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"So that feeling goes away, then," he said blandly, betraying a little more than he'd meant to. He twisted the cigarette butt in his fingers. "I just--"
Worry, he thought. That's what he did. He worried he was in the wrong division, taking orders from someone who would probably have jumped down his throat if he'd known what he'd risked just to avoid hurting someone who was nominally the enemy. But the roots of loyalty had been planted: he'd found himself bristling against snide comments about his Division, found himself defending them.
"I don't think any number of Moons could have stopped Rep," he said instead, backtracking away from worrying thoughts. "Especially not one that's ******** him and one that thinks he's an OK guy under there somewhere. Whole organization'd be better off if there were more Suns like you taking their seriously and fewer like Rep and Jordan. And fewer Moons like Bertrand and Harrison more like Ceres."