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 Posted: Sun Sep 04, 2011 4:57 pm
"I have been doing this a while and i seem to have a god handle on things. Calenders work wonders." He grinned brightly. "Though i'm not sure how well it will work once school starts. Not university though, advanced classes which are close enough. it's what i'm going to go to university for anyway." he shrugged that bit off. It wasn't really important to the conversation.
"It's not really that hard. You just have to plan. Didn't really plan on so many temptations being a senshi but" He shook his head. "Well there are plenty in my other life too it's just sorta impossible to work them both together. Cant exactly explain to a boyfriend in one life that there's another one in another life. God forbid they turn out to be the same person and you're not on the same side"
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Posted: Sun Sep 04, 2011 5:08 pm
"Indeed, I already have a planner and it seems rather filled." With little time for himself to just be. He just wondered how long he could survive the heavy work load. Training, and energy gathering in the evening along with dinner and plants. In the morning was breakfast and school lasting till the afternoon where he had homework right after it. At some point he needed a shower and time to sleep. But where was time for painting, reading, studying, and other little things? He'd have to fit them in somehow, somewhere.
"High school still..." Musing to himself, wondering which school the other went to. Perhaps they attended the same as himself? Not likely though. But it was worth a wonder. "I can't say I have a plan for university." Which wasn't a bad thing, like some might think. He might go and open a plant nursery, he knew enough to start and he'd only learn more as he went. It was an interest and something he'd enjoy. He just knew he wanted to do well, like his mother, in whatever he did.
"Precisely, one problem I see with this situation." Motioning to the uniforms. "And one reason for keeping myself from developing feelings for any civilian." And he hadn't planned on a single thing with a senshi either, and look where that got him. Instead of a civilian, which may or may not be a problem, he went right for what was a problem without a doubt.
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Posted: Sun Sep 04, 2011 5:37 pm
"You can't plan for everything." He nodded slightly. "If you start trying to do that then you get so caught up in what you should and shouldn't be doing that you miss out. Plus it means that you end up in quandaries like this. Easier to just go with the flow some times."
It seemed to work for him. But he couldn't really tell Rik that his alter ego was seeing some 'evil entity' who he was suppose to be fighting. That was just a whole other can of worms.
"See. Feelings can suck too. There's this guy my other self is sorta seeing only i'm not really sure he's not just useing me to vent his frustration that he can't date the guy he wants to date. Wonderful little mess"
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Posted: Sun Sep 04, 2011 5:47 pm
Had he dug this hole himself? He hadn't forseen such things happening, he'd thought behaving, controlling himself and his life, would aid him. Could it have really landed him here? Was this problem only cropping up now because of the big decision he'd made a little over a month ago? He hadn't seen a thing wrong with it till now, no bumps in the road. He'd taken the lessons of his parents, on how to properly behave at events, and applied it to every day life, he'd reserved himself and worked on self control; though he still had none when it came to telling the honest truth to someone.
"Sounds like a right mess, not something I'd have gotten in to. Then again, considering what I'm in." A shrug from the blond finished that sentence better than any words could. "It makes having feelings, to give them power, seem something one would wish to avoid." Such as he'd been doing to an extent.
"What are you going to do about your situation?" Focus on that, focus on the others situation. He'd work his out, work out his own inner turmoil and come to some sort of a choice.
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Posted: Sun Sep 04, 2011 5:52 pm
"It is a bit of a mess but some times messes are better. It gives spice to life and if you don't have a bit of that things get really boring. Everyone has to have that or you turn into one of those creepy people who stand on their doorstep shouting at everyone else for having fun." He grinned again. "You don't want to be one of those people do you?" He would be very sad if cute little Beni turned into one of those.
"I don't know. I don't really want to leave him, i mean he's fun to mess around with and he's a good friend. And technically it's not like he can find out about anything i do like this but." He looked at the other boy for a moment. "Somehow i don't think -you'd- go for carrying on a relationship with someone who was technically seeing someone else. Even if i do like you."
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Posted: Sun Sep 04, 2011 6:06 pm
"I have enough spice in life, without the tidal wave this part of life is bringing me. School, training, energy gathering...and more." He wasn't going into his hobbies, though byt the way he'd spoken of a paintbrush, his paintbrush, he was likely an artist at the very least. That reminded him, he had the book club also; lovely more to add to his planner.
"No, I wouldn't turn in to such a person."
Smiling, something sincere and yet also with a certain amount of the 'duh' look to it. "You would be correct. The decision is yours, however you decide. Though I would suggest not taking into consideration my own feelings. As they are not yours and I assure you I'm more than able to reign my own wayward feelings back in." He wondered why it seemed there was an emphasis on him, when addressed by the other. Of course he wouldn't. It simply wasn't who he was...that was one thing he knew he had to address with himself and settle back in to place. This, whatever this here was, couldn't continue it went against that and he wanted to keep that...even if in the end he wound up more open to the idea of snogging and having some relationship.
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Posted: Sun Sep 04, 2011 6:13 pm
"See. I like your company. Negaverse or not you're not a bad guy and i don't see any reason to just start avoiding you just because we're not snogging in corners." He let his hand slide off the other boy's arm finally since he didn't seem like he was going to run away again. "Besides i'm sure someone somewhere would say that having a friend on the opposite side could mean that you've got an advantage. You can see things that others cant."
He leaned over and brushed a friendly kiss against the other boy's cheek. "Shouldn't always reign in feelings. I'd hope, cause I'm a romantic most days, that if you found me actually in trouble you'd do something. Just like if i saw one of my number actually trying to kill you id' have to step in."
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Posted: Sun Sep 04, 2011 6:25 pm
"Yes, I can and do see the up side." A small smile curled his lips. "And...you don't consider yourself on any side, which even the eternal senshi I have spoken to I don't think can or would say." Though there was another possible up side, one he had been considering and one he wouldn't mind doing. "You like my company and all. Is there anyway to woo you to join the Negaverse?" It was worth asking, and tact could go right out the window. No beating around the bush with such a question.
The kiss was leaned in to, if only slightly. "I would, though I'm sure I would be in more trouble than I could handle." And with no real way to sway things in his favor to avoid whatever punishment he would face. He didn't address the other stating that he was a romantic, how could he address it? Saying he was one as well?
"I think it best if this." He motioned between them. "Remain as a friendship. Unless, it becomes more on your end." It was best for him, he didn't like the idea of being the other partner. That much he knew for sure. If it was just him and all they did was snog in private he somehow felt he'd be ok with it, where as in the past he wouldn't have been. He'd have wanted more.
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Posted: Sun Sep 04, 2011 6:36 pm
"You don't sugar coat things do you." He laughed. "I'm still not sure which side is right which is why i'm not on either one. And i did tell you that i don't agree with your energy gathering and somehow i have a feeling I'd get told off for telling civilians what was going on. So i can't be doing that"
He didn't step back, preferring to stay in the others space bubble, but did keep his body parts to himself. "never know. You might persuade me to join you eventually. Or maybe i can persuade you to join me. No one ever knows how the future is ever going to go."
It would be easier to. He wouldn't have to look at Rik and know that there was someone else he was seeing that he couldn't tell Rik about.
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Posted: Sun Sep 04, 2011 6:47 pm
"No, I'm rather lacking when it comes to tact." A smile from him at the other. "You can't tell them, but you could ask for the energy. Though it's unlikely many would agree." Just saying, he wouldn't agree, unless he knew what it was for. "I can hope, can't I? We have other senshi on our side. Another would be nice."
Laughing he shook his head. "No, I don't think I'll be changing sides. But perhaps I can persuade you. The future is unknown." It would keep him from risking getting in trouble if they were seen even speaking in friendly terms. He wasn't exactly sure what the opinion on that was, he was sure the snogging of last time was not something which would be taken well. That much he was certain of, but it wasn't why it needed to end.
"I will keep trying, if I have to tell you the whole cause for our side in this war." He would sit and spin the tale he'd been told twice, though one was a very condensed version.
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Posted: Sun Sep 04, 2011 7:04 pm
"YOu can keep trying and i'll keep just saying i like killing youma. Don't want to loose that fun." He laughed and shook his head. He didn't want to make some commitment to a side of a 'war'. He was sixteen for gods sake. He just wanted to have fun and enjoy himself.
"Though it does mean that when your bosses catch us talking, if it happens, you can just tell them you were trying to convince me that this is where i belong."
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Posted: Sun Sep 04, 2011 7:11 pm
"I can, and I do believe that." He said, resisting the urge to just kiss the others cheek as he smiled at him. "And I know, you like killing youma. Training can be a worth while, and fun way to spend ones time as well." He wouldn't call it fun, but that was him. But training with Painite was a good work out, he was sure it would help him over all with strength and endurance.
"And the senshi, as far as I know, each have a handler." A silent offer that if the other decided to join the Negaverse.
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Posted: Sun Sep 04, 2011 7:16 pm
"Well if i ever decide that i want to join your cause, whatever it really is, then i'll be sure to look you up and ask you to put me on a leash." He grinned obviously hinting at more than just working under the other by the tone of his voice. Despite saying they should just be friends he couldn't ignore the desire to flirt with the other boy.
"That's for another day though. We're suppose to be helping you work out how you're going to juggle everything."
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Posted: Sun Sep 04, 2011 7:21 pm
Raising a brow he shook his head, giving a soft bit of laughter. "Perhaps, though I believe I'd have little issue with that. If you ever want to know the cause, ask. Though I assure you it's a bit of a story, which leaves even me with some questions." He spoke rolling his shoulders.
"Yes, remind me of what I have to focus on up till school commences." He spoke, somewhat displeased but also not upset nor angry with the other. He didn't want to think on it tonight. "So do I tell you everything on my plate?"
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Posted: Sun Sep 04, 2011 7:36 pm
"School starts soon so planning for it now wouldn't be a bad idea. I've already blocked out when i'm going to get things done for the first two weeks to see how it goes." He stepped away from the other a bit so he could flop down on the edge of a brick chimney that poked up from the building's roof.
"You can tell me stories about leashes some other time. Honestly now you should just be worrying about how your'e going to keep up the facade of wahtever it is you nega's do beside drain people while going to school. It might me cutting down on things."
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