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 Posted: Sat Nov 15, 2008 1:42 pm
this didn't make it too bad, but the girl i really really like called me last night. unfortunately, i was asleep. who falls asleep at 10 o'clock anymore? apparently, i do.
and i was really looking forward to hearing her voice.
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Posted: Sat Nov 15, 2008 1:44 pm
I had to go over and keep grandma company, which wouldn't be so bad if she wern't intensly focused on the mental state of my mom. It's all she talked about for two hours... I already think my mom's a little crazy, but that's not somethign I would ike to discuss over really. ^^"
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Posted: Sat Nov 15, 2008 4:46 pm
Sorry I havent been around much, guys.
sad
I'm having a hard time dealing with the death of my dog.
My best friend.
r.i.p
15th November 08
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Posted: Sat Nov 15, 2008 7:13 pm
Well I got a glass bottle chucked at me and I got the s**t beat out of me just for peacefully protesting against prop 8.
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Posted: Sat Nov 15, 2008 7:24 pm
*hugs everyone in this thread*
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Posted: Sat Nov 15, 2008 8:35 pm
My mother thinks that being gay is a choice.
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Posted: Sat Nov 15, 2008 8:43 pm
if some one hates me, i mean DECIDES that they hate me i get very down
joo are making me feel down .....
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Posted: Sat Nov 15, 2008 9:14 pm
She says that if gay people get the right to marry, then they'll try to make it legal to have sex with kids and animals next. She thinks that Prop 8. was a was for us to take away her religious freedom. She thinks that gay couples don't deserve the same dignity and respect that straight ones have. She thinks that most of us are whores who are only in it for sex. She thinks that gay people are the reason we have aids, and that we all should've been quarantined to prevent it from spreading.
She thinks that being gay is a choice, and she says that I'm confused.
She doesn't know how hard I fought it. How long I was in denial. She doesn't understand, I would never choose to feel this way, but I do. There's nothing you can do to change it. You can't just decide whether to be gay or not one day. It doesn't go away.
She doesn't know how much it hurts me to hear her say those things. After I tried my whole life to be straight and be female... after I tried so hard to do everything my parents wanted me to do, everything they taught me was right, everything I could do to make them proud.
For once in my life, I am truly happy with who I am. I've been posting pictures of myself all over the internet! Pictures! Up where everyone can see! I used to shrink at the very thought of someone else taking my picture. Now I take them myself and put them up as often as I can. I'm proud of who I am. I'm happy with who I am. More than ever before in my life, I feel like I can finally be myself.
And she thinks I'm confused. She thinks I'm being tempted by the devil and subject to the buffetings of Satan.
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Posted: Sat Nov 15, 2008 10:06 pm
he ******** loves her and theres no way he will love me
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Posted: Sun Nov 16, 2008 8:19 am
rotceh_the_ROTTEN She says that if gay people get the right to marry, then they'll try to make it legal to have sex with kids and animals next. She thinks that Prop 8. was a was for us to take away her religious freedom. She thinks that gay couples don't deserve the same dignity and respect that straight ones have. She thinks that most of us are whores who are only in it for sex. She thinks that gay people are the reason we have aids, and that we all should've been quarantined to prevent it from spreading.
She thinks that being gay is a choice, and she says that I'm confused.
She doesn't know how hard I fought it. How long I was in denial. She doesn't understand, I would never choose to feel this way, but I do. There's nothing you can do to change it. You can't just decide whether to be gay or not one day. It doesn't go away.
She doesn't know how much it hurts me to hear her say those things. After I tried my whole life to be straight and be female... after I tried so hard to do everything my parents wanted me to do, everything they taught me was right, everything I could do to make them proud.
For once in my life, I am truly happy with who I am. I've been posting pictures of myself all over the internet! Pictures! Up where everyone can see! I used to shrink at the very thought of someone else taking my picture. Now I take them myself and put them up as often as I can. I'm proud of who I am. I'm happy with who I am. More than ever before in my life, I feel like I can finally be myself.
And she thinks I'm confused. She thinks I'm being tempted by the devil and subject to the buffetings of Satan. all the ppl in this guild... hug this person....
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Posted: Sun Nov 16, 2008 8:29 am
ystrday.. at the 0000 hour.. begining of 6th nov... i called him.. to wish his hapy bday and to sing for him.... i called n called.... no answers.... 10 miscalled... stupid ely.. i hate u... then i realise.. hes maybe on his way to cairo.. but he said tht hes goin on 17th... ely, when u come back here... im gona....... arrrgghhhh.......... stupid boy!! u only called me n msg me when u need me... stop coming back to me rite afta u broke up wit ur ex-gf, u dummy!! im ur bestfrend.. but if im the cause of she breaking up wit u again.. im truly sorry... emo
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Posted: Sun Nov 16, 2008 8:36 am
everyone sounds like sandpaper today.
they just keep talking and talking and it's like they can't stop throwing up words
that mean nothing and the sound of them hurts. it is so disgusting.
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Posted: Sun Nov 16, 2008 8:39 am
Dear Allie:
I WILL NEVER FORGIVE YOU FOR THE DRUNKEN BOTTLE INCIDENT scream
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Posted: Sun Nov 16, 2008 8:43 am
Aww Rotech... cry *offers hug*
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Posted: Sun Nov 16, 2008 12:07 pm
Chabon hasnt comfirmed our plans about our taco bell party yet. gonk
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