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Posted: Sun Jul 22, 2012 11:47 pm
Zar let go of Rin's hand with a strange pang of longing. He wanted to say more than he did, to thank her for taking the fall for him, but he couldn't move, frozen by fear, not even able to help her pick up the scattered papers the way he wanted to.
He could only watch as she left, still numb and silent.
He couldn't speak even as they were herded back to the cell, and even as they arrived, he headed to one of the beds and climbed onto it to sit. He'd let himself down with cowardice, he'd let Rin down and gotten her in trouble. He didn't want that to happen to him but at the same time, the pressures were starting to pile up.
Mei received a distant, blank look. "I couldn't do it if I wanted to."
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Posted: Mon Jul 23, 2012 12:21 am
Amphi was still reeling at the lost of the Siren...His gorgeous voice and coloring. The simple easiness he had as a friend to be...
She was so sad that she just had nothing to say at the moment. No words to even Zar who had turned down becoming a weapon as well.
She was back in the cell in a heartbeat and shuddered as she looked at Mei, the only one to talk in their silence so far.
And she couldn't help but sit on the bed and tuck her head in her legs, tears staining her legs as she finally broke down from their situation.
Even with the talks with the hunters, she felt nothing for them now but distrust and loathing. Except for Wash. Wash was a good hunter...surely he would never let students becoming a weapon.
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Posted: Mon Jul 23, 2012 10:22 am
Yin had started for the door, intent on leaving, but then they were actually being escorted out by the hunters and back to the original room. Even though there were five of them now, the presence of the sixth bunk wa a sickening reminder of what had just occurred.
The room was cold and miserable, and his skin practically itched to go back to the comfort of his natural form. But he could not now. He eyed the bed, debating rest, knowing he needed it but not trusting it. Finally he settled in on a bunk, sitting up, and closed his eyes. Meditation. The skill Nurse Cricket had taught him to soothe his own Fear, which was feeling sluggish. But his mind was in a disarray as well, and finally he just gave up, focusing on the conversations around him, silent.
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Posted: Mon Jul 23, 2012 10:28 am
Amrita shambled back into the room in a more Zombie-like fashion, feeling some vague sense of relief at being in those four contained walls again. It was nice to not have to look at that conversion tube, to know that a friend went in, but would never walk out. This room gave her the opportunity to pretend it never happened, but that was just wishful thinking. She would never forget. The memory was fresh, but it was surreal now, every step she took felt...different. Like she was still dreaming. She knew she wasn't.
The brief conversation between Mei and Zar had her attention, and the latter was approached without hesitation. She couldn't think of anything to say, having lost all interest - or perhaps ability - to speak. Instead she reached out, pressing a hand to Zar's upper arm and offering him a small smile. She was glad he didn't go through it, but she couldn't bring herself to say it. Or anything, really. A brief squeeze to his arm and she was on the move again, heading towards one of the unclaimed cots.
She was about to crawl in when she heard Amphi. The patchwork paused, hands already on the cot with every intention to lay down and never move again, but just stared at the ghoul as if trying to process what was happening. All she wanted to do was lay down and cry, to force her body into rigor so she wouldn't have to move ever again; but Amphi was crying. How could she ignore someone who was crying?
It was simple; she couldn't. Instead of climbing into her own bunk, Amrita slid onto Amphi's to sit beside the ghoul. Wordlessly, the patchwork wrapped her arm around her shoulders, holding her close with one arm. Amrita bit back her own tears, blinking furiously through the burning behind her eye of the tears that wouldn't fall...and just held onto Amphi, giving the ghoul a reassuring squeeze.
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Posted: Mon Jul 23, 2012 12:14 pm
Amphi felt the gentle weight of another being on her bed, blue eyes coming to look at Amrita who pulled her into a hug. Amphi was in no means a strong ghoul, not even a tidbit tough. When the arm wrapped around her, the mermaid eased back into the hug, clutching at Amrita.
Israfel was gone and that was it and they were still here and they were...
She continued to sob more, this time, the tears soaking into Amrita's shoulder where her head rested. Once she had finished...she sniffled and offered Amrita watery sad look.
"Amrita..." Was all Amphi could get out...
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Posted: Mon Jul 23, 2012 1:52 pm
Amrita shifted her weight, adjusting her limbs as Amphi moved to tuck against her to more comfortably accomodate the poor ghoul. No matter how badly Amrita wanted to cry, no matter how much her eye burned with the tears that wouldn't fall, she continued to try and comfort the ghoul. She rubbed Amphi's back, unable to find the words of comfort she so sorely wanted to give.
These were Hunters after all. Hunters who, despite their recent kind words and talks of partnership, hated them. Who knew what was planned for them now; there was no guarantee they'd be able to go home. She witnessed their lies in the Trance, something she still believed to be true.
Amrita had been looking away as she held Amphi; it was the only thing she could do to not completely break down herself. She couldn't, not yet. Not here. It was the sound of her name that brought her back, looking down at the ghoul and returning the watery eyed look with a smile that was trying to be hopeful.
It'll be okay, she wanted to say. "I'll miss him too." She said instead, her voice barely above a whisper in an attempt to hide how badly her voice was breaking. Instead she fixed her faltering smile, taking a moment to brush some of the tears from the ghoul's cheeks.
"I'm sure they're coming for us." She assured Amphi, raising her voice to let the others hear her too. This was the only thing she could think to say that she completely believed. She didn't know how long she'd been here, but it felt like days; someone must have noticed they were missing now...and if she knew her friends... "W-we just...have to hang in there, okay?" She started to pat down Amphi's hair like Lizzy used to do to her, finding a small amount of comfort in the repetitive motion. "We...we've gotta be strong now. ...C-can't let them break us. W-we can't let them win." But all she wanted to do was cry.
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Posted: Mon Jul 23, 2012 2:02 pm
Long moments passed in silence: it was perhaps almost a relief to hear noise again other than the sounds of the occupants, though not as much the figure accompanying.
In Caelius's hands were a series of folders, a rather wide stash, all neatly tucked together. He grabbed the seat the tetris-playing lab tech quickly abandoned upon first sight of the Death lead, and placed himself right in front of the students, across the window, the folders sitting against the small counter.
"Why would I let you participate in this little conversion exercise our goal was to recruit." There was no way to tune out his voice, the microphone relaying each word grating piece by piece. "You are chosen. It does not mean you will choose whatever you please . In five days, you will be released, to continue to delude yourselves. If it is not you, then who else will it be who is taken next time, who has to make a choice in your stead because you did not understand the system. Because even though you speak of friends, of saving others, you still ultimately endangered them. Noone is going to rescue you, your friends, family, everyone you know, but yourselves."
The Death lead pulled out the first of the folders, six reports, which he laid out clearly for all the students, any interested, to see. "Let me explain to you how this system works. We pick only what we need, three to six potential candidates at a time. Only two successful conversions are needed, one which has already been fulfilled." Each report had the name of one of the students in the room, a photo. Israfel's was marked as COMPLETE. "If you go free this time, that is fine-" He scrapped the papers, placing them back into the folder before opening up a second - "Then there is still a quota to fill, as this is a system." This time, the papers were written with other names and photos. Familiar names. Aymet. Unstabul. Alexander. Nuru. Tybalt. Christof. "Suddenly, one of these finds themselves in what should have been your situation making the choice you were supposed to make." A system needs to continue, and they are no exception. The papers were left on the table.
"This is your choice, why you were chosen. To take responsibility. Perhaps you even felt smug, killing a Hunter, getting information. It is so easy to pretend you are not part of the system even when you and every single friend who even stepped into it are wound up so tightly in the consequences." The folder was finally put away to reveal finally a third folder.
Pictures of maimed bodies. In one spread, a whole desert sprawled with nothing but carcasses, pink and rotting, blank faces of eyes human eyes staring into the endless sky. Another bodies that littered the edge of a water supply. The third a whole town destroyed, rising in flames. "If you feel so brave, a hero, then you would consider the whole picture and not whatever conveniences you. Actions contain every specific consequences. Even in my absence, the absence of everyone you hate or fear, the system continues."
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Posted: Mon Jul 23, 2012 3:27 pm
A system. Quotas and numbers and systems. He found it simultaneously chilling and reassuring, like he was standing once again firmly on terrain he could navigate. His attention was rapt as the death hunter laid out their files, explaining how things worked. They had attained a single weaponisation thus far - they required a second.
The Incubus' expression remained impassive and cold as the man went on, only fracturing into surprised as the photos from the other files were laid out. Nuru. Nuru could end up here just like him. It was the most chilling of thoughts, and one he hadn't even considered. He didn't know how they could know about the dog boil, but the means were irrelevant. It presented so many unforeseen problems, bolstered the doubts he'd already been carrying. It drove home his cowardice and made him doubt his decision to walk away from the cylinder primed to put an end to this ordeal.
It was another of those crossroads in his life. The ones he dreaded facing, where one choice made could dictate all else. He had never been good at choices, he tended to make the wrong ones.
Since he was a scareling he'd been walking two paths, the one his father wanted him to - that of business, of paperwork, of filing and corporate takeover - and the one his mother urged him down - the tradition of sexuality, of emotion, of love and sensual desires. He'd never been able to fully decide. This situation felt like having to choose with a finality one or the other. Would he embrace this system and play it for all it was worth, abandon the hesitance and emotion that made him weak, or would he instead choose to make one final grand gesture of devotion for a boil who might never realise the sacrifice that had been made for him? It was a tough decision and one he felt would have to be dwelt on for a long time if he was any sort of good person.
However, as he thought it over he realised with a sinking sort of dread something undeniable about himself. He wasn't a good person.
He wasn't a hero.
There were people out there who could lay down their lives for the ones they loved, who in a final act of compassion could give up all that they were for an ideal, for a belief.
Zar was not one of those people.
He cared deeply about Nuru, that was an irrefutable fact, but he found himself thinking more and more that it would be impossible to simply kill himself over a shining vision of love, over the idea that his death would somehow spare the dog boil indefinitely, especially when he would never know the truth of this island. He would never be prepared for what the hunters might do to get him on their side. And Zar would no longer be there to protect him, to shield his naivety.
No, he had to go back, he had to make it out of here - and if that meant playing the system, playing their game, then so be it.
After all, there was only one person he had to protect. He could look out for Nuru and was perfectly willing to turn over however many of his peers it took to do so. If there was a system, a machine, he was willing to shovel in as many bodies as it took to spare what was important to him. He was a demon, a demon of paperwork, of rules and regulations and practicalities. He was born to defend his own interests - and his interest were simply Nuru.
Faced with the crossroads he'd toyed with most of his life, he found in the end there was another path to take he'd never noticed. He didn't need to decide between black and white.
He'd been grey all along.
The images of the mangled humans simply made it all the clearer that all of this was more than about good and bad, transcendent of one faction being the antagonist over the other. He realised the cold truth was that - on a grander scale than their captor had said - all of this, all the fighting and death and every heinous crime - it was all a system.
Throwing himself under the wheels of the machine wouldn't stop it. It would trundle on regardless. It would be a waste, and in Zar's world, there was nothing more unforgivable than a waste.
He would not choose to die today.
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Posted: Mon Jul 23, 2012 4:16 pm
How were they supposed to respond to that? If they didn't choose, the hunters would just gather up others to be put in their place, to make this decision like they are having to now? The fact that both Bul, and Tybalt were among those in the files..what was she supposed to do? She knew the others were familiar with the names there as well. She didn't know how well, but she knew some were close.
The images of the humans were a disturbing sight. She had no part in what happened, but she still felt ill over the thought of what happened to them.
"So..you say we have exactly five days to make this decision..?" Five days? Not a lot of time for something like this. But if they didn't..It was a lot easier before this. Just to blow off their offer, thinking that the only ones that would be hurt was themselves. But now that others were brought into the picture..things just got a hell of a lot more complicated.
Bloody hunters and their system..
(( fgdflxkl Will try to get tags in when needed, but we have severe thunderstorm warnings today. @ A@;; ))
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Posted: Mon Jul 23, 2012 5:33 pm
He was back. The man that seemed to be responsible for most of...this. For Miss Israfel being taken from them, turned into an instrument to be utilized against them. Still recruiting, as if any of them would agree after they had seen what had happened to the siren. Chosen, chosen, chosen. No reasons why, no idea what he could have done that would make the hunters believe that he would join them. Maybe some things that they said were a temptation, but that was all it was. A temptation. They would be released. The idea that someone else would be taken...it grated at him. But maybe it would be someone like Miss Israfel, who had explained why she wanted what she wanted, even if Yin did not agree with her decision. The hunter was just saying things, just talking about them being endangered. He had no false hope of being rescued, five days or earlier if he took his own fate into his hands. Somehow. Maybe. Something was pulled out, papers, and papers did not tempt him. But curiosity was compelling, especially when the hunter began to talk about explaining the system. It was almost like a professor, about to explain something he did not understand. Some of them used boards to write on or images or other illustrations. He got up and moved toward the window to look. Candidates. That was how they saw them. Two needed though? They had had two, but Zar had dbacked out of that. But that simply meant that all of them would refuse. The hunters got their one and it would all be over with. It seemed he still had false hopes after all. Papers were being shuffled, new ones put out. Words that he could maybe struggle to read, but he was not, merely giving them a cursory glance before an image caught his eye. His throat tightened, blood draining away. No. It could not be. One of them in his situation. Making this choice. Alexander. They had his picture, and a quick glance and a bit of concentration revealed that they had his name as well. They knew who he was. How, Yin did not know. But they knew about Alexander. He could be next. They might have had a pact, not to be weapons, to resist together. To do whatever it took. But if the difference was between him being weaponized and Alexander being forced to face this...it was not a choice. He would protect him. Another folder was being pulled out. Human bodies. There was no way to prove it was anyone from Halloween. It was not a student, surely. They did not have permits. Maybe it was a horseman, but Yin did not even know them that well. They could not really be held accountable for that. The images were devastating, but there was no proof shown as to who or what caused it. His mouth was dry as he tore his eyes from the images, looking at the Death Hunter. "But if...if one of us chose to...to have the same fate as Miss Israfel," he was stumbling over the words, mind trying to work out everything, to try to make sure that he was hearing the right thing. "If you get two of us you will leave those others alone? You would leave A--you would leave those in the pictures out of this?"Zoobey Final paragraph applies to Cael
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Posted: Mon Jul 23, 2012 9:07 pm
She tried her hardest not to listen, but with that irritating voice filling the room it was difficult. In the end she did end up staring at the screen even if it was only to glare at the one she still deemed responsible for this whole mess. She listened, but she didn't enjoy it...and with a few words, Amrita's whole world seemed to crash. She saw through the truth of her own blind hopes; Caelius was right of course. Nobody was going to rescue them; nobody knew where they were. Any and all involvement with the Hunters had been either on neutral ground or by accident. Nobody was coming...how could they?
No. Someone was coming. Someone always saved them. Maybe this was a trance again; maybe it was like the trials. She'd wake up soon, right? Just had to keep playing this out...
But what Cael was saying seemed to real to ignore. It struck home; if she got out of here, that just meant one of her friends would be here instead. The Patchwork stared in complete horror at the photos that came up; two of whom were important to her, very important to her. A tiny voice in her head argued that no matter which friend he took, they would always refuse. One of the two she knew for sure would refuse. Aymet hated Hunters more than she did, and no matter what wouldn't listen to their promises and threats. Several of her friends fit that description; Calder, Jericho, Roch...so many who would barely answer questions and leave. Yet...
Christof, though...he was an Igor. He followed orders. Surely they would know that, right? They had to. If someone ordered him to agree to this, would he...? Even if he didn't, what if they grabbed Lizzy one day? Lizzy, sweet Lizzy...she would do anything for her friends. Anything. She could choose this, just like Israfel chose it. The photos of the Human dead were only glanced at, barely acknowledged; her gaze was on Caelius, her eye wide as she mulled over what to do. She loved her unlife, but if it meant saving someone else...
He said so himself; even if he were gone, they'd still look to fill their quota.
The thought made her sick. The panic, the worry...it all melted into anger. Hatred towards the Hunters, the resentment at their situation. The horror and disgust that bubbled through her at the memory of Isra's changing, the anger that followed by someone who would so carelessly do that to themselves. To those left behind. This was wrong, it was always wrong, and yet---
"I...I'll do it." Amrita grit her teeth, giving Amphi's shoulders one last squeeze before standing, her hands in fists at her sides. She couldn't put her friends in this cell; not the friends that were her world, her family, her everything. She had nothing; no plans, no real fear-family attachments...just a bunch of schoolmates that meant everything to her. Ones she had protected in the past at the cost of her own health and body, and would do it again in a heartbeat. "If you just need one and you're done with this...I'll do it." She squared her shoulders, trying to be brave through the offer that honestly disgusted her.
"I'll be the last one."
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Posted: Tue Jul 24, 2012 12:10 am
Amphi looked up from her spot on Amrita's shoulders to listen to the hunter. Since coming here, She had begun to realize the man was a pain their a**. Even more so, he was so bluntly honest and true...if not rude, that she had nothing else to do but listen..
And she shuddered. She was friends Tybalt, watching his image flash on the screen and imagined that they were Danny or Roch instead. Her heart ached at the thought of THEM being caught, of anyone ELSE being caught here.
Yin and Amrita both had lept to action, causing the mermaid to reach out for the undead ghoul. "Amrita..." She squeezed. "Maybe it would be better if I did." She wiped her tears..."I got along well with one of the hunters, Some of them aren't so bad...it's ones like him that make us hate them..." She bit her lip nervously, hands shaking.
This mermaid was not brave, but she wouldn't let this students sacrifice themselves! And this system, she didn't understand in it in full because when would the next time they went on a hunt for students be? Tex's and Arcana's class had been a lot of students that went missing....how was it any different now?
Her lips was almost bloody with how much she was gnawing on it with nervous energy. All she could think of was Roch brought here, forced in the cell..."Amrita...Please...Don't go. I'll do it instead." Roch would need Amrita after all. A lot of people counted on her! She was involved with everything! Amphi on the other hand...she was just there, A fish trying to live on land.
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Posted: Tue Jul 24, 2012 2:40 pm
"No, Amphi." Amrita said as sternly as she could. "No, you - all four of you - have to get out of here alive." The figure on the screen was all but ignored for the moment, her attention focused on Amphi. "I...I know me. I hate them so much...I hate what they've done, and what they're doing. I know...that if I get out of here I'll spend the rest of my unlife actively trying to kill them." It would only make the consequences worse for her friends, she knew that; but she knew herself. Every big trip she had gone on, every hunter she had faced - with the exception of Deryk - she returned wanting bloodshed. She wanted to tear them to pieces with her bare hands. This would be no different.
"It's better I do this now, and save everyone else for a while than to make things worse for all of you with consequences." Amrita reached out to give Amphi's shoulder a squeeze, the motion betraying how scared she really was; her hand was shaking, her grip weak at best.
"I want to do this." She was trying to convince herself this, too.
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Posted: Tue Jul 24, 2012 3:17 pm
Yin could not help but hear what the ghoul was telling Miss Amphitrite that she was doing it for them. No matter how much she said she wanted to it rang false to him. He turned to Miss Amrita and cleared his throat.
"No Miss Amrita. I ave already watched one ghoul get changed and I will not stand by as another sacrifices herself. I will volunteer." Really, it was only fair. He had no family barring Princess Eva, and if he did this...Alexander might hate him but he would be protecting him. Protecting all of the friends he had made. It had been less than a year since he had come to Amityville, they would get over him. He was just a boil.
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Posted: Tue Jul 24, 2012 3:53 pm
"Yin..." She looked over to the mantis boil and shook her head. "We cannot all be the small fish to leave it's school." What did that even mean? She kept shaking her head at Amrita.
"Amrita..." She took the ghouls hand back in hers..."You may hunt them but....What about your friends, I know you want to protect them but there is so many of them. Maybe they could help you ease..or..." Amphi wasn't even sure what to say, Amrita's logic was so sincere that she had nothing more to input then.
"No...No you don't." She blinked back frustrated tears. "None of us do! None of us WANT this. But because our friends are listed up there, we have no choice..." She was getting angry, upset at their situation. "I don't want either of you two to go..." Amphi shook her head. "I don't want to go either..." She broke...She couldn't have her cake and eat it too...
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