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Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
meri?

AMERICA JONES (<******** you even try lecturing me too

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
wasnt gonna
ud know if i was
just wanted to ask if u still feel ok sitting at home alone

AMERICA JONES (<******** dont like people coming into my home like its theirs dawson
its the only thing left that i put my all into that hasn't completely ******** me over for it

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
i know
horace was a dumbass
n he knows it too i talked to him
just askin if u feel safe bc i know break ins cant b a good thing on ur mind

AMERICA JONES (<******** person to come in here without an invitation if gonna have to be carried out

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
i wanna avoid that hun
nobody otta b botherin u anyway u been thru enough

AMERICA JONES (<******** ******** yet

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
could play door guard if u want between shifts
God knows basement aint fun to b in anyway

AMERICA JONES (<******** wanna come live with me dawson

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
its ur house hun u decide

AMERICA JONES (<******** live with me

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
ok
gimme some time to grab my things

AMERICA JONES (<********/>: )

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
ill try to make sure not to eat something bad n destroy the toilet

AMERICA JONES (<******** it survived the last time itll be able to handle that butt of yours again

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Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
Maebes nearly fainted n shes been complainkn about headaches all day im worried D:
im gonna watch her for a bit in case somethin with her brain is going on again

AMERICA JONES (<******** thing dawson

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
sorry for delay hun i just cant sit on it
between yall n chris s**t i might faint too

AMERICA JONES (<******** go rest then

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
but thnx for bein understanding hun ill bring food over when i get a chance

AMERICA JONES (<******** will that be

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
depends on if this maebe thing aint somethin else
i dont like her goin off with someone else to watch her

AMERICA JONES (<******** maybe dont come by
dont come by ever dawson grace

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
meri pls dont b mad im tryin here

AMERICA JONES (<******** not mad
it is what it is

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
i am for yall
yall got enough s**t thrown at u lately

AMERICA JONES (<******** are until you arent
im not gonna count on you again
you arent my friend and you never were
im not mad but you hurt me and im real tired of feeling hurt over people
its not the first time you let me down dawson and youll keep doing it
i was wrong to believe you were different

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
not the first time? what?

AMERICA JONES (<******** youd like to be different and thats why you act how you do
fake it til you make it
but ive had enough of others peoples fake it

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
im not fakin it
i ******** up but i dont fake iy
i ******** up a ******** lot

AMERICA JONES (<******** you come to my house i wont be there so dont pretend to worry about me anymore

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
then where are you going

AMERICA JONES (<******** only place i can rely on

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
meri ur not going to jan are u

AMERICA JONES (<******** cant hurt me
worry about maebe

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AMERICA JONES (<******** was a mean thing he said
and shes all worked up while trying to pretend shes cooler than that

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
hes a ******** d**k

AMERICA JONES (<******** sick right
real sick

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
but u sure u can take him alone?

AMERICA JONES (<******** hes gonna let me stay with him he knows better than to hurt me

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
ok

AMERICA JONES (<******** like owning a tiger
some folks think its just a big cat
and some tigers know folks are just big tigers
bigger n them

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
pls b careful anyway
hes not a normal tiger

AMERICA JONES (<******** tell me to be careful dawson
if i break anything ill pick up the pieces by myself

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
u know who ur talking to right
im always gonna worry

AMERICA JONES (<******** think you just worry cause youre scared of feeling bad dawson
but you shouldnt feel bad for someone like me

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
maybe not
but like i said
i ******** up a lot
just weish i could b everywhere at once when someone needs me u know

AMERICA JONES (<******** i dont need you now
i wish i hadnt thought i needed you in the first place
i dont know why i did but now i know better

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
bc u cant do everything yourself
u can sit w jan n own ur tiger n b angry w me
but meri ull want a friend when thats done bein fun

AMERICA JONES (<******** maybe i cant but time and again i have to dawson

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
im sorry ppl keep letn u down

AMERICA JONES (<******** used to be good at avoiding it but i think ill get better again

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
i sont want u to avoid me tho
or u dont have to at least

AMERICA JONES (<******** right i wont avoid you dawson
but you should probably avoid me
you hurt me and you lied to me
when i trusted you

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
i didnt mean to i swear
u know me i thought i could do everythin n then ******** up everything instead

AMERICA JONES (<******** you ******** up doesnt fix anything dawson
saying you meant well but ******** up doesnt change a damn thing

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
i know
god i know

AMERICA JONES (<******** say you dont mean to but what you dont say is
that youll try not to keeping doing it
because you know
and youre hoping i wont
but i do now
i dont think you should feel bad dawson
youre just human right
and i think a lot of folks are just like you maybe mostve em
most ive known have been like that
why you gotta expect yourself to be different
i dont know why i did
sometimes its nice i guess
but it nice doesnt mean its true

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
disapointingn my friends is the last thing i wanna do n yet i done it mult times tonight
anythin i thinks the right thing ends up ot nbeing right

AMERICA JONES (<******** did you lie to me

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
n i dont weanna do that i dont wanna keep pushing forward messing up this s**t all the itmne
bc someone wouldve gotten hurt if i hadnt n i had to stop it
thats my job im supposed to not let ppl get hurt im supposed to be the stopgap
supposed to not be ******** stupid about this

AMERICA JONES (<******** arent i a someone

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
u r a someone i know this i watched n held n ate snacks w n cried over movies
i was tryn to help u too

AMERICA JONES (<******** did you lie dawson i havent lied to you ever

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
i didnt want to i didnt want to i didnt want ot im sorryryr

AMERICA JONES (<******** could lying to me and leaving me alone help me
you say im a someone but im starting to think im not enough of a someone for anybody to stick around only lawrence stays with me and
stays honest and hes a bad person why is the bad person less hurtful than the one who says hes my friend who cares

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
lawrence doesnt give a s**t he wouldnt help u if he could take u out
i did it bc it was the only was to keep someone from getn turnf into
a body bag ok i was stroppin more ppl thinkin its good to bother u i was tryin i swear
i had to be there insteadve at ur house to hep u is why

AMERICA JONES (<******** you didnt say that dawson you said maebe was fainting from headaches
why would i hurt maebe
maebe is supposed to be my friend
im guessing not anymore
see
just like everyone else

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
ppl r scared bc of how u act

AMERICA JONES (<******** normal people doing what people do
this is how people are

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
im talkin to u because it doent matter

AMERICA JONES (<******** scared of me too though arent you
people always have been all my life
this is how people are
this is all thats here isnt it
maybe thats the other part of lawrence thats better

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
not to me
im not scared of u
intimidated sometimes yea bt not scared

AMERICA JONES (<******** not people at all

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
i wasnt scared in ur house u didnt hurt me there

AMERICA JONES (<******** you were protecting someone who i thought was a friend by keeping them from visiting me

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
bc shes not in a good place right now
i didnt lie about that

AMERICA JONES (<******** being with me would be a worse place

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
ur people
u keep talkin like u arent

AMERICA JONES (<******** you expect me to feel dawson
when folks i thought as friends treat me like im some kinda bad thing to stay away from
there are things wrong with me

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
i know hun i know

AMERICA JONES (<******** is something missing
and i get real real mad when people do things tryin to harm me
and take the place i used to call home
like thats okay

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
it wasnt right for em to just run on in i know
but we arents all house breakers meri i promise
as much as that means to u

AMERICA JONES (<******** been gone and kons been avoiding me and i got people like melvin ignoring the s**t i try to tell him about lawr and making accusations

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
melvins ******** stupid tho

AMERICA JONES (<******** before this place people always left me and left me and hurt me and theyd say it was a good thing im so strong dawson
theyd always make it sound like its a blessing
that im the one who gets hurt
instead of someone else whos not as strong
and i didnt get it for awhile but i feel like im waking up a bit
to the things i couldnt understand at first
i try to be people but
it doesnt seem to stick

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
well it dont help when u got a rocky start with ppl stompin on in
im so sorry everythins been hard lately hun
im sorry i added to it

AMERICA JONES (<******** dont think this place is my home
i tried
it didnt try back

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
please give me a second chance
its not all bad its not all of that
therees good here there is
theres good in u too i saw it i had it in my hands
u r people

AMERICA JONES (<******** dawson

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
goodnight meri sweet dreams ok

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Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
u have a brain
u have memories
u have feelings Jesus but u got such strong feelings
it doesnt matter if u think somethings missing
its okay
bc other ppl sometimes feel that way too
its not bad its not wrong it just is
so u r people ok
non ppl dont feel like u do
u care that ppl hurt u
n i care enough i cant sleep right til I get t off my chest
so uh sorry about the spam
but im telln u
i know the s**t that happened to u made u think u had to be these things to be ok n right
but u dony have to be strong or alone or anything like that
n in just.....im so sorry
nobody should be taught that thats the only way
ur not a thing ur not bad ur just protecting urself right
but i was there i held u u held me we are we drank we cried
thats what ppl do

AMERICA JONES (<******** dont feel protected by anything but myself
i thought different for awhile but i cant trust folks here anymore
and maybe i am a people but im not the right kind or maybe being people isnt enough
you seem to care a bunch dawson but i dont think i can lean on you again

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
i do care hun i dont want a few ppl ruinon this
im talkn bc i havent left im not kostya or taym i ont just go poof
im here right now im here talkn bc how u feel matters to me

AMERICA JONES (<******** said youd be here and you werent and you lied about it cause you thought id hurt maebe for no reason cept people think im scary now or
something and you think they got reason to be if youre keeping them away
and i asked you when youd be by and you wouldnt say and that seems a lot like never dawson and just cause you say youre here doesnt mean you
are

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
i didnt say never i wouldnt somethin just came up n i panicked n i shouldnt have
i still want to move in i just got delayed

AMERICA JONES (<******** a lot like i was the something

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
its up to u hun im not gonna force myself into ur house
even tho i know it needs life n sound

AMERICA JONES (<******** staying with lawrence
i dont think youd like it here much but if i told him you were gonna stay in his room too hed not raise a fuss

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
yeah we sont get along itd b a mess
plus he dont got my sense of humor its real tragic
long as ur ok tho

AMERICA JONES (<******** fine

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
im glad

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AMERICA JONES (<******** you ever loved someone before
not the supposed to sort but the like
other sort

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
whats the other sort?

AMERICA JONES (<******** guess the stupid sort that makes folks write poems and s**t
the kind they wanna share and keep secret both

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
maybe
im startn to think i dunno what love love feels like
i dont think its stupid to write a poem tho
means u got feelings even if u dunno if u wanna share m

AMERICA JONES (<******** pretty sure im missing mine and mostly its okay cause it hurt me all my life and now its better but sometimes its not
its like being one of those mime fellows
always having to avoid invisible boxes
do you sometimes think its love when its not
is there like
a generic version
thats close enough?

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
hmm
there was a girl i thought i loved back in hs
we were friends n I always joked about dating her n sometimes i think we actually did go on dates idk
she was a hard to read gal even tho i knew her since middle school
but at the end of it i realized i didn't love her
i just needed her to be there so i could think i did
so id feel normal

AMERICA JONES (<******** you like that? the not reading her

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
a little maybe mystery can b fun
but love isnt just romance either
theres love for ur friends ur family urself
for me i love my friends
they r my fam now

AMERICA JONES (<******** it help having blanks to fill in with whatever made her the one for you to love
even if it wasnt real

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
i......maybe
it keeps u preoccupied
makes u think ur doin something
but if u kno it's not real it still hurts
wasnt like she liked me that way anyway so i guess i just wasted my time heh

AMERICA JONES (<******** wasnt worth it?

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
well i got a decent tattoo out of it i guess thats not so bad
hrm
what did u feel while we were hangn out?

AMERICA JONES (<******** for
safe
happy
sad
frustrated
relieved

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
u can add loved if u want bc u r

AMERICA JONES (<******** and happy both

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
even if u dont feel it

AMERICA JONES (<******** that like throwing love at a wall dawson
giving food to a rock

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
ur callin urself a thing again
and ur not
walls n rocks cant feel happy n safe
they also not nearly as good to cuddle i tell u what

AMERICA JONES (<******** true they dont have nice tits

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
hehe they dont

AMERICA JONES (<******** maybe in japan or something they always putting tits on stuff

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
i hear some rocks got nice cleavage tho
SCIENCE JOKES

AMERICA JONES (<********/>. okay that was good

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
: DDDDD

AMERICA JONES (<******** i dont know what to do with love
least not anymore
only thing that comes to mind is like
"well use it while its there to your way until it runs off"

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
nevermind love then ok
r u happy? do u feel safe?
do I gotta go over n give a goodnight hug before i hit the hay

AMERICA JONES (<******** okay
i think ill run for a bit i like running and i havent yet

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
sounds like a plan hun
i got work early so i gotta save battery n turn this off

AMERICA JONES (<******** dawson

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
but dm me anytime ok

AMERICA JONES (<******** Grace (@theshaggydawg)
night meri n remember u rock

AMERICA JONES (<******** Grace (@theshaggydawg)
: D : D : D

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
i guess the poitn i as tryn to make last night is
if u feel happy n safe thats sorta like love too
n that im glad i can give u that

AMERICA JONES (<******** think i get it

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
runnin make u feel better?

AMERICA JONES (<******** Grace (@theshaggydawg)
awesome : D
u been feelin better overall?

AMERICA JONES (<******** dont know
things are all a mix
and im not sure what i want anymore or what i could do about it when i figure it out

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
mixes are hard yeah
think talkn about it would help?

AMERICA JONES (<******** i cant talk about all of it

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
u can talk about parts w/e u want hun

AMERICA JONES (<******** just look back and i dont know what could have been differently
and im looking ahead and i dont know what i want i dont know if i want a home
i tried and it didnt work out and i dont know if trying again is just a way to keep the hurt alive

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
homes are good to have i think
dont have to b buildings neither
u dont give up easy tho
n i mean
life is hard life always gonna b hard n unfair n awful sometimes
doesnt stop even if u dont decide to try

AMERICA JONES (<******** tried not to make home a person because theyd take it with them

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
make urself ur own home then
ur the one w the power to let ppl in and out
who can stay n go
who deserves seein whats inside
ur the one who can wreck it n clean it n renovate
nobody else

AMERICA JONES (<******** think i mightve gone from being a penthouse to a fixerupper gotta say

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
eh ur still a keeper i think
fixeruppers are diamonds in the rough anyway

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Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
do i got ur permission to go by the house tmmrow to sweep n clean?

AMERICA JONES (<******** dont gotta do that stuff anymore dawson

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
i do tho
i disrespected u n i disrespected that house

AMERICA JONES (<******** you can clean one room and thats good enough im still mad at it

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
two rooms n ill flip it the bird n call it a real bad name

AMERICA JONES (<******** room and you get to mow the lawn all sexy like

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
hmmmmmmn
define all sexy like

AMERICA JONES (<******** all sweaty in a wife beater and maybe pouring a bottle of water on yourself to cool down
that sorta thing

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
omg hddgjdcjfdhndhhc
u want a water bottle u let me have a second room

AMERICA JONES (<******** get hit and thirsty anyway
naturell its course

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
im a moon i could tough it out

AMERICA JONES (<******** sweat Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg) moon = swoon

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
.........
m......maybe.....
r u gonna swoon when u see me

AMERICA JONES (<******** i do you gotta romance carry me to the beach

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
i dont got long fabio hair nemore tho

AMERICA JONES (<******** just have to make do with glistening pectorals

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
ur nice calln m those but they still moobs
they will be nice cushions for u

AMERICA JONES (<******** sure to wax them

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
uggghghhghghhghfhhh
noooooo
my chest haird all i got for manliness wo beardy

AMERICA JONES (<******** should get a tat like an anchor or a dancing girl

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
im getn a tat w my bro!
lion
but im thinkn snchor later

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Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
OK SO MAYBE I NEEDED LIL WATER i hope the show was worth it neutral

AMERICA JONES (<********/>; D yes it was thank you dawson grace
i appreciate you and the stuff youve been doing for me

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
neutral ||||
naw ur welcome
was a nice shower anyway
oh aw it aint a thing
thats what friends do
specially ones who been thru a lot

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Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
horace grot put off osland4 stiff
not telnbb u to care njustone reals y im drinnkn
he broke it o f w jan tho so thats sumtbjn rite
love hirts
maybe wes licky we dont have to worry
love hurts bad
bejjn IN loves oroly worse huh

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AMERICA JONES (<******** about it makes it worth all the pain

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
hghg sorry for drunk texting firtly
secondly uh
not feeling alone maybe
but u dont have to be in love to help that
friends stay where others dont
how u been doin anyway?

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Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
i got fireworks if u wanna set some off later

AMERICA JONES (<******** you trust me

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
yea of course

AMERICA JONES (<******** youre done celebrating would you go on leave with me

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
sure!
where we headin?

AMERICA JONES (<******** you

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
or u gonna keep it a surprise birthday girl ; )

AMERICA JONES (<******** gonna go sailing

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
aw hell yeah!!
ill save us some fireworks then

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Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
god how do u stand sharin the same room with him

AMERICA JONES (<******** wasnt someone america could ever love she didnt have any hopes around him theres nothing to hope for or try to fit into
hes easy and he understands what its like to miss parts of being a person
hes awful in a lot of ways but i find him calming to be around

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
tgats bc hes just a void
just so long u dont mistake calming for good ppl
i still dont like him bein near
ur free to come over whenever u know
i bet he doesn't have a pillow fort biggrin

AMERICA JONES (<******** think melvin would cry at the mess or at least get all passive aggressive at me

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
i doubt its that bad
if it was i bet porcelain would b pissier

AMERICA JONES (<******** ha he doesnt get pissy with me

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
hehehe he better not
here id say id go kick his a** if he tried but i bet u got it covered
that mean u been doin better?

AMERICA JONES (<******** but i dont feel worse

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
i think u need u some hug therapy biggrin

AMERICA JONES (<******** what kinda hug are we talkin about here
a big squish or a run n tackle or a spinny sort or lets just cry for no damn reason or what here

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
u get a special all in one if u make it in the next thirty min!

AMERICA JONES (<******** ill be running along the beach just to make it extra dramatic

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
oh s**t lemme get my ipod gotta find proper music

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Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
would u say u were satisfied w ur hug therapy (●━●)

AMERICA JONES (<******** would say so yes : D is that a reference to a thing

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
omg u didnt c big hero 6 yet
ok if i dont pass out from drunk karaoke we gotta fix that
its rly cute if a lil sad in the beginning
r u coming to karaoke tho? or too many ppl?

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Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
probly best u sidnt i made a fool myself

AMERICA JONES (<******** was weird like i felt i should but
you should tell me all about it though

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
oh man rep was like cringing the whole time i did 500 miles
thought my accent was spot on
someone did lady gags i was 2drunj to remember ahaha
abbi was there she did like two shots b was piss faced lmao
i thinj my beer hat got pulled out at some pint
or was it reps....
totally reqd bohemian rhapsody love that song

AMERICA JONES (<******** anyone dance on the bar all coyote ugly

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
YUP

AMERICA JONES (<******** it you

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
i got it filmed
o u bet biggrin

AMERICA JONES (<******** youre gonna have to reenact for me

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
LMAOOOO
no way taht was embarassn
ISANG THE FRIDAY SONG THO
i think i scared someone out

AMERICA JONES (<******** just didnt know which seat to take

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
HAHAHAHAHAHSKDDJKJNF
tgey didnt want to get down
or look forward to the weekend
MY HAND WAS A DOLPHIS THO

AMERICA JONES (<******** that an innuendo hun
is some girl walkin happy today

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
wat
wat no snnsjdksk
there was this parody video of friday
n when they cruisin in the car in the music vid the dude yells MY HAND IS A DOLPHIN
bc the girl is like makjn motions in the air like one

AMERICA JONES (<******** i was gonna hi5 you for job well done

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
: D : D : D Ty Ty
we gotta have our own party sometime
u didnt rly get one for ur b day

AMERICA JONES (<******** people dont get a party the day theyre born

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
thats the whole pint tho

AMERICA JONES (<******** then maybe next year
june 11 mark it down smile

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
got it!
but still think it should get made up for
never not reasons 2 part amirite
party not part that would suck
question would b if u wanted to do just us or if u wanted to get ppl

AMERICA JONES (<******** afraid
im really really really afraid
of people right now
so maybe just us two

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
afraid?
something happen?

AMERICA JONES (<******** Grace (@theshaggydawg)
just still kinda iffy about ppl huh

AMERICA JONES (<******** not so bad when its just one or two
but the more eyes on me the more i feel like one wrong step and ill break to bits

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
break?

AMERICA JONES (<******** like
my head and the feelings i do have not physically im pretty sturdy you know

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
so like anxious n stuff?
bc sometimes 2many ppl kinda make me feel weird too
its weird like i like ppl i like bein there n listening n gabbin n all
but some times just feels a lil much
if uh thats what u mean

AMERICA JONES (<******** dont see me
and if they did theyd think something was wrong wouldnt they
theyd hate me like horace or avoid me like maebe
so its like im either not really there or im something gone wrong and i dont think i can handle that coming from a bunch of folks at once

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
makes sense.....cant even imagine
nobody i talked to ever had good memories of clones
but ur different u know? thats what i believe

AMERICA JONES (<******** you
its meant a lot to me

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
everyone needs at least one person believin in then yeah?

AMERICA JONES (<******** enough

- - -

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
did u ever see her before u came here? the original?

AMERICA JONES (<******** was asleep
for the best i guess
shed just hurt and hurt if she was awake for it

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
did they hurt her a lot?

AMERICA JONES (<******** home did

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
it was after the break up?
right after?

AMERICA JONES (<******** Grace (@theshaggydawg)
but how? do u know?
u orobably cant tell me huh
itd get u trouble or somethin
im just so worried u know?

AMERICA JONES (<******** i can tell you a bit
they found her at tayms room
shed just found the box of her things hed put together and left by the door for her
and was trying to deal with just being cut out like that out of the blue
and then someone came and told her they needed her at that russian base
the one as went red before
she wasnt in a place for asking questions do she just went and ended up in the desert
after a bit one of the clones
the really snooty one of taym
came and picked her up and thats all i remember for her

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
thank u for telling me
im still scared as hell for her but ty

- - -

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
is it ok to go by the house and sweep again? its been a while im kinda antsy
been thinkin about upgradin some of the interior deco too
maybe wash the porch some
wait s**t qheres ur mini been

AMERICA JONES (<******** you can
i dont know he just wasnt there
taym mightve taken him he came by to see him one last time or whatever

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
well hes nt answered n days now
so ill eat my hat f he aint gone fo the heart of this on his own like a goddamn dumbass

AMERICA JONES (<******** does that
the "better me than some other poor a*****e" thing

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
god ******** JONES (<******** part of why she thinks hes a good person
but hes not

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
he literally couldve just ******** texted anyone n get a god damn posse
what is this Jesus in the cross bullshit
if hes not dead ima kill him after we get me back
the b*****d knew
the b*****d fickn knew she was gone when he last talked to me
n didnt say a damn word about it

AMERICA JONES (<******** dont like him but

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
just "hey dknt sex my ex it wont ******** christ ima kill him

AMERICA JONES (<******** least he can keep his mouth shut
have a feeling more folks know im not her than as dont
including the leaders
and here i am just waltzing around
all eyes on me and twitching at my least little poot

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
probably they seem 2 know everyhing all the tome w cameras n s**t n god knows what else
all watch n note

AMERICA JONES (<******** what do you think will happen if i dont do anything

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
its always fear u know? n like i said clones never meant good before
nothin at all? idk

AMERICA JONES (<******** think theyll kill me if i stay here

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
idk enough of this stuff to make calls

AMERICA JONES (<******** if she n he come back no problem i think theyll kill me

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
even if i did id prolly still make the stupid kinds heh

AMERICA JONES (<******** said maybe theyll keep me for testing

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
testing....yea maybe
killn i thought couldnt happen if the real ones alive?
idk maybe if u show them ur not harming nothin theylk let u b?
its a long shot i know but ur not hurting anyone bein here, not like threatenin n stuff

AMERICA JONES (<******** hunters let things they dont consider human be

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
uh........depends on the hunter i guess
i hear theyve had hallow visitors b4 here
they had to wear like a collar or somethin but they could walk around
if nothing else uh.....maybe u could get away to Halloween some place if u rly feel unsafe? idk what ur made of tho, we gotta use golems
but my hopes that it dont come to any a thay
idk y u got sent here or what it means in the future but i can bet its wasn't for a good reaskn
thats just how it do bein a hunter
but u have the choice to not do it
u could help us, u could save them
i think ud like meri, not just for the whole knowin her in n out thing but like
the part u think ur missin, shed know it better than anyone else
maybe she could help

AMERICA JONES (<******** cant help

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
maybe we can go back to that house n spruce it up tgether n it wouldn't have to b a place of hirt

AMERICA JONES (<******** i press too far against it he turns his head
and looks through my eyes

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
Jesus......like bein possessed?

AMERICA JONES (<******** being owned

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
god damn thats not right
im sorry
for that n for bein all pushy

AMERICA JONES (<******** feelin safe n happy is close to love

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
i just.....

AMERICA JONES (<******** guess ive taken some of that

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
i wanna make things better
from you n others

AMERICA JONES (<******** be nice if they could be

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
cant b taken if its freely given

AMERICA JONES (<******** you happy

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
im a lotra things right now since i been chatty cathy w u but
knowin shes alive, that u can feel safe w me?
yea im happy
that i made eeven a lil difference to u one person carin u know
that nt all things have to be bad here

AMERICA JONES (<******** you feel safe

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
depends on if theres a tentacle wavin at me on beach patrol hehe
sorry sorry jokes just kinda come out
around u u mean? yea
so even tho u say u cant love? that stuff, the hugs, the feekjngs? i think u give some back too
even if u dont know it
hugs r good for that u know : D

AMERICA JONES (<******** ill think about it
helping you clean

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
biggrin DD! blastn some tunes

- - -

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
good clean up time w u girl btw! place looks much better

AMERICA JONES (<******** used to clean the floors
hoping if they were nice folks would come back
i think shed appreciate you doing the same

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
momma had this thing
if a house invited u in before u hit the door, its a good one
even if all the clesnins inside it still gets u outside
n thats how she felt about hersekf too
about ppl in general
clean urself up n ppl will see it
sometimes werent so nice u kno, like the way a belle smiles n u know its not pretty
but cleanin is.....theres some word for it idr but it makes a person feel better too u kno?
airs easier, feels better, accomplished, done by ur hand
i got no idea what hell hole shes in but ill b damned if she comes back to one
clean house, maybe a better recovery
dust out the bad memories
that place is hers but its Important to me too
i guess thats y i want it to end up being a good place for u too instead of just taym break up stuff

AMERICA JONES (<******** dont think it can be my good place
but maybe i can find one for myself

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
im ok w that only if i can visit where u end up!
well im ok w whatever of course i just like visitin
n chattn haha if u couldnt tell
sorry if that bugs u any

AMERICA JONES (<******** doesnt i like having you in my hand all the time
and getting to read your messages when everything is too much or not enough

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
im glad it helps instead of bejn annoying, ive bugged ppl in the past bfore
it just feels too weird not talkn to someonr
so u kno u can just rando dm me too if thats also helpn
i had a....well not really ex i guess but this girl i kinda sorta dated
n she complained about me textn her all the time
said i was like this puppy who needed to get pet all the time
really tho i just dont like feelin alone n Twitter n stuff helps u kno?

AMERICA JONES (<******** think i do
and who doesnt like puppies

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
heh
maybe we should get tub a play pal pup

AMERICA JONES (<******** if you take care of it
i dont think i can
at least not how i am now

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
Id feel bad makin somethin stay in the dungeon but o rly wouldnt mind a pet right now

AMERICA JONES (<******** they come from a pretty dark and spooky place
theyll probably like it a lot better than some place youd think was ncie

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
.......tru dat
how we go about getn a mini carrier again?
yeah! we can get it toys too biggrin

AMERICA JONES (<******** rented hers and just never returned it

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
LMAO wtg girl
speakn of uh
im guessin calln u america would b kinda weird now
so now that u got ur own b day maybe u should get ur own name?

AMERICA JONES (<******** sits right sad

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
how about i think of different ones tomorrow n see if any stick?

AMERICA JONES (<******** no promises but i dont mind trying

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
cant hurt yea?

- - -

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
guess i shoulda asked first if there was stuff u were kinda leanin to theme wise
lets see uh
belle, catherine, katie, beatrice, holly, joan, jane, jenny, christina, dakota, daisy, pam, julie, darla, danielle, zoey, kim,
talia, marie, evangeline, dahlia, tasha, helen, hillary, naomi, nani, willow, angie, laura, shelby, sydney, erica, melanie, nicki
elaine, quinn, vivienne, hannah, georgia, samantha or sam, casey, knew a girl name elliot once, rachel, rita, olivia, amelia
or u could pick like a myth figure i got this cool stuff on greeks n romans biggrin
theres ariadne who was the chick smart enough to ask for a ball of yarn 2 lead theseus n the rest outta the labyrinth
artemis is super cool like oh man som cuh stuff
shes a self made goddess like she demanded s**t from zeus n made cyclops forge her bow n arrow n got her hunting hounds from pan
got cool epitaphs too like arista "the best" n damnoyone "who tames" n keladeina "strong voiced"
apprently bck then virgins used to dedicated their lingerie to her on the night they married too

AMERICA JONES (<******** would they do that

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
i think it was like maybe a farewell sort of thing n also a means for protection
artemis didnt take kindly to men who raped or mistreated women
n shes also a protector of childbirth
these some stories sayin her brothers birth was so hard that after she was born she helped midwive him
she also liked to run in the forests biggrin
theres also atalanta who was a bomb a** mortal
her dad left her out to dfie bc he wanted a son n she got suckled by a she bear until hunters picked her up n she got to be the best one
theres a whole lot to her story but basically she got 2cool n all the dudes wanted her so she was like if u can beat me in a footrace sure
n those that didnt she killed
n the only reason this one guy beat her at all was bc of some trickery w some golden apples
different stories say dif things but basically at some point thwy screwdd in one of zeus temples n he was like wtf no
n turned them into lions n they hunted the restve their lives which u kno honestly not too bad for a punishment from the big guy
her patron goddess was artemis too! bc she wanted 2 not be forcd into mariage n the huntn n runin n stuff

AMERICA JONES (<******** a good story
i like atalanta but im not sure im an atalanta

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
sokay i got plety more ladies to tell u about biggrin
athena im p sure u kno about already, goddess of wisdom, military victories (like tactics n stuff bc ares was just strasight up fightn)
n crafts like not just weavn but she helped make like ships n chariots n somethin about numbers
lots of dif stories about her obviouslty but she was also a virgin goddess n a warrior
calypso is sad, she this sea nymph daughter of a Titan who got banished to b prisoner on this island ogygia 4 suportn him against the gods
so odysseus got ship wrecked on his way back from his epic journey n ends up on her island n she takes care of him n falls in love
accounts are like "she ttly seduced him for 7 years into being her hubby until Athens was like dad thats not his fate get him out"
n that caly promised him eternal youth n immortality but that he kept refusin bc he had his wife waitin
altho some say he became her lover eventually anyway idk
eventually hermes gets sent over to tell her 2 cut that s**t out n she cant refuse zues so she helps ody build a ship
n gives him food n wine enough for the trip n sends him on his way
my book says she tried to kill herself afterwards bc she still loved him but bc she was immortal she just ended up suffering instead
i think a lot of stories paint her as like this awful seductress tryna break a marriage up for her own selfish wants but
rly i think she was lonely
n here comes this heroic dude in need of savin n she dedicated her time n resources
so yea she falls in love like ody is a real greeks man n s**t
its not her fault u kno?
like even when Hermes comes in she tells him off uh theres this quote here
“Cruel folk you are, unmatched for jealousy, you gods who cannot bear to let a goddess sleep with a man,
even if it is done without concealment and she has chosen him as her lawful consort.”
funny enough her name means something like "to conceal" or "hidden" n stuff
so uh yea i feel for her
enough to rant apparently hha

AMERICA JONES (<******** Grace (@theshaggydawg)
u like the nickname? slmetimes i hate the char limit here

AMERICA JONES (<******** it sets right on my shoulders

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
then caly it is! biggrin HI CALY

AMERICA JONES (<******** say hi in person we gotta practice

Dawson Grace (@theshaggydawg)
ooo ok ok right after work then!!

Dawson Grace
so i got a funny
welle its not pronlrm
not rly
but some dude ytried kisn me while bak
like out the ******** bluep
sorry i been tdrinkm
but i dinno ever how to fel about hst bc he one my friends
n itd awkward as ******** i tell u this cu zu kno how bein swksrd round one dude goes

Horace Nokoni
nah its ok
did you guys talk aftet he trief to kiss you or did one of you book it?

Dawson Grace
uhnm
i exited stage righth
after some awkward jokjng
he wasnt himself neither
havent talked about it since
dont know y im yalkn bout it now
guess cuz it reminds me of ppl i keep letn down somehoe
him
maebe
caly
nowni gone lost ******** al to on my last mish
me n melv njust lost him in the fog n s**t n next we see he falls n some giant hole
n thats just ******** it isnt it
u think lofes all good til it snaps at u
n u remember duck u werent supposed t be good w it naw its gotta br
danger n replaceable soldiers n these ******** young guys like u always runnin rigt out ther
i wasnt suppsd to b here i didnt sign up i got csugt in some shot n here i am makin the best of it n im tryn im tryn so damn hard
im tryn borthrr im tryn
im sorry im so sorry

Horace Nokoni
youre doing a damn good job ok

Dawson Grace
how can u say that when i just lost a guy on a mission
how m i supposed to look noah I'm the eye n go sorry bro ur bf fell into a hole in my wstch
thems the breaks

Horace Nokoni
think of all the people you've saved - who are better off when you're there.
any other hunter couldn't have prevented a fall down a ******** hole
it's not your fault

Dawson Grace
i never do s**t on missions i go on horace
even u nearly got ganked at that mask thing
i barely kept up w melvin n he was hallucinatin s**t in the fog
never shoulda lost al 2 begin w

Horace Nokoni
Mask thing was me being foolhardy & not using my heal properly. ain't nothing on you
how the hell you let down maebw? by not having sex? that's not letting her down
you're a better person than you think you are

Dawson Grace
she said she loved me dude
like love love

Horace Nokoni
Yeah, and?

Dawson Grace
and i cant even return that
im not better dude im average
im not sayn that 2 knock myself i always known i was
the onmy reason it ever looked good was cuz its ******** crazy here
anyway sry for all that vlabberin i need to put my phone away when i drink

Horace Nokoni
not returning emotions doesnt make you a bad guy
if you'd like ******** her knowing about her feelings when you dont feel that - that would make you a bad guy
... you didnt ******** her did you?

Dawson Grace
no
for a while i thought maube bein intimate would dig that sort of stuff up
like maybe im just tught wound
but no

Horace Nokoni
it doesn't work like that for everyone
you can't force feelings

Dawson Grace
i know
u more thsn anyone maybe understand y i tried anyway

Horace Nokoni
yeah I understand
But you didn't let her down - you beat yourself up over s**t that's not your fault.
you don't deserve that
Dawsonnnn

Dawson Grace
what

Horace Nokoni
Hi
you got a hangover today?

Dawson Grace
yea

Horace Nokoni
I can get you ice cream or a beer if you think either will help

Dawson Grace
what kinda ice cram

Horace Nokoni
cookies & cream.
Saw some peach in the cafeteria freezer though that I'm not above nicking

Dawson Grace
dont steal dude
ice creams ok

Horace Nokoni
You on duty or at home? I'll swing by and chuck it at you

Dawson Grace
home

Horace Nokoni
is america home?

Dawson Grace
if she is she got in quietly
think she went out w some other ppl lookn at houses

Horace Nokoni
aight

Dawson Grace
thnx dude
ill stop whining bout my first world dating probs

Horace Nokoni
You ain't whining, you're venting. There's a difference and it's always okay

Dawson Grace
btw i sorta moved out of the basement! meri asked me 2 b her roomie
so now u can find 2 cool ppl in one convenient place 😁😁😁

Maebe Grace Bertrand
Mazeltov.

Dawson Grace
i was stsrtn to wonder if u left ur phone on a mission!

Maebe Grace Bertrand
I wish I had.

Dawson Grace
wat why
i missed bugn u
baby girl r u srsly mad that i moved in w -meri-
syn says u r
inm sorry i keep pissn u off

Maebe Grace Bertrand
I'm not mad.
Just because I don't feel like talking to you automatically means I'm mad?
You're a bit full of yourself.

Dawson Grace
sorry 4 assumin
somethin happen?

Maebe Grace Bertrand
Apology accepted.
No. Jesus.

Dawson Grace
oh
have a good night then bby girl
hope some sleep helps

Maebe Grace Bertrand
Helps with what?
I'm fine. Everything's fine. I don't need help. I don't need anything.

Dawson Grace
i wouldve believes u if u hadnt put it like that
w/e it is i hope sleep helps is all
or ur weekend party shindig
w/e shakes it off

- - -

Dawson Grace
aight u hit the drunk stage so
now i gotta ask again whats up
n y u aint sharin that drink
so rude

Maebe Grace Bertrand
I am Shahid
With my buddy
He dinking half my s**t

Dawson Grace
probably so u dont pass out or throw up

Maebe Grace Bertrand <******** that I hold my liq

Dawson Grace
yea? what glass u one now

Maebe Grace Bertrand
LOL GLASS

Dawson Grace
touche
toochay? idfk ac just corrects me
thats french right

Maebe Grace Bertrand
Hahahahha

Dawson Grace
if ur drunk does that make u want to hear my bad jokes more

Maebe Grace Bertrand
No

Dawson Grace
damn
well at least u got someone watchn u
got a lil worried there

Maebe Grace Bertrand
Yeah I DO

Dawson Grace
seems like a good guy

Maebe Grace Bertrand
He is
He loves me
Like a stupid
He's ortis brother
They only just found it

Dawson Grace
hes what now

Maebe Grace Bertrand
Ottid brother
Ottoz

Dawson Grace
really?
huh

Maebe Grace Bertrand
They didn't know

Dawson Grace
id drink one out of sympathy for him then

Maebe Grace Bertrand
I knew him before he knew his own brother Weta Lila two sticks

Dawson Grace
tf weta lila 😂

Maebe Grace Bertrand
YOU KNOW
LIKE TWO PEASE IN A POD

Dawson Grace
ohhhh
maebe grace u white girl wasted aint u

Maebe Grace Bertrand
Idk
I'm whire and I'm wasted
So yes

Dawson Grace
someones a** need kickn or a bad mission?

Maebe Grace Bertrand
Kick your own add
Maebe Grace Bertrand
Put you foot up in our

Dawson Grace
aight
what kinda shittalk do i tell myself when kickn my own a**
what he do

Maebe Grace Bertrand
He don't love me
You tell him I said ******** you
What's not to list

Dawson Grace
go off girl
im preppin the steel toe boots

Maebe Grace Bertrand
You tell him
I wad read to give him everything
I never give anybody editing
I wabted to be the one
Love him and kiss and hold an bs a ******** housewife and learn to cook an HD make live instead of ******** an I would have done it all

Dawson Grace
yea i know this guy
hes a ******** piece of s**t 4 breakn ur heart like that
so ill shove my foot up his a** til he tastes iron that sound good?
hell i can deliver him to ur door
ur a damn good fighter last i checked

Maebe Grace Bertrand
I can't ever huey him
I love him so much
Dont tell him

Dawson Grace
aw u cant just let him get away with that bs
ill rough him up on ur behalf

Maebe Grace Bertrand
You can

Dawson Grace
heard hes real attached 2 his beard
could shave that off too
if u cant huey him thn

Maebe Grace Bertrand
No please I love his beard

Dawson Grace
ok ok the beard stays
ill let him know its cuz ur good grace

Maebe Grace Bertrand
Heas so beautiful why cane he just think the Sneed boot me

Dawson Grace
ur god damn gorgeous honey
cant expect a hick like him 2 understand
prettiest thing he seen is a shaved sheep i bet

Maebe Grace Bertrand
lol
I am gorgeous but not to him neve enof for him

Dawson Grace
is this a good place 2 call him a basic b***h
i heard that around work a few times before

Maebe Grace Bertrand
lol I guys

Dawson Grace
then he W basic b***h
the basicest
like 2Dawson Grace 2 basic

Maebe Grace Bertrand
ok
Im tired of talking about him sorry
What you up to

Dawson Grace
good point
well im all saddled up 2 go kick his a**
oh
right
wyd hun? still nirsn the bottle?

Maebe Grace Bertrand
Oh no dont let me stop you

Dawson Grace
aight where can i find this dickwad u think

Maebe Grace Bertrand
Let me go ******** dint instance
Home on
Wtf
Dawson is this yout???

Dawson Grace
brb gonna kick some a**

Maebe Grace Bertrand
Wtf???

AMERICA JONES
did something happen with maebe

Dawson Grace
yea
i told her i was movin in w u
she didnt take well to it
not a mark against u tho dont worry shes just angry at me

AMERICA JONES
oh god i hadnt thought of that i shoulda ******** thought of that

Dawson Grace
thats not somethn u should have to think about snyway
anyway my decision so consequences r on me

AMERICA JONES
theyre so ******** alike sometimes

Dawson Grace
who?

AMERICA JONES
taym this ******** house

Dawson Grace
he didnt want u in town or somethin?

AMERICA JONES
he got upset for a long time when kon was living here even though there was nothing going on it was
it made him keep comparing himself to konstantin and feeling like he was falling short every day

Dawson Grace
.......how
i didnt know yall too well but kostyas like
not like that

AMERICA JONES
i know
but taym measured home in people
and id made my own with kon
not him

Dawson Grace
mm
theres that home thing cropn up
i knew shed b mad at me bc its maebe
but i cant make my choices all about her neither

AMERICA JONES
i know im sorry

Dawson Grace
hell last time i did i nearly lost caly
dont b
im happy u wanted me here n im happy to stay
maebes gonna get over it soon
i think
sorta forgot she gets dramatic ahah......
i shouldnt say that
its more than the house thing shes real hurt by me

AMERICA JONES
i think shes hurt by a lot of things daws

Dawson Grace
b4 she got drunk she said i was full of myself
might b true
but i hate i hate hate hate how much ive affected her somtimes
n i know it wasny all like this but
sometimes it looks like more harm like right now
shell simmer down but idk if that pains gonna go away

AMERICA JONES
it might not
but it might change
given half a chance to change shape

Dawson Grace
n itd be two ppl close 2 me id get to disappoint n watch n pray n dread they can move on

AMERICA JONES
but its not that easy
moving on is such a ******** not a bad phrase but people act like its
an end to something and its not

Dawson ******** me im sorry I brought all this up

AMERICA JONES
i dont expect yall to wrap it up in a tidy bow and ship it off so i dont gotta worry bout it no more
im not disappointed i just wish id thought about it and maybe talked to her first
or at all when i got here ive been avoiding people still and this is what happens

Dawson Grace
u gotta do u hun
u been away a whole it aint easy to just dive back in
besides maebe sint my keeper
now xcuse me while i go kick my own a** 2 follow thru on the dumbest idea yet

AMERICA JONES
but im her friend and ive known how she feels bout you for a long time and what
long story short maebe is so drunk she thought i was someone else n i went along w it
so she could vent

AMERICA JONES
jesus wept

Dawson Grace
n i promised to kick that dawsons fat a** so brb

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Dawson Grace
u do crazy things for the ppl u love

AMERICA JONES
are you okay hun

Dawson Grace
i didnt break nothin im good
not entirely sure what i was thinkin last night but
hell shrek had it right
better out than in

AMERICA JONES
oh boy
guess so
did you send her the evidence

Dawson Grace
oh s**t ur right lemme

AMERICA JONES
try not to look charming hun
do your uh oh wheres the bathroom face

Dawson Grace
constpiated go tit
aight sent
maybe it was wrng way 2 go about it but she never says s**t unless she gets real angry
n happens 2 b drunk in this case
not that it was news but still

AMERICA JONES
yeah i know

Chris Axten
u ok bruh?

Dawson Grace
once i get ice ill b ok
nice 2 kno im strong enough 2 actually hurt myself now

Chris Axten
wild dawson used karate chop
it hurt itself in its confusion
i've got the breakable ice packs in my desk drawer if you need them, my doors unlocked

Dawson Grace
hehe basically
ud have 2 deliver tho im sorta in the not wantn 2 move stage

Chris Axten
im on duty but i'll bring 'em when i get off in like half an hour, yo

Dawson Grace
no rush
worse i look when i take this pic the better

Chris Axten
the ******** r u up to?

Dawson Grace
1 sec
ok so basically uh
maebe got super drunk yesterday n reminded me she was in love w me n that im a piece of s**t 4 not returnin it
drunk enough she thought i was som1 else
so i got her to vent it out some n then promised to kick dawsons a** so
i did
bc im a man of my word ok

Chris Axten
what the ******** Grace
sounds stupid as s**t in the day but i aint never claimed i was a smart man

Chris Axten
what the ******** ******** Grace
maybe i got contact drunk
idk
but there it is

Chris Axten
im going to kill her tbh
like first of all how dare she blame that s**t on you her feelings are not your cross to bear
second of all if u ever harm urself again because of someone else's feeling i'll kill u next bro
im so goddamn serious rn

Dawson Grace
i didnt harm myself
i just happened 2 get in a spar

Chris Axten
bullshit

Dawson Grace
n well i suck at spars

Chris Axten
i'm the king of bullshitting don't make excuses like this

Dawson Grace
dnot u bug her tho she probly nursn a hangover

Chris Axten
OH NO
THE PRINCESS HAS A HANGOVER?
GOD I COULDN'T POSSIBLY BUG HER IF SHE'S FEELING A LITTLE ******** UP FROM ALL HER BULLSHIT
THAT WOULD JUST BE ******** RUDE OF ME

Dawson Grace
if she remembers what happened shell b mad at herself anyway

Chris Axten
thats not a goddamn excuse

Dawson Grace
im not telln u all this so u can go knock down her door

Chris Axten
i might anyways
but either way you need to know that her feelings for you are not your fault
and not your problem to solve
thats bullshit and she should never put that burden on ******** that

Dawson Grace
yea well
they dont have to
its always gonna b there regardless
like ur feelns dude
cuz a clone mighta started it but that dont come out of nowhere
so u know
disappointn u
disapointin her
losin a goddamn trainee i was supposed 2 protect on a mission

Chris Axten
i would NEVER blame my feelings on you. you're NOT disappointing me.

Dawson Grace
that spar had some nice timing

Chris Axten
you could drop me like a bad habit and that's not your ******** fault
if anything i'm sorry to YOU for betraying our friendship like that. i didn't mean to catch feelings and make you feel like this. that's on me not on you.
you're piling way to much blame on yourself for things that are out of your hands and beating yourself up over it, literally or figuratively, does nothing to help them

Dawson Grace
u didnt betray nothin
catchn feelns tho heh thats some way of putn it
not fair u can beat urself up for that tho
not somethin u can control either

Chris Axten
they're my feelings, my problem
my point is none of this should be left on your shoulders
don't blame yourself for my emotions, and ******** don't blame yourself for the problems of some b***h who thinks its okay to get drunk and vomit pure bullshit from her mouth about it being your fault
because it's not your fault at all

Dawson Grace
dont call her a b***h
problems or not shes still a friend

Chris Axten
:/
i'm sorry. i'll bring the ice packs to you in a few, but i'm getting looks about having my phone out so i gotta go man. don't hurt yourself any more until then.
you is smart you is kind you is important and kinda dumb sometimes but its okay
see you soon bro.

Dawson Grace
kinda is bein nice about it
but aight c u soon