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Posted: Thu Aug 08, 2024 6:06 pm
“I’m alright, it’s a bit better now.” The throbbing had dulled thanks to what they’d done and some of that tension had relaxed on his face. Pulling the kettle off its base, he filled both cups before returning it to where it began. The tea bag floated as he stirred it three times and tapped the spoon on the edge of the cup before rinsing it off in the sink and putting it on the dish drying rack. After washing his hands he picked his cup up and sipped it carefully.
“I think that photo shoot was… interesting. It reminded me of your uniform in a way though without all that hair corrupts have. If I didn’t know better I would say that might be triggering migraines on its own but you had them before according to… Hisoka?” It was odd saying their past name, almost like talking about someone who had died even if it wasn’t someone he knew. What was even the protocol for things like that? Did they feel like that person was who they were or were they just a stranger? It wasn’t something he liked the idea of, a loss of memory and self but in this case, it had lent itself towards his trust in this witch.
“We can sit at the table this time.” Moving into the living room, he set his cup down on the coaster he often left on his chess table before going about clearing the board and putting it away in the drawer built into the table. Another time he might see if they played but for now he was still thinking about things. It wasn’t like him to be distracted but he kept thinking about their back, it was something he’d double-check and add ointments to after the tea.
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Posted: Thu Aug 08, 2024 6:11 pm
Dropping the tea bag into the hot water, and mixing the honey into things so it didn’t just sit at the cups bottom, he rinsed off his spoon and set it to the side alongside Lorcan’s spoon.
“Yes, according to Hisoka it was an issue I already had and was diagnosed with.” He was glad his previous iteration had left him information which would help him, important information. “Stress being a trigger wouldn’t surprise me. I would have been school age and if what I assume about my family life is accurate, stress would have been unavoidable, the same for after I graduated high school.” He had no proof, no memories, but he had feelings on things and what may have been. Like whisperings from the past, from Hisoka as he put it, but nothing solid.
Taking a seat he set his cup down on a coaster he was able to find, not wanting to leave water stains on the table, Kioshi had noted the chess pieces and started for a moment. It wasn’t something which triggered any feelings for him, unlike a piano which seemed to give a ghost of a feeling or a memory, so he could assume he didn’t play. This was something he did often with things…see what gave him feelings or seemed to trigger a memory of some sort. It led him towards things he’d known or done before - before corrupting.
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Posted: Thu Aug 08, 2024 6:11 pm
It hadn’t gone unnoticed, how they stared at the chess pieces. He could see gears turning but he wasn’t sure why. “Do you play? Or did you?” Settling in as he sipped from his cup, the warm brew helped with stress apparently but he preferred it because of its taste.
“School could be stressful depending on family as well as social aspects. I found it alright though my rotations were where things drained on me. Seeing steps skipped or things falling through the cracks, there’s a reason I opened my own practice after being freed form that.” That and he knew that it would work best if he had his own schedule to work by, one free of most random interruptions. Sure he still had the one of emergency call from a regular patient but it was much less frequent than the calls or texts he got from family. If he were to bill his cousin accordingly he would probably own their home by now.
“The lights seemed to have you stopping and starting while driving so you look a bit worse off, I assume that’s because you hit your back against the seat a few times?” Probably irritating things more than they were already. “In a normal situation I assume they wouldn’t be putting such weight on something fresh?” He really didn’t know but it seemed like something like that would hinder a healing process more than help it.
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Posted: Thu Aug 08, 2024 6:14 pm
“I don’t think I did, sometimes I get a flicker of…not a memory but a feeling like a familiarity with something. It’s like I know the feel of something, even though I’ve never touched it, a phantom bit of knowledge about something. It’s all chasing ghosts really. So I approach new things that way - to see if it might cause a feeling like that. Bits and pieces of a puzzle but I don’t know the image.” It was a hard way to go about things but it was the best he could do, and sometimes it paid off. There was only so much Hisoka could leave him and tell him, and he understood, there was no telling what he’d lose either so Hisoka had gone into things blind. He’d come out of it all and was doing well enough.
“I know I played piano, how well I can’t say, but I have learned that.” Now that he was going to go off and purchase a piano, not only could he not afford it but he also didn’t have the room in his apartment.
“You went to medical school…I’m certain you had plenty of asian classmates. I can’t be certain, as I don’t remember, but if you ever heard how asian parents can be. I’m fairly certain mine were like that.” Which meant stress over grades and studying and school in general, likely piano as well since he knew he could play it if he tried. “Stress being a trigger means I likely had a lot of migraines.” And had seen a doctor and been diagnosed with migraines and given medication. If not for the stress though, from his parents, what would things be like? Because noise was avoidable - far more easily than the main issue. His job though, both of them, just continued the stress in his life. It was why Tom had made the suggestion he had, to help relieve some of his stress, since he wasn’t going to be quitting either job of his.
“I can see why you’d start your own practice, I’d have done the same. I’d rather not work with those who can’t follow things as they should be…so rather than that I’d take the leap and risk it to go on my own as well. At least I’d know things were safe and I wasn’t compromising myself.” He’d taken leaps of faith…a job where he’d not have his parents support, he was sure of that, so no safety net if he failed. Then corrupting and risking so much. All to do what was right for him and what needed to be done. To rebel against what he couldn’t live with and found intolerable…in order to be himself, as much as possible anyway.
“No, you never start with anything heavy, even small hoops aren’t recommended for a fresh piercing. A straight bar for most things, some piercings require a curved barbell or a hoop, but if it’s not needed you don't’ start with it. It can have a few outcomes if you do. The piercing can reject, you can get bumps, or the healing process takes even longer or it never heals. Hoops would be needed, for what we did today, but never would the chains and all be added if it was meant to actually heal - because it couldn’t.” While not a piercer himself he had enough of them himself to know about the process, to know what was and wasn’t done, he understood it well. “Healing would take months…and even then going right to wearing heavy things would be a risk.”
Shifting and rolling his shoulders, despite it hurting and pulling. “Can’t say the stopping and starting was good on my back but it could be worse. Sleeping will be…interesting.”
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Posted: Thu Aug 08, 2024 6:16 pm
It sounded familiar to how he’d seen people recovering from memory loss handled things and it made sense given what apparently had happened. Though unlike the mundane type of memory loss there wasn’t much of a chance of things bubbling back up from what he’d read, at least not much of it.
“A shame then, I play frequently though my cousin is terrible at it. They have a tart, one I don’t quite enjoy but at least they offer a challenge.” It was an exchange of sorts, when Rene came over to play a game of chess and questions would come back and forth between turns. It lasted longer than the games with Alexandre but he still wished he had someone a bit more…. Polite to play against much like the older people who gathered in the park he visited once a month for a gathering.
“Not as many as you would think, though I had seen how things effected a few of my classmates in undergrad. More often than not I saw a few people upset in the halls over test scores.” It had never been an issue for him and he’d just stepped around them and kept on his schedule between classes. It was easier back then without as many things popping up and shaking up the rhythm of his days.
“I have a feeling that your profession relies more on the social aspect though so it might not be as easy to take such a leap? Considering your situation as well, without much of a background, I would say your current shop with its practices is the safest option.” Not being rude but being direct before sipping down more of his tea. Stability was something that needed to exist to lower stress in his opinion and this person had a lot of that going on which made their migraines worse from what he’d noticed since catching them out with the first one.
Listening to the explanation of different piercings and practices, he took mental notes about it even if he wasn’t sure it was something he would look into right away. A passing fancy maybe, something to have them explain but not something he came across in his practice outside of the odd one-off infections he saw. Not normally related to the piercing itself but more related so something near one that just causes an opportunistic infection on something akin to an open wound in most cases. He’d seen it in a tattoo once after one of the sons of a regular patient of his had gone to the beach too soon after having it done. It had been vile, something he had to approach carefully, and after he wasn’t sure of how well the thing would heal given what had happened.
Setting his empty cup down, he straightened up and stretched. “Well I can take a look just to make sure of things, I saw you bleed a bit which means it's more open than most things. I would say to lay on your stomach but people each have their own positions that are most comfortable.” It wasn’t always easy to switch it up for some people which was why he knew he had a hard time sleeping on anything other than his bed, it just wasn’t comfortable.
“If you’re ready I can take a look and get things cleaned up a bit more and provide some things to help with it.”
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Posted: Thu Aug 08, 2024 6:27 pm
“As much as I dislike being social my job requires it. And people aren’t so likely to jump shops if they are frequent clients, unless the artist they like change. Being new I’d never gain many people and I don’t have the social skills to expand a shop and make it something.” So he stayed but he wasn’t all that bothered by it, the place was clean and did as it should. They did right by their clients and that was what mattered, even if some customers were an absolute nightmare in his opinion.
“Those few instances you remember from school…multiply it. Asian parents, not all but many, are harsh on the children and their schooling. Even if they only get one or two answers wrong in an exam it isn’t good enough. The amount of studying and extra curricular activities is also typically high, keep the children busy with things.” But at the cost of social lives, a childhood, stress and other things. It wasn’t every parent and it did carry but he knew enough to know about this, even if he couldn’t remember it. He did know from spending time in the Asian community in the city. He did his best to connect to his roots in what ways he could.
Shrugging he pulled his shirt off with a fair amount of ease, even if his back did hurt and sting, and laid out in his stomach since it didn’t bother him and it would be easier for the other.
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Posted: Thu Aug 08, 2024 6:28 pm
It made sense, the only reason he himself had luck with his own practice was through his family and word of mouth from his rotations. His reputation for his tenacity in helping patients and his track record of positive treatment plans had also helped. “Understandable.” Shrugging a bit he followed them to the other room as they explained tiger parents and the pressures of family on good grades added on top of expectations from society to be a certain way.
Heading towards the cabinets, he washed his hands and pulled gloves on as he grabbed what he needed down which included a set of forceps to hold cotton balls he was going to use to apply alcohol to the cuts to help sanitize them before he covered them up again.
Turning back, he saw they were already laid out and he felt an odd feeling in his stomach and chest. It wasn’t something he was sure about, it was new to him but he shrugged it off as he leaned over and started carefully pulling the existing bandages off. “You bled through a few of them, not terribly but it will hurt so I apologize.”
Throwing each one into the biohazard bin at his side, he leaned over and inspected the small wounds. They were definitely from hypodermic needles, something they had explained was used for these temporary things. He still didn’t like the look of it, especially considering how otherwise their skin was free of scars. Running a gloved hand over the worst ones, he felt for any foreign debris from the bandages or the other’s shirt. Loose fibers that might have gotten caught while on the drive.
Once he cleaned the last bits from it all, he dabbed the soaked cotton balls one by one on the wounds and cleaned them up before applying medicated ointment and new sanitary bandages that were free of fibers so that nothing would get in them. They were waterproof as well so that would help for the few days it would take for things to either close up or scab over. That done, he took a glove off and thought for a moment as he looked down at their back. A curious thought floated through him and he traced a finger between some of the bandages, where the chains and jewelry had draped before. It had been something eye-catching, even if it had hurt them.
Shaking his head he scooted back on his stool and threw the rest of the things in the biohazard before cleaning his hands again and pulling out some ibuprofen and a steroid. “This will help with some of the inflammation and pain. Just a few days run of it then you should be alright other than the itchiness that comes with healing, which I am sure you know about.”
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Posted: Thu Aug 08, 2024 6:31 pm
“I can handle a fair bit of pain, I don’t think I’d hold up in the Negaverse well if I didn’t.” Not with the fights they got into, some people really didn’t like those who served chaos. Also, he’d already let someone bite him hard enough to not only draw blood but leave a permanent scar on his neck. Pain was something he handled well, thankfully, it was what allowed him to relax and take the needles earlier as fourteen gauge was nothing to laugh at really.
Pillowing his head with his arms, getting comfortable as the other worked, he let out a soft sigh. It wasn’t bad letting someone clean him up, even if the alcohol stung here and there. “If it scars, or looks like it, I’ll pick up maderna from the pharmacy and use that. I’d rather keep the scars to a minimum - I’m not into scarification.” He’d leave that to other people, who he knew had a thing for it, he personally didn’t understand it but to each their own really. He knew his ears, and fangs, were certainly not everyones cup of tea either.
“The itch for tattoos is..a lot I’ve heard. I can’t remember it for myself but I’m certain it was bad.” Smiling as he sat himself up, stretching slowly, as he took the offered medication. “Food or no food with these?” Wanting to be sure he didn’t wind up sick at work from the meds. He had felt the others hand on his back, tracing lines across his skin, and he figured the other was curious. It was something many people didn’t see, didn’t experience, and something of a curiosity and for someone like Lorcan he was sure he had questions and some sort of an interest in it. If only because in some way it did deal with the human body and medical things. At least that's what he figured.
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Posted: Thu Aug 08, 2024 6:41 pm
“While that is true, you should consider that the normal amount of pain should be none for people.” It was something he had to bring up frequently for those who suffered from chronic ailments and pain in his clinic and it seemed like a foreign thought to most of them. It was sad and he did what he could to ease their suffering.
The sigh they made had stirred up things too but he again shook it off and focused on what they were mentioning. “Yes that would be good, if you can reach back to apply it is another matter. As you said, you aren’t that flexible right?” It was hard to reach everything and unless they had a few mirrors to help see, it would be impossible. “I doubt it will scar though, even with the ones that were irritated, the needles were sharp and clean so the piercings were clean as well. Your skin should heal fine pending you getting sick or something that might lower your immune response.”
Looking over the tattoo on their arm, he nodded. “Especially with how covering that tattoo is, I might not know much about them but I would assume that the amount of ink that has would have made for a long session and a longer healing process?” He’d picked up bits and pieces from their conversations even if he had no intention of pursuing things himself. In a way he was attending little seminars just from their conversations and he always approached it with the same focus and care as any of the ones he attended for work.
“I would say light food, the steroid can increase aggression or appetite but it only lasts as long as you take it which would only be for three days. Let me know though if you have any other issues. I will be up late the next few days even if it is the weekend and my clinic is closed. I have to work through some things for Benitoite.” More plants, more compounds, things to get lost in as he listened to books and poured over notes and measurements.
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Posted: Thu Aug 08, 2024 6:45 pm
“Yes, but we’re fighting in a war and taking injuries. The pain you get used to…or you don’t. I also am used to migraines and the pain from those. So a little pain doesn’t bother me.” It really did make sense, because of course it did, he’d also had nothing to help with his ears either because there had been no one to prescribe him anything. He might not remember it but he also knew the industry and he knew what he would have done, even now, so he was certain he’d done nothing and not gone to a normal doctor for anything.
“Multiple sessions…you don’t do something like this in one go. You sit a few hours each time, you never want to do a large piece in one go - too much to heal for the body. You also should be taking care of your health to keep yourself healthy and your immune system up, to help in healing, but the itching from it also would be unbearable if you did a large piece. You have to heal between sessions as well, so a few weeks between sessions. I can’t remember it but I can guess how long it would take and how many sessions…” He’d put it at three at least, no less than that. “So in a way the healing is long because it’s drawn out into sections. But if someone is dedicated to getting something good, to not rushing an artist, you put in the time. It’s part of the process, and for some I’d say ritual even.” It also meant most people who got a lot of work were good with budgeting…they had to handle their money well to afford the ink they had, cause each session cost most, and ink was money.
“That’s fine, I’ll let you know if I need anything and drop by once I know it’s good.” And that they were awake, he wasn’t about to go waking the other up if he didn’t need to, the Negaverse did own a hospital. If he had to he’d go there, even if he did dislike the place. At least they were safe and clean. Light food was easy enough…it was how he normally ate, many small little meals, he didn’t do big meals or even three meals in a day. He tended to break things up throughout the day into small portions of a larger whole. It made it much easier for him.
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