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Lady Argentum Draconis Vice Captain
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 Posted: Sun Sep 04, 2011 7:52 pm
Raphael shook his head. "No that was," he paused to clear his throat his voice sounding rough to himself. "very very very right." he said, and it was true. He'd never felt like this before, and he had a very deep desire to kiss Lavan again and maybe...more.
He swallowed hard. "Perhaps, perhaps we should...well I mean we could go upstairs." he offered. "I promise I've cleaned up a bit." he blushed dark pink visible even under his fur. "If you don't want to though, I'd understand, but I would...very much like, to go up with you." he said leaning forward to kiss Lavan again.
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Posted: Sun Sep 04, 2011 8:09 pm
Lavan blinked as he kissed Raphael back again, this time, feeling it fall into place much more naturally, he even found himself exploring the other's mouth deeper.
He had been upstairs before... Why was Raphael acting so awkward about it now. He tilted his head, adoring the deep red hues under Raphael's coat, a small smile sliding into place. He was okay with this... Right? Lavan liked Raphael, and there wasn't a doubt in his mind that he didn't enjoy those kisses, and soft looks. But he felt like he was stealing Raphael from whoever he was supposed to be with. Because, Lavan should have never existed... and yet here he was... He shook the thoughts from his head, not wanting to touch them again tonight.
"It's not like I haven't been up there before? he said, standing up and stretching out. He nuzzled at Raphael's neck, before turning and going to the stairs.
"You coming?
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Lady Argentum Draconis Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun Sep 04, 2011 8:55 pm
Raphael shivered slightly with this kiss. It was truly close to bliss as he'd ever come before. He blinked at Lavan's sudden casual attitude about going upstairs. "Ah..." he mumbled and watched Lavan make for the stairs.
"Yes." he coughed then tried again. "Yes. I'm coming." he said going to lock the door to the shop, then going to the door leading upstairs and unlocking it letting Lavan go up first to the flat. He took a deep breath and let it out slowly watching Lavan go up the stairs resisting the urge to charge up after him. Instead he took a few steps in and calmly closed the door before going up himself.
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Posted: Mon Sep 05, 2011 9:38 am
Lavan walked up the familiar stairs, his eyes scanning about the flat. It was cleaner than usual. "Has my being away made you obsessively clean?" he teased, playfully caressing Raphael's face with his tail. He sat on the sofa, his eyes watching Raphael's every move. He wondered what he was thinking. What was making him so nervous?
"Why're you nervous? It's still just me." He removed himself from the couch, going over to caress Raphael's face. "You're so much softer than I imagined..." he said huskily. He rubbed his nose softly against the the other's before pulling away. "You make me nervous too."
Nervous was an understatement. No matter how much Lavan wanted to be here, his feet still wanted to run, his wings still wanted to fly. He felt that this was beyond him. He was stealing Raphael from whomever he was naturally supposed to be with. But was it wrong? Or was it okay?
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Lady Argentum Draconis Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Sep 05, 2011 10:16 am
"Well I had nothing to do, so...I got bored and well this is the results." he said motioning around the cleaner room. For once you could actually see the surface of some of the tables and counters. He let out a quiet rumble as Lavan's tail caressed his face.
"I just," he shook his head. "Its not important." he watched as Lavan came back and leaned into his hand as it caressed his face. "So are you." he mumbled putting his arms around the other. "Well, that is a natural reaction." he said delighting in the feel of Lavan being that close to him.
"I...love you." Raphael whispered in a barely audiable voice. He then leaned in and kissed Lavan again and gently steered him towards the couch.
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Posted: Mon Sep 05, 2011 1:17 pm
Lavan stiffened for a moment as Raphael led him to the couch. He hadn't even remembered to return the kiss previously. He loved him? Raphael loved him? His heart chirped in his chest and his stomach flipped backwards and forwards; he was elated, yet why didn't he truly feel so.
He looked to Raphael, his eyes cloudy as he tried to guard his conflicted feelings. He knew he loved him as well, but did he really deserve love? He sighed, his shoulders relaxing and his body giving in to whatever Raphael had in store for him. "I love you too..." he said more firmly than Raphael's own confession. He placed many, tiny kisses up and down Raphael's face and neck, nuzzling him softly as his tail swished in the air.
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Lady Argentum Draconis Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Sep 05, 2011 3:02 pm
Raphael gently sat them both down on the couch. He rumbled deep in his chest as Lavan lavished attention on him, and firmly wrapped his arms around the other. Lavan's more confident confession made his own sound feeble. He hadn't wanted it to sound that way, he truly had fallen for the other male, he'd just been afraid of rejection and it had made him sound unsure.
He mentally shook himself then turned back to those beautiful blue eyes and lost himself again, nuzzling and kissing the other male. "I truly love you." he murmured more confidently this time, leaving no room for question.
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Posted: Tue Sep 06, 2011 8:37 am
Lavan had to avert his eyes. He truly loved him? Did he want to be with him forever? Was it temporary? What if they could fall out of love? Questions burned at Lavan's soul, a lump forming in his throat that he was unable to swallow away.
He purred softly, nuzzling against Raphael. He felt like had found a place in this world, but how long would it be till he lost it? He needed more, he needed it to be tangible.
Lavan needed reassurance. He climbed atop Raphael's lap, his hind legs wrapping around him as he pressed his nose against the other. "I need you..." he breathed out, his eyes glazed over with anxiety, fear, love, lust, and innocence. He felt like his body was going to break with everything he was feeling.
"I need you now..."
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Lady Argentum Draconis Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Sep 06, 2011 5:40 pm
Raphael was to busy nuzzling Lavan to notice the other male's eyes dart away. He ran his paws over the soft fur and stroked his tail.
When is partner moved he blinked and a came a bit out of his daze. His eyes widened and he gasped softly as Lavan settled himself in his lap. And the other's confession nearly made him stop breathing. He opened his mouth for a moment to speak then shook his head knowing anything he could say would seem silly. Actions spoke louder right now, and he was more than happy to oblige Lavan in every way.
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