, up to you, you pick" he sits up taking her hand to help her sit up as well

Tinania wrapped her arms around her waist as she sat up "Which is the closest and keep us away from people?" her teeth started chattering which for her wasn't a good sign.

"Only person who would be at mums house is maybe mum, and it's the closest" he frowns hearing her teeth "Come on lets get you warm" his wings unfurl and spread wide as he moves to scoop her up and carry her to where they had left their clothing

Tinania nods then closes her eyes "Okay then can we go there?" she pressed herself as close as she could get "I don't understand why I got so cold all of a sudden.." shaking her head she falls quiet.

Surion nods holding her close "Then we go there" he says and reaches down scooping up their clothes and pulls her into being invisible as he takes to the air heading for the house. "Faster to get you warm if we dont delay to dress, it wont take but a couple minutes, then we can run a hot shower and warm you up, you don't need to get sick" Visha no, we dont need that at all he added in his own thoughts

Tinania nods just keeping quiet, she was trying to keep from freezing. Looking up at Surion she arched a brow then decide not to ask as she hid her face against his neck.

~Short time later~

Tinania whimpers tilting her head to the side. Closing her eyes she shivers as she drags her nails down his back "Surion, please..."

"Hmm?" his mind distracted but still alert to her voice. He pauses panting and lifts his head to look down at her

Tinania looked up at him, her eyes showing something that wasn't normal. It was fear, placing her hands on his chest she swallows then shakes her head "Too fast..." she closes her eyes looking away from him.

Surion stops and nods. he pulls away reaching for a sheet and pulling it over her. He respected that, he was leaving it her call. He reaches over grabbing up a house robe near as he rolled off the bed "Sorry Nani" he whispers and wanders off towards the door pulling it around himself, he had to cool off..

Tinania frowns then shakes her head "Surion no...please don't leave. I didn't mean for you to..." she closes her eyes as she pulled her knees up to her chest. She hid her face as the tears ran down her face.

"Nani I wont rush you, I have to cool off though, please don't think you did anything wrong. I just control myself if I dont cool off. I won't be but a minute" he pauses, hand on the door to look at her, his heart aching watching her cry

Tinania kept her face hidden shaking her head before she lay back down on the bed. She didn't want him to stop, she just didn't want him to go so fast.Laying on her side she pulled the covers up as she hid her face with her hair. The tears still running down her face.

Surion sighs softly, his heart just wouldn't let him leave her like this. He turned and walked back to the bed sitting down beside her and then brushed her hair out of her face

Tinania looked away from him breathing slowly "I didn't want you to stop. Just not so fast..." she pauses then closes her eyes "It started hurting..." she hides her face in the pillow feeling utterly stupid.

"Mela... I'm sorry, I didn't know..." he runs his fingers along her cheek and then leans in kissing her damp cheek tenderly. Now he understood what she meant, he had misinterpreted previously

Tinania shook her head then remains quiet, she just wanted at this point to run. Sitting up she pulls away from Surion pulling the covers close to her body. Her hair fell around her face to hide in as her body trembled.

Surion sighs and gets off the bed and heads for the door again "Way to go Surion screwed it up now" he mumbles softly to himself

Tinania lifted her head then shook her head "You promise you wouldn't leave me.." she hiccups then hides her face again. She didn't want him to leave, she wanted him with her. She just didn't know how to show him.

"Melamin, I told you I would be with you, stay with you, support you and protect you. I chose and took you as my mate, to me and my kind that's a lifetime commitment" He closes his eyes and just stands there not knowing how to fix where he had screwed up.

Tinania shakes her head then hiccups again "Please don't leave me here Mela.." she tried the word he use towards her "I'm just scared, I don't know what to do.." she sighs then curses to herself, but it was loud enough to know it was Elven.

Surion took a deep breath, trying to calm himself and gather his control. After a moment and for the second time in five minutes he turned back to the bed and walked back sitting down beside her and then reaches over resting a hand on her side "/Mela I love you/" he whispers

Tinania looked over at him wrapping her arms around his neck "I love you too Mela. I just wish I could be who you remember..?" she didn't even think about that she spoken in Elven. She was trembling and scared as she crawled into his lap hiding her face against his neck.

"It'll come. may take time but there's no avoiding that." He wraps his arms around her holding her close rocking slightly side to side trying to comfort her and reassure her

Tinania looked at him nodding before she lean forward brushing her lips against his lightly. Pulling back she whisper softly to him the female part of the mate song.

Surion purrs softly and returns the song, it was an important song to him and though her memories were very broken up, he was glad to hear her sing it to him

Tinania smiles running her fingers along his cheek. She kept singing softly as she looked over his face. Glancing up at his eyes she search them before something flash through her mind causing her to wince in pain.

The image was of a huge fight between them. In a club and she was with another man.

Surion breaks off the song frowning with concern "Nani you ok?" he asks seeing her obvious pain and hating seeing her in such pain

Tinania shook her head then whimpers "Fight...big fight...Silver, you...me..." she winces again crying out in pain as she clutches her stomach. The pain was so intense it was making her sick.

Surion pulled her closer kissing her forehead softly hoping to help her pain "It's over, it's in the past" he whispers to her closing his eyes, the fight, why did it have to be one of the memories that surfaced first, it wasn't a happy memory

Tinania whimpers shaking her head, she didn't know why but everything seem to be flooding back in all at once. Something trigger her to remember and it caused the rest to come also.

Pulling away and off his lap she stood only to fall to her knees in pain. She let out a glass breaking scream holding the side of her head. The pain was too much for her.

"Nani!" he said with serious concern in his voice, he clapped his hands over his ears when he screamed, even then it hurt them but it was the least of his concerns. he moved to her side trying to comfort and help her pain

Panting she cries the tears running down her face as she shook her head "They won't stop coming. The memories..." she was trembling and pale alittle as the memories were draining her body badly.

Surion pulls her close against him his gem shining bright as he spoke softly in pure Kerrsalian praying to his lady, his mother's goddess, for her strength to help Nani. His words heard and understood by Senti the dragonette skitters up Surion's side and arm coming to rest on his shoulder

Tinania continue to shake keeping her eyes closed, everything right down to the very fall that cause her memory lost came back to her. Shaking her head she went limp in his arms as the last of her energy was drain from her body.

Breathing slowly she was she pale and the wings colors seem to lose some of there color.

Surion held her, he refused to let go of her, giving her healing energy anything he and Senti could spare. He didn't notice his mother's entrance or her touching the pair either

Tinania breathing although slow was steady. She didn't move in his arms nor did her wings move. She seem almost lifeless.

Ala stopped when she knew she could give no more without passing out "Surion lets get her comfortable" she whispers

Surion nods without a word, with his mom's help he lays Nani gently down and then lays down next to her holding her still in his arms, Senti curled up on her hip and Ala slipped silently from the room

Tinania wasn't moving, though slowly her color started to come back to her skin. Her breathing was slowly going back to regular though she didn't wake up at all.

"Please come back to me Nani" Surion whispers softly to her, he made no move to leave her side. He was happy to hear and feel her breathing return to something near normal, but he was still concerned about her.

Surion was gone a while and when he returned he he was humming contently. When he entered the room he closed the door and locked it "Hello again Melamin" he says crossing the room

Tinania didn't say anything, her wings fluttered alittle as she seem to have fallen asleep while waiting. Her hair hid most of her face from his view and she was covered up pretty well with the blanket.

Surion drops his little bag on the empty tableside bed. He sits on the bed beside her and rubs her back softly. He wasn't sure if he had the heart to wake her when she looked so peaceful

Tinania purred alittle yawning before she open her eyes slowly. Giving him a small sleepy smile she wrinkles her nose up "Hey, sorry I fell asleep..." her hair fell around her face as she turned alittle to lay on her back.

"You looked very peaceful" he tells her and smiles "Wasn't going to wake you if my touch didn't wake you" he lets his hand move along her side as it came over her side from rubbing her back

Tinania smiles then blushes alittle "I guess my body was just alittle tired, I mean after getting everything back it seem to drain a girl." sitting up she yawns lifting her hands above her head in the process "But the quick nap helped alittle."

Surion grinned but didn't verbally reply, instead he leans forward and kisses her chest right below her chin and worked downwards from there

Tinania giggles then leans back alittle just watching him "So what did mum say when you asked her to take you to the store?" she was just mildly curious, if anything she was trying to wake up again.

"Nothing, was kinda quiet actually" he says after pausing a moment. He looks upwards at her giving her a smile before returning to kissing her, shifting to get comfortable in his pants

Tinania arches a brow but soon closes her eyes as a shiver runs up then down her spine. Biting lightly on her bottom lip she tilts her head to the side "You really miss me that much?"

"More then you could ever imagine Nani" he confirms and takes one of her nipples in his mouth purring and pulling her close

Tinania giggles tilting back alittle to allow him better access. Running her fingers through his hair she pulls at it alittle then smirks "Oh I don't have to imagine I can tell Mela.."

Surion growls and pulls her into his lap. He didn't have to use vocabulary to get across what he wanted to make her feel and so he didn't

Tinania gasps running both her hands through his hair before falling back onto the bed. Her eyes fell close as she moved alittle under Surion.

Surion's hands trailing over her body from shoulders to hips before leaning forward and kissing her belly.

Giggling she pulls at his hair alittle then arches her back "Surion your a tease.." she lifted her leg to wrap it around his waist as she bites at her lower lip.

"Yes I am, but you love it and you know it" he purrs kissing her belly again before trying to loose himself and stand up next to the bed

Tinania smirks tilting her head to watch him. Laying fully onto the bed she gives a pretend yawn then turns to lay on her side "I think its time to sleep, my body is awfully tired."

Surion shed his pants and crawled in the bed after her "Oh we'll see about that" he says and growls his tail flicking playfully as he nuzzles into her side

Tinania giggles then pushing at him trying to get free. She liked teasing him when he was like this, it was much fun to her. Turning to lay on her stomach she hides her neck with her hands.

Surion growls more he didn't go after her neck instead he played with her wings and back nipping at the flesh here and there

Tinania squeaks fluttering her wings from his touch. Turning her head she moans into the pillow before squirming under him trying to get away,

Surion decided then and there to be relentless and pinned her continuing his teasing doing his best to rile her up, he loved when she was riled up, she was a LOT of fun that way

Tinania shivered then shook her head trying to free her hand. Kicking her feet alittle she gasps then moans again "EVIL!!"

"You know me" he says with a laugh being relentless and humming as he nipped at her flesh. "I will get you yet" he says pausing the tune and nipping for a moment and then continuing

Tinania laughs then shakes her head "We'll see about that dragon boy. I'll outlast your teasing.." closing her eyes she hums to herself trying not to pay attention to Surion even if it wasn't working.

Surion laughs and leans closer nipping firmly but not hard at the tips of her ears, He had full intentions of winning this little battle no matter what it took, after all... He was the hunter...

Tinania shivers then shakes her head hoping to stop him from getting at her ear. Whimpering into the pillow she breaths in slowly then flutters her wings quickly hoping to stop him for at least a moment.

He laughs as the wings tickle his flesh "Forgot I know your sensitive spots Mela?" he moves and pauses a moment before going after his target once more "I will win" he proclaims playfully

Tinania shivers then whimpers again before turning her head to look over her shoulder at him "You forget I also know you weakness. I'm just not cruel enough to use it.." flutter her wings alittle faster they start to make a lower humming sound.

Surion laughs "Oh you have been that evil in the past too" he nips at her ear "Come now let the imp loose" he purrs and begins to hum the male side of the mating song once more

Tinania shivers then shakes her head "I can't anymore Surion, she not there.." she giggles then fall quiet listening to him hum. She soon picked up the humming only it was the female part.

"I saw the green eyes, let that fun side out, even if it's not the imp it's still you" He purrs loudly hearing her return the song "I want to take you" he whispers in her ear

Tinania shivers then looks at him, her eyes were a mixture of the emerald green and aqua blue. Licking her bottom lip she giggles then shakes her head "I'm having fun teasing you. I wanna see how much more you can take.."

"Perhaps I'll do the same to you then" and he falls silent attacking her ear one more time growling happily. his hands played and fondled.

Tinania shakes her head again then tries to get her hands free "No fair, when I get free your getting it Surion." she was giggling as she moves beneath him. She wasn't going to show it but he was driving her crazy.

Surion laughs "You aren't getting free that soon" he growls pinning her even more and teasing every place he knew of. It wasn't helping him all that much either in the terms of getting riled up

Tinania smirks then closes her eyes "I could if I wanted to Surion. You wanna see how I can get free?" she looked over his shoulder a twinkle in her eyes as she licked her bottom lip.

Surion grins not replying he was determined to rile her up as much as he could before she could get free, his tail tip was creeping up her leg

Tinania shiver then shook her head, her eyes falling closed as she felt this tail along her leg. He was making it hard for her to think, moreless try to get free. Her breathing changed as her fight seem to lessen.

"Guess you'll have to help me figure out those things out mela" he purrs his tail moving closer to it's destination. He heard the change in breathing, oh Visha he wanted her so bad

Whimpering she didn't even try to get free anymore, her skin becoming warm as she breaths alittle harder. She no longer cared about getting free, on her mind was Surion and the need to be with him. Turning her head she opens her eyes looking at him "Surion..."

"Yes Mela?" he purrs kissing her cheek still pouring his attention on her, his tail tickling her and trying to restrain himself

Tinania gasps then closed her eyes, licking her dry lips she shook her head then moving under him alittle "No more teasing..."

"Teasing is fun" he chuckles but relents and stops and slides off of her sitting beside of her licking his lips as he nudges her

Tinania breaths in as she slowly turns to lay on her side. Looking over at him as she nudges him she smirks then wrinkles her nose at him "Okay it seems I can't hold out that long..."

Surion chuckles "Well I want you and I have what we need to do that... " he motions his head at the small bag on the bedside table and runs his fingers down her front.

Tinania shivers closing her eyes then giggles alittle "I see..." sitting up as she open her she leans up brushing her lips against his neck as she runs her fingers along his stomach.

Surion purrs closing his eyes letting her have her fun "Oh Visha Nani I've missed you so much" he whispers pulling her close

Tinania giggles straddling his lap as she continue to kiss along his neck "How much did you miss me Surion?"

"Alot Mela" he replies and tips his head to give her better access to his neck "More then I can ever describe." his hands fondled and played with her soft flesh as he spoke

Tinania pulled back gasping as her nails dug into the skin on his chest. Looking up at him she parts her lips alittle as she moved in his lap, she didn't want to speak anymore, she just wanted him.

Surion breaths deep and opens his eyes, "Nani, I need you so bad..." he pauses and then leans back and grabs the baggie "Guess it's time to figure these out huh"

Tinania blushes then nods alittle "I guess so, shouldn't be too hard right?" tilting her head she kisses his cheek before crawling off his lap to lay on the bed.

Surion chuckles and nods pulling the package from the bag and turning it over in his hands "Well lets see..." he pauses and reads the box then opens it blushing as he pulls one out "Uhm yeah ok" he bites his bottom lip and tears it open and after a time sorts it out and soon is looking at her with a grin "Suppose that wasn't too hard" he chuckles

Tinania smirks nodding alittle, giggling she places her hands slightly above her head purring alittle,

~~later~~

Turning in his arms she runs her fingers lightly over his cheek smiling "I love you.."

Surion purrs and nuzzles her hand kissing it "I love you too, with everything that I am" he stifles a yawn at the end of his sentence, he was growing sleepy but he didn't want to sleep unless she did

Tinania smiles then runs her finger over his cheek "Sleep mela. You need your rest.." yawning herself she closed her own eyes curling up as close as she could to him.

"So do you" he purrs and closes his eyes letting out one more yawn then slowly he lets himself sleep content in the knowledge that she had her memory back

Yawning she places her hand on his neck, breathing slowly she allows sleep to take over knowing that when she woke up he would be the first thing she saw.

((save for unfinished rp))