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I didn't want to come out when I did...my friends figured me out so that doesnt really count...but coming out to my parents was hell...and confusing beyond reason....
I fell in love with this girl(the girl I talked about in the first lesbian kiss thread)and we were together for not very long but when she broke up with me it hurt us both into the extent that because so many people knew us,rumors and hearsay ruined any kind of friendship for us...so I was devastated....I didn't just lose my girlfriend I lost my best friend...anyway...to make matters worse my mom was in and out of the hospital because of her heart and my girlfriend was the only one I could turn to...and I couldn't...my mom ended up being bedridden to our dining room because getting upstairs took so much out of her it physically harmed her...she was heavily medicated and saw me moping around the house and asked me what was wrong and I just lost it,cried my eyes out and said "my girlfriend just broke up with me...." and she said "wait what? you're what? and what? what?" and I ket crying "mom I'm gay!" and she sat up,looked at me...her one eye all big and the other half shut "you sure?" then she fell asleep...I got so confused I walked away...and about a week after that I told my dad...got him far enough away from the house that if he freaked out I could just run and he'd never catch up to me cos of his bad legs...I'm a horrible daughter...but it all turned out ok...they just don't want me to talk about it ever or be proud of it...oh well...they can't have everything.