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 Posted: Fri Nov 03, 2006 10:59 pm
" Stop avoiding it Cadaver"
She hissed, but not meaning to be rude. Indeed since they last met she had grown weiry of those little games. Her voice became a little more threatening as he continued to avoid what needed to be said. She didnt know what it was but she wasnt stupid either. Something was most definatly up.
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Posted: Fri Nov 03, 2006 11:08 pm
Cadaver raised an eyebrow slight at her tone. Giveing his tail a vicious flick, he snorted a breath through his nostrils. "Huh...well. Seems you've changed more than I had seen, Spice. If you're going to give me such attitude then forget it." His tail gave another vicious flick as he stood there. Eyebrows haveing furrowed and a darker expression was on his face now than before he had replied to her remark.
"Perhaps...it's something you don't need to know. For some sake or another reason. I, personally, don't have to give you any information on what is being planned. Alora would probably kick my a** for giveing you even the slightest inkling if she knew....." His voice was laiden with anger at this point and his tounge laced with venom, the emotion boiling up in the back of his mind had sprung forward.
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Posted: Fri Nov 03, 2006 11:25 pm
" I’m sorry Cadaver. Funny this time that we should meet we squabble like this. And your right it is none of my business what you and your girlfriend are up to. Ill leave it at that"
Her voice had toned to the same anger and fire he had giving her. Oh how he changed. She remembered when he wasn’t like this but they hadn’t seen or talked in quit some time.
" Even though we haven’t talked or spoken. I still kept my promise. As long as I’m here you wont be alone in the dark."
She added in, with the same gentle voice she had when they first met, and then she turned away and looked around them. Perhaps this Alora mare was lurking some where in the dark, listening to them. She had not heard of this mare but it seemed Cadaver had now fancied her so she wouldn’t say no more on the subject.
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Posted: Fri Nov 03, 2006 11:34 pm
Cadaver's eyebrows furrowed more, creating deep creases in his forehead. Girlfriend? Girlfriend?! Who the hell said Alora was his girlfriend? He certainly hadn't. "I don't know where you got the idea that Alora was my 'girlfriend'. Are you really that petty and jealous that you would go around accuseing every mare that I talk to of being my girlfriend? I would of thought you better than that....but I guess I was wrong."
He was gritting his teeth very hard at this point in the conversation. One thing Cadaver hated was when people assumed things about him. Sure, he might have some curiosities about Alora, but it was way too soon in their relationship to even consider being together. And Cadaver wasn't quite ready for that at the moment in the first place. He'd rather see the plans through first then let love or compassion take him over like some love struck stallion. It would ruin everything him and Alora had talked about.
"You need to look at the big picture, Spice. I am no where near ready, or wanting a relationship at this moment with anyone. Just because I spend one night talking with a mare you automatically assume I'm going to jump ontop of her and stake my claim? No. I'm afraid it doesn't work that way with me. Not in the least. Relationships take time....and I'm afraid our relationship...or whatever it is, is going out the window with your wild accusations." His tail snapped back and forth, his blood almost to the boiling point. Ears laying back against his skull as he nearly spat his words at her.
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Posted: Fri Nov 03, 2006 11:50 pm
" I didn’t mean it in that way you dolt. Just like i am your girlfriend as well. I am a girl and i am a friend, at least i was. If i would had meant it in the way you seem to have thought, i would had said mate. So don’t accuse me of making accusations. Do you really think I’m that stupid to assume one night with a mare and boom your on top of her. No i said no such thing so stop trying to twist my words round"
She snapped right back. It was true that she had grown bolder since they met and perhaps that was because of him. On the outside she became a furious mare, but inside she was as calm as the river on a sunny day. Relationship? pah, from what she knew they were just friends.
" Besides why would i be jealous, as far as i knew you only thought me as a friend. ohh wait i better not go around accusing you again now should I"
How dare he think her that low. All she said was 'girlfriend' the term he mistook for mate. She knew he wouldn’t do that with a mare after one night, she knew him better then that. After all they spent 3 nights and 3 days if not more together and he never touched her in that manor once. And if he did he would had ended up worse off then if the wolves got him again.
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Posted: Fri Nov 03, 2006 11:59 pm
"Then you need to make yourself clearer when you speak." His tail was lashing furiously now, this conversation irritateing him beyond belief. "I'm not sure anymore. Who knows what you think? And infact, I personally don't care at the moment. So go suck it up to your daddy, little girl." Cadaver's skin felt like it was on fire from this bickering.
"Cause you know what? If you're going to snap at me for no reason but trying to keep you in the dark from the current situation going on because I don't want to see you hurt then fine. See if I care for that matter. You can go join the rest of them that will fall. Maybe I'll go be with my supposid 'girlfriend', and don't tell me you didn't mean it that way, I'm not stupid, and have little babies like a mare jumping stallion while you sit here and think about how you've talked to me." With another vicious snap of his tail, he gave a snort and turned around, starting to head off from where he had come.
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Posted: Sat Nov 04, 2006 12:09 am
" Just kill me now then"
She spoke. She wasn’t stupid and she to remembered what it was like before. All the weak ones would be brutally murdered and only the strong stupid ones would be left. He voice was soft and gentle. Almost angelic now. She didn’t care any more she had turned rather numb, and only in a matter of seconds.
" If you think I’m weak like the ones you intend to rid of then id rather have you kill me now and save the heart ache when there needs to be none"
She looked to him now with her green eyes. She was expecting him to say something crude back but it didn’t matter. She'd actually rather have him kill her then spit more words at her when she didn’t mean for it to be the way it was.
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Posted: Sat Nov 04, 2006 12:18 am
Cadaver stopped in his tracks gradually as she spoke those words. Turning his head slightly, he eyed her. Anger still burning in the back of his mind, feeling like it would just melt his milky white eyes out of their sockets.
"What heart ache? Why would you even have heart ache in the first place? There is no need for it. Not here, not now, or ever." He pawed at the ground lightly, turning his head back around to look off into the shadows of the forest.
"I wouldn't kill you. I'm not sure if I'd have the heart to, perhaps I would. Maybe in a spur of the moment thing now if I had to. But I know Alora would do it and I'll leave that descision to take that action upon herself to her if it ever comes into being." There was still great anger in his voice, but he had calmed slightly inside from before.
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Posted: Sat Nov 04, 2006 12:32 am
" The Heart ache of knowing that you will die becuase others dont think you are good enough to live amongst them. It's happened to me before and it's happening again."
She breifly paused to look down for a moment.
" I'd rather have you kill me. Mine as wel be killed by the ones you love right?"
She looked up after that with nothin to show her sadness. No tone, no facial features, nothing. Even her arua would come up as blank. It was like she was walking death not ready to yet stop. But without thinking she tured away from him and started to walk away figuring he would do nothing about it any way.
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Posted: Sat Nov 04, 2006 12:37 am
Cadaver gritted his teeth slightly and gave a small snort through his nostrils. "Then maybe you need to prove to those people that you are good enough to live amongst them instead of not doing anything about it and wishing for death. Giving yourself up to death is the fools way out..."
He closed his eyes tightly, his left ear flicked backwards a bit as he listened to her start to leave. "Why would you love me anyways? There's nothing about me to love. And there's probably not going to be any love returned anyways. So what's the point I ask you? Do you wish that one day I'll open my eyes and see some big picture? That I need someone in my life to be happy? Love...such a fickle thing when you think about it. What's the point in loveing something when it doesn't love you back in the way you want it to?"
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Posted: Sat Nov 04, 2006 1:04 am
" Well I’m sick of proving myself, I’ve proved myself for long enough. And if i cant be accepted for who i am then what’s the point"
She turned around and walked strait back up to him smiling. She couldn’t help it. But now she felt a little darker. as if something had been added to her. Gentle she was and still as she was before but something more. Her eyes burned brighter and as she began to talk strength filled her voice.
" Well Cadaver you see... that’s apart of life. Even if you don’t like me or if you hate me, resent me, ill continue to love you. I cant help the way my feelings are, they just are and it just is. I don’t expect you to love me back or necessarily want you to. Perhaps I’m a fascist who loves the idea of being in love."
She stood there now smirking with an eye brow raised as he often did when they talked. she was curious where this conversation would lead them. If they'd still be friends or weather or not he'd actually go about killing her. There was something there in him. As he spoke she could sense it. Surely he spoke saying he did not love her but by the way he got all defensive about it she could tell something was there.
The night air blew past as the wolfs howled a little more. Te grass gave a cry back though silent and perhaps unnoticed to all o the darkness in the world at the moment. She stood there and waited for him to respond, this is the side of her she had never let any one see. Only has the 'gentle' side been viewed by others, but it was true. She could be both.
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Posted: Fri Nov 10, 2006 2:07 am
His eyebrows furrowed more as she spoke, teeth gritting worse to almost the point that they might break if he put anymore pressure on them. "Then you're just gong to give up giveing others a reason as to why you should survive? So be it." A short, hot breath of air passed through his nose as his nostrils flaired in frustration.
"You need to stop living in a dream world then. Becuase in the end you'll loose your grasp on reality and once reality sets in...you'll be more hurt than you would be. In your mind it seems there is a vague line of fantasy and reality and you're slipping more into the fantasy world." He gave his tail a few more quick flicks. Why couldn't she just understand? Why did things really have to be this difficult? It would seem he would have to part ways with her to get her to realize anything. Dissapear for a while, perhaps. Maybe that would pull her out of her dream world and back into reality.
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Posted: Fri Nov 10, 2006 2:18 pm
" Well Cadaver im sorry you feel that way. And you think im in a dream world? Look at your self. You wish for only the 'strong' to survive; in nature there has to be a balance. And if you do away with all the 'weak' ones it will only lead to disaster. And to tell you the truth i really dont care what others think. I'm just being myself and if they dont like it tough. I dont care what you think about me now and as for this conversation im choosing to end it. Good bye, perhapes things will be different if we just part ways for a while again, like last time. I never abandond you but it seems you wish to leave me alone, blind in the dark."
Spice was now annoyed to the point where she to started to snort back in anger. He didnt Understand anything. To her he was acting just like a little kid. Thinking that by destroying somthing things would be better for him. When the world didnt work like that but she would leave that for him to discover.
She didnt exactly know what would become of there freindship but at this point she didnt care. She was sick of fighting with him and not knowing what to do about him. She turned in the direction she came in and started to leave slowly, almost to the point of tears from te frustration she had to face with him.
(( Aww hmm i wonder what will happen smile )
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Posted: Fri Nov 10, 2006 2:38 pm
"Be that way then. Run away from your problems instead of faceing them head on. Maybe you'll open your eyes one day and realize things don't always work the way you want them to and you'll realize what you've lost...." Turning around from whence he came, he gave his braided tail a quick flick before galloping off into the shadows of the forest. He needed time...alone...to think.
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Posted: Fri Nov 10, 2006 6:14 pm
" Take your own Advice Cadaver i already have faced all my problems up to date now"
She yelled at him and then tossed her head in annoyance, picking up a trot to spread herself further from him. Her mind swarmed with thoughts, on in particular; What had happened to that stallion in the cave? He seemed to had become like all others stallions in her eyes and she was just about ready to give up on their kind now.
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