Under the effect of the alcohol, Shu was half-conscious of what she was doing, she only knew she felt tired and exhausted. There was a while the girl had her eyes closed, body gently swaying like a small boat on a gentle water. She opened her eyes again when she heard the sigh - long and mingled with something else she couldn't catch.
The heated up girl blinked, tried to focus on what he was saying. She surely there were voices, but muffled, with a tiny insistent buzz. Still, she could catch what he mean.
Hmph....blanket plus pillow fort sounds so cozy.....She was in a state of almost falling asleep, but something she needed to deliver yet: The apology? Some sort of feels? Or things that she conceal in the hidden drawer of her heart? People say inside the heart, sometimes it's like a library, a maze or a corridor with many doors, the view is always changing. In Shu's heart, it resembled, at that moment, that of a compartmental cabinet of the Chinese herbalist. Some of the unlabeled drawers were unlocked while some are sealed with lock each. It hurt, her head hurt, her inside hurt, everything hurt so much. The drawers overturned and the things inside rushed to her as a big mess at once.
Didn't reply or nod, instead, Shu finished the glass at once and teetered towards the hunter and stopped right at a few steps from him. "Tell me why......" She asked softly, then didn't continued for a few seconds, head remained down. "Why you never love me?" Her head lifted and eyes gradually met with Otto's like slow motion. "I'm too stubborn to ask you to do that, 爸爸 (papa)?"
It was very clear that the girl was losing her consciousness, from the interweaving of two different languages. "Do you regret? 後悔嗎? To sacrifice yours for mine....?" Her face creased together as she made a step closer, sadness escaped from her body, millions of words choked at her throat.
Who she saw was definitely no longer the blonde Sun hunter with blue eyes named Otto Graves, it was an useless endeavor to stop the tears from accumulating in her eyes at the same time she bit the lips. On the two sides, her hands were grasping into fist, nails dug into the soft palm flesh. With a face of agony, she opened her mouth again -
"I miss you, when will you wake up?" The next second
he was held desperately. With her face buried into the boy, she mumbled, "I've a lot to tell you.....I want you to caress my hair....告訴我 -telling me that it will be alright....please..wake up...." Below his back, Otto would feel a sudden tight grasp of his clothes before the force limply dropped.
The last bit of energy within her was consumed. A tear slid down her face.
Finally.
Finally, she could cry because she was dreaming, nobody would blame her even herself.
Shu felt much better, as if the choking was removed and she could breathe again -
- When she woke up, she will go to knock her best friend's door......
Bittiface
It takes so long, sorry ;x;
You can make the wrap-up post, thank you so much for your help *HUGS*
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