Spartan-4202
AkureiKnight
Yeh, I know how you feel. I get alone every once in a while (at least once a week at least) and it gets to ya. So you're not alone in that.
that other part is just that i can't wait to get to bootcamp and have them work my body so hard that i nearly cry myself to sleep. is that wrong to want?
*shrugs*
I like pain...
but that DOES NOT make me a masochist.
(unless the pain involves biting...but that's a different story...>.>)
It's something that relieves stress & inner pain whenever I feel like beating the living crap out of me or driving myself to where I hurt.
It takes my mind off of things as well...
but that's just me.
*shrugs*