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[20:19] Kisa: Ichi smiled at how innocent his love was aboutthings. "Yes it is. Theres ways. I've learned about it in school and seen the results of it my self. If you want that to happen then i'll look into buying what we need." he said with a smile as he stroked over Lutes face.

[20:21] Alexina:
Lute glanced to Ichi confused, thinking about it. “What we need? You mean we have to pay to start a family?” He wondered if his mother had to pay something when she had him. “I should help then. At least pay half right?”

[20:23] Kisa: Ichi laughed softly. "We need to buy something special for it to take. And if you insist then i wont say no at this. Your right you should be able to help us with this if you want to." he said with a smile.

[20:25] Alexina:
Poor Lute, Ichi wasn’t explaining what they needed at all. He sighed shaken his head some. “What would be different?” He asked after awhile, and in truth it was a good question, to him how would being a family be different?

[20:27] Kisa: Ichi smiled and kissed his face. "We'll make it different. I love you and want a family, want children with you. I wont hurt you or the babies. I wont drink or leave the children and i would never let anything happen to any of them like what happened to me." he said as he shook at the thought.

[20:31] Alexina:
Lute blushed deeply at his words “So children.” That was how it would be different if they were a family . . . it would be the same except with little ones. “I mean different between us.” He gave a weak smile before kissing Ichi. “I don’t think I’ll be anything like your mother or my father, or you will either.” He paused paling some. “. . .what about your mother though?”

[00:26] Kisa:
Ichi rolled over in the bed, where eventually they had moved to, and snuggled into lute. "You feeling ok love?" he asked. They hadn't done that much since the first weekend after Ichi had shown him how good this was. He always wanted to make sure lute was comfortable afterwards so that he wasn't up set about any of it. "I didn't get a full answer earlier, was this a yes?" he asked with a smile.

[00:51] Alexina:
Lute glanced to him with a raised eyebrow. “What do you think it is?” He couldn’t help chuckle, closing his eyes happily. It amused him how Ichi had to double check things in his own way, he had his own insecurities and Lute was starting to get used to them as well. “I didn’t hurt your wound too much did I?” He glanced to Ichi . . . he could taste the pain in away where Jaren hit him. “I let that boy off to easy.”

[00:56] Kisa: Ichi smiled at him and nodded. "I think it was a yes. But...i wanted to hear you say yes." he said feeling a bit shy about it all. He had tried so hard with him and he didn't want to lose what he loved most. "And no you didn't hurt me too much. I don't mind kissing you with my little cut. I promise its not that bad and he had his reasons even if we don't agree with them." he said with a smile as he kissed his face. "What else would you have done hum?"

[00:58] Alexina:
Lute glanced to Ichi. “I would be a fool if I said no, of course it’s a yes.” He smiled softly only to sigh when Ichi asked what he would have done to the boy. “I don’t know . . . just thinking about it . . . I still have a ways to calm when it comes to him.” He paused glancing over to the phone that Elisa gave him. Maybe calling her father would help in the payback after all?

[01:04] Kisa: Ichi smiled and pulled him close and kissed his face. "You would be a fool but im marrying no fool. Your wonderful and bright and smart. I love you so much." he said as he listened to him and saw the look he gave to the phone. "I see. But would you really want her to be unhappy after what she tolerated with us getting together? Lets give them a chance so that we all can try to get along before we call in her family." he said nuzzling his love before sitting up to stretch his metal arm.

[01:06] Alexina:
Lute glanced back to Ichi, he had a point. “True, but he seems weak, and . . . I keep thinking she deserves better.” Lute wasn’t one to judge people so fast usually, so it was probably his protective side for Elisa kicking in. “Sides . . . what if I can’t forgive him no matter how much I try?”

[01:15] Kisa: Ichi nodded at him and smiled a little. "Yes. You are right. Hes very weak. Hes very young too i think so i don't like this." He said as he kissed him softly. "You are protective of your sister. You always will be it makes you a good brother and friend. It makes you good. But do you want her to be happy? We can tolerate him if shes happy and safe right? Even if we don't forgive him?"

[01:17] Alexina:
Lute seemed to soften some at Ichi’s words given a sigh of defeat. “When do you get so wise?” He teased lightly, lifting a hand to gently touch Ichi’s cheek. “Who would have ever thought I would need someone to hold me back.” He chuckled some thinking it over. “Especially due to something that happened to them.”

[01:21] Kisa: Ichi smiled at him and turned his fce to kiss the hand at his cheek. "I've always been wise. Ive been through enough just like you. I don't mind that he hit me, i would rather it have been me then you." he said with a smile as he kissed him. "If i don't want you really hurt then i'll always hold you back. but i wont hold you back from everything."

[01:22] Alexina:
Lute frowned at his words. “And I rather it have been me . . . he wouldn’t have gotten on my nerves that way.” He sighed shaken his head some. “I will always be your shield when I can.” He said calmly, even him a stern look to show his stubbornness. “I failed today, I . . . I will do my best not to let it happen again.”

[02:10] Kisa: Ichi smiled at him and nodded. "We'll help keep her safe if you want to. I don't want her hurt anymore then you do." he said with a smile. "But only if you want to help keep her safe. I'll only do it if you are ok with it." he said with a smile.

[02:12] Alexina:
Lute sighed leaning his head on Ichi’s shoulder. “No, I don’t want to put you in danger.” He said softly, that didn’t mean he didn’t plan to check and keep her safe off and on, he didn’t have to tell him that part though. “Do . . . do you think she’s really in love?”

[02:14] Kisa: He smiled and nodded. "Mmm she might be. Would she have tried to slap me if she wasn't?" he asked knowing she might have for anything but considering what had happened so far it seemed like she would have only done it if she loved the boy.

[02:22] Alexina:
Lute gave a cute shrug to be honest. “She doesn’t know you well yet.” He sighed shaken his head. “She’s not normally violent though, so I don’t think she would have. Do you really believe she hurt herself falling from a tree?” That one . . . seemed a bit long fetched.

[02:23] Kisa: Ichi smiled at him and looked over the other. "I thought so. and no i don't know how much of that i believe. What do you really believe? Do you think that he did it to her or could it have been her father?"

[02:26] Alexina:
Lute shook his head. “Elisa’s father has . . . taken in many . . . brutes before as servants or pets.” He sighed knowing it sounded bad. “Elisa though . . . was the only one who actually manages to get adopted. I don’t think he would hurt her for anything in the world.” He knew it sounded odd, but he also knew how odd her father was. “He even lets her take strays and spoils her like crazy . . . it’s why all this surprises me.”

[02:30] Kisa: He thought about it. "Mmm well then we'll have to try to talk to her with out him to see if she'll tell us the truth. I don't want to have had him hurting her." He said as he kissed him. "We'll look into it then hum?"

[02:32] Alexina:
Lute nodded slow sighing some. “After work perhaps.” He said softly, it was bad enough he called in to miss it today after all. “You’re mother is going to kill me . . . if I keep calling off randomly.”

[02:36] Kisa: He shook his head. "No she wont. You wont lose your job don't worry. She will get by just fine with out you. I'll tell her tomorrow about us ok?" He said kissing him. "Are you hungry again? We worked off alot of energy and stuff with what we did and then we napped for the last hour or two." he said with a smile.

[02:37] Alexina:
Lute glanced to him worried before standing and going to take a shower. “I . . . maybe I should go with her when you tell her.”

[02:38] Kisa: Ichi walked with him to the bathroom. "Do you want me to shower with you?" he asked. "I'll be good i promise." he said with a grin. "And you can come with if you want to. You don't need to."

[02:40] Alexina:
Lute would blush and shake his head. “I do need a bit of space at times.” He didn’t want to be mean, but he was a lone wolf before Ichi . . . and he needed time for his thoughts still. “I won’t be long . . . maybe we can do it tonight, and keep her from . . . well. . .”

[23:36] SillyAngelKitty: Tel came from her room looking a bit nervous. She kept trying to pull down her uniform. She would more then likely be an easy target for perverts that maybe around. She softly sighed pushing the button on the elevator waiting for it to come to her floor. She entered once the door opened then hit the button to take her down to the floor. "Bad people can't hurt you here." She softly told herself as she stepped off the elevator. She made her way towards the bar.
[23:45] Alexina:
Of course many females were dressed like Tel, so she probably blended right in. At a bar surrounded by both males and females Lute was in a tux like suit, hair pulled back, and mixing drinks like a god.
[23:55] SillyAngelKitty: She felt her hand grabbed then stopped and looked at the man who had it. Tel gave him a charming smile. "Ohhh can I help you sir?" "A dry martini." She nodded her head. "Yes sir. I shall have that right away." She made her way towards the bar. "Can I get a dry martini please?" She asked once there. She blinked a bit. Was that Lute? She waited for him to get closer to her. "Lute?"
[23:57] Alexina:
Lute probably had his back to her when she ordered. Only one black wing after all. “All get that right away.” He paused hearing his name sighing as if he wondered if he had gained about fan girl. He would mix the drink turning to drop it off only to pause and chuckle. “If it isn’t the world class fisher . . .”
[00:07] SillyAngelKitty: Tel would blush a bit. "You are making fun of me." She smiled a bit. "It is good to see you again. I'll talk to you through out the night! Maybe after work we can talk a bit." She grabbed the martini. "I have to do a good job or Mr. Katen will send me away." She turned and weaved her way through the crowd and gave the gentleman his drink. She counted his change then handed it to him. He handed her a tip then smiled.
[00:09] Alexina:
Lute chuckled shaken his head, he wasn’t really making fun of her so much. She just seemed to enjoy fishing, and the catch so it fit. Course he would put the money in the cash register, and be busy most the night. He was . . . popular it seemed.
[00:16] SillyAngelKitty: She was constantly returning to the bar. She would tell him her order then slink off to deliver the orders. She learned quickly how to push a few buttons with the drunken men. She had been trained in the art of seduction. This was easier then she had thought and by the end of the night was actually enjoying herself. She would turn her charms on the men gaining a bit in tips. She leaned into the bar ordering her last order. "It's a big one! I need three beers, two martinis and five bloody marys. Am I doing alright Lute?"
[00:42] Alexina:
Lute of course was so busy, that he didn’t notice her all the time. Course with that order Lute raised an eyebrow at the female. “You sure do know how to get them drinking.” He said softly as he was working on starting it. “How have you been tonight? Have some admirers already it seems.”
[00:47] SillyAngelKitty: She blushed a bit watching him make the order. "Isn't that what I'm spose to do? Get them to drink?" She smiled a bit. "I'm doing pretty good. Do you think Mr. Kanten will be happy with me?" She quietly asked him. "And yes there a few who are only asking for me. I guess my training at that place works well here. The men are throwing money at me. So how are you?"
[00:59] Alexina:
Lute shrugged. “I don’t really know him much. I . . . well got my job another way.” He actually blushed lightly knowing it was a bit shameful so he left it at that. “Just be careful not t leave alone if they’re drunk especially. Get one of the bouncers to walk you home if you need.”
[01:04] SillyAngelKitty: Tel peered at him. "Ohhhh. I met Mr. Katen on accident. I was out at the lake I don't see many people there. Any ways I was in only my under clothes." She blushed a bit. "I didn't know he was going to suddenly appear out there! And I hit my head and he brought me back here. Gave me a job and I live here." She smiled at him. "So don't need a bouncer to walk me home." She grabbed a tray starting to place drinks on it.
[01:06] Alexina:
“So, you’re dating him?” Lute didn’t know much about Katen but a place to live and such . . . sounded familiar.
[01:11] SillyAngelKitty: Tel shook her head. "Ohhh no! I'm not dating anybody. I tried to hit him with one of his shoes. I was scared cause I woke up somewhere I didn't know. He acted like one of those men. He had his nose stuck in a book. But after hearing why I was scared he offered me a job and a room here. I get to keep my tips." She placed a few more of the drinks on the tray. "He said that security will keep me safe from the bad men."
[01:30] Alexina:
Lute couldn’t help raise an eyebrow unsure. “Please tell me you have your own room at least?” He asked softly trying to look out for her . . . he will bring this up to Ichi later if need be.

[16:12] Kisa: Ichi smiled. "Her paper work she does every night after she closes. So she knows how much she lost or how much food she used. What drinks to buy more of and how soon she needs to buy it all." He smiled a little and held his loves hand softly. "I think she knows. Shes not that dumb. She'll have had an idea that her plan didn't quite work how she wanted it to. She wont be too mad cause i'll be happy. So thats all that will matter to her really." he said with a smile.
[16:18] Alexina:
Lute couldn’t help but blush some at his words. He wasn’t very into public displays of affection, course that would have probably been even if Ichi was a female. He would think over his mother’s work though. “Doesn’t she have others to help her?” Course he really wanted to ask how anyone managed such a job while always drunk.
[16:21] Kisa: He smiled and nodded. "She has someone to do the accounting for her, she doesn't like the money. But she does all the food and drink orders her self. I dunno how she does but she can. Shes better at it then you would think. She doesn't trust many with work she can do her self."
[16:32] Alexina:
Lute couldn’t help raise an eyebrow at that. “I suppose I can’t blame her for that, but . . . one person can’t do everything.” He would move to put on a jacket, holding out Ichi’s for him in case he wanted one. The casino at night could get chilly at times. “So . . . how . . . how are we going to do this?”
[16:38] Kisa: Ichi smiled at him as he got out of the car. Taking his jacket and then takinf Lutes hand he kissed it before holding it in his own happily. "Don't worry. Were just going in and i'll talk to her. You don't have to say anything unless she asks you something or you feel you need to talk." he said as he walked inside, waved at John who was cleaning up, and headed towards his mothers office.

Denali was drinking a tall glass of water and had reading over her reports as she thought about what to do for the moment. She would need more vodka and more rum. Lots of coke too. She looked up hearing someone coming her way and smiled at the smell. Her son. She smiled before they got to the door. "Come in Ichijou." she said before he could knock.

[16:55] Alexina:
Lute smiled glancing around as if making sure no one was looking before cutely kissing Ichi on the cheek. When they got to the door he would pull his hand away though. He was always like that when it came to public especially his work, like some set of manners or what not. Lute couldn’t help feeling very shy as he followed Ichi. He hesitated at the door when Denali asked her son to come in looking to Ichi as if asking if he should as well.

[19:05] Kisa: Ichi smiled at her and laughed a little. Of course she had dit worked out to get her money back. And of course he wasn't going to be surprised that she might know something of this already when they had walked in. "Well months ago, when you set that date up for me. With that girl you met, she sent someone in her place. not wanting to really go on the date her self. Lute is who came. And Lute is who i have fallen in love with." he said with a smile as he looked at how cute Lute was, sitting all nervously in his chair. He smiled. "We have been dating since that night. And we are going to get married. I wanted to tell you. I just asked him." he said as he smiled at Lute.

Denali listened, her elbow resting on the desk with her head propt in her hand. She sipped her water and listened. She nodded as she smiled a little. "Oh wonderful. You said yes i take it?" She said looking at his hand as he played with the necklace. She smiled as she watched them. "Did you even try to find the girl? Are you both happy?" she asked. She eyed the male and smiled. "Will you keep him happy? And give me grandchildren eventually?"
[19:15] Alexina:
Lute of course was all red from head to toe by the time Ichi, announced what was going on. He couldn’t even look Denali in the eyes, he was a bit fearful of her reaction. Not quite because he was male, but because of the mentality his father instilled in him about how he looked and how worthless he was. Of course when she said wonderful Lute looked up quite surprise and taken a back. “How could I refuse?” His answer was honest. Only to get confused about the questions that followed. “The girl? You mean Elisa? . . . for once in my life yes . . .” He paused when she kept getting more and more personal, glancing more to Ichi for those answer. “I will do my best . . . .”
[19:21] Kisa: Ichi smiled at her and then looked at Lute. "He makes me very happy. Mother she is his friend and she now has a love of her own. it wouldn't matter if i had tried, she didn't want me and i didn't want her. Though she is fiesty." he said with a smile as he looked at how cute and red Lute was now. "We will try our best to give you grandchildren mother." he said with a smile.

Denali watched them and looked at Lute. She could see her sons choise in him. He was even cuter when he blushed. She smileed and grinned. "Oh well then i guess it did work out. As for happy im glad you both are. I wouldn't want you unhappy. I need my favorite son to always be hapy. If you keep him that way the i guess i don't...don't have a problem with it." she said as she smiled. "Though i want to see the kids often when you have them. And i'll take time off more often, to get to know you better if you want." she said looking at Lute.
[19:42] Alexina:
Lute glanced up at her actually surprised and very grateful at her words. “I have nor, never will wish him to be anything but happy.” The poor guy was unsure why she wanted kids and he glanced down some. “If . . . if Ichi wants kids, then I don’t mind. I . . . I just refuse for them to be treated like I was.” He was pretty strict and stern with those words as if setting a base line with her. IF they had kids he would have rules and guidelines to follow while being around them. When she spoke of taken time off he glanced up before smiling some. “If you’re not ashamed to be seen with me . . . I think I would like that . . . and it would be good for Ichi.”
[19:50] Kisa: Ichi smiled and looked at the two of them. "If your going to come over and spend time with us and with the kids when they get here then you have to stop drinking, and no more of thos pills." he said as he smiled. "I would like to spend more time with you. And i would love my Lute to know you better." He said as he looked at Lute and smiled. "The kids will never be treated like you were. Mother is very good with children, they love her, and she knows when to act like a normal person. Right mother?" he said.

Denali laughed. "Oh of ocurse. I want them safe. i don't want them to go through what Ichi went through or you did. It would break me it really would. I raised him just fine did i not when i got him back." she said as she smiled at Lute. "I know just a little of your story from what i picked up just looking over ya." she said with a smile. "May i assume your father did that? Ichi's father was...nice...just a little crazy unfortunatly." she said as she looked out the window. Madness had been the first person she had oved in a long time and he had hurt her. "Please i do hope you never hurt my Ichi. Or...i ca make your life horrid for you." She said with a smile just to give him a warning.
[19:55] Alexina:
Lute glanced to her before looking over his shoulder where his missing wing was. “Yes.” He answered when she asked about his father, seeming less shy and getting more . . . stiff and such due to the subject. He would nod at Ichi’s words, he knew what Lute meant somehow, no drugs around the kids was something he would have demanded. No debathchery either. He would raise an eyebrow when she semi threaten him. It was slightly amusing, but deep down he knew she couldn’t make things any worse than he himself could . . . “I can’t only say I will try my best.” He repeated the answer from before. “Sometimes we hurt others when we don’t mean to, or don’t realize.” She was guilty of this of course but he was wise enough to just mention and not point fingers. “I wish I could say it would never happen . . . but . . . I have already upset him a few times, and made him cry over my foolish ways.”
[20:17] Kisa: Ichi looked at him and smiled. He was glad they were getting along, this was her getting along and enjoying her time with him. "Mother don't worry. He makes me happy more often then he makes me unhappy. I couldn't imagine not having him in my life." he sai with a smile as he reached over and took Lutes hand. "I'm not upset about those times. It only makes me love you more." he said as he heldLutes hand gently. "We'll set up a day of the week where maybe we all can go out and have a little family dinner together? Ok?" he asked her with a smile.

She watched him and smiled, glad he wasn't fazed by her threat. She looked at them both and their hand and smiled. "Fine then. Just know i want this to work. He means more to me then my own life. I will do what i have to for him. and for you now. Don't be afraid to ask me for help Lute. I'll protect all of you." she leaned back in her chait and nodded. "I'll be straight when im around the kids." she said meaning being a good grandmother and sober and no drugs of any kind. "I'll be their third favorite person after the both of you." she said. "Wednesdays work best for me, and will be the easiest day to make sure Lute isn't working. If that works for you both?"
[20:24] Alexina:
Lute couldn’t help but glance to Ichi smiling some as he took his hand, squeezing softly on his end. He knew how much his mother meant to his love. He wanted to make this work, to help . . . get her together even, just to keep Ichi happier if possible. “You don’t have to look after me.” Lute said softly given Den a look. “I have taken care of myself most my life . . .” He didn’t want to be more of a burden after all, of course he would easily give up his life to save Ichi’s. He would of course quiet down allowing Ichi to set up the dates and such. He was always more of the quiet sort, and to actually talk with him for long periods . . . well you had to be Ichi at times for that.

[03:33] Kisa: Ichijou was sitting at his piano working on a classica song that had just come out that he was trying to master. He was waiting for Lute to come home from work and was hoping that he had had a good day.
[03:40] Alexina:
Lute couldn’t help be embrassashed whenever he was around Ichi’s mom without his lover. He would head down to the store getting a nice long steam rose for Ichi. The man seemed to like these little things. Of course as always when he got home he would knock on the door. When Ichi opened the door there he would be holding out the rose with a cute smile.
[03:46] Kisa: Ichi stood when he heard his love knock on the door and smiled. He was holding a rose and looking so super cute! He smiled and pulled him close and kissed him as he took the flower. "Thank you love. Did you have a good day at work?" he asked with a smile as he lead him into the home and smiled. "hungry?"
[03:50] Alexina:
Lute of course would kiss him back full of his love. Shrugging when Ichi asked about his day, after all jobs cycled about doing the same things after awhile. He . . . was still getting used to settling, to having a cycle at all. “Very.” He answered softly when Ichi spoke of food, gently wrapping his arms around his lover. “Is there anything you wish for me to fix you?” Silent, Lute had a habit of being that, Ichi was probably one of the few who could even get him chatting much.
[03:56] Kisa: ichi walks with him to the kitchen and smiles as he nodes. "Sure i think chicken noodle soup and grilled cheese would be amazing." he said as he hugged him happily and nuzzled him. "Was mother ok today or did she get annoying again?" he asked with a smile as he nuzzled his lovers neck and kissed his face softly.
[03:59] Alexina:
Lute of course would go to work, allowing Ichi to cling all he wanted. “She’s just . . . more interested in me lately since I got her blessing.” His voice was soft, poor guy was a push over in his own way. If Ichi’s mother wanted to take advantage of that it wouldn’t be hard since she was so close to Ichi. “How about you and your studies? Our plans?”
[04:04] Kisa: Ichi smiled and nodded as he held him and nodded. "I know. shes just trying to show that shes better now. Shes told me shes stopped drinking as much as normal. Shes nice though?" he asked wanting tomake sure she was still being nice when he wasn't around. "Studies are going well. I'm working on some new art stuff." he said as he smiled. "Our plans? Like for our life or wedding or do you mean something different?"
[04:08] Alexina:
Lute would gently turn to embrace Ichi. “Yes she’s nice. I’m just . . . not use to such niceness and attention.” He said softly kissing Ichi softly before going to heat the soup and get the sandwiches ready to cook. “Wedding, I mean . . . if we’re having one. I’m not sure how it will . . . . well what you want.”
[04:17] Kisa: Ichi smiled at him and nodded. "Good. I'm glad shes still really nice." He said as he hopped up on the counter and looked at Lute. "I've planned out a little of the wedding. I'd like it outside. I love the forest and the flowers." he said as he sniffed the rose. "Though i want some input from you on things. I want to know if you want to wear a dress." he said even though he wanted him to. "And i want to know what flowers you want in your boquet. and i want to know songs you would like to dance to." He said with a smile as he watched Lute work.
[04:21] Alexina:
Lute was moving along greatly, it was going fine . . . till the dress and flower comment. He would gently set down what he was working at and calmly turn to look at Ichi with such a look. “I am not a female, I will never be female. Why would you think to even ask me about a dress or boquet?” He couldn’t help feeling a bit hurt at those words. Was he saw as weak by Ichi? Did Ichi see him to be . . . female in ways?
[04:25] Kisa: Ichi laughed softly. "I'm sorry that came out wrong. Some times its just fun for gay couples to have one of them in a dress." he said with a smile as he pulled Lute close to him. "Where what you want. I'm not sure what you want to wear. And theres always a boquet, it gets thrown. It can be a single rose if you want. It doesn't need to be alot of slowers and they don't have to be girly." he said petting his face. "I'm sorry i didnt mean to upset you."
[04:30] Alexina:
Lute wasn’t sure at Ichi’s words; he couldn’t help feel a bit tensed with it all. “If you want to wear a dress then fine, or carry flowers, since you want one.” He would actually pull away quite stiff now as he finished setting up the meal. Although he suddenly wasn’t feeling very hungry. “Maybe I don’t know much, if anything about weddings is the issue.”
[04:33] Kisa: Ichi frowned and sighed. "I'm sorry. I'll show you if you want. Those are normal things. We'll both wear tux's if you want to wear them. Or anything you want. The thing with the flowers is that after the wedding you throw the boquet and who ever catches it is next to be married." he said. If you don't want to do it thatss fine. I just didn't know so i wanted to ask you." he said with a smile.
[04:40] Alexina:
Lute would gently hand Ichi his food. “That’s not the point.” He said softly sighing, looking over his own food. “It’s more that you seemed to think I should take on a female part. I never once in my life thought . . . someone would think of me that way. I’m stronger than that . . . does being with a male mean one of us have to act female?”
[04:48] Kisa: He frowned and thought about it. "Im sorry... I guess when put like that it sounds mean. I wasn't meaning it to. Normally one of them in a relationship is more of a female, or bottom. and i...just....I dunno i never thought of my self in that way and i think my brain just said you would be more the female. You don't have to be and i know you arnt one so im sorry for assuming." he said feeling hurt that he had upset his beloved so much. His ears laying flat he looked at him and frowned a little. "You don't need to act like anything but you. Thats what i fell inlove with."
[04:52] Alexina:
Lute just gave a light sigh leaving his food on the counter to move and sit on the sofa trying to relax some. He worked hard all day, came home, and . . . well to be thought of as a female hurt more than Ichi could even know. “Why . . . why must it be that way? Or even be seen slightly that way?” He never once thought that being with a male would bring up questions like that. He let others dress him up at times out of kindness more than him liking it. He would gently rest his head in his hands and sigh. “I just don’t understand any of this.” Who knew being in a relationship like this had more standards than even he knew about.