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 Posted: Mon Aug 09, 2004 1:12 am
There is still so much there... no one will be able to get to them if they cannot get inside.
Akki made sure only TJ heard his thoughts, while he laid out on the beam he was sitting on and placed his hand behind his head. He closed his eyes as though he was going to fall asleep, but it was all an act that he hoped was valid.
He could be listening at this very moment...
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Posted: Mon Aug 09, 2004 1:20 am
::he closed his eye and lay the quietly for a moment::
mine too. still old D havin a head ache...
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Posted: Mon Aug 09, 2004 1:20 am
*He smirks a little, though there was still depression in his words. TJ made his message telepathic also*
That's one advantage over Mastema only I have...... I haven't got anything left to hide from him.... he's already taken everything from me....
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Posted: Mon Aug 09, 2004 1:28 am
His breathing became easy, his muscles relaxing as though he fell asleep, but it was really the opposite. His telepathic "voice" was confident and determined though yet as he spoke the "tone" changed.
Although Mastema took nothing from me, my creator has. You, TJ, were lucky to at least have the chance to fight back. I could do nothing when Morpheus took me away that night...
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Posted: Mon Aug 09, 2004 1:32 am
*He smiles sadly*
Well if you could have fought back would you? Are you willing to defy Morpheus and take back what he took from you
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Posted: Mon Aug 09, 2004 1:38 am
I tried when I was sleeping... I know I did. I dreamed it. I willed it! But it was useless... I have my memories, TJ, but I somehow cannot accept them. They seemed so foreign now...
He fell silent as he turned to his side, carefully staying on his rafter as he did. He rubbed his nose before getting comfortable again.
I am willing to defy Morpheus and take everything he took from me, but there are complications.
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Posted: Mon Aug 09, 2004 1:44 am
I know you did. Of course you would. but why should those memories be foreign? That is unless you're forcing them away
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Posted: Mon Aug 09, 2004 1:49 am
I have gotten used to no being able to see, hear, or speak normally. That shouldn't be an excuse, but it is. I see them, my memories, and yet it seems as though I'm just looking through someone's eyes...
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Posted: Mon Aug 09, 2004 2:12 am
I see. But still just because you see them doesn't mean mean they aren't yours. You've just yet to reclaim and reaccept them as yours.......do you still love 9?
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Posted: Mon Aug 09, 2004 2:18 am
I feel her saddness.. I feel her madness... I cannot help but feel I am at fault. I love her so much still and it hurts to know that I am not the Akki she wants. I want to believe I am, but she projects and I suffer... I have left her three times now...
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Posted: Mon Aug 09, 2004 2:23 am
Maybe maybe not. Regardless of what you think in the past I know for a fact that still holds you in her heart.... I know she wants to go back to the days where you two could talk about anything in the garden. Even after all that she still holds onto you.... regardless of Akki's old doubt she did love him. But you are still that Akki.... it doesn't matter what you've gained since then... you still act more like him than you may wish.
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Posted: Mon Aug 09, 2004 2:34 am
We will always have those times... and I still wish for her happiness. Yet feeling how she currently is... I would do anything to take it all away. That is why I will face either Mastema or Xol for battle.
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Posted: Mon Aug 09, 2004 2:38 am
*sighs lightly*
listen to yourself. You know that as long as Xol has Infinity we can't win, and Mastema is resourceful. If you want to give 9 back her happiness then come back over to our side. It's never too late....
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Posted: Mon Aug 09, 2004 2:46 am
He suddenly sits up as though he had awaken from a nightmare but an act. He knew he was probably not fooling Mastema at all and sighed. His eyes fell to the ground, but he was actually looking at the outline of the wedding ring on his finger and softly smiled.
I understand. I should probably start with an apology... I was rather rude to her earlier today.
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Posted: Mon Aug 09, 2004 2:54 am
*He nods*
Do what you believe you should. You can stay here tonight if you wish...
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