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 Posted: Mon Jun 26, 2006 11:00 pm
"Tell me......how many bad times have we had and how many goods times have we had......not a whole lot"
Zeth rubbed his scarred arm with his free hand and frowned
"This....was the very first bad memory I had......"
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Posted: Mon Jun 26, 2006 11:14 pm
Kari smile on her face quickly faded with Zeths words. Her face no longer had the simple loving glow it had before. Kari had felt her time at the temple had been great, just having Zeth around was enough for her. However now that it seemed it wasn't for him her mood had quickly changed.
Well, I'm so sorry you didn't enjoy being at the temple. Why can't you ever see what is right infront of you!?
With that Kari stood and quickly stormed out fo the room. She had no idea which way to go, nor did she care. To Kari any time Zeth was around was a good time for her, but it seemed the feels were not the same way. Kari stopped a number of halls away and leaned against the wall, looking at the floor.
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Posted: Mon Jun 26, 2006 11:53 pm
Zeth stayed in the room....quiet.....almost like he was dead sitting down. He watched her storm out of the room, lowering his head from the mere shock of her words. Her phrase echoed in his mind, unable to speak as she ran off. He seemed dead as he started to rise from his seat and walk, slowly, away from the room with his head down and his sabers in hand.
The halls seemed to close in on him, suffocating him, ever so tightly. The footsteps were lonely and solitary as he made his way back to the training room, no one there as usual. He looked to his side and saw Kari down the hall outside the training hall. He ignored her presence and entered the room with his blue saber.The first one he had ever made by himself. He got onto his knees in the middle of the room and ignited his saber.
Using the force, he held the blade over his head in traditional Seppeku style. He intedned to end his own life to escape the harsh realities of this world. Loosing Kari was much harsher then killing himself,but it had already happend. Zeth controlled the saber with his hand and let out a defening yell that nearly echoed throughout the temple as he brought the saber down on himself. Suddenly, the saber stopped just above his neck and Zeth heard a familiar voice
"YOU IDIOT!! WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU!?"
The voice was all to familiar to Zeth. His eyes opened in shock as he slowly looked up, seeing transparent feet in front of him. As he raised his head more, he noticed the clothing that only one person he knew would wear and his stunning theory was true when he gazed at the burning red eyes of his inner dark side, Urias Vorn.
"ARE YOU ****ING NUTS!?"
Zeth was speechless. He stared and gawked at someone who he had presumed came one with. Urias was surrounded with a dark red aura as he was now a Force spirit. Urias held the saber in his hand above Zeth as he glared at him with so much hate
"U....Urias...."
"Answer me! What is your Major Malfunction!?"
"I.....I....."
Before he could speak, Urias had slapped Zeth with the back of his saber, knocking him to the ground. He got up slowly as he continued to look at Urias, who was now holding his saber
"You're telling me you had more bad memories then good ones!? Man....you are PATHETIC!"
Urias walked around Zeth, who was still on the ground, rubbing his head from the recent knock to the head. Urias barking at Zeth,was attempting to get through to him
"Bad memories are in the past you moron....Kari is the best thing to happen to you in the present AND future. You have someone to care for you and all you do is go around feeling sorry for yourself over natural causes, feeling that YOU'RE to blame for all the attacks. The TA, Glacians capture, Yoda's and Bryce's death, NONE of them are your fault, idiot!"
Zeth looked at the ground, almost crying.He was happy to see Urias again, but now he wished he would go away. He didn't want to hear the truth from someone he onced respected
"Awww.....Big Zeth Crybaby?....You don't deserve Kari you weakling....She wants someone who'll be there for her...someone who'll protect her.....someone to make her laugh when she's crying....."
Zeth looked up, hearing that he did fit all those properties, but the next thing shot him down, almost sending him into anger
"....but she dosen't want someone who'll b***h to her like a wuss...."
Zeth stood up slowly, tossing the hair strands away tohis side, turning onhis green saber and slicing at the hair strands, then looking at Urias' spirit, clitching his fist hard
"You're......You're right........She dosen't want someone to cry to her......she needs someone to make her feel better in times of need.....somone who'll put his life on the line in order to save hers.......Someone who has the courage to protect her from certain death......No......I'm done with being sorry for myself.....I'll be there for her no matter what, because........She's important to me and I.....Love her"
Urias faded with a smile on his face as the saber dropped on the ground and Zeth smiled as he went to pick up his saber and held his chest where his heart was.
"You may be gone from my mind......but you are always here in my heart and soul.....my friend"
Zeth left the room while clipping the sabers to his belt. He stopped and saw Kari was still there. His heart started racing as he neared her. When he was afew feet away from her, he stopped and leaned against the opposite wall
"....can we talk......Kari.....I just want to say.....first of all, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you like that. I'm not the brightest Jedi in the temple, but I should know what to say and what not to say to someone who I care for so much........Kari, all the bad memories that we had.....they were numbed by you being with me for all this time, I didn't feel the pain anymore when you were around......I didn't see that because....I am weak. I can't handle things that I feel responsible for....but the one most unbearable thing in this galaxy is your hatred for me, because I felt responsible for what had just happend.....Just now, I tried to end my own life, feeling you would hate me forever.....but I had help from a friend, and the fact that you are the best thing that has.....no.....that will EVER happen to me......I'm sorry for not understanding sooner....please.....forgive me"
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Posted: Tue Jun 27, 2006 12:33 am
Kari turned slowly to face Zeth, her head still down and her eyes closed. It's not your fault it's mine. Kari said shaking her head. I'm just...... I still need time to get over this. I need time to think and to move on, and it seems like everytime I turn around I'm being reminded of what happend. I just need to be alone for a little bit, I'm sorry.
Kari turned and left, making her way down the hall. though her emotions were very conflicted she felt the best way to try to clear things up was with some long, clearing meditation. Kari made her way along until she got to an empty meditation room she could use. Sitting on the small chair like item in the room she cleared her mind and began to meditate.
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Posted: Tue Jun 27, 2006 12:54 am
Zeth banged the back of his head on the wall, frustrated with something he could do nothing but wait on.
"It's back to this.......She tried to cheer me up....but now she's upset again.....because of-"
He abuptly punched at the opposite wall before he finished
"ME!"
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Posted: Tue Jun 27, 2006 7:01 am
Talon had been sleeping in his room. He got up and got something to eat. He was deciding if he shoudl leave the temple. Maybe he could practice the force himself. He could to Tattoine or the inner city of Corruscant. He looked at his old master's lightsaber while eating.
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Posted: Tue Jun 27, 2006 8:10 am
Jami snapped awake suddenly and fell backwards out of his chair. He cursed softly and scrambled back into the chair, feeling foolish. Apparently he had fallen asleep. Sighing, he turned back to the book and saw that it had shut off automatically. A loud yell echoed through the Archives, but it was too far away to discern as words.
A light blush rose on Jami's cheeks as he remembered the dreams he had been having. They had been about Alyssa, and all of them were good. His heart was racing, though, and the blush didn't dissipate from his cheeks. He felt a sudden desire to see Alyssa right now, just to enjoy her presence. Sighing happily, Jami returned the books to the shelves and headed off thorugh the Temple to seek her out.
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Posted: Tue Jun 27, 2006 10:57 am
[[sorry Kalcos, things abound and all that.]]
Glacian had been finishing his healing from the point that they had returned from the rescue mission, as his body also needed to finish recooperating from his capture.
ONce it was done he went searching for his padawan, sensing some distress. Once he was nearing him, he called out, "Talon, I am sorry for my absence, as well as not allowing you to come with us. But I did not want it to interfer with your training, you would have had no time to do so if you came with us. I can sense you've continued your training while I was gone though, I feel you;ve grown stronger inthe force. I want to take your training to the next stepp and begin saber training. First though I;d like you to come with me, I need to speak with Master Sephiroth about that off world mission I told you we would take once I was fully healed and you were more properly trained."
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Posted: Tue Jun 27, 2006 12:21 pm
ZAckaroth sat in a chair in the recption hall waiting for someone to come along and notice he was looking for training. he'd thought there be more Jedi around but most likley they where doing missions and such. He sighed as looked around the large room. It was all somehow comforting.
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Posted: Tue Jun 27, 2006 12:58 pm
Sprawled out on her bed, Alyssa kept on trying to look over the information on her datapad, but couldn't seem to think straight. She knew there was someone thinking about her--she could sense it--and she knew exactly who it was too, because she had been thinking of him as well. She turned over onto her back and tried to clear her head, then fell off her bed, getting the skirt of her robes caught on one of the bedposts. Angrily taking the top layer of her robes off, she threw them across the room, then tucked her loose undershirt into her robe's trousers. There...much better.
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Posted: Tue Jun 27, 2006 12:59 pm
liz_bliz [[sorry Kalcos, things abound and all that.]] Glacian had been finishing his healing from the point that they had returned from the rescue mission, as his body also needed to finish recooperating from his capture. ONce it was done he went searching for his padawan, sensing some distress. Once he was nearing him, he called out, "Talon, I am sorry for my absence, as well as not allowing you to come with us. But I did not want it to interfer with your training, you would have had no time to do so if you came with us. I can sense you've continued your training while I was gone though, I feel you;ve grown stronger inthe force. I want to take your training to the next stepp and begin saber training. First though I;d like you to come with me, I need to speak with Master Sephiroth about that off world mission I told you we would take once I was fully healed and you were more properly trained." ((No prob)) He finished eating quick and used the force to move his tray to teh wash area. "Alright.," he said cliping his saber back. R5 followed. "So......what planet are we going to anyway?," he said.
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Posted: Tue Jun 27, 2006 1:00 pm
Jami sighed as he prowled the halls of the Temple. He had searched everywhere in the Temple for Alyssa-- except for her quarters. Jami walked quietly to the room and stood in the doorway. He smiled gently as he saw her laying on the floor. "So, was the bed too comfortable for you?"
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Posted: Tue Jun 27, 2006 1:21 pm
Blushing, she got up. "Please tell me you didn't see that..."
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Posted: Tue Jun 27, 2006 1:25 pm
He grinned and sat on the bed. "Alright, I won't tell you that I saw that." He laughed and gazed up at her.
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Posted: Tue Jun 27, 2006 1:27 pm
Adonis awoke from his sleep, feeling refreshed. He gazed up at his ceiling, and thought for a moment. Then he got up, dressed in some fresh robes, and began to walk around the Temple.
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