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Spartan-4202

PostPosted: Fri May 26, 2006 10:17 pm


*Stares up at the clouds* I hope your right... *sigh*
PostPosted: Tue Jun 20, 2006 6:43 pm


Hey I actually know exactly what you're talking about! My reasons may be a little different than yours but here it goes:

The feeling of being beaten like that comes with a relaxing loss of responsibility. You can lose yourself in the pain and not worry about it being your fault. You are at someone else's hands and no matter how much pain you are caused, it's a surreal state.

I am not a hardcore S&M person, btw, I just know what you mean.

Loki Iago

Anxious Scamp


xGollyEmma

PostPosted: Mon Jun 26, 2006 11:25 pm


Spartan-4202
AkureiKnight
Yeh, I know how you feel. I get alone every once in a while (at least once a week at least) and it gets to ya. So you're not alone in that.
that other part is just that i can't wait to get to bootcamp and have them work my body so hard that i nearly cry myself to sleep. is that wrong to want?



*shrugs*
I like pain...
but that DOES NOT make me a masochist.
(unless the pain involves biting...but that's a different story...>.>)
It's something that relieves stress & inner pain whenever I feel like beating the living crap out of me or driving myself to where I hurt.
It takes my mind off of things as well...
but that's just me.
*shrugs*
PostPosted: Tue Jun 27, 2006 12:03 am


You're scared that it's the only chace you'll have for people to notice you....at least that's how it was with me...

Fadia Stalyr

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