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Sharkbutt The Orgiastic Crew
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 Posted: Mon Apr 25, 2011 11:27 pm
Medeus Wantcookie Medeus Wantcookie Medeus ......No no no Wantcookie Problem: I crave d**k right now. Problem: I have two, possibly three women hanging on me. Problem: Nearly every gay on campus is a fabulous flaming f*****t, not something I particularly enjoy. Sure, I can laugh at it, but it's not something I'd really ********. Problem: I know one of the ladies has been silently crushing on me for a long, long time, and I could not bring myself to hurt her by entering into a relationship with anyone. Solution: Take her out, be "straight" for a while. See what happens. 3.???????? 4. PROFIT!? Fix'd You know, sometimes I hate being bi. It always means making a choice, something I don't really enjoy doing. And when it comes down to choosing between friends, I never want to hurt anyone. I'll be perfectly honest: If we lived anywhere near each other, I'd probably take you over anyone else, for a few reasons. That isn't the way things have worked out, though, and I'm fine with that, but it'd be nice to have a guy again who doesn't lisp or refer to everyone as a woman. lol Or it means you can screw whoever you want and nobody gives you s**t either way. ಠ_ಠ But I understand what yer sayin.... Aww! Cookeh I wish I could SEE YOU!!! D: P.s. I think I've developed a bit of a lisp and I want somebody to come beat the s**t out of me because of it. @_@ I just found out that the friend I drunk-made out with at a party during Winter Break developed a massive crush on me, and apparently underwent much emotional strife because of it, while I'm completely oblivious to all of this until s**t hits the fan and I hear what he's really thinking about the whole situation.... I'm a fuggin Life-ruiner..... Don't get drunk and make out with high schoolers. It wont ever end well. crying "She sells sea shells by the sea shore." I BELIEVE IN YOU MED, YOU CAN DO IT Yeah, I basically had a moment like that a couple nights ago. We got a hotel in Boston for AB, and my friend Kristen crawled into bed with me. We ended up in each others arms (because evidently we both like to cling to things when we sleep) and I think I accidentally hurt my friend Nura. I think this might be the only way to set things straight. Lol I....whut? I'M TRYING! gonk Yeah, pretty much sounds like the same situation except mine includes more booze and 2nd base....one of the other people I made out with that night was PISSED...... You sure it wouldn't just be easier to have a good, long conversation about it? You know, put everything out on the table and sort it out together?....xD Thats how I solve all MY problems, and it usually works out pretty well. No, because I want to make her happy, even if that means just briefly. I don't want to turn her down because I couldn't bear to see her hurt like that. She's the most genuinely innocent and happy person I know, yeah? No one wants to see that sort of thing extinguished.
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Posted: Mon Apr 25, 2011 11:32 pm
Wantcookie Medeus Wantcookie Medeus Wantcookie xd You know, sometimes I hate being bi. It always means making a choice, something I don't really enjoy doing. And when it comes down to choosing between friends, I never want to hurt anyone. I'll be perfectly honest: If we lived anywhere near each other, I'd probably take you over anyone else, for a few reasons. That isn't the way things have worked out, though, and I'm fine with that, but it'd be nice to have a guy again who doesn't lisp or refer to everyone as a woman. lol Or it means you can screw whoever you want and nobody gives you s**t either way. ಠ_ಠ But I understand what yer sayin.... Aww! Cookeh I wish I could SEE YOU!!! D: P.s. I think I've developed a bit of a lisp and I want somebody to come beat the s**t out of me because of it. @_@ I just found out that the friend I drunk-made out with at a party during Winter Break developed a massive crush on me, and apparently underwent much emotional strife because of it, while I'm completely oblivious to all of this until s**t hits the fan and I hear what he's really thinking about the whole situation.... I'm a fuggin Life-ruiner..... Don't get drunk and make out with high schoolers. It wont ever end well. crying "She sells sea shells by the sea shore." I BELIEVE IN YOU MED, YOU CAN DO IT Yeah, I basically had a moment like that a couple nights ago. We got a hotel in Boston for AB, and my friend Kristen crawled into bed with me. We ended up in each others arms (because evidently we both like to cling to things when we sleep) and I think I accidentally hurt my friend Nura. I think this might be the only way to set things straight. Lol I....whut? I'M TRYING! gonk Yeah, pretty much sounds like the same situation except mine includes more booze and 2nd base....one of the other people I made out with that night was PISSED...... You sure it wouldn't just be easier to have a good, long conversation about it? You know, put everything out on the table and sort it out together?....xD Thats how I solve all MY problems, and it usually works out pretty well. No, because I want to make her happy, even if that means just briefly. I don't want to turn her down because I couldn't bear to see her hurt like that. She's the most genuinely innocent and happy person I know, yeah? No one wants to see that sort of thing extinguished. ....but will she be crushed if it doesn't last forever? I hate to be negative nancy, but it doesn't really sound like it'll last too long. God dammit, someone slap me! scream You know what I'm sayin? Like mostly (to me, prolly cuz I dont have all the info) it looks like it'll be the difference between breaking her heart Now, or breaking it Later.... Unless it'll be enough just that you DID say Yes to her, and you hope that the relationship (if it HAS to end) will be more like a "It just didn't work out" situation, as opposed to a "He doesn't like me like that" situation....which technically would be a better outcome, but it's kinda risky, eh? crying WHY AM I SO DEPRESSING!? God damn personality tendency to play the devil's advocate... stare
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Sharkbutt The Orgiastic Crew
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Posted: Mon Apr 25, 2011 11:34 pm
LeeIoo Wantcookie LeeIoo I'm sneaky like that. ninja I love that name by the way (steals), but I hate when that happens.....SOO MANY CRUSHES ON MEH! gonk And I mean like...I think it's just easier for me to stay single, though I almost feel cruel for not acknowledging it. Or am apparently oblivious to it (as posted above)..... But dude, you got balls....lol I don't think I would want to be in a relationship that I know wouldn't last awhile. I'm the reason for so many break-ups. Lol!! I wish you the best of luck with that. The odd thing is that I don't know if it will last long, I just don't want it to. Guess I've gotten bored with "straight" relationships, hah. lol I don't mean to be discouraging, but it's pretty much a given that if Both parties aren't equally invested in a relationship, it won't last too long.....and it doesn't sound like a healthy one either. Somehow, I'm not sure if it's right to make a Relationship the answer to a sore wound....Isn't that kind of like leading her on? Trying to be helpful, I'm genuinely concerned about you AND her here....lol. But you can always take my advice ans shove it up my a** if you don't like it, I would understand. @_@ It's not just that, either. I've seen her waiting for months and months now, and I guess it hurts me to know she's willing to wait an eternity for a chance. And she really is a beautiful person. I don't think I can say the same thing about anyone, really. Nobody I know is as patient, kind, or forgiving as she is. If I'm not meant for her, then I certainly hope she finds someone who is perfect.
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Posted: Mon Apr 25, 2011 11:37 pm
Wantcookie LeeIoo Wantcookie LeeIoo I'm sneaky like that. ninja I love that name by the way (steals), but I hate when that happens.....SOO MANY CRUSHES ON MEH! gonk And I mean like...I think it's just easier for me to stay single, though I almost feel cruel for not acknowledging it. Or am apparently oblivious to it (as posted above)..... But dude, you got balls....lol I don't think I would want to be in a relationship that I know wouldn't last awhile. I'm the reason for so many break-ups. Lol!! I wish you the best of luck with that. The odd thing is that I don't know if it will last long, I just don't want it to. Guess I've gotten bored with "straight" relationships, hah. lol I don't mean to be discouraging, but it's pretty much a given that if Both parties aren't equally invested in a relationship, it won't last too long.....and it doesn't sound like a healthy one either. Somehow, I'm not sure if it's right to make a Relationship the answer to a sore wound....Isn't that kind of like leading her on? Trying to be helpful, I'm genuinely concerned about you AND her here....lol. But you can always take my advice ans shove it up my a** if you don't like it, I would understand. @_@ It's not just that, either. I've seen her waiting for months and months now, and I guess it hurts me to know she's willing to wait an eternity for a chance. And she really is a beautiful person. I don't think I can say the same thing about anyone, really. Nobody I know is as patient, kind, or forgiving as she is. If I'm not meant for her, then I certainly hope she finds someone who is perfect. You play a very dangerous, but clearly a very sincere game Cook. In spite of my absurd worries, I seriously hope it works out okay. 3nodding
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Sharkbutt The Orgiastic Crew
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Posted: Mon Apr 25, 2011 11:37 pm
Medeus Wantcookie Medeus Wantcookie Medeus Wantcookie xd You know, sometimes I hate being bi. It always means making a choice, something I don't really enjoy doing. And when it comes down to choosing between friends, I never want to hurt anyone. I'll be perfectly honest: If we lived anywhere near each other, I'd probably take you over anyone else, for a few reasons. That isn't the way things have worked out, though, and I'm fine with that, but it'd be nice to have a guy again who doesn't lisp or refer to everyone as a woman. lol Or it means you can screw whoever you want and nobody gives you s**t either way. ಠ_ಠ But I understand what yer sayin.... Aww! Cookeh I wish I could SEE YOU!!! D: P.s. I think I've developed a bit of a lisp and I want somebody to come beat the s**t out of me because of it. @_@ I just found out that the friend I drunk-made out with at a party during Winter Break developed a massive crush on me, and apparently underwent much emotional strife because of it, while I'm completely oblivious to all of this until s**t hits the fan and I hear what he's really thinking about the whole situation.... I'm a fuggin Life-ruiner..... Don't get drunk and make out with high schoolers. It wont ever end well. crying "She sells sea shells by the sea shore." I BELIEVE IN YOU MED, YOU CAN DO IT Yeah, I basically had a moment like that a couple nights ago. We got a hotel in Boston for AB, and my friend Kristen crawled into bed with me. We ended up in each others arms (because evidently we both like to cling to things when we sleep) and I think I accidentally hurt my friend Nura. I think this might be the only way to set things straight. Lol I....whut? I'M TRYING! gonk Yeah, pretty much sounds like the same situation except mine includes more booze and 2nd base....one of the other people I made out with that night was PISSED...... You sure it wouldn't just be easier to have a good, long conversation about it? You know, put everything out on the table and sort it out together?....xD Thats how I solve all MY problems, and it usually works out pretty well. No, because I want to make her happy, even if that means just briefly. I don't want to turn her down because I couldn't bear to see her hurt like that. She's the most genuinely innocent and happy person I know, yeah? No one wants to see that sort of thing extinguished. ....but will she be crushed if it doesn't last forever? I hate to be negative nancy, but it doesn't really sound like it'll last too long. God dammit, someone slap me! scream You know what I'm sayin? Like mostly (to me, prolly cuz I dont have all the info) it looks like it'll be the difference between breaking her heart Now, or breaking it Later.... Unless it'll be enough just that you DID say Yes to her, and you hope that the relationship (if it HAS to end) will be more like a "It just didn't work out" situation, as opposed to a "He doesn't like me like that" situation....which technically would be a better outcome, but it's kinda risky, eh? crying WHY AM I SO DEPRESSING!? God damn personality tendency to play the devil's advocate... stare Trust me when I say I know how to let a relationship end lightly. And I know I have to capacity to love her, I just think I've repressed it out of fear for a bit. I've thought this one out quite a bit, and I think this is the right conclusion. Hah, I'm actually grateful to you for questioning my ideas here, you know? It helps.
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Posted: Mon Apr 25, 2011 11:40 pm
Wantcookie Medeus Wantcookie Medeus Wantcookie "She sells sea shells by the sea shore." I BELIEVE IN YOU MED, YOU CAN DO IT Yeah, I basically had a moment like that a couple nights ago. We got a hotel in Boston for AB, and my friend Kristen crawled into bed with me. We ended up in each others arms (because evidently we both like to cling to things when we sleep) and I think I accidentally hurt my friend Nura. I think this might be the only way to set things straight. Lol I....whut? I'M TRYING! gonk Yeah, pretty much sounds like the same situation except mine includes more booze and 2nd base....one of the other people I made out with that night was PISSED...... You sure it wouldn't just be easier to have a good, long conversation about it? You know, put everything out on the table and sort it out together?....xD Thats how I solve all MY problems, and it usually works out pretty well. No, because I want to make her happy, even if that means just briefly. I don't want to turn her down because I couldn't bear to see her hurt like that. She's the most genuinely innocent and happy person I know, yeah? No one wants to see that sort of thing extinguished. ....but will she be crushed if it doesn't last forever? I hate to be negative nancy, but it doesn't really sound like it'll last too long. God dammit, someone slap me! scream You know what I'm sayin? Like mostly (to me, prolly cuz I dont have all the info) it looks like it'll be the difference between breaking her heart Now, or breaking it Later.... Unless it'll be enough just that you DID say Yes to her, and you hope that the relationship (if it HAS to end) will be more like a "It just didn't work out" situation, as opposed to a "He doesn't like me like that" situation....which technically would be a better outcome, but it's kinda risky, eh? crying WHY AM I SO DEPRESSING!? God damn personality tendency to play the devil's advocate... stare Trust me when I say I know how to let a relationship end lightly. And I know I have to capacity to love her, I just think I've repressed it out of fear for a bit. I've thought this one out quite a bit, and I think this is the right conclusion. Hah, I'm actually grateful to you for questioning my ideas here, you know? It helps. xD Oh well if it's been something on your mind for awhile, than it probably makes more sense to you than to me..... But still. If she's as awesome as you paint her to be, than it'll be a damn shame for you to be the one to do her hurt. You better be willing to accept that responsibility, cuz if it doesn't end up well for whatever reason, you'll be the one who was playing with Her heart. eh? lol OH good, most people just give up and get frustrated and make me spell everything out....Like I gotta be their poet AND the fuggin interpretor...Everybody's a scarecrow.
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Sharkbutt The Orgiastic Crew
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Posted: Mon Apr 25, 2011 11:52 pm
Medeus Wantcookie Medeus Wantcookie Medeus Wantcookie "She sells sea shells by the sea shore." I BELIEVE IN YOU MED, YOU CAN DO IT Yeah, I basically had a moment like that a couple nights ago. We got a hotel in Boston for AB, and my friend Kristen crawled into bed with me. We ended up in each others arms (because evidently we both like to cling to things when we sleep) and I think I accidentally hurt my friend Nura. I think this might be the only way to set things straight. Lol I....whut? I'M TRYING! gonk Yeah, pretty much sounds like the same situation except mine includes more booze and 2nd base....one of the other people I made out with that night was PISSED...... You sure it wouldn't just be easier to have a good, long conversation about it? You know, put everything out on the table and sort it out together?....xD Thats how I solve all MY problems, and it usually works out pretty well. No, because I want to make her happy, even if that means just briefly. I don't want to turn her down because I couldn't bear to see her hurt like that. She's the most genuinely innocent and happy person I know, yeah? No one wants to see that sort of thing extinguished. ....but will she be crushed if it doesn't last forever? I hate to be negative nancy, but it doesn't really sound like it'll last too long. God dammit, someone slap me! scream You know what I'm sayin? Like mostly (to me, prolly cuz I dont have all the info) it looks like it'll be the difference between breaking her heart Now, or breaking it Later.... Unless it'll be enough just that you DID say Yes to her, and you hope that the relationship (if it HAS to end) will be more like a "It just didn't work out" situation, as opposed to a "He doesn't like me like that" situation....which technically would be a better outcome, but it's kinda risky, eh? crying WHY AM I SO DEPRESSING!? God damn personality tendency to play the devil's advocate... stare Trust me when I say I know how to let a relationship end lightly. And I know I have to capacity to love her, I just think I've repressed it out of fear for a bit. I've thought this one out quite a bit, and I think this is the right conclusion. Hah, I'm actually grateful to you for questioning my ideas here, you know? It helps. xD Oh well if it's been something on your mind for awhile, than it probably makes more sense to you than to me..... But still. If she's as awesome as you paint her to be, than it'll be a damn shame for you to be the one to do her hurt. You better be willing to accept that responsibility, cuz if it doesn't end up well for whatever reason, you'll be the one who was playing with Her heart. eh? lol OH good, most people just give up and get frustrated and make me spell everything out....Like I gotta be their poet AND the fuggin interpretor...Everybody's a scarecrow. In matters of the heart, deception of any kind or magnitude is unforgivable. She'll get the whole truth from the get-go with me, and that's a promise. She needs to know everything that I feel about this, good or bad. If she gets hurt, she'll know exactly why, and if she doesn't, then she'll also know why. Blaugh, I hate it when people can't think for themselves. That's the worst.
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Posted: Mon Apr 25, 2011 11:55 pm
Wantcookie Medeus Wantcookie Medeus Wantcookie No, because I want to make her happy, even if that means just briefly. I don't want to turn her down because I couldn't bear to see her hurt like that. She's the most genuinely innocent and happy person I know, yeah? No one wants to see that sort of thing extinguished. ....but will she be crushed if it doesn't last forever? I hate to be negative nancy, but it doesn't really sound like it'll last too long. God dammit, someone slap me! scream You know what I'm sayin? Like mostly (to me, prolly cuz I dont have all the info) it looks like it'll be the difference between breaking her heart Now, or breaking it Later.... Unless it'll be enough just that you DID say Yes to her, and you hope that the relationship (if it HAS to end) will be more like a "It just didn't work out" situation, as opposed to a "He doesn't like me like that" situation....which technically would be a better outcome, but it's kinda risky, eh? crying WHY AM I SO DEPRESSING!? God damn personality tendency to play the devil's advocate... stare Trust me when I say I know how to let a relationship end lightly. And I know I have to capacity to love her, I just think I've repressed it out of fear for a bit. I've thought this one out quite a bit, and I think this is the right conclusion. Hah, I'm actually grateful to you for questioning my ideas here, you know? It helps. xD Oh well if it's been something on your mind for awhile, than it probably makes more sense to you than to me..... But still. If she's as awesome as you paint her to be, than it'll be a damn shame for you to be the one to do her hurt. You better be willing to accept that responsibility, cuz if it doesn't end up well for whatever reason, you'll be the one who was playing with Her heart. eh? lol OH good, most people just give up and get frustrated and make me spell everything out....Like I gotta be their poet AND the fuggin interpretor...Everybody's a scarecrow. In matters of the heart, deception of any kind or magnitude is unforgivable. She'll get the whole truth from the get-go with me, and that's a promise. She needs to know everything that I feel about this, good or bad. Blaugh, I hate it when people can't think for themselves. That's the worst. I respect you a lot the much more now. You are very wise. ಠ_ಠ Also yes, it drives me up the god damn wall.... Reason #1 why I'm glad my parents homeschooled me for as long as they did.
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Sharkbutt The Orgiastic Crew
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Posted: Mon Apr 25, 2011 11:58 pm
Medeus Wantcookie In matters of the heart, deception of any kind or magnitude is unforgivable. She'll get the whole truth from the get-go with me, and that's a promise. She needs to know everything that I feel about this, good or bad. I respect you a lot the much more now. You are very wise. ಠ_ಠ Also yes, it drives me up the god damn wall.... Reason #1 why I'm glad my parents homeschooled me for as long as they did. Hah, only when I want to be, I suppose. Oh, god, I hate to think how I would have turned out if I had never gone to that Charter School. They really did focus more on teaching you how to be an individual than anything else.
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Posted: Mon Apr 25, 2011 11:59 pm
Wantcookie Medeus Wantcookie In matters of the heart, deception of any kind or magnitude is unforgivable. She'll get the whole truth from the get-go with me, and that's a promise. She needs to know everything that I feel about this, good or bad. I respect you a lot the much more now. You are very wise. ಠ_ಠ Hah, only when I want to be, I suppose. Oh, god, I hate to think how I would have turned out if I had never gone to that Charter School. They really did focus more on teaching you how to be an individual than anything else. lol there are so many things I could say to that, except the only thing I'm thinking about is how much I feel like to take a wet shower right now.... ಠ_ಠ It's like you ARE me!! Except farther away!!! WTF IS GOING ON HERE!?
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Sharkbutt The Orgiastic Crew
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Posted: Tue Apr 26, 2011 12:04 am
Medeus Wantcookie Medeus Wantcookie In matters of the heart, deception of any kind or magnitude is unforgivable. She'll get the whole truth from the get-go with me, and that's a promise. She needs to know everything that I feel about this, good or bad. I respect you a lot the much more now. You are very wise. ಠ_ಠ Hah, only when I want to be, I suppose. Oh, god, I hate to think how I would have turned out if I had never gone to that Charter School. They really did focus more on teaching you how to be an individual than anything else. lol there are so many things I could say to that, except the only thing I'm thinking about is how much I feel like to take a wet shower right now.... ಠ_ಠ It's like you ARE me!! Except farther away!!! WTF IS GOING ON HERE!? You should shower and/or sleep. xd Wh-- Holy s**t. xd
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Posted: Tue Apr 26, 2011 12:07 am
Wantcookie Medeus Wantcookie Medeus Wantcookie In matters of the heart, deception of any kind or magnitude is unforgivable. She'll get the whole truth from the get-go with me, and that's a promise. She needs to know everything that I feel about this, good or bad. I respect you a lot the much more now. You are very wise. ಠ_ಠ Hah, only when I want to be, I suppose. Oh, god, I hate to think how I would have turned out if I had never gone to that Charter School. They really did focus more on teaching you how to be an individual than anything else. lol there are so many things I could say to that, except the only thing I'm thinking about is how much I feel like to take a wet shower right now.... ಠ_ಠ It's like you ARE me!! Except farther away!!! WTF IS GOING ON HERE!? You should shower and/or sleep. xd Wh-- Holy s**t. xd Yeah, I'll get there eventually "She'll be cumin 'round teh mountin when she cums...." Cookeh like woah
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Posted: Tue Apr 26, 2011 12:56 am
My girlfriend is getting jealous, and my best friend is getting, amongst other things, increasingly volatile. Things haven't been working out for either of them, so I comfort them. But my best friend is someone who takes a lot of time to really reach with good vibes, so we are texting and seeing each other a huge amount. My girlfriend hasn't minded, but during anime Boston out of nowhere my friend starts hating on her for no reason. Now there is a bit of bad air between them and only two days after I can see this ins't going to go down well. I can't imagine losing either of them, though If I had to lose one- no actually, I refuse to even pick one of them. I've had both so far and I'm not going to lose either one. I love them both and I'm keeping both. Thank you available text box Next stop: Wantcookie -long discussion regarding mutually known person- I really hadn't noticed she'd been after you in that way, i guess i just thought she was being friendly. But, like you've said, she's smart, happy, and very understanding. She has her emotions in check and if things go south as long as you stay honest like I know you would I think this would be perfectly fine. You're both down to earth people and you can be reasonable about this, so I wouldn't worry all that much about changing her in some way, or changing your friendship with her to be honest. ok Im going to sleep now, like i should have hours ago.
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Posted: Tue Apr 26, 2011 8:52 am
Rhed King Wantcookie -long discussion regarding mutually known person- I really hadn't noticed she'd been after you in that way, i guess i just thought she was being friendly. She hasn't really been after me, not in the same active way Kristen chases people she wants. Nura just seems to want and wait, and I can see she's been doing both. Also: Kate's jealousy amuses me to no end when you and I be gay at each other. xd But I didn't notice anything between Kate and Kristen then. I wonder what set Kristen off?
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Sharkbutt The Orgiastic Crew
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Posted: Tue Apr 26, 2011 9:03 am
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