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 Posted: Thu Jun 09, 2005 4:15 pm
VersaceAngel In life you have to pay a price for whatever you want. The end of our friendship was the price. I naively thought it would make us closer . lolz The friendship totally ended? For one nights making out? ... sweatdrop I guess it wasn't a close friend?
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Posted: Tue Jun 14, 2005 12:34 pm
whats with people always liking the straight people (or the other way around)??? lol tis so funny. yet sad. its like the whole "opposites attract" thing. most people think im a lesbian just because the few guys that like me, i dont like them....and i sometimes say im a lesbian so i dont hurt their feelings redface i know, its wrong. but i dont want to hurt them. But ive gotten better with that. ... and then there are the assholes that say things like "so what are you today?" stressed so i just let them think im a lesbian so they can get over themselves....
i dont think i really like any straight girls at the moment.. well theres one... haha two. this one chick who just moved here (shes on my bus) but shes like two grades below me. then theres katie. well, im not really sure what she is. but ive all of a sudden grown attracted to her. and shes moving to north carolina by the end of the summer sad ..well, im happy for her. i guess. shes going to a good art school. its cool. like an art/high school ...lol wow i rambled O.O sorry
-SHUTTING UP NOW-
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Posted: Sun Jun 26, 2005 11:02 pm
Marjuari_the_elemental This is why sometimes I wish I was striaght. Do you know how many guys want to go out with me? Lots. I dont like any of them, obviously. That is my problem in a nutshell, I've had stalkers all through high school and sadly only one of them was female, *sigh* Anywho... I can't really say it's falling in love with a straight girl that has led to the sadness or anything though there have definately been girls. Let's see... the first one that I crushed on for so long before getting up the courage to ask out, after she moved to another school(some courage huh?), I found to be gay and had a g/f. *shrug* I was kinda sad until I found she had someone then I felt okay, mainly the whole 'as-long-as-she's-happy' sentiment. Next up was the worse thing ever. She eventually came out as bi though my crush on her caused me so much angst and hardship that I wish I could just take it all back. The main problem was that we'd been friends for so long I was worried if I told her it would make things wierd and ruin it all, in the end she never found out. I'm such a wimp I know... sweatdrop Anywho right now I seriously like this college girl who goes to my fencing though I won't be able to see her til' school starts again *sigh* Though I'm actually not so sure she's straight either. Heh. So there you have it just sprinkle a few g/fs in there(one who made me uber depressed at break-up, one who I never spoke to again, and one who I somehow still end up making out with whenever we meet) and you have the history of my love life, oi.
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Posted: Mon Jun 27, 2005 5:07 am
Ryu120488 Have u ever been in love in a str8 guy / girl, well I have ... Im bi and I was planty times in love with a girl but now Im in love with a srt8 guy, at least everyone thinks hes str8 but sometimes he seems ... not str8, at least to me ... Anyway hes so cute, kind a dum in a funny way, but thats why I like him, love him ... Im in love with him for almost 2 years and nuthin happened except our long and alone chats ... But it so sucks to be in love with him cause its painful. We are in same class we spend 5 of 7 days together and all I want to do is to kiss him but he sometimes just ignores me but not in a rough way its just hes occupied with outher things and its not he ignores me, he ignores everyone ... It used to be mostly the same with me and a good friend from years past. Thankfully, I'm over him...I hated myself for a good while for being infatuated with the guy in question for so long, though...months, it probably was. From the beginning of the school year or thereabouts up until...I'm not sure. December, January, maybe? Secret paragraph in order to save people of boring stuff :O It also didn't help the whole self-hating thing that I was in love with two guys at once, one of them my boyfriend and the other this guy... neutral To be fair, my boyfriend was purely an online correspondent at the time, and it never fully sunk in that I was dating a guy until we ended up meeting at a local event, but still, the idea of loving two people at once wasn't something I enjoyed..We ended up in jazz band together (45 minutes every day for the whole year. whoo). Same instrument, same part (second part, for anyone that cares). Of course, this led to casual conversation, and eventually a friendship of sorts. I more-or-less fell in love with him around this time...it's hard to describe, but just everything about him was wonderful, I had thought. I got hugged by him once at the Christmas concert, and that's where it went downhill...it sort of threw into focus exactly how wrong it was, how unavailable he was, how unavailable I was, and, just, everything came crashing down, so to speak. At least, the whole thing helped me finally get over this guy, and I managed to get through the rest of the school year without the ever-present tension from before. So, yeah. Unrequited love, especially with a straight guy, sucks. Hard. sweatdrop
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Posted: Mon Jun 27, 2005 9:31 am
Marc Withasi Ryu120488 Have u ever been in love in a str8 guy / girl, well I have ... Im bi and I was planty times in love with a girl but now Im in love with a srt8 guy, at least everyone thinks hes str8 but sometimes he seems ... not str8, at least to me ... Anyway hes so cute, kind a dum in a funny way, but thats why I like him, love him ... Im in love with him for almost 2 years and nuthin happened except our long and alone chats ... But it so sucks to be in love with him cause its painful. We are in same class we spend 5 of 7 days together and all I want to do is to kiss him but he sometimes just ignores me but not in a rough way its just hes occupied with outher things and its not he ignores me, he ignores everyone ... It used to be mostly the same with me and a good friend from years past. Thankfully, I'm over him...I hated myself for a good while for being infatuated with the guy in question for so long, though...months, it probably was. From the beginning of the school year or thereabouts up until...I'm not sure. December, January, maybe? Secret paragraph in order to save people of boring stuff :O It also didn't help the whole self-hating thing that I was in love with two guys at once, one of them my boyfriend and the other this guy... neutral To be fair, my boyfriend was purely an online correspondent at the time, and it never fully sunk in that I was dating a guy until we ended up meeting at a local event, but still, the idea of loving two people at once wasn't something I enjoyed..We ended up in jazz band together (45 minutes every day for the whole year. whoo). Same instrument, same part (second part, for anyone that cares). Of course, this led to casual conversation, and eventually a friendship of sorts. I more-or-less fell in love with him around this time...it's hard to describe, but just everything about him was wonderful, I had thought. I got hugged by him once at the Christmas concert, and that's where it went downhill...it sort of threw into focus exactly how wrong it was, how unavailable he was, how unavailable I was, and, just, everything came crashing down, so to speak. At least, the whole thing helped me finally get over this guy, and I managed to get through the rest of the school year without the ever-present tension from before. So, yeah. Unrequited love, especially with a straight guy, sucks. Hard. sweatdrop I agree with love sucks ... but now the worst thing is that theres a guy that goes to Chemistry High School which is like 6 feet from my school ... its all in the same building and im going to Interier Designer High School ... anyway, i think that that guy is in love with me but im not sure, though im sure im not in love with him, but hes always in my mind, weird though hes not my type, even though hes cute, but not that cute and i dont feel anything about him, so i dont know why is he in my mind all the time and its driving me insane cause i love the guy thats in my class ... so im kinda lost and confused right now, though its all fading out since the chool is over so i dont get to see him, but i saw him few days ago in city which was bad cause i didnt want to see him ...
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