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 Posted: Thu Sep 07, 2006 11:38 am
 (( Sorry for the long wait. Real life has not been kind with me. )) She raised a brow up when the Alicorn mare near her seemed to be upset over wolves being killed. She never was one to sympathize with those rouge creatures since they had attacked her a few times before coming to this world. She snorted heavily, pawing at the ground. "Wolves. They are almost as bad as the coyotes of the lands I used to roam. No need for them to get over-populated or we'll be run down to few numbers."
Her icy blues had a hard glint to them as she stared down at the ground, her mind wandering over the attack from earlier that week as well as the run she had when she was a filly. The nights had been colder then and she didn't know if her family was even wondering where she might have gone to.
Ever looked up and noticed a sadness that was quickly fading from the mare's eyes. She thought about saying something of it, but never was one to dabble in other's personal lives unless they wanted to come to her. "I guess that is a safe assumption. It's easy for a Wind to keep track of his feathers though."
She fell silent again, looking about her and still curious as to why Jeevita should show such sadness in her eyes. She pawed the ground idly, trying to think of something that would take her mind off of it, but soon heard her voice echoing the question in her head. "Why should one like you be so sad, Jeevita?"
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Posted: Thu Sep 07, 2006 10:41 pm
She shook her head. She said looking at Ever. Life wasn't exactly a nice place. Sadness went through soquili and humans alike more often then they should. She smiled at the mare. "Life sometimes brings sadness. No matter how evil the creature is, there is no right for them to die." She believed that everyone had a chance to live. It wasn't their fault they were what they were. It's how god intended them. "It's like saying a fish shouldn't live because it can swim. Or a bird shouldn't live because it can die." She looked down at the ground. Though, that wasn't the only reason why she was sad.
Life hadn't been nice to her. Her parents disappearing. Not knowing, until recently, if she had siblings. Also with her heart going back in forth between two Stallions. She smiled. "It's not only of creatures deaths that keeps me sad. It has to do with my personal life, but I needn't go into that." She laughed. It wasn't something she liked talking about. She didn't say it to many. Thought about talking about it, yes, but never actually talked about it. Though, she did ask for advice from some, and the same answer. Which lead her no where.
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Posted: Fri Sep 08, 2006 4:46 pm
She snorted at the comments she said about why somethings don't deserve death and that life bring sadness. This red chestnut mare wasn't all that dense on the way life was, but to survive, when it's life and death, something has to die. "I have no sympathy for wolves. It's a dog-eat-dog world out there. Something have to die. Just like every turn of life can either bring sadness and happiness. It all depends on how you take life."
She snorted again, looking away from Jeevita. She wasn't sure what to think of the mare so far, but what she had heard wasn't making a decision. "You work with what life gives you. Sometimes, you have to hurt others in order to achieve your own happiness. That should be most important, your own happiness and not those around you. If you aren't happy, then no one around you will stay happy long."
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Posted: Fri Sep 08, 2006 11:34 pm
"One could be happy just by looks, but always be sad. Perhaps the happiness of others is just enough for one to be happy." She said. Which is how she felt. When she saw other's sad, it made her sad. When she saw others happy, she felt a lot better. Though, things did bother her, but soon they'd be over.
"Not always, are others so selfish." She said calmly. Thinking about just yourself was nuts. Being happy came with time, though, otheres would get sad, but in the end they'll be happy. Yes, that's it. "I'm not sad for my own behalf. More for those who I've ruined their life." Which she believed she did. Poor Lonatos, and Cristallin. What'd she do? She made them fall for her. "But that's not something that I'm going to talk about" She said with a slight smirk.
She wanted to be happy right now, not sad. She gave a small laugh. "Yes, some things do die, but not always for the right of things. Sure, if they attack it's their fault." She thought of many ways around it, though one included her wings. Not many had wings. She didn't move them. They stayed close to her side. Very close. She still though ill about herself, though Lovebeam helped her a little to accept herself for what she was.
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Posted: Wed Sep 13, 2006 7:41 am
Ever really didn't like how this conversation was going and her interest and hope that friendship to develop with this mare was quickly drawing down to nothing. Well, there are times when the Gods play your life out for something else. You can't win them all.
She snorted and tossed her head a bit when she spoke of ruining other's lives. "Perhaps it's because you were thinking of the other's feelings and not what would make you happy? If you side step and back peddle from trying not to hurt someone, you'll hurt them all the more later on. That's a fact of life I've known all too well," she said with another snort.
This mare was unbelievable with how quick her moods changed. One minute she was down, the next she was happy? She took a few steps away, acting more like she was prancing from little activity. She pawed at the ground, thinking of where this could go. Jeevita had said something about things dying... "Everything dies. It's how the wheel turns. That is the ultimate end for us all, whether is was from an attack or from old age. It comes in time."
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Posted: Wed Sep 20, 2006 2:39 am
Jeevita looked intensively at the ground. Almost as if she was studying it. Well, sure enough things died, it was life. When something died, another thing was born. She laughed slightly. "Indeed" This converstation wasn't really going anywhere. Most minds didn't think alike, but there was no need for one to start an argument.
"Anyways, there really isn't much any of us could do anyways." She decided that was the best thing to stay. She looked at Ever and gave her a weak smile. She did want to be friends with her. Sometimes her thought got in the way of that sometimes. "Sorry, I can be a bit rude." She looked at the ground again and laughed a little.
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Posted: Wed Oct 11, 2006 8:35 am
She snapped out of her brooding when the apology struck her ears, which then pulled back and hung low as she lowered her head down. "I too would like to apologize for my behavior. I can't help but try to change other's minds, especially when I worry their mindset is what is causing them to travel down the wrong path."
She snorted and brought her head back up to it's usually height. "Just don't forget the wonderful life that is around you. You can't change the past, but you can build a new future that is bright and has more happiness than ever before."
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Posted: Wed Oct 11, 2006 2:07 pm
She smiled. Ever was right. "True. And making new friends is part of a great future" She added giving a playful smile to the mare. It was time to be friends. No more about this life crap. She wanted to become friends with this Mare. She was pretty nice, and had a lot to say. Which was good, they'd end up good friends if they agreed on something.
"Lets start over. Our meeting wasn't excatly what I'd call good. Hi, I'm Jeevita" Acting like they just met again. It was a way to start over even if it did seem silly.
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Posted: Wed Oct 11, 2006 6:45 pm
Ever chuckled low and dipped her head down once more with a bright smile on her face. "It is indeed a pleasure meeting you, Jeevita. I am Ever Sacrafice. Tell me what it's like flying up there," she said, glancing up at the bright blue sky above. She always wondered what it was like since she had met Tawali. But then everytime she did think of that stallion, her heart fluttered just a bit in which she thought she would fly. "What is is like flying up in the sky?"
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Posted: Thu Oct 12, 2006 3:46 pm
She smiled. It was hard to explain really. "Well, It's like running really, but with out moving your legs. Though, most use their legs anyways. The wind is much harder, almost piercing. Our eyes are made to stand it." she paused. "It's like when you walk on a beach on a cold windy day." She looked up at the sky. "Other then that, it's not much different then running." Though you can go any where you want. Over water, land, anything.
She looked down at Ever. She tried to act like she didn't have wings, but it wasn't easy. Wings made her a bit heavier, though she had lighter bones to make up for it. She smiled again.
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Posted: Thu Oct 12, 2006 5:39 pm
She pawed at the ground quickly at hearing that flying was close to running. She loved to run, it made her heart sore to speed across the lands and watch everything in a blurr pass by her. She snorted and tossed her head, the pale blonde forelock getting caught on her ear. "Now that's something I can relate to. That's all my life has been about is running. I love it. It gets my heart going and my spirit feels so free. There are days I think I've grown faster. But it would be nice to travel over water and deserts with wings." She looked herself over, noting the lack of wings she had, but the stockier build that came from her breed. She was built for a tough life, but had a sweet disposition that spoke of her life differently. "Though it might be a little different, at least there is one thing that is common with it. Freedom and high spirits."
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Posted: Thu Oct 12, 2006 5:50 pm
Jeevita laughed. "Well, if you love running, you wouldn't want wings. They weigh you down. I'm slow on the ground, but up there, I'm faster then most. Other then pure winds of course." She said. She wasn't nearly as fast as Myoa, but that didn't matter. She was faster off land, then on, is what did. She laughed again. " Wings aren't as great as one thinks. It just makes it easier to escape certain situations." she added. Which was a big help when the situation needed to be advoided as fast as possible.
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Posted: Tue Oct 17, 2006 6:02 pm
She chuckled and shook her head. "So long as there is always a way to flee from danger, then it will work. At least we can both agree that we enjoy what we can do." She nodded firmly, forcing her words as fact in her mind.
Her ears twitched slightly and she turned to look towards the north. She snorted, knowing the sound that few could hear. Evening Night had whistled for her to return back home. "I fear my time is drawing short. My two-legger calls, but it's not a desperate plea. You understand, don't you?"
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Posted: Tue Oct 17, 2006 7:56 pm
Jeevita nodded. "Ineeded, we shall meet again. It'll be a bit more pleasent then this time." She said assuring the other mare. She smiled and gave another bow before she was to leave. "I'm sure it's because it's getting late. I should probably head home aswell. Wouldn't want my little Two-legger to get to worried about me." She laughed.
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