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Posted: Sun Nov 24, 2013 9:48 pm
"Tea with honey and one Coke. Have you decided what you would like to eat or should I give you two some time?" She asked, and Ladon looked down at his menu only to have a little paper wrapper hit his face. Frowning, he shot a look a look at Billy that was no playful. It was innocent for Billy, but anything that could take out a eye was something Ladon did not like, though this was the first time Billy had flicked a wrapper at his face.
Looking back at his menu, he looked down and back up. "Um.." He had forgotten what he was thinking about and had to think back to food. "May I have...The Sunny Platter?"
"How would you like your eggs?"
"Sunny side. Oh, and can I have fruit instead of hashbrowns?"
She nodded and went to take Billy's order. As she did, Ladon set his menu aside for her to take before taking out his phone. Frowning, he thought about mentioning to Billy that he didn't like things flicked near his eyes, but then remembered something he had been thinking about before. Something Billy said he might like, and something Ladon thought he should try. To bring his Wolframite side into his Ladon world.
What would he say to a officer who did something like this? It was such a weird thing to think about, meshing that mindset in such a sunny, bright, normal resturant during a simple breakfast, but here he was. Billy wanted Ladon to take more charge in his life, right?
He started to write a text. Message to Billy To: Billy Message From: Ladon Assaulting a superior officer. I could triple your energy quota for that. Are you trying to blind me? The last part was a honest worry he had, but he sent it anyways and leaned back, looking at Billy as he waited for him to check his phone.
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Posted: Sun Nov 24, 2013 10:08 pm
With his order given and the waitress gone, Billy checked his phone, and noting it was from Ladon, expected something entirely different than what he got. His mischievous look ebbed away, and he sighed. Honestly, it was only a bit of paper. Even if it had managed to hit his eye, it would far from blind him. Ladon should know his aim to be better than that anyway. If anyone had missed their mark this time, it would be Ladon, who seemed to have the wrong idea. Did he want to see more Wolframite than Ladon? No. The last thing he wanted was to have the Negaverse creep in to their civilian lives any more than it already did. He merely wanted a good roughing up and to be dominated in the bedroom from time to time. Billy quickly texted back a ' whatever' before tossing his phone the the side and taking a grudging sip of his drink.
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Posted: Sun Nov 24, 2013 10:22 pm
He expected something....better than what he got. The 'whatever' was a slap to the face, and he was left feeling deflated from his high expectations, and then a rising bitterness at trying something, and then angry at the one word reply. What the hell was that?!
He shoved his phone in his coat pocket and looked over at Billy drinking his coke. "What is wrong with you?" He said, annoyed.
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Posted: Sun Nov 24, 2013 10:36 pm
Billy's words were, unexpectedly to him, soft, but not without a bit of bittersweet in there too, "What, you don't trust me? You think I'd intentionally cause you harm, permanent or otherwise?" He kept his tone quiet enough so that no one else could listen in. "I was being light-hearted. Or trying, anyway." Billy largely just seemed disappointed. He was hurt, and moreover not used to the feeling. "M'sorry." In the end, Billy never really had learned how to play, it seemed.
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Posted: Sun Nov 24, 2013 10:41 pm
The tone wasn't one he was used to hearing, and only recalled it a few times when he was struggling with his own emotional moodswings and would turn on Billy when he was trying to calm him down or see reason. It was a tone that ate his insides and felt like he drank acid.
He instantly regretted the text and wished he never wrote a single word of it. "I didn't think that. I mean...I..........I don't like things near my face." It sounded stupid not. "I was just ..playing.......joking." His tone dropped down. "Forget it."
The waitress came to set his tea down, along with alittle plastic teapot of hot water, and a couple of packets of honey. Reaching over, he started to make his tea, glad to be distracted. This was supposed to be a nice day out, and he felt like he started it off on a bad foot.
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Posted: Sun Nov 24, 2013 11:04 pm
Billy sighed, and sat back a bit, adopting that careless, aloofness that he often held. "You weren't joking, I know that much. What I don't know is why you felt the need to involve work in to things." He took another sip of his coke. Really, he didn't exactly know just what was going through Ladon's head with all that, or what notions had gotten twisted up. But at least Now Billy was trying to let what had happened roll off, which was good. No point in dwelling on things and let it ruin the day.
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Posted: Sun Nov 24, 2013 11:19 pm
He didn't care much for the aloof leaning either. He liked it more when Billy seemed interested and engaged.
Stirring the honey into his tea, he just shrugged at first. "I thought you said you wanted to see more of...the other me. " He felt foolish now that he missed his mark. "I thought you might find it.." He glanced to make sure the waitress wasn't around. "..find it sexy." He frowned into his teacup before putting the spoon into his mouth to clean the last bit of honey before putting it down. "I guess I just screwed it up again." For once he wanted to feel like he got it.
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Posted: Sun Nov 24, 2013 11:59 pm
Well, time to fix that little miscommunication. "Hardly. Do I find it attractive when you're kicking a** and taking names? Yes. But work is work and it stays work and out of our every day normal lives." He paused, letting the harsh opinion sink in for a moment. The Negaverse was a slightly touchy thing for him - he resented how much it had stolen from Ladon. "I'll put it in fewer words this time; All I want, is everything that I am not, when it comes to the bedroom." He got that mischievous look, "got the picture?" He could, literally, paint the picture if Ladon needed it. He was sure he had the canvas and paints somewhere.... It was further emphasis on their complementary duality - black and gray, green and pink, light and dark. Billy was always very warm, passionate, sensuous and gentle with Ladon. He wanted frenzy, desperate need, and raw unbridled lust. Of course, this might have also developed thanks to some early-morning choke-outs before Billy learned that waking Ladon up with kisses and roaming hands wasn't always such a good idea, but he was hooked on the thrill. Good going. "But hey - I'll give you points for trying," Billy reached out and ruffled Ladon's hair. He realized now that in their former conversation about such things that Billy might have gotten a bit too wordy, and things got lost in the sea of words. Billy was good at words, though sometimes he forgot to throw a lifeline for others.
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Posted: Mon Nov 25, 2013 8:21 am
Ladon reached up to the hand ruffling his hair to hold it and look at Billy with a sort of frustration. "I don't want to just get stars for trying. I want...to..make you .." He sort of bobbed his head to imply what he would say implied more. "...'happy'."
He let go of Billy's hand. "I feel like I'm missing something everyone else gets. Maybe it's just because I've never been with anyone else when you have. I mean, not that I'm holding that against you. Just...." He sighed and set his elbow on the table and his head in his hand. "I feel like a dork in the bedroom compared to you and think you must be getting bored or frustrated I'm not making it thrilling like other people." Other people Billy might have enjoyed better.
He then just dropped his head down to lay it on the table. "Nothing I read helps." If Billy didn't want Wolframite, then did he want chains and punishments like more Nega duties?
"I don't know how I can be what you're not. You're ... Everything when we're together. You seem to know so much and I still feel like a rookie after all this time." Though the old Ladon would not have done what they had done that morning.
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Posted: Mon Nov 25, 2013 9:22 am
"Pfft. Honestly, I'm just good at making it seem like I know what I'm doing." Casual admittance to novice. "I play it by ear, taking note of what works and what doesn't.. Intuition." Shrug. "I've not been with as many people as you'd think." He wasn't sure how to explain it.... "If it helps, I'll get together some homework for you," Billy chuckled. Surely he could find some videos somewhere or something or.... Well, maybe if he thought on it he could come up with a situation that would put Ladon in the right moodset. That would be more Billy's style. Manipulation. But it would be manipulation done with love. ;< "Anyway, Waffle House isn't exactly the place to hash out our bedroom activities." It hadn't been on his to-do list, anyway.
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Posted: Mon Nov 25, 2013 11:57 am
When he remembered again where they were at, he nodded and sank a bit in his seat, lifting up his head to take his tea and sip at it. He didn't want to admit that he had already done his homework, or felt he had done enough, what with reading and the few times he risked the internet. He was always afraid that they would get some virus on the laptop that he couldn't get rid of and would somehow be caught checking out bad sites.
For now, he dropped it. This really wasn't the time or place.
"Have you ever had a dog before?" He asked, curious.
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Posted: Fri Dec 13, 2013 11:04 pm
"No. Grandmother had a dog, but he was no pet. Purely a working dog for the ranch." The only times inf his childhood worth remembering were the years his grandmother was alive; Living with her on the ranch with the horses. Horses - he may have only been seven the last time he rode one, but it wasn't something you easily forget. But then his parents came back and decided they wanted to raise him, despite seven years of abandonment. Two years later his grandmother died. Then everything fell apart. Well...his mother had always been a useless sack of s**t, but then his father - son of his grandmother - just completely gave up. His mother turned their own house in to her own personal 'business.'... said business being the exchange of sex and drugs. All in all it was no wonder Billy became who he was. It was some ******** up childhood.
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Posted: Sun Dec 15, 2013 9:38 pm
"Oh. That...doesn't sound fun." He said, grabbing his tea and stirring in some honey. "My parents never let us have pets. I had a golfish once, but it died after a while. I was really allergic to cats, and my mom didn't like animals. I think she was afraid of dogs anyways, and she also felt that anything with fur would make me just as bad as cats did." He shrugged, but frowned. "I really wanted a dog as a kid. When my parents split up, my sister left with my dad. My mom worked a lot, and I had a babysitter for a while, but not much else."
He didn't have a lot of friends either, and no one close enough to invite to his place or be invited to their house.
He missed his sister too.
Breaking away from his thoughts, he looked up at Billy. "Was it nice at the ranch? It sounds like there would be lots of animals there. Is that why you like wearing that awful hat?"
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Posted: Sun Dec 15, 2013 9:54 pm
"Just the horses and the dog. My grandmother broke horses for a living. Well," he shifted, "that's what people brought 'em there for anyway, She always said breaking a horse left it with no soul, no spirit. Instead she did somethin' that...gentled them or something like that. It's what kept people comin' back. They said it was some gypsy magic or something." With a small chuckle Billy took a sip of his drink. "No denying she kept to the family's roots in that. As for my hat, it's the last thing she gave me before my so-called parents took me back after leaving me there for her to raise me my whole life. She died a few years after that. But living on the ranch was the only part of my childhood I care to remember. There's no freedom like riding on the back of a half-wild horse. Power and freedom." At least he had that. "Anyway, why didn't you go with your dad? Seems a little odd for siblings to split like that - ever switch on weekends or anything?" Honestly, Billy still didn't know where things stood with Ladon's mom and their relationship...let alone what Ladon's dad would have to say about it.
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Posted: Mon Dec 16, 2013 12:35 am
Ladon had never heard much about Billy's childhood, let alone his parents, and he was generally interested. He wanted to know that, if the time came for marriage, if Billy would want his relatives to be there or not. As far as he could tell, Billy didn't like his parents at all, and wanted nothing to do with them. He just didn't know all the details as to why, but he was starting to find out a little bit as to why right now.
"My dad? Well..." He wasn't sure what to feel about his father. "My sister and I were given the choice, and we talked about it while my parents were settling their divorce. It wasn't a messy thing between them. They still talk, and act like....friends. They just realized that they didn't have any love for each other, and didn't want to lie to us for the sake of raising us. They said they still loved us, but just couldn't pretend and be unhappy and risk taking it out in front of them. My parents have always been....." Cold. "...very business-like in that way. They weren't even really touchy-feely when they were together, but they liked talking to each other a lot. So my sister and I decided that we should let each one have one of us so that they wouldn't be alone." It had been an odd responsibility to take up when they were both young, but the worried that it would be taking from one or the other if they decided to stay with one parent.
"My sister has always liked my dad more. I think my dad was a bit disappointed I didn't go with him, but....well......" He wasn't like most guys. "...I wanted to take care of my mom. We visited a few times with my sister staying at my mom's with me, and then later I'd stay with them at my father's place. Then we'd also visit on holidays and during the summer. Mainly to see my sister since we used to be really close. We're...not so much anymore. He lives farther away now so it's a bit harder to visit now."
He hadn't seen his father in a while, but he didn't feel too upset about it. Just..oddly uncaring. He never really got to connect with his father much. "My dad used to take me hiking and camping a lot when I was younger, but when he got promoted, he had less time. I still like going on my own though." He missed it. Those times.
He looked up, surprised to see the waitress setting their plates down, and then as she left, Ladon picked up his fork and looked at Billy. "Riding horses sounds like fun. Why did your parents drop you off like that and then later pick you up?" It seemed weird for parents to completely abandon their kid like that, especially since Billy seemed like an only child.
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