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Chubbs bares his teeth and roared again, and winced as it was cut short. His face began to adjust to his changing jaw and growing teeth. He stared up at Joliette and charged at her, diving over the bed and pinning her against the wall. He stared down at her and snarled as the changed finished and he shut his teeth together with a snap. His eyes looked her over and he stopped, and sniffed at her. He began to loosen his hold and looked suddenly scared. Then Chubbs rested his head on her shoulder, and burst into tears.

Chubbs dropped to his knees, and cried more and more. He wrapped his arms around her legs and held her tightly. He was afraid, scared, maybe more so than she was, he didn't want her to go, he'd been so terrified of what just happened, he was scared she would run away. He couldnh't speak, he didn't know how it could happen. He was in a shambles, his fur partly torn, scratches on his body and his face wet with tears.

Chubbs choked and coughedand sniffed. He couldn't look at her, he couldn't lift his face to see if she was okay. He was afraid he'd see the fear that now haunted his mind.

" Oh... oh gods... Jo... Joli.... I'm sorry"

Chubbs whimpered and sniffed, and finally let go of her enough between his blubbering to look at his arm. The itching burn was still there, but not as bad as he could have been. His arm was coarse with hair, and he felt his face. It was gone, he was slowly fading away both body and mind. The thought now of him almost hurting Joliette, what he wanted to do to her, it sent him running to the bathroom, tripping several times on his claws and promptly began to vomit into the toilet.

Chubbs finally stopped heaving up and spat into the bowl for a bit. He reached up and flushed it, hoping to remove the smell. Getting slowly up onto his feet he looked down, and never at Joliette. He saw broken tiles, shattered glass and walked over to the sink to wash out his mouth and wipe his face. He could see her there in the corner of his eye and he tried to talk.

" I......I.........wh........ I'm sorry"

He painfully looked at Joliette, afraid to see the fear on her face, something that would shatter him.

Chubbs blinked and held up his arms, trying to stop her from entering. He hoped it didn't look too threatening, he was actually thinking about her well being at the time.

" No,.. no... just um wait there, there's glass everywhere"

He shifted himself across the bathroom, trying not to step on the glass as he went over towards the doorway. he got up to beside her, looking down at the floor and he sighed, awkwardly looking up between the bangs of his hair.

" It was too much... so much... the island, Sabin, the bitchy staff girl, the locking us out for an expiriment. I... I couldn't handle it"

Even though she said she understood, Chubbs continued to feel like a monster.

Chubbs closed his eyes and took a deep breath as he felt the hand on his cheek. He quickly put his hand over hers and held it, he felt the same way she did. He wondered how she could still love him, after how he looked, and how he acted. Finally the pain kicked in, the irritation, the pulled out fur, the cuts and scratched and the back, it all be wave over him. He took another sigh and winced when his tail moved and he rubbed his forehead.

"I... I love you too..., I need to lay down hun,... I'm feeling like crap I probably.. lok that way"