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 Posted: Sun Mar 26, 2023 8:56 pm
“I’m hoping that while I don’t have any liking for the career path that I’ll make it work. If I try and separate myself from the work and just do the tasks I need to I figure I’ll manage just fine. It’s how I’m approaching the college classes so far.” It was how he got by and did what he needed to ,it was a task which needed accomplishing, it wasn’t something to be enjoyed and it was separate from the rest of his life. When he got home he’d shower and change and that was his way of separating the two parts of his life. “I might need that help when I go for a job once I graduate. I know nothing about dressing…all.” Gesturing at the other with his hand, shifting when he needed to give the other access to the sink. “Fancy. I could never picture owning, much less wearing, such clothing.” But he’d do what he had to, it would pay off in the end.
“To be honest I’ve only recently met my biological family so I’m not sure where they are from, and I doubt they’d tell me anyway. I’d always wanted to meet my biological family but now I honestly wish I hadn’t. It seems that while I got my childhood wish granted it comes with a heavy price.” A price he wasn’t going to pay, no matter what. He’d deal with them and weather the storm, and let Jett help him, but he wouldn’t give to them. He knew they’d throw him away once he’d helped them, to whatever extent he could, he knew he had no value to them really.
“I think I’d rather have found out they were all dead than actually finding out they are alive…” A tight smile and a clenching of a hand. He really wasn’t happy with the family he’d been granted, though he didn’t know who his actual birth father was. Maybe if he found his birth certificate he could find out…maybe they’d at least want him?
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Posted: Sun Mar 26, 2023 8:58 pm
“I see, even if you approach it like that at least take the time to do things you enjoy to balance it out. College was a bit of a blur for me, I spent a lot of time in the music rooms sleeping on the piano after staying there day and night working on my compositions. It was about 6 years ago I graduated if I remember correctly. I have had a few injuries that have left my memory for those times a bit lacking.” He watched as the other’s demeanor changed and tightened at that line of questioning.
“Oh... I am sorry. I have no place to say one way or another if that is for the best. If they cause you so much taxation maybe stepping away is for the best but I do not know the whole story and I understand if you are not ready to talk about that.” He opened his mouth to continue on that line of thought when the doorbell rang. “Oh, it’s here. I will go get that but I may need some help with the groceries.” He got up and made his way to the door and unlocked the deadbolt before opening it to reveal a pile of grocery bags and a few speedy ship boxes that had the clothes in them.
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Posted: Sun Mar 26, 2023 8:59 pm
“I’ll try to keep that in mind, I really don’t want both parts of my life getting too tangled up.” Not the school and the rest of his life anyway. He didn’t care so much about his senshi life and civilian life, he expected those lines to blur horribly and was ok with it, he worked for Rhona after all and lived in her previous home. He didn’t mind one bit.
“It’s fine.” Waving it off as he trailed behind the other. “I’ll tell you about it later.” And he would, maybe over food. He really wasn’t used to talking about it, though he was getting better at it, but he was trusting the other and was willing to share. He didn’t know exactly why he was trusting the other so much but for the moment, for now, he wasn’t going to question it. He would help the other and share bits of himself, it might help the other as well. He knew talking might help himself also.
“I’ll grab a shower and change if you wanna make food. We’ll talk then.” So maybe not dinner but perhaps a late lunch chat?
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