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Nyx Queen of Darkness Crew
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 Posted: Thu Mar 22, 2012 9:03 pm
Aponi sighed again, maybe there was a purpose for him yet...maybe there wasn't. Maybe there was no point in going on and yet he still was. But there had to be a point of enduring...if not, he was sure the pain of it would have killed him
"Maybe you're right," there had to be a reason, didn't there?
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Posted: Fri Mar 30, 2012 4:37 pm
Erynion smiled gently and fluttered his wings. "The good thing about love is that it's everlasting. Your love for your mate will never disappear, nothing will make it. But you have a lot more love to give and eventually you'll find someone you'll want to give it to."
He wondered if perhaps that wasn't the right thing to say, if maybe it would do more bad than good. But he believed with every fiber of his being that it was true, that that was the way loved work. He had to believe that because sometimes all someone had was love. Right now all he had was love. He was not strong, or very brave. He did not fight evil or save lives. All he did was live and love. And that was fine for him. It was all he needed. He didn't want glory, fame or riches. He wanted a humble life with the mare he loved and, eventually, their children and their children and so on until the day he died.
"It gets better. You're strong, I know you can let yourself heal. You don't have to move on and forget. You just have to accept that what happened happened. There's nothing you can do to change it. Blaming yourself won't help. It wasn't you who killed them. I'm sure they wouldn't want to see you this way, either." His voice was a little firmer this time and he pursed his lips, a light frown crossing his brow. Perhaps it was a little.. harsher than he normally was but it was for the best. Sometimes all someone needed was a single push to get them out of their mess.
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Nyx Queen of Darkness Crew
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Posted: Mon Apr 30, 2012 1:56 am
Aponi listened intently, letting the words fill his heart and overtake him. Charlotte would not have wanted him to be unhappy. She would want him to go on, that much was true. But it was so hard to go on, he was trying even if it didn't seem like it. But it was more difficult than it sounded like.
"You could do it then? If your...forbid it, but if she was...gone? You could live on and love on? I've tried, but things taste bitter. Words sting where once they were soothing. I do well for awhile because I know it's what she would want, but then I slide away into the pain again. Tell me, how can I keep my head above water completely? How can I keep myself from going under the pain? I will do anything to accomplish it, to be able to...exist again."
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