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Posted: Sun Aug 25, 2013 6:24 pm
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Posted: Sun Aug 25, 2013 6:29 pm
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Posted: Sun Aug 25, 2013 6:33 pm
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Posted: Sun Aug 25, 2013 6:34 pm
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Posted: Sun Aug 25, 2013 6:37 pm
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Sinclair didn't want to go back. Couldn't I just stay here? He thought desperately, closing the door from his sight. It was such a beautiful place, free from fear or regret... if he could stay here, he could pretend he won. That he truly was every bit as great as the Great King and his final Legacy promised him. Here, he felt safe; treasured, like a valuable part of the victory they had achieved together.
Here, he wasn't such a failure. With all his memories returned to him, he remembered all the failures and disappointments he was too proud and ignorant to acknowledge. Desmond was waiting for him, a symbol of everything he could not achieve: greatness, the love of his parents... even in that other world built upon the King's Legacy, he was but a plain, simple merchant whose only talent was adaptability -- and yet, he had failed utterly at nearly every task he attempted. With each time he revisited that grand kingdom in his dreams, it all seemed for naught. But perhaps this was the ending that journey was leading up to. When Excalibur appeared to him in a dream, he had jumped at the chance to be a hero and shine as he felt he deserved. Perhaps, subconsciously, he had remembered the Seven Kings, and gave up those memories and that fragmented world with the hope that he could save this one.
Perhaps the one thing he had won before this was Zephyros' affections... but even that was short-lived. He hadn't managed to hold onto them. He knew, deep down, that if he had clung to him, each day in his company would become more and more of a struggle, but it still felt like a personal failure to have let him go. Somehow, ridiculously, that hurt most. It was a victory stolen from him. What did that boy have that he didn't? Sinclair was amazing. He was beautiful, strong, and proud, and here, he was praised for it.
He didn't want to leave. He tore off his own legs to stop himself from approaching the door. Anything to leave behind his failures.
As soon as the memories were gone and locked away from him, he no longer hesitated. He was wonderful, after all. What reason did he have not to return to the crowds who cheered his name?
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Posted: Sun Aug 25, 2013 6:40 pm
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Posted: Sun Aug 25, 2013 6:41 pm
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Standing before a large door, a presence gazed upon it. It spoke of choices and it spoke of memories. The presence looked inside of himself and the choices he would certainly have to make. The more he thought - remembered - he began to become more aware of himself. He was the hellhound student of Amityville and he was the heir to the Cocytus pack. He thought back of the memories of his powerful mother, the leader of the family and the pack as well as all those that pledged loyalty to her. How she sought to have her own son be like every other demon who blackmailed, beaten, threaten, backstab, lie, cheat, steal. She kept her son confined to a large manor with no friends using tutors to manipulate his knowledge. His powerful father, the leader of the Umbra pack, a monster hellhound group that kept to themselves. Through him he learned how to be self-sufficient, to be proud, to be strong, to survive. The memories of his departure, the memories of his pets...
Passing through the threshold, he felt himself falling... no, floating. He watched as the world came back into place; piece by piece. He watched as Excalibur rebuild the ruined world, struck by Revenge.
As he felt his feet touch solid ground again, he looked to the fragmented sky.
He would leave nothing behind. For everything made him who he was.
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Posted: Sun Aug 25, 2013 6:48 pm
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Posted: Sun Aug 25, 2013 6:51 pm
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Kieran stood at the door, she felt uneasy however she wanted to return. Despite how peaceful it had been she wanted to return back to the place she belonged, or at least the school something she had consider as a part of her home.
That was where she belonged wasn’t it? Or was there somewhere else that she belonged, another home and other familiar faces.
The voice replied again about returning.
Maybe she should stay……..
No. She needed to return Kieran thought looking at the door again as the voice replied with a new proposal. A new gift to give as an honor to those who had fought, or helped, or even aided in the world. There was the option of forgetting something, to leave something behind. To lock it away that it would never be remembered in her memories.
Did she have something she never wanted to remember? The thought floated into her mind, it was painful to think of and it was rarely uttered from her lips. She never muttered a word, not to anyone she could consider her friends, well what little friends she had. There wasn’t many, or at least not many anymore. It was of something dear and close to her, something she had once considered rather valuable to her like the greatest jewel in the world.
They had left her though. They had chosen a new path, a new life somewhere else. Something vile they had become.
Or at least that was what was what she was told. One day they were standing there with her smiling talking about some big dreams of attending some fancy pants school and having some huge blast. The next day they had not returned, she had looked everywhere for him. Turned every corner, even had asked if he had enrolled and no one knew anything about him. It was almost as if they had forgotten, despite she hadn’t.
Yet maybe it was time she should have forgotten him. Maybe it was time to move on, to leave and all behind.
“I…. I chose to leave my heart behind….” Kieran replied almost barely above a whisper as if she did not want the voice to hear it.
It started to ache, her heart started to ache as if it was on fire ripping through her body. A scream poured out form her lungs as she clutched her chest falling to her knees. Remove it, she had to remove it and leave it as her hands clawed her way into her chest. It was still beating as her fingers wrapped around it. Pulling it out she set it on the ground and looked at it.
Leave it, Kieran told herself as she struggled to get back up on her feet. Leave it… her head replied taking one last looked as she walked through the door.
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Posted: Sun Aug 25, 2013 6:51 pm
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Posted: Sun Aug 25, 2013 6:53 pm
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Posted: Sun Aug 25, 2013 6:57 pm
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Posted: Sun Aug 25, 2013 7:00 pm
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