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"..." That's right. The slavetraders... Though he had killed them out of self-defense, but he had regretted it afterwards...the released Hyouton Creation that not only took those bandits' lives but also the innocent children they had snatched... A feeling of disgust settled in the pit of his stomach as Shinratsu pushed the memory away. Especially...what had ensued afterwards. Don't think about it...don't... Shizuka and Cronos...when he had tried to push them away, by telling them the slaughter...with a even voice but haughty eye...but there had been a disgusted hatred too. Not for them, not even for Kiri...but for himself. And...especially what had followed that incident...he especially neglected to mention because...a part of him didn't want either to know... For the sake of surviving he had... Consumed human flesh...

He look away. "Don't talk of killing so easily..." Shizuka wants revenge against one man. He desired the destruction of a whole village... One sin after another...too blind to see the path ahead...or even return to the path which he came... A fleeting purity that won't return...like blood staining the snow.

"Well I'm going to have to some day..." She sighed as she knew what gig said was the truth, as Giglamesh offered her his hand she looked around as she crossed her arms at her stomach. "That is the role of a shinobi isn't it? We're going to have to kill some day or another, an assassin mission here or there..."

"Don't talk of killing so easily..."

"Huh?" Shinratsu and Giglamesh began talking...she had a feeling that She didn't know everything about Shinratsu.

Giglamesh would look to shizuka, the look in her eye was worry. As if she didnt want to take life but one day feared that she would have to for duty, or perhaps she didnt want other too look down on her innocence...When it was the opposite giglamesh discarded that a long long time ago. It was something he wish he would of kept, she probably doesn't the feel the same way but gig knew better, he knew from his own mistakes. But then shin giglamesh caught that look from shin lack of emotion looking down away from them, he knew that feeling and lust all to well. Giglamesh would walk over to shin incredibly close towering over him. "....Stop thinking of it that way......i know all to well your thoughts...you seek power, you crave it you want to be strong...you thinks its to protect, but its not the same trust me i know the all to well......you believe that your hands are already stained, that your already stained, youll use that as a battle cry....you dont belive so right know but i know shinratsu-kun....in time if you keep down that path you with care if your tainted and youll continue on a downward spiral to a obsession with your own power....all that will matter is strength....and you will no longer have your humanity.....you do not...want to go down this path, as eventually your actions catch up to you and they hurt more than any physical wound you can ever have.."

Giglamesh would get down on his knee so he was basically face to face with shin and would place his right hand on shin's left shoulder. "..For those that you have killed...those wrongful deaths......dont you owe it to them to change...to not group there accidents with others.....Some wise words for you and i alike shinratsu-kun "When you seek power only for your self you become a beast, but when that power is used for others...that is true strength."........i have only shown keiko this ....but your entilted to know, i have talked about my bloody past before...but do you want to see the image that made me see the errors of my ways?..the image that showed me how much a fool i truely was for beliving only in power and myeself?" Giglamesh would take his casket knocking it over and he would open the door and remove the back pannel it had a few odd things, one thins was a vanilla folder which was sealed shut. He would use a shurkien from his coat to open it and he would slide out to pisturse and he would hold them out for shin. The first image was dark and hard to seen anything but a hill at first, but then upon closer inspection the hill was very lumpy and somebody was atop it. It wassent a very good picture as it was from a Polaroid camera that the pics came out when they were snapped. But as he would look at it closer he would see that the hill was actually a mound of corpses, in this pile were me women and children, and standing atop that pile was a unrecognizable figure that seemd to have as much blood on it as the pile did. But as shin would look even closer he could see two things...that crazed smile, and the beautiful glowing blue right eye.

Then giglamesh showed him the second picture, the eye and smile was much closer this time and blood seemed to be splashing out from behind the camera. "....It was a ten year old boy that took those pictures...its a image ...a nitemare of mine that still exists....as they boy slid off my blade i picked up those pictures to only realize that demon in the picture was myself......that was when finally everything came back to me, all my wrongs all in a instant....Shin your so much like me when i was younger......i dont want to see you go down a path of self destruction like i did, im sure you believe its different for you...but in the end the outcome is the same...thats is why...to repent to clear the names of those i wronged i continue to live for the sakes of those lost by that beast...thats why i will protect you...all of you, not for me...but for those lives i had claimed as trophies. Ill define my power by being able to protect those i care for no matter what." Giglamesh looked in to shins eye with a look he had never seen before, giglamesh never shown his sorrow his anguish, but in this moment he had shown everything to him, his past how and why he has become what he was. He goal used to be for himself...not he only exists for others.

He knew all to well the gift of power, but not a gift but more of a curse, it goes to ones head, such a addicting thing if one tastes to much then them before obsessed and rely upon that repeated taste of savory power. To somebody which craves power more than anything how do the define that power? The battle field, there they could stand atop everything else if they were strong...and one day giglamesh did, he stood above everything else because he stood atop the pile of corpses he had created, enemies, wives and children of his enemies, allies that told him he had gone to far, it just continued till only gig and that boy that hid remained, until the book took that first picture then giglamesh in his craze turned on him only to see the boy capture his own death on camera, then when giglamesh saw the pictures at his feet, as he finaly looked in to the mirror of what he was....that image of power....that visage of strength .....that image of what he was...shattered, for months to come he secluded him self and tried to commit harakiri (ritual suicide) several times, but his fight tactics lead it to where he survived it every time, it was as if he was cursed to live with his actions. Then a monk told him that which he told to shin When one uses strength for them self, they become a monster...but when its used for others, that defined strength. Giglamesh wassent cursed, but given the gift of life correct the wrongs he had done, to repent for his past wrongs. shin would have to do the same, gig said nothing else he had to let those words soak in to shins mind.

((Roll for damage.

Double strike combines the damage of a single blade as two I think, so damage range would be 8-16*2 =16-32))

((Damage for first sword strike))

((redo damage it would be 8-16 x3 because 2two hits and second hit is critical which is double damage.))

-48=52hp

The woman wassent a push over, as raisuke came in slashing she would oddly enough charge him, since he used a weapon it would make it harder to hit if she was to close. She would get his by his slash but it didnt cut her two awefully bad, but not point blank the shotgun would make a metalic sound The device was directly againt rai's side, and there was no way to avoid a point blank attack from such close range. But then the second approached and she barely saw her and tried to act in time but was two slow, with she first two a blade slashing across her right forearm, which caused her to turn with the attack, and she would then get cut quite fiercely across the abdomen. She would begin to bleed somewhat badly, but she wassent dead yet. Useing only her right arm she would point the shotgun directly at amaya which was in very close range fireing off a shot, then she would catch it with left hand and c**k it useing only the force of her left hand (think sarah at end of terminator 2) she would c**k it with a feirce shake of left hand and grab then handle with hjer right injured arm and fire another shot a amaya.

8+1= -____-
3+4=-_____-


(and thats a burn)