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 Posted: Mon Apr 02, 2012 11:16 am
Dairy: Day 1
Worry. My mind is filled with worry. I have to work on that, try not to think of what's going on at home, what's been done, what's happening to them. Damn it. Ari and Liana know to run. I have to keep reminding myself of that. I can't believe I have to write in this thing...what a requirement? I Just...I don't know anymore.
What am I supposed to think of a place that's...beyond what I ever imagined I'd see? I'm looking at ancient walls that seem to hold secrets....I want to know more, but at the same time I don't want to go looking because...I'm alone here...what happens if I get lost? No one's going to give a damn about some stray student disappearing..... I'm...urgh...I wonder if there's a big enough library I won't feel claustrophobic in it. I feel like maybe this whole place is just meant to torture us phsychologically and then spit us out as nice proper little witches. Well no thank you, I want to be big, flashy and famous. That way I can.....
Switching gears. I am a little intimidated by this place, so I figure that's why I'm rambling as much as I am right now. It is, after all the largest place I've ever even seen being from well sort of outside of a village. I found a map when I got here, and...well Lilium Hallow....is a lot bigger than I thought it was...and some of the cities sound exciting and scary all at once. I...wonder why he never told me about it...Maybe he didn't want me to disappear like mom...not that I would have...I couldn't leave the girls...If I did...who knows what would happen.
I want to go back...but I want to better my life and my sister's lives. I have to...stay and get it all done, if I don't how can I look them in the eyes again?
Oof. My whole page is filled with stuff that sounds terribly traumatic. Heh...I hope no one sneaks in to read this thing...I'm just terribly in need of others to talk to. I guess...Anyway, I'm done with you for now, so...I'll write again sometime. Really I will...I keep my word...most of the time.
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Posted: Thu Apr 05, 2012 9:46 am
Day: Who CARES?
Sunny, boring...bloody well nothing going on for weeks on end at this...School. The classes aren't anything special, nothing to write home about, classmates...selfish, likely backstabbing, and completely useless for anything other than being wrapped up in their own head games. I've yet to actually interact with them, but from observations...they're just waiting to be eaten by whatever these things they keep calling by some weird name...Can't recall it right now. But for the time being I'm headed off to a tree....And worried like hell about...Oh to hell with it.
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Posted: Thu Jun 07, 2012 4:49 pm
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