Alexandrite sighed. He knew the answer to his unanswered question, and he'd be paying for it later. "...Okay..." The taller man leaned forward, dropping his head on Rutile's shoulder, his own hand coming up to lay on top of the others. His other hand resting lifelessly at his side. "I'm sorry too... For everything. I didn't mean to... I wasn't thinking." He sighed, turning his head away from Rutile's face and staring out into the field.
Alex sat quietly, just listening to the pair breathe. "I love you." He said, sniffling after a few moments. Not that he deserved to say that after what he'd done.