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Incanthis found himself blushing a bit as Abie sat in such a spot. It was a bit embarrassing having him in such a position but it wasn't bad. It was actually something that made him feel a bit relieved because it wasn't an aggressive sort of position or anything that might make Incanthis feel anxious. At the same time it made him feel a bit bad to make him sit like that. The kiss he was given helped to ease his mind a bit and even put a bit of a smile on his face, "I'm happy, Abie." He murmured, glancing away for a moment cheeks coloring, "I... It's not that I want more per say but I would like... umm... to get even closer?" His words started out normal and then ended up as a shy whisper at the end.

"Ah! I... don't know... maybe? I've thought about children, the idea of them, and think that Id prefer to adopt or for you to find a surrogate for yourself. I... don't want to pass on my blood." He shook his head at the idea, worried that he might cause another Issao to come into the world. It was a thought he didn't even want to think about.

Reaching out he ran his fingers through Abie's hair, giving him a smile, then said, "I... would like to consider the idea in the future. Once we've settled in, built a home, and have a place to raise a family alongside our whelps."

Leaning forward he rested his forehead against that of Abie, carefully so as not to bump him with the crystals his forehead was decorated with. It was a trait that he'd be sad not to pass on to a child but it was for the best he felt. Letting his eyes close he gave a smile, "I... yeah, it's tough to trust others at times, I want to, but it can be tough. When it comes to you though it's always been easier to do a lot of things."

Drawing back a little he shifted over on the bed, patting it, "Here... sit next to me. It will feel more comfortable for you I think. I feel a bit bad making you stay down there." He murmured, then gave him a curious look, "Settle where I want?"

He thought on it a moment before shaking his head, "I'd rather we look around together for a perfect place. Maybe a spot near a river or pond so our babies can swim whenever they want. I think that they would like it... though we'd need to keep a close eye on the whelps so that they don't get into trouble. Maybe we can build them a pen with access to some water so they can play in it but not wander off."

Incanthis's nose wrinkled a bit and he said, "Yes... the menzuri, we will have to deal with them." Lifting a hand he gave a motion with it, summoning a little flame to hover above his hand. He didn't care if he had to burn down all their webs he would do so if it meant keeping Abie and their babies safe from the crystal spiders of Jauhar. Allowing the spell to fizzle out he turned to look over at Abie and gave him a smile, "I will help keep them safe."

"We will have to look around and find a perfect place for our family." He said before he flopped back on the bed, stretching out his arms over his head. He rested there a moment before sitting up, "Ah! Right, I was going to show you my mark, wasn't I?"

Incanthis found himself starring for a moment at Abie before realizing what he meant and he set to flushing, "I... sorry about that. I can lay back down again if you like? Once I show you at least." He lifted his hands, undoing the shirt he wore, then shifted so that he could turn his back to Abie, allowing him to look at his shoulder where the now modified brand stood. Once it was a mark that belonged to Muata, the one that said that anything marked by it was his property. Now in its place stood a a beautiful flower instead.

"So... what do you think?" He asked after a moment, his voice low and a bit shy. He was always worried when it came to showing things off to Abie. He wanted the one that he loved to love the choices he made, even if it was a somewhat extreme one in this case. It had to be given what exactly it was that he'd had done to himself after all.

Incanthis let his silvery eyes sink closed as he left Abie to inspect the flower that stood upon his shoulder. He couldn't help but to hold his breath a bit, waiting for a reaction for the other man... and found himself all but sighing in relief when he was told that it was 'perfect' and that it 'suited him'. Opening his eyes he turned to glance over his shoulder, about to thank Abie when he got the kiss upon the flower on his shoulder. It was sent a sensation through him similar to if he was struck by lightning and he couldn't help but to jump.

"Ahh... t-thank you." Not only did he think the flower to be perfection but it seemed he thought the same about Incanthis himself. It was something that caused his cheeks to burn a bit and he turned away, lifting his hands to hide his face as the kind words continued to flow from Abie. Shyly he murmured, "You really are too nice, Abie. Thank you."

"I... ahh..." He seemed to think on it as he leaned against Abie, struggling for a moment, before he said, "I need to visit the graves of my parents. I know where my mother was buried and I'm sure that my father was buried near to her. After that I'm not sure, I'd like to find my other younger brother if possible. His name is Isaris. I'm hoping that he will want to meet with me... if... if he does I'd like us to meet with him."

Looking up at Abie he asked, "Is that alright? After that we can try to find something a little more upbeat to do." He hoped that it would be alright with Abie that they went there. It wasn't exactly the most excitable or romantic tribe, going to a graveyard, but it was a place that he felt they should do.

At the mention of looking into other beasts he gave a thoughtful sound, "Maybe? I don't want to get anything that they might pick on or something that might pick on them. We will have to decide very carefully."

Incanthis went a bit wide eyed, "A perzi? I don't know about that... they seem like they would be bite sized. On top of that if a snaptrotter tried to eat one they would get hurt cause of the spikes that they perzi have." He was instantly fretting over their babies, not wanting to see their safety risked over a kitten getting into their midst. They would give it time, figure out a good companion animal for the whelps, but for the time being he was fine with them only raising snaptrotters. It would keep them safe, at least until they found the perfect friend for their babies.

As Abie mentioned his other brother Isaris being a 'good kid' he gave a nod of his head, "Yeah, I remember him being a sweet little one. One that I wanted to look after along with Issaly after we lost our mother." Not something that their father seemed to be all that pleased with, having seen Incanthis as being even that much weaker because he wanted to stand in for their mother and take what might have been seen as a woman's role in raising the little ones. Something he wished that he could have been able to see through but he'd gotten taken away by the Obans before he could.

The only upside being that he'd been able to meet Abie and his family. Shaking his head he shifted so that he was laying between Abie's legs, head resting on his midsection, eyes closed, "I think we should visit him, see how he's doing, and then go from there. He might even be able to tell us a good place to go to build a good home for ourselves and our 'babies'." So long as doing so didn't end up being a hassle for his little brother.