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 Posted: Sun Jul 22, 2012 8:23 am
Completely unplanned and borderline rape.
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Posted: Sun Jul 22, 2012 9:50 am
Well that's no fun Chino. gonk
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Posted: Sun Jul 22, 2012 6:03 pm
The only reason why it is "borderline" rather than "actual" is because my words/testimony about the circumstances could have been used against me had I accused him of such. So instead of running to the campus security office in tears like most of me wanted to, I said "******** it" and fell further into an emotionally abusive relationship.
This is the main reason why I have no real sex drive, even with Mario. I know I should see a therapist about it all, but it wouldn't be covered under my health insurance and it's harder than hell to find an English-speaking therapist in Japan. Just within the past 2 years or so I've managed to actually talk about it for what it really was.
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Posted: Sun Jul 22, 2012 7:22 pm
mine was planned. it was after i was 16, i really wanted to be at least 16 before i lost my virginity.
as for my boyfriend, who i recently found out was a virgin before we were together, was unplanned. i was sick, and he finished making me deliciously spicy soup (twice), which i decided was boyfriend material (along with other past examples), therefore he was allowed to have sex with me. had i known he was a virgin before, i wouldn't have ******** him while i was nasty and sick and i would've made it more romantic xD
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Posted: Mon Jul 23, 2012 1:55 pm
Jebuz Chino. That just breaks my heart for you. I'm around if you ever do need to talk about it though. heart
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Posted: Mon Jul 23, 2012 2:53 pm
Arianah Jebuz Chino. That just breaks my heart for you. I'm around if you ever do need to talk about it though. heart Not really sure what there is to really talk about at this point. I know now that while it was technically rape, there was no way in hell it could ever have gone to trial or anything. He would have gotten off without any consequences.
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