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That... that was a questions she could not answer. Not really. She knew it didn't go to the same place that it went for the rest of the chaotic courts but... she didn't exactly know where. Again, her ignorance came screaming to the forefront of her mind. She could ask Leto but... she hadn't seen that woman in... god how long? Not since she'd corrupted. Perhaps Remarque... would he know? Already Acubens was making plans to learn and to grow in her court. If she couldn't defend herself to someone who didn't understand, who needed to be saved, how could she protect her family?

"How can I not bring fairness into this," she asked simply, voice finally returning to her in full force. "You made your judgement based on one night? A blood soaked night to be sure, but a single night. And how many years ago was that? I'm not sure where our energy goes, but I know it's not wherever their energy goes. I know we're different. We can't touch starseeds, for one thing. We can't teleport, for another. We need help to drain energy, we can't do it ourselves. Do true agents of chaos need that many supports just to be agents of chaos?" Anger rose again in Acubens' throat like bile, and she fought to swallow it. "I know that our aura is chaotic, but... we are fundamentally different.

"And it's not about ignorance. Is it at all possible that Leto doesn't advertise that night is because she wants to distance herself from it? Pull the court away from that genesis and redefine it? You don't have to damn us because you don't understand us."