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 Posted: Sun Oct 17, 2010 10:49 am
Memories in the Mist [Silentkit stared up at her father with sad blue eyes. She couldn't do anything, she couldn't save him. She knew he was here, partly alive, but he wasn't warm and half the time he wasn't there. Sometimes Silentkit wondered if he was just a dream but then she'd see him and she'd know he was real. And what was this thing with a second spirit? Could a cat really have two spirits in their body? Broken from her thoughts from Fathom's words, Silentkit stared up at her father on horror. He wanted her to... kill him? But then he'd be gone forever and she'd never see him again.] "But Daddy... then you'll be gone forever and I'll never see you again," she mewed and pressed closer to Fathom. "Daddy, I want to help you, I do, but what can I do? I can't even stand up without another cat helping me."
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Posted: Sun Oct 17, 2010 11:05 am
 "You believe those seeking the truth, but doubt those who find it. ________________________________________ [A starry golden bengal figure strolled into the clearing, her ears flattened. She had wanted to accompany Shatteredfang to retrieve Darkshadow. . . But she had also wanted to speak with Hauntedheart. She wanted to see her beautiful kits again. But oh how she wished that Guardiankit hadn't taken her death so hard. Keeping silent for many moons mustn't have helped him. And if only she could do something about Silentkit. . . How it ripped her heart to pieces to see her crippled. And how brave she was to be offering herself to Fathom to kill. . . Wait. What? To kill Fathom? That wasn't possible. Or perhaps he and Blood were still alive. . . Leopardstorm growled, but pushed the thoughts away. She stepped forward, her starry pelt glittering.]
[She padded towards Hauntedheart, running her tail along Shatteredfang's flank as she passed, for comfort. She stopped directly in front of the medicine cat, and looked longingly down at her kits. Oh how she wished she could have them back. . . But they were gone from her. She was gone. She walked with StarClan. Leopardstorm raised her eyes, looking Hauntedheart in the eyes. She revealed herself only to Hauntedheart at first.] "Hauntedheart. I cannot tell you how thankful I am for you to be caring for my kits. I only wish that I could have seen them once more, felt their pelts once more. . . But I know they have a good mother in you, Hauntedheart." [Leopardstorm blinked, her throat choking up with emotion. She shoved it down, then looked carefully at Gaurdiankit. Making a snap decision, she revealed her form to Guardiankit as well.] "Don't let them forget me, please. Keep them safe."
[Leopardstorm bent her head down, looking into Guardiankit's silver eyes, a mirror of her own. She licked his forehead, knowing that he could see her, smell her, feel her. "Dear, dear Guardiankit. Don't forget who you are. And no longer be silent; you are meant to be heard. And know that I will always be with you, no matter how far I may be," [Leopardstorm murmured, running her tail along the cheek of her kit. Her silver eyes brimmed with love and sadness, and she only wished that she could be with them all of the time. Her heart broke, her feelings ravaged. And yet she was so close, but so far away.]________________________________________  
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Leopardstreak Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun Oct 17, 2010 11:44 am
xXAnachronIsmEpsIceXx  _________________________________________________________C i n d e r w i n g______________________________________Yes I'm movin'
Yes I'm movin'
Get ready for the big time
Tap dancing on a land mine┏━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━┓[Cinderwing felt his blood freeze when he heard Hauntedheart. He glanced at the she-cat. Was she hiding something. His eyes narrowed slightly, but his gaze softened. He coughed.] "Then, what do you mean?" he asked, his voice barely audible. [Had she......had kits before?! He hissed inwardly in realization. That was why she had been willing to take in Shatteredfang's kits as well as Leopardstorm's!
He felt cold all of the sudden, and scented an oddly familiar scent, almost like Guardiankit. He shivered, rasping his tongue across his pelt a few times. What was that?!]┗━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━┛Yes I'm movin'.
Yes I'm movin'.
Old tin lizzy do it till you're dizzy,
Give it all ya got until you're put out of your misery.
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Posted: Sun Oct 17, 2010 12:02 pm
[Hauntedheart glanced at Leopardstorm and smiled. She nodded to the StarClan warrior and looked at Gaurdiankit. She'd never let the kits forget about their real mother. Leopardstorm wasn't going to be forgotten, Hauntedheart wouldn't let that happen. Her gaze traveled back to Cinderwing and she sighed. The medicine cat knew she had to tell him, no matter how much she wanted to keep the secret to herself.] "Can we go somewhere private? I don't want anyone else to hear," she whispered and glanced down at the two kits at her side fondly.
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Posted: Sun Oct 17, 2010 12:17 pm
_________________________________________________________C i n d e r w i n g______________________________________Yes I'm movin'
Yes I'm movin'
Get ready for the big time
Tap dancing on a land mine┏━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━┓[Cinderwing nodded slowly, his heart skipping a beat. Dear StarClan, it was more secrets. He stood up and started toward her den, but stopped. It was too close to the others. He sighed, looking back at Hauntedheart. He smiled dimly. "I guess we'll discuss it out of camp," he mouthed, his voice almost inaudible. He started toward the camp entrance, his tail swishing on the ground. He was tired.
As soon as he was far away from the entrance, he stopped, waiting for Hauntedheart to catch up. ┗━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━┛Yes I'm movin'.
Yes I'm movin'.
Old tin lizzy do it till you're dizzy,
Give it all ya got until you're put out of your misery.
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Posted: Sun Oct 17, 2010 12:25 pm
[Hauntedheart nodded slowly. She glanced down at the kits and smiled.] "Kits, I'll be right back," she purred and stood up. [Keeping her head low, she walked after Cinderwing. She paused outside of camp but then continued walking. Hauntedheart walked slowly until she reached a small clearing. Sitting down, the medicine cat curled her tail around her paws and waited for Cinderwing.]
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Winged Timberwolf Captain
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Posted: Sun Oct 17, 2010 12:55 pm
"I'll protect you until my last breath, and forevermore!"♋ G υ α я ɖ ɨ α и ӄ ɨ ʈ ♋ "Memory is the treasury
and guardian of all things."_______________________________________________ [Guardiankit felt a cold air blow around Hauntedheart. he opened his eyes, curious. Suddenly the image of his mother was before him, looking down at him.
He felt his heart clench in pain. Mother?!
His breathing grew ragged as his eyes widened. He didn't know what to say! He barely heard what she said to him. At the same time, Hauntedheart stood up and left, going after Cinderwing. Guardiankit whimpered as she left, unsure what he was going to do with his mother's spirit. He didn't want to confront what he had been running away from but....]
"It's all my fault," he whispered, barely audibly. "I didn't even notice you were gone, and I should've been watching you, and I j-j-just didn't even know you were being slaughtered wh-while I slept!"
[He shuddered, his eyes wide. Was this a dream? It had to be...]
He began to whimper a bit, shuddering harder, and said a bit louder, "It's my fault you're dead, mommy, it's all my fault! Now Silentkit wants to die and I can't cheer her up, and even Envykit was hurt while I was sleeping, an-an-"
[His own pain prevented him from speaking further. His mouth was open, trying to speak, but little squeaks came out instead.]
He finally sputtered, "I can't go to sleep anymore knowing that everyone I love dies because I'm not watching!"
[It was finally out- his secret. He was an insomniac. He could only sleep for fleeting moments before his eyes would shoot open, wildly making sure his sister was safe, or Envykit was near. Then he would nod off again, only to wake fearfully back up in an instant.
This had gone on, at first only mildly, but now he hadn't slept in days. His eyes were wide and tired. He felt so much pain sear his heart, it almost brought a tear to his eye.]
"My fault," he murmured, hanging his head. "I wouldn't blame you if you hated me..." _______________________________________________ I will repent for what I've done to you
my love, and we shall live anew
. : as the seasons give new life upon the world! : .
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Posted: Sun Oct 17, 2010 1:05 pm
Mudnose sat in the middle of the camp, shivering slightly. She sighed. She felt useless just sitting there. She quickly stood up, trotting to the warriors den. She might as well be useless out of the way.
As she sat down, she examined her beautiful freckled legs. Dark brown dots littered her front and back legs, as well as bite marks and scratches. All of them were from her, traditionally. She sighed, and her head darted out, adding another bite to the collection. Blood gushed from the mark, but she didn't make any attempt to clean it up. She just stared at it, her head tilted in curiosity. It didn't hurt. She couldn't feel pain. At all. That was what fascinated her. With all of the scratches and wounds on her, she would never be able to feel pain. Ever.
After what seemed an hour, she lapped the blood up off of her fur, exposing the cream colored fur that was under the blood once more. She smiled sightly, interested.
Cinderwing sat down across from Hauntedheart, his ears flickering slightly. If she had brought him out here for this chat, then it must have been important. He spluttered, and straightened himself up, curiosity sparking his gaze. "So.....what is it we're talking about?" he asked hesitantly.
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ll oceanic_shimmer ll Crew
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Posted: Sun Oct 17, 2010 1:25 pm
DAWNFIRE I want you ugly, i want you disease.. _______ [Dawnfire looked at Darkshadows wet, and messy fur.] "Handsomeshadow! I-I mean, Darkshadow! You must be cold! Lemme help you." [Dawnfire sat beside the gray tabby tom and groomed him.] "There! Feel better?"
[Darkshadow pricked his ears. 'Handsomeshadow'? Did she love him? But he was prety cold. So Darkshadow let her groom him.] "Thanks, Dawnfire." [He muttered under his breath.] _______ I want your everything as long as its free.
I want your love.
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Posted: Sun Oct 17, 2010 1:25 pm
(Anachon: Wow, emo... emo
Ocean: Eagle's reply on the previous page, in case you missed. LOL Handsomeshadow, that just made my day XD)
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ll oceanic_shimmer ll Crew
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Posted: Sun Oct 17, 2010 1:36 pm
BRAMBLEFIRE Starclan, forever my enemy... ((@iZann: Thanks! Dawnfire is gonna be a flirty kitty biggrin ))
"Owww, easy on the ear!!! And you don't scare me!" [Bramblefire said trying to stay strong. When really, he was a bit creeped out.] "And you know you hate him! I did the clan a favor by killing him. And Darkshadow is dead.. Remember? Dead, dead, dead, dead, DEAD! Not alive, DEAD! Gosh, where did you get the idea he was still alive? Now look whos the bird-brain, bird-brain!" [Bramblefire groomed for a short time.] But the dark forest, forever be my friend...
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Posted: Sun Oct 17, 2010 1:41 pm
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H i d d e n behind a m a s k of p a i n
T r y i n g to m a k e it through each d a y
Until the d a y I can s e e you a g a i n
When this p a i n can g o a w a y But y o u w a k e me u pXXXXXXXXX
You make me s e e the g o o d in l i f eXXXXXXXXXXX
That I can be m y s e l f a g a i nXXXXXXXXXXXXX
That this l i e isn't what I h a v e to b eXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
I can l i v e once a g a i nXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX  ╔════════════►☠◄════════════╗Medicine Cat ┇┇ Cold, Harsh, Strong
I'ɱ ʠɣɩηɠ ѻη ϯɧє ɩηʂɩʠє...╚════════════►☠◄════════════╝[Hauntedheart glanced at Cinderwing and took a deep breath. She though for a second, deciding how to start.] "It happened when I was an apprentice, he was already a warrior of StormClan but was only a few moons older then I was at the time. We met at the Gathering and it seemed like a harmless friendship until it became more..." she mewed and dropped her gaze, refusing to look Cinderwing in the eyes. "I had just been granted my full name when I spotted him waiting at the border. We talked for what felt like hours and it just came out. I didn't believe it at first but it was true. We both knew this whole friendship thing had turned into something more. I had never planned to have a mate but Foxclaw was just so wonderful. We began meeting at night and then I found out I was caring kits. I was terrified at first, my mentor, Yellowdew, had already started to become suspicious of me and I was scared she'd find out a out Foxclaw. Luckily, she didn't find out and I gave birth to kits. My son, Whitekit, never woke up and I buried him where he was born. My daughter, however, lived and I gave her to Foxclaw to raise in StormClan because I knew I couldn't raise her in NightClan, it would look suspisous. Her name was Fadingkit and I haven't seen her since. I felt lucky, and happy at the time but that was where my luck ended."
[Hauntedheart fell silent again, thinking about how to say the last part. Just thinking about it made her shudder. She blinked a few times and sighed.] "I'd say that a moon had passed since I gave birth when it all started. I don't know how but Yellowdew found out and told me to stop seeing Foxclaw. She threatened me that if I didn't she'd make me stop. I was stupid and didn't take her seriously but she meant every word. I was gig to meet Foxclaw when it happened. I heard the yowls and I smelled the blood but even that didn't prepare me for what I saw. Foxclaw was there and so was Yellowdew, her teeth at his neck. I tried to stop her but she wouldn't. Before I knew it, they had tumbled off the cliff and into the river. I tried to save him, I didn't care if Yellowdew died but I had to save my mate. But... I couldn't. I found them washed up on the shore and Yellowdew was already dead from water in her lungs and a large gash Foxclaw had given her while struggling. Foxclaw... He was still alive but he didn't make it. He died at my paws as I tried to save him. I spent that entire night with him and it broke my heart to put him on StormClan's territory. When I came back to camp with Yellowdew... I lied. I told everyone a badger had gotten her and I pretended to be sad for her death but I wasn't. I hated her, I didn't even care that she was dead. All I could think about was Foxclaw. After that, I was never the same. I pushed every cat away because I had experienced what getting close to another cat led to and I didn't want that to happen again," Hauntedheart finished and closed her eyes, waiting for Cinderwing's reaction.]╔════════════►☠◄════════════╗How can you see into my eyes like open doors
Leading you down into my core
Where I’ve become so numb
Without a soul
My spirit sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back home
Wake me up inside
Wake me up inside
Call my name and save me from the dark
Bid my blood to run
Before I come undone
Save me from the nothing I’ve become
Frozen inside without your touch, without your love
Darling only you are the life among the dead
All this time I can't believe I couldn't see
Kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I’ve been sleeping a thousand years it seems
Got to open my eyes to everything
Without a thought, without a voice, without a soul
Don't let me die here
There must be something moreBring me to life╚════════════►☠◄════════════╝  
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Posted: Sun Oct 17, 2010 1:43 pm
 x x x▃▃▃ ▃▃ ▃ xxxONE MORExxDAY BEFORExxTHE STORMxxAT THExxBARRICADES OFxxFREEDOMx x x▃▃▃ ▃▃ ▃ xxxWHEN OURxxRANKS BEGINxxTO FORMxxWILL YOUxxTAKE YOURxxPLACE WITHxxMEx x x▃▃▃ ▃▃ ▃xxxTHE TIMExxIS NOWxxTHE DAYxxIS HERE╔════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╗ ℰaℊℓℯsℴarXX┼XXNiℊℎtcℓanXX┼XXWarriℴrXX┼XXPrℴud, ℒℴyaℓ, Aℳbitiℴus ╚════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════╝  ▂▂▂ ▂▂ ▂ ▂▂ ▂▂▂ ▂▂ ▂ ▂▂ ▂▂▂ ▂▂ ▂ ▂▂ ▂▂▂x x x (Ocean: Can Ravenwing flirt with her at a Gathering? biggrin biggrin Or at the border?)
[Eaglesoar growled as he gave Bramblefire another fierce n** on the ear, not hard enough to bleed but certainly hard enough to sting for a while.]
"Yeah, sure, I hate him - in fact, I still do. But that doesn't mean that I'll go and try to drown him in a river! You don't go around killing cats that you don't like! Now Darkshadow's alive and kicking - yes, ALIVE and KICKING, you hear me? And he just told everyone at the medicine cat den that you tried to drown him. Now do you plan on telling me what really happened?"
[He growled in frustration at his bird-brained brother, exasperated at the fact that he would still have the mood to groom even in the deep trouble he was in.]
"Can't you pay a little less attention to your ugly pelt for a second, and think about how you plan to get out of this mess?" ▂▂▂ ▂▂ ▂ ▂▂ ▂▂▂ ▂▂ ▂ ▂▂ ▂▂▂ ▂▂ ▂ ▂▂ ▂▂▂x x x
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Posted: Sun Oct 17, 2010 1:46 pm
 ▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅XXXXHave you ever tried to lookXXXXXXXAt the beauty underneath?XXXXX☽ ☽ ☽XXXXL e a d me, s a v e me from my s o l i t u d e✵↘XXA s h a m e d of what I wasXX↙✵ A f r a i d to see your e y e sXXXX☾ ☾ ☾XXXXX ▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅▅↘↘xxＴｒｙxxａｎｄxxｔａｋｅxxａxxｌｏｏｋ
Ｉｎｔｏxxｔｈｉｓxxｌｏｎｅｌｙxxａｂｙｓｓxxｃａｌｌｅｄxxｍｙxxｈｅａｒｔxx↙↙ XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXTigerfang ll Nightclan ll WarriorXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX  [Finally, after what seemed like moons, I slowly opened my eyes. I felt strangely cold, and looked around me to find that Eaglesoar had gone.]
So, why should I care? It's not like I l-l-lo--. Forget it.
[I got up and stretched, without so much as a crack of my ribs. My eyelids felt less heavy and the bittersweet taste of blood had left my mouth. Sure, my chest was a little achy, but it seems that my bout of fainting, oh so embarrassingly I might add, had left me with some strength.]
Hm, it seems StarClan was a little too busy to answer my prayer...luckily for me, the Dark Forest came through for me.
[I chuckled inwardly. I didn't care if StarClan was too good for me. In fact, I couldn't give a rat's tail if they were. The Dark Forest so far seems to be the only one that looks out for me.]
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ll oceanic_shimmer ll Crew
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Posted: Sun Oct 17, 2010 1:53 pm
BRAMBLEFIRE Starclan, forever my enemy... ((@iZann: Sures! biggrin ))
"Nuh uh! He's dead! I would know, I brought his body back. And what's up with you and my ears?Wish my ears were yours because one of yours is torn? Huh? Mr. I gotta torn ear so my brother should have one too? Huh?" [Bramblefire took a deep breath.] "And I lured him outta camp, pushed him in the river, and watched him float away. He shoulda drowned! Oh yeah, and your just jealous I gotta pretty pelt and you dont. Yeah, that's right. Envy my pretty pelt." But the dark forest, forever be my friend...
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