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I've been away for so long that I should re-introduce myself sweatdrop

Hi! The name is madamfluff...Lani if you wish to call me that, and I'm an intelligent perverette. I've been busy this year working towards getting accepted into a competitive Psychology Honours post-grad programme of which I am accepted (now to worry about Masters sweatdrop ) and basically, I have three to five years of studying left to do in order to declare anybody insane.

I like my Pimms and ginger-ale and even if it results in my future death, smoking cigars and cigarettes. In the past six odd months I have managed to gain myself a stalker who wants to fatten me up and lock me in a dungeon for super-fattie sex or something and lacks to understand what "******** off and die" means. I've reconciled with a former good friend (convienantly before her 21st birthday?) and I have cut my hair super short and dyed it a sexy divine red.

Welcome to you, Mr. RJ. I hope you enjoy your stay here. Do not be shy, for the people are warm and welcoming.

Hello, friends. I'm from the State of Texas, City of Austin. My name's Joshua, i'll be 18 on 02/21/07. Koiyuki was kind enough to let me join your group.

This is a picture of me, if you're curious.

Seeing as I don't have an introduction proper in this thing, I suppose now is the best time to do one.

*clears throat*

My real name, along with many other aspects of my identity, is only reserved for those that know me well, so for now, you my call me Koiyuki, or any variant of it, you can think of. My current goal, is to become a psychologist, and use my skills, to help mend the wounds of those who come in contact with me. My about section says a lot of the things I'd want to show about myself, so I'll go a bit deeper.

I hold a lot of emotional road rash, from my travels, and to those that first meet me, I may seem to be a little unfeeling, unattached, or generally distant from you. Do not take it personally, I just wish to keep a small, but extremely trusting circle of friends with me. I do treasure them so, and grant to them, my eternal, and undying loyalty(if you manage to gain my trust, that is).

My true face, is one that few will ever get to see, so therefore, I keep few pictures, and post even fewer online. I would like to be remembered, not for how I looked, but for what I did, and how I impacted the world, however large, or small it may end up being. I practice love, and kindness towards all, and wish peace and understanding, for all those I meet, even if they do not wish the same, for me. Call me what you will, I am unfazed, and will continue on my path, until I draw my last breath.

The one person I have allowed, to see deep into my heart, is my beloved Rokoko. She, above all others on this earth, is the person I trust, love and care for most. Words fail to capture how much she's done for me, and how much she's moved me, with her own kindness, and caring. The strength of her spirit, has enable me to do things I never could, and has allowed me, to begin growing my social legs, however many times I may stumble over them. Someday soon, I will show her everything I hold for her, and make her feel, as loved and cherished, as she does, every time I see her.

In the mean time, though, I travel the lands, seeking knowledge, and seeking to mold myself, into someone capable of great strength. Someone capable of considerable warmth. Someone capable of living my intangible dreams, and making them a tangible reality. This way of living has lead far and wide, and to many sources of great inspiration, and I hope it may me, to many more. I may not be able to fit in anywhere, or with any particular group, but that is fine. I do not need to be in any clique, to feel loved, and validated. I am, who I am, and I have people who cherish me for that. That much, is all I need.

I am a writer. I am an artist. I am a learner. I am a teacher. I have little balance, but I'm willing to try walking, on my own two feet. I am very much withdrawn, and docile, but I'll aid you, if you find me. I move from place to place, and leave my mark, by the actions I take. I lend a hand, to those that need it, and ask for nothing in return. If you slap me, I may be compelled to hug you. Yes, I am strange, and extremely eccentric, but I am, who I am, and I refuse to change that, for anyone, or anything.

I am not you, and you are not me. I can only be the best me, I can possibly be.

Edit: I've just noticed my small intro on page 8...and could care less. Consider this an update, on me.

Of course we remember you. How could you forget a member of the IPG?

I, for one, need a jogging of the memory. BEWBEHS, PLEASE!

I'm a dork. Deal with it.

My girl is pretty slim figured herself, but she still manages to get me all hot and bothered. Of course posing in sexy poses, in skimpy clothing can do that to a person. >.>;;