And while Faustite was quick to recognize this, he was loathe to address it because he had no better idea of where to start than Albite did. He doubted that any new recruit should've been handled the way that he was handled, though that was the only means of indoctrination that he knew.
Still, as he listened, the whole deal sounded more and more like Celadonite should've walked out, passed Faustite by, gone about his day.
But while he thought Albite did a s**t job of explaining anything, just diarrhea all over the ******** floor and good luck feeling out the kernels of s**t that actually mattered, Celadonite came back with pointed questions. Clarifying questions. Faustite's brows raised in cool surprise.
Ever one to pace, he started into slow circles while he considered the pair's questions. Albite first, given how their ranks lie — and that, Faustite supposed, was something he would've imparted over something like the Rift.
Does Agni count? He scoffed. "Good ******** —" Faustite rubbed his face. As he explained, his pacing quickened, until his split cape jingled gently behind him. "'Agni' was a name I gave to my youma half while I learned what it meant to be partially youmafied. It's a name assigned to a set of instincts foreign to the 'me' that I was. People don't innately want to rip out your starseed and eat it. Safer, then, to assign that to a part of me that I can compartmentalize into Agni. Had to do it to learn to accept it."
"Youma are people whose starseeds were shattered, so I —" He paused the thought, stopped, swallowed it back. Faustite wore a wry smile as he turned to face the Rift in full. All these years, and he still couldn't say it.
"… I have a youma. Still untrained." It was all he should've answered.
Celadonite's question carried no emotional burden; he felt relieved to answer that afterward. "The Rift is important to the history of the war." He resumed speaking with his hands when his feet weren't moving. "This was the site of the battle that lost us the Earth Capital. In part," he appended. "So the Rift is a graveyard, and a warning."
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