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Life/Death/Suicide/Murder/Homiside is always a fact of life and poeple need to start accepting that. Althought I personally think that it is not only bad it also gets worse. You think you are only hurting yourself but your not. I mean once that your dead the people that really cares for you will greive and will even ask themselves if they have done wrong to you. You might really think that everything right now is wrong but maybe,hopefully it will get better. You might also think that I'm just an idiot who doesn't know what she's talking 'bout but I so know what I am saying. I've been through the same stage like that. Deciding wether to end my life with this knife. But there's only one thing that held me back. It was my friends (no not family, just friends) it was my friends who let me saw what life is supposed to be about and that it is really worth living, what ever cercomstances. But I mean it's always your choice wether to leave everyone of us behind but WE WANT YOU TO STAY WITH US. Everyone has someone caring for them..So think about the people that you will hurt if you do such thing. And oh yea cutting is also not a good option...been there done that, not a good way to relieve yourself from the pain within. Start writing or drawing and lose yourself in something that you really like doing and stop thinking bout all the pain. It will never bring you good.

I totally believe that it's bad cause, one my friends' friend commited Suicide it was hard for both his friends and family.

i've considered suicide plenty of times.......but i would never commit suicide....unless i lost all my friends. my friends are what make me want to live.

besides....my in-and-out depression is really helpful when writing poerty...i have more inspiration.

Been there, Done that.
Obviously Failed.
Everyone goes through it, Almost everyone. NOrmal i guess =

It's even worse if you have no way to channel the depression into something useful

ive also been through this problem of suicide. ive been critized by my mother and grandmother since i quit high school when i was 14, i quit because i was being insulted, picked on, and critized for certain people being my friends. i didnt try to kill myself until later on though. i went through 5 years of torture from my mom and grandma, mostly my grandma who said i could never do anything with my art. i thought about it for all that time, until i moved down with my dad, hoping it would be better. it was for about two months, then the critizim came back. i could never keep a job, it felt like no one loved me, basicly i hated my life. i locked myself in the bathroom and said i wanted it to end, but i didnt take the oppritunity that time. my life got a little better after that incident, then in october, one month later, i took my oppritunity. i ran into the kitchen, pulled a steak knife out of the knife holder and cut five horizontal slashes on my left wrist. my stepmom was coming towards me to try and stop me but i ran to the garage door and was soon stopped by my younger brother. he threw the knife far away from me and held me close, saying he didnt want lose me. i was in tears but he saved me from succeding in killing myself. if he hadnt of shown up when he did, i might have cut deep enough to end it. im glad i didnt though and that was about ten months ago. i havent done it since but i have thought about it from time to time, even though i push it out of my head.